#also i get to make neil a tortured lab experiment and kill all of the foxes (flags) to make his life miserable and yay ^-^
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thinking about an andreil bsd au...andrew as dazai neil as chuuya every one please walk with me....
#aftg#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#yapping#sorry thought too hard about 15 dazai seeing chuuya and wanting to live and then i thought about andrew feeling after meeting neil and.#also i get to make neil a tortured lab experiment and kill all of the foxes (flags) to make his life miserable and yay ^-^
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Fanfic - Neil's Chains - Chapter 1
Neil is betrayed and tortured for several years, he tries to figure out several times more all of them have been frustrated, his jailers then decide that someone else will pay for his actions, from that decision something good is born that may be the light that can take him out of the darkness.
Chapter 1 - The Betrayal

July 13, 1993
I decided to write this diary to try not to go crazy to remember what I was like before I was stuck here and so that if one day I leave, I can burn this crap and forget about this great hell.
I was free and imposing, I had everything I wanted, money never attracted me, but I had beautiful mansions, willing women and cities at my feet, and I managed to keep my secret hidden. All of this until the day I met them, the day they brought me to this mansion and the day they betrayed me.
It was dated August 25, 1990, I met them in New Orleans, I was having a party at my mansion, that's when I saw a beautiful and beautiful woman, which caught my attention.
~ • ~
"Good night miss" he greets her with a kiss on his hand "My name is Neil Light and you?"
"Good night, sir, my name is Cassandra" she looks at him delighted with a smile on her lips "Cassandra Midnight".
"I hope you're enjoying the party?" he asks her.
"Of course, it is a wonderful house and the party is magnificent" she replies.
"Did you come with you tonight? I could ... "he asks her as soon as he regrets, because Cassandra's face has lost all its shine.
"I came, I came with my husband" she says urgently and looking at the sides, squeezing the fan in her hand.
"It's all right? Is there anything I could do to help you? " he asks putting his hand on her shoulder and it makes her start to cry.
"Miss please! Calm down! Come on, let's go to a more reserved place, okay? " he tells her to just nod and walk beside him.
When they arrive at the site Cassandra collapses "I'm sorry! Please forgive me! I didn't want to do that! I didn't want to cry in public! Forgive me please "she cried without stopping placing her hand over her face, over her mouth and begging forgiveness as if someone was going to hit her.
"It's all right! I won't hurt you, I promise! " Neil replies with a sweet tone approaching her "Don't worry, I will protect you here".
"I'm sorry I didn't want you to see me like that, I'm sorry" Cassandra says recovering "I don't know why but I feel at ease around you, could you hear me?"
"But of course it does" Neil answers her.
~ • ~
Cassandra was charming. She told me that her husband was a monster; imprisoned her at home, abused her physically, sexually and psychologically. He told me that his greatest desire was to get rid of him, to travel the world, to be a great historian and, who knows, one day, to make a great discovery for history.
Those were the words that had tied me up, the words that had imprisoned me and the words that had betrayed me. If I had known I would never have believed those words.
Out of foolishness, I promised that I would help her, and since I had several degrees in history, I used the excuse to start meeting each night for the next three weeks. His sweet and simple way enchanted me more every day.
~ • ~
"My dream besides being a historian ..." Cassandra stops and thinks looking at the lake "I wish I could have children" And lets out a long sigh.
"Why did you 'want'?" Neil asks her in a voice of anguish.
"I can technically generate a child ... but ... I can't have him ... my body ... he ... he just aborts them, he believes they are parasites so ... that's it" She tells with great difficulty.
Neil sits beside her and puts her hand on her face "I'm really sorry, but how can you be so sure of that?"
"Because I already had several miscarriages and I went to several doctors and they all told me that I would never be able to have a child" She gives a boring smile "But I already got used to the idea, don't worry".
Cassandra strokes Neil's arm and he leans down to kiss her but she steps back "I can't, I'm sorry, my husband is a bastard, but I'm not, I can't betray him" She tells Neil.
"I ... I understand. One day then, when I'm free, I'll wait for you "Neil tells her, stroking her face and putting a lock of her hair behind her ear.
~ • ~
That was one of many other special nights, and each was more passionate than the other. However, the day came that she was to leave and I would not be able to stop it unless I killed him - but that Cassandra would never accept and I would be seen as a murderer by her. But we haven't lost touch. I sent her some letters that she always answered.
~ • ~
"September 7, 1990
Beautiful Cassandra,
I am sending you this bouquet of roses I picked in Angra dos Reis. You would love this place; the beach, the food and the people.
The sensation of the wind hitting your body, blowing your hair, gives a beautiful comfort and the feeling of freedom.
I would love for you to be here, but I believe that day will soon come.
