#also early morning post yayyyy | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

strawbewiemilk · 3 months

Text

42-hour f@st blog🤍 (I documented the entire f@$t- if u guys wana read)

So basically I have decided to do a 42 hr f@st-> I feel so n@use0us abt f00d lately so I have planned tis. I've been not taking my v!t@mins so tats why I'm doing a short f@st to see how I can handle it before my longer f@st from July 10th-july 16th-> it's my most stressful week cuz I have to do that volunteering work alone and go to uni alone and my birthday is also on the same week. I'm so scared and stressed, I have a strong feeling smtg rly bad is gona happen. If it fks up then il lose a big p0rtion of my grade and reputation @ uni. I'm so so anxious and scared that I can't stop crying.

So I started the f@st and it's the one thing that's helping me cope with the anxiety attack->not having enough energy to overthink n cry>>>>

I'm planning to sleep at 3am today so I can wake up late tomorrow and easily sk!p br3@kf@$t!!

Well well I didn't end up sleeping at 3am last night and slept wayy early like ig probably 1am, but my sleep quality was good and I woke up at 11am smtg ishh. And went to being extremely anxious and stressed (this has been happening way too frequently lately and I can't seem to pinpoint what exactly is making me so stressed and anxious but there is this constant feeling of impeding doom and I'm so scared).

But wwell well look at THAT it's currently gona be 3pm and I'm almost halfway through this f@$t and I feel way better than how I felt today morning, the anxiety and stress is still there but the $t@rv@t!0n h!gh jus started and it feels so good. My mind feels so empty and it's so nice yippee yayyyy. I'm so excited to down 2 3n3rgy Dr!nks back 2 back. 0 c@l ones.

I did hav like 1 en3rgy drink an hour ago but I feel so fking w3@k n out of 3n3rgy rn😭 I was so @ctive a while b@ck but now I'm so so t!r3d. Omg I hav to push through this, if I w@lk rn il be able to b♡rn more c@ls.

I went for a w@lk and now I feel super energized!! It's currently 10 30pm and il try to sleep as late as I can so I can wake up late tmrw. I hav planned to take a shower tmrw morning right after waking up and if I feel rly tired il dr1nk an 3nergy Dr!nk. I will eat watermelon to break my f@st at 2pm tomo.

------------------‐------

I aimed for a 42 h0ur f@st but ended up dojng till 3pm so it became an 43 h0ur one. So yaa I wanted to document the whole f@$t and track how I was doing. So now I think I am ready for longer f@$ts because this was pretty easy except for a few hours in the m1ddle. If u wana read what I at3 after the f@$t I made another post earlier abt that.

27 notes · View notes

suleikashideaway · 1 month

Text

Updated August 22, 2024

Chapter 11: Waking Up

Chapter length: 4,646

Chapter Summary:

Squall gazed down upon Rinoa’s sleeping face. The white morning light illuminated the crown of her head like an angel. It felt appropriate. Rinoa was his angel, his savior, and the longer he stared the longer he thought maybe the light didn’t come from the window, but from within her, making her glow. Maybe this was heaven. The afterlife. Maybe he had died after all. Everything was soft and golden and comfortable. It didn’t feel real.

—

Yayyyy!!!! An early birthday present for Squall!!! Enjoy!!!!!!

More about Time Will Tell under the cut!

Fic Summary: Carefree, fun-loving, passionate, free spirited, can also mean impulsive, reckless, obsessive, thoughtless. Rinoa Heartilly is learning the dangers of her own personality, and who she will become if she continues down this path.

Squall Leonhart is fully awake now, no longer a pawn in someone else’s plan. He’s ready to take charge of his own fate. But what if fate has other plans?

Rating: M

Warnings: No archive warnings apply

Chapters: 11/?

Fandom: Final Fantasy VIII

Relationships: Rinoa Heartilly/Squall Leonhart, Selphie Tilmitt/Irvine Kinneas, Zell Dincht/Library Girl, Rinoa Heartilly & Selphie Tilmitt, Ellone & Squall Leonhart, Squall Leonhart & Quistis Trepe, Squall Leonhart & Irvine Kinneas, Ellone & Rinoa Heartilly

Characters: Rinoa Heartilly, Squall Leonhart, Cid Kramer, Edea Kramer, Selphie Tilmitt, Irvine Kinneas, Zell Dincht, Quistis Trepe, Library Girl, Laguna Loire, Ellone, Kiros Seagill, Ward Zabac, Fury Carraway, Seifer Almasy, Original Characters