With love
Neil Light "
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"September 10, 1990
Beloved Neil,
Thank you for the roses, I loved them; I replanted them in my garden and I hope they will survive so I can remember you whenever I look at them.
I would love to be with you there. I was never able to enjoy the great ocean and that would be wonderful. I wanted to be with you now, but you would also love Moonlight, here the dusk is great! I hope to see you soon.
With love
Cassandra Midnight "
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"December 22, 1990
Linda Cassandra,
You haven't answered my last letters; I believe your husband is forbidding and mistreating you. I wanted to tell you not to worry. I am talking to the best lawyers to get rid of this worm and he will never be able to touch or approach you again. The law will protect you and if they don't, I will, I promise you that.
But I also believe that this letter will come to you at Christmas so I wish you a Merry Christmas, full of peace, hope and that your dreams come true.
Have faith, my love. Wear this necklace and always think of me because, soon, we will be together.
With love
Neil Light "
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"December 25, 1990
My Love Neil,
My husband is finally going to be out of town for a while; he will leave now on the 1st of January and I can't take it anymore. Please come and take me away from him. Please, let's go anywhere you want, I don't care, I just want to be with you, please Neit.
I love you my love
Cassandra Midnight "
~ • ~
That was the letter that took me off the pedestal, I loved in every possible way and my greatest wish was to have her by my side for all eternity. So I had decided: I was going to tell the whole truth about me, what I was and what I wanted. If she accepted, we would run away before dawn the next day. If not, I would just keep my promise to free you and erase your memories related to me.
It was my big, stupid decision that put me here too. Frog. I went after her on the 1st as I had agreed.
~ • ~
Neil knocks on the door
"Who is it?" Cassandra screams inside. His voice expressed fear.
"My Love, it's me, Neil" He speaks sweetly and calmly.
Cassandra urgently opens the door and when she sees him she throws herself in his arms and cries "I knew it! I knew you would come!"
"But it is clear that I would come my Love. I had promised you that and that you would be free of this monster "Neil hugs her tightly, running a hand over her hair.
"Come in, I have a lot to tell you and we take the opportunity to have tea" Cassandra tells him, pulling him by the arm with a long smile.
Neil enters the house and follows her to the small lounge where he sits in the armchair in front of the fireplace. Cassandra enters bringing two cups of tea, hands him one and takes his seat next to him.
"What a lovely aroma, what kind is it?" He asks her.
"These are some herbs that I harvested and mixed, it tasted good, didn't it?" Cassandra answers him with a beautiful smile.
They talked for hours about everything and nothing. Tea was his companion during that time and it was also what gave him the strength to tell her.
"Cassandra my love, I have to tell you something, something that can change your life forever" He counts his eyes on the cup.
"Neit, you know you can tell me anything" She replies by placing her hand on his and looking steadily into his eyes.
"I know ... it will look ... crazy ... but please don't panic" he puts his hand over her face "You know I love you more than anything in this world, and I've never felt anything like this for anyone in this world, in millennia! ".
"What do you mean in millennia, Neit?" Cassandra asks him.
"I am an ancient vampire, Cassandra. That's what I'm saying "Neil has a voice of concern.
"I already knew Neil!" She confesses looking into his eyes.
"But how and why didn't you tell me?" He asks.
"Because it should come from you and not from me, and you need to be absolutely sure" She replies firmly.
"So, Cassan ..." Neil feels his whole body tremble and his vision is blurred. He tries to get up, standing up, puts his hand over his face to try to stabilize himself, but falls and loses consciousness.
~ • ~
That was the moment when I realized the mistake I had made and I was more sure when I woke up - because I found myself locked in a cell like an animal. I shouted for someone to hear and they sure did.
Cassandra, my great love, appeared with her husband in the living room. She had a winning look and spoke to her husband like I was a lab rat.
~ • ~
"I did not say? I told you it would be worth having patience, now we have an old vampire so we can study "She points to Neil.
"Yes, but it took almost six months to catch him, and we are six months behind in research!" He answers it.
"Yes, but now ..." Cassandra speaks.
"What are you talking about?" Neil speaks in a shaky voice from the cell.
Jefford starts to say "Ahh, did you wake up? We are telling my pet that you will be our experience, about the diseases of this world. I was happy, you will be part of a great historic feat. And as for what she told you about me, it was all a lie. A way for you to get close to her, so that we could arrest you like now "he smiles and strikes the cage as he speaks.
"Cassandra my love, what's going on? What was in that tea? Was it really a lie? " He yells from the cell to his beloved.
"But of course it is" Cassandra speaks coldly to the man "We knew from the beginning that you were a vampire and we needed you for this feat. As for tea, it was a mixture of herbs so you wouldn't notice the main ingredient" he lowers and looks in his eyes "Mandrake Root, to weaken you and erase you. We know that this is the weakness of all supernatural beings "she gets up and turns towards the door" And one more thing, I never loved you and I will never love you, because who would love a monster like you? "
"Tell me at least once when you told me the truth please !?" He howls from the cell at Cassandra.