Tags: Angst with a happy ending, Fluff in early chapters, Self discovery, Navigating relationships, Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Codependency, Sexual content, Drug & Alcohol use, Canon-typical violence, Debunking a fan theory, Friendship, Fandom blind, Post-canon, What is time anyway, Fate & Destiny, Tags to be added

#ffviii time will tell #ffviii fanfiction #ffviii #ff8 #final fantasy #fanfiction #final fantasy fanfiction #rinoa heartilly #squall leonheart #angst with a happy ending

5 notes · View notes

searchingwardrobes · 4 years

Text

Valentine Throwbacks: Day 6

Happy Valentine’s Day! I’m posting this super early because I am leaving for Disney World with my nine year old daughter and my sister (yayyyy!) A trip postponed almost a year due to covid. Anyhoo, here’s the story . . .

Pre-pandemic, our Chick-fil-A had a pirate and princess day every year, so I couldn’t resist adding this part two. Just like Leo in the story, my youngest, Ian, always wants to dress up as a knight because, in his words, “The pirates might try to kidnap the princesses, so someone needs to be ready to save them.” This little boy, ya’ll, he’s just to kind and precious for words!

Rated: T

Words: about 1k

Also on Ao3

Tagging: @snowbellewells @whimsicallyenchantedrose @kmomof4 @let-it-raines @teamhook @bethacaciakay @xhookswenchx @tiganasummertree @shireness-says @stahlop @scientificapricot @welllpthisishappening @resident-of-storybrooke @thislassishooked @ilovemesomekillianjones @kday426 @ekr032-blog-blog @lfh1226-linda @ultraluckycatnd @nikkiemms @optomisticgirl @profdanglaisstuff @carpedzem @ohmakemeahercules @branlovestowrite @superchocovian @sherlockwhovian @vvbooklady1256 @hollyethecurious @winterbaby89 @delirious-latenight-laughs @jennjenn615 @snidgetsafan @xsajx @itsfabianadocarmo @spartanguard @hookedonapirate

Emma groaned when she pulled into the parking lot to see that the drive-thru line was wrapped around the building: twice. Little kids dressed up as pirates and princesses poured out of mini vans and SUVS. She should have known the allure of free food would bring the crowds. Normally, she wouldn’t so much as entertain the idea. But Leo had been talking about this for a week, and she wasn’t about to let him down just because Mary Margaret’s morning sickness meant she couldn’t get within a mile radius of grease.

Emma pulled into what looked like the last available parking space. She helped Leo out of his car seat and firmly gripped his hand to cross the parking lot. The smell of fried food made Emma’s stomach grumble loudly, and her nephew giggled.

“Hey,” Emma laughed, “the smell of chicken nuggets may make your mom want to hurl, but I can’t wait.”

When she walked through the doors, she was greeted by utter chaos. Frazzled mothers, irritated dads, and dozens of kids hyped up on sugar or the excitement or both, ran too and fro. Amazingly, the employees were still smiling, and the line to the counter, though long, was moving swiftly.

“You look amazing, Swan.”

A smile curled Emma’s lips at the deep voice in her ear. She turned around to greet her boyfriend, and the sight that greeted her had her eyes widening and her mouth going dry. She swallowed thickly.

“You’re . . . you’re . . . “

“Devilishly handsome?” Killian filled in with a quirk of his brow. He took her hand, leaned over and kissed it, then winked up at her. “I know.”

She shook her head to try and clear it. “No, I mean yes, I mean . . . you’re a pirate.”

He chuckled and gestured around him. “My restaurant is having a theme night, if you haven’t noticed.”

Emma quirked a brow. “Your restaurant is also supposed to be family oriented.”

She couldn’t help licking her lips as she took him in head to toe. Tight leather pants that left little to the imagination (though she did have personal knowledge of the subject), a long leather duster, a somehow sinful red vest, and a shirt that was barely buttoned. Her boyfriend always liked to let his chest hair breathe a little, but this was bordering on scandalous.

He wiggled both brows at her but made no comment. Instead, he turned to Leo. “And here we have . . . a knight in shining armor?”

Leo lifted his little plastic sword and attempted to peer out beneath the plastic helmet that had slipped down to block his vision. “Yeah, cuz what if the pirate’s try to kidnap the princesses? Someone will need to rescue them!”

Killian nodded in mock seriousness. “Very noble of you, lad.” His eyes cut to Emma appreciatively. “Though I think there are plenty of princesses here who can rescue themselves.”

Emma blushed and shuffled, no longer feeling quite so silly in her lacy white dress. She adjusted the crown of white flowers on her head as Killian continued to give her that look. “So, um, he still gets the free kids meal, right?”

“Of course!” Killian assured. “I like a young man who thinks outside the box.” He leaned closer and whispered, “Besides, there have to be some perks for sleeping with the owner-operator.”

“Killian!” she admonished, smacking him in the chest. She bit her lip and gave him a coy smile. “Although . . . what other perks do I get?”

He jerked his head to a booth in the corner in sight of the kids play area. It had a sign on it that said “reserved.” He took her hand and escorted her over, pulling the seat out for her and then kissing her hand again before he left.

“I know your usual order. I’ll bring it right out.”

Emma almost tipped her chair back watching him walk away. The costume was even better from behind. He returned quickly with their food, and when he set down the tray, Emma noticed something else.

“Is that guyliner?”

Killian chuckled and did that adorable thing where he scratched behind his elf shaped ear. “Aye. I decided to go all out, you know.”

Emma couldn’t take her eyes off her boyfriend. There was something weirdly sexy about the very realistic hook on his left hand, and Emma wanted to be those pirate charms resting against his chest hair.

“Em – MA!” her nephew cried, startling her out of her lustful daze.

“Um, sorry kid, what?”

“Can I go play?”

Emma shook her head to fully clear it. “Sure, go ahead.”

She should have been bored while Leo played. She should have been getting a migraine from the noise. But instead she just sat there with her chin in her hand watching her boyfriend get even sexier as he interacted with all the kids. He pretended to sword fight with one boy dressed as Jack Sparrow, stumbling back dramatically when he got “stabbed.” A little girl dressed as Ariel got frightened of his hook and started to cry. Emma almost melted when he knelt down to her level and got her to giggle instead. And her ovaries. It may have done something to those, too.

An hour later, Emma had finally managed to pull Leo away from the plastic slides and tunnels and was buckling him into his car seat. His eyes were fluttering closed as she shut the car door.

“Swan!” She turned and saw Killian jogging towards her. When he reached her, he twirled a strand of hair between his fingers “I’m sorry I was so busy in there.”

Emma stepped closer with a teasing smile on her lips. She ran her hands through his exposed chest hair. “Then just make it up to me, pirate.” She grabbed the lapels of his leather coat and yanked him in for a heated kiss. Their tongues tangled as Emma dug her fingers into his hair. She broke the kiss, but dragged her lips along his jaw line before whispering huskily in his ear. “Come to my place when you get off. And keep the costume on.”

She gave him a light push and a smirk. He grinned wickedly.

“As you wish.”

“Whatever happened to my pleasure?”

His tongue came out to swipe at his lower lip as he leaned back into her personal space. “I’ll be saying that later, love.”

#cs ff #cs fanfic #cs valentine fic #fluff #chick-fil-a

17 notes · View notes

fucking-petticoated-swashbuckler · 7 years

Text

Get To Know Your Followers Tag

Rules: Tag 20 followers you want to get to know better

I was tagged by @a-little-bit-obsessed who is currently my #1 fan apparently yayyyy

Name: Alessandra

Nickname: Aley, Ali-Pali, Sandra, San. I don’t let people call me nicknames unless they're really close and all of my friends have different nicknames. My friend’s dad (they’re family friends) calls me Al or Alakazam or Aley or whatever.

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Sagittarius

Birthday: December 16

Height: 5′4.75″ so basically the exact average American female height and I’m pissed that I’m still not 5′5″

Age: 15

Sexual Orientation: Bi as FUCK but I might be pan or poly or something idk

Relationship Status: Single

Hogwarts House: Slytherin

Favorite Color: Either lilac or I’m really loving burgundy recently

Time Right Now: 6:39 pm

What Are You Reading: I’m actually rereading the Heroes Of Olympus series because why not and I’m on Mark Of Athena

Last Movie You Watched: I’m just gonna go ahead and count AVPM as a movie, but if you don’t count it then it was (I think?) Spider-Man Homecoming for the second time

Average Hours of Sleep: 8-9ish

Lucky Number: 16

Last thing You Googled: "young Jensen ackles” but only because I was looking for a picture to show my mom how much this one picture of Baryshnikov looked like him

Favorite Fictional Characters: (in no particular order) Wonder Woman, Hermione Granger, Reyna Ramirez-Arellano, Natasha Romanova, Dean Winchester, Draco Malfoy, Crowley, Leslie Knope, Castiel, Rowena, April Ludgate... let’s just say I have too many and these were the first to come to mind

Number of Blankets You Sleep With: 1, but if it’s hot then a sheet and if it’s cold I just put on fuzzy socks and also sometimes a sweater

Favorite Singer/Band: Right now I only really listen to musical theater soundtracks but Shawn Mendes and Elvis Presley and Led Zeppelin and the Beatles and Ed Sheeran are great

Dream Trip: France

Dream Job: I want to teach either dance (ballet and/or Irish) or teach classical singing, probably catholic music because it’s so beautiful and I was raised on it. Or I’d want to be a soloist/principal dancer at a big ballet company which probably won’t happen. Or be an actor and mostly do musical theater.

Current Job: I babysit/nanny for my neighbors and my mom’s friends’ kids.

When This Blog Was Created: I think it was sometime in late 2015 or early 2016 but I’d quit tumblr for like 6-8 months before that and deleted my old blog from like 2014-ish

Current Number of Followers: 101

What Do You Post: Lots of fandom shit but now it’s mostly just random and everything basically

Who Are Your Most Active Followers: In the last 3 days: @a-little-bit-obsessed, @the-lonely-only-child, @kurosaki224-new-blog

When Did Your Blog Reach Its Peak: Like last December when I’d actually get notes *sob*

What Made You Decide to Get a Tumblr: Honestly I just wanted to be a part of this website. I had no idea what I was getting into.

Why Did You Choose Your URL: A post I was tagged in by @lumiaubergine because it’s a fucking historical feminist thing and it’s great I love history and I love feminism and badass women

Do You Run Any Other Blogs: Nope

What Are You Doing Tomorrow: I have a free morning then (woot woot) 2.5 hours of ballet technique and pointe classes so basically just getting really fucking sore and being happy anyway

Who I tag: @kurosaki224-new-blog, @shit-happens-bitchachos, @tallcansholdhands, @i-am-eurus-holmes, @that-sarcastic-pisces, @gravedangerahead, @destiel-shmestiel, @the-fallen-tumbler-star-love, @k6034, @sabriel-fanboy-83, @theangelicshipper, @jacklesholics, @aprofessorbhaer, @destiel-addict-forever

I’m sorry it’s not 20 people but I know you’ll forgive me right?

7 notes · View notes

flickerwix · 5 years

Photo

What's your favorite Harry Potter book (or Movie) and why? ⚡️ I love love love the Prisoner of Azkaban! I think it's my fave not only because I love Sirius, but it was also amazing to see Harry reconnect with "family". 😭 So, soo, good. Which is your fave? 🤓 . . Happy Fri-YAY, Booksta-Lovelies! 🥰 Welp, we made it through another week! 🙌 I'm so sorry I've been a bit off the grid this week -- it's been suuuper busy around here of late and I've just not been able to make time to post. 😬 But! In true Katie fashion, let's give you the week's worth of updates in one post! 🤣 . . The Three Dark Crowns 👑 themed Aug box, Crowns & Fates have all shipped! 🙌 YAYYYY! Shipping notices went out last night, lovelies and the Owls 🦉 picked them up this morning - so they are currently flapping to you! I hope you love them -- this is one of my favorite boxes that I’ve done so far! 💕 I can't wait to see your unboxings! 😍 We'll also be doing a picture challenge for this box, too! Stay tuned for the details. . . With the box prep this week, we're unfortunately running a little behind where I'd like to be on the Nerd Sale orders, though.😬 So, I will be pouring candles like a Mad 🤪Scientist this weekend to try to catch up! I am still hopeful we'll have shipments going out on Monday and will likely continue through the week next week. 🙌 If you need an update on your particular order, please shoot me a DM or email and I'd be happy to get you one. Thanks again for all your support and patience -- you guys are just so amazing, so thank you and thank you again! 😘 . . And lastly, Nevernight 🔪 Blankie Add Ons close TONIGHT at midnight. 😌 Unclaimed Add On options will be made available for general sale early next week. Those that requested more than one Blankie previously - I will be reaching out to you tomorrow to confirm those for you before general sales open. I cannot wait for you guys to see these babies 😍 - it won't be much longer now!🙊 . . As a little extra fun insurance for the weekend, here's a picy of our Patronus Charm candle to Expecto Patronum the work Dementors 👻 away! 🤣 . . I hope you have amazing adventures this weekend! 🥰 . . 📸: @porterspages https://www.instagram.com/p/B08nDPdAjF0/?igshid=4od23004kcb5

0 notes