"That I can never have children. That was the only truth I told you "she replies with contempt and leaves the room leaving him alone and in the dark.
~ • ~
That was the moment when she crushed my heart. That's when I realized that I was a fool and that I had lost everything.
For the next few years I was TORTURED FAITHFULLY EVERY DAY. They didn't feel sorry for me. It was electrocuted, cut, punctured, severed and drained without resting, in addition to hardly eating. I was on the edge, so I decided that I would run away even if it was the last thing I would do.
I did it - several times - but they caught me and electrocuted me, as I was weak I passed out and woke up in the cell.
~ • ~
"You shouldn't have done this again, Neit" Jefford tells him.
Neil spits in his face "Nobody calls me that anymore".
Jefford wipes his face "I just want you to know that, starting today, if you try anything, someone else will suffer regardless of his age and if you run away again" he bends down to face Neil "I'm going to rip his head off and hang in front of this house so you know it's your fault ".
"Someone? I have nothing else to lose then? Who is going to suffer? " Neil speaks looking at Jefford.
"You will have! And you will see! It's just a warning, everything is going to change from today, enjoy your long rest "Jefford says he turns and closes the door while whistling.
~ • ~
Well I believe that this is what happened to me in that time. But something is still not right ... What does he mean by everything will change? Nothing will ever change, because I'm stuck here in this hell and nobody can help me.
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An incomplete list (but already way too long) of stalker/obsession films for... no reason at all. Keep in mind I got all these from online lists, so if some of them aren’t actually stalker films, I cannot be held accountable for it.
The Roommate (2011) - “When college freshman Sara arrives on campus for the first time, she befriends her roommate, Rebecca, unaware that the girl is becoming dangerously obsessed with her.”
One Hour Photo (2002) - “An employee of a one-hour photo lab becomes obsessed with a young suburban family.”
Play Misty For Me (1971) - “A brief fling between a male disc jockey and an obsessed female fan takes a frightening, and perhaps even deadly turn when another woman enters the picture.”
The Fan (1996) - “Three-times MVP baseball player Bobby Rayburn joins San Fransisco Giants, and obsessive fan, whose profession is selling hunting knives, Gil Renard is excited over that. But Rayburn plays the worst season of his career and Renard tries to do everything to help him, but goes too far.”
Dear Zachary (2008) - “On November 5, 2001, Dr. Andrew Bagby was murdered in a parking lot in western Pennsylvania. The prime suspect: his girlfriend. As the saga unfolded, Andrew’s oldest friend began making a film…”
Hidden (2005) (might be in French?) - “An upper-middle class Parisian family starts receiving anonymous video tapes of their house. There’s no commentary, no threats, but the message is clear: You’re being watched. Slowly, dark revelations come to light…”
Enduring Love (2004) - “On a beautiful cloudless day a young couple celebrate their reunion with a picnic. Joe has planned a postcard-perfect afternoon in the English countryside with his partner, Claire. But their idyll comes suddenly to an abrupt end.”
The Loved Ones (2009) - “When Brent turns down his classmate Lola’s invitation to the prom, she concocts a wildly violent plan for revenge.”
Body Double (1984) - “A young B movie actor’s obsession with spying on a beautiful woman who lives nearby leads to a baffling series of events with drastic consequences.”
The Gift (2015) - “When married couple Simon and Robyn unexpectedly encounter Gordo, an acquaintance from Simon's past, little do they know that their perfect lives will be thrown into a terrifying tailspin.”
The Good Son (1993) - “Mark, a young boy who loses his mother, must stay with his extended family while his father is away on business. Mark becomes acquainted with his cousin Henry. However, the extent of Henry's depravity soon becomes clear.”
Remember My Name (1978) - “Neil Curry is living a happy life with his second wife Barbara in California after abandoning his first wife, Emily, in New York. Their life of domestic bliss is interrupted when Emily comes back from prison, where she served a 12-year sentence for murdering Neil's former lover.”
The Resident (2011) - “A landlord becomes obsessed with a doctor who moves into his building.”
Reviving Ophelia (2010) - “No one listens when a teenager suspects that her cousin is in an abusive relationship.”
Hear No Evil (1993) - “An Oregon woman's new friend helps her elude a corrupt policeman who wants an item she unknowingly holds.”
Hell Hath No Fury (1991) - “The wife of a slain man is framed by the killer, a warped woman whose identity she knows.”
Creep (2014) - “Aaron answers an online ad and drives to a stranger's house to film him for the day. The man wants to make a movie for his unborn child, but his requests become more bizarre as the day goes along.”
Sleeping With The Enemy (1991) - “After faking her death in order to flee from her violent husband, Martin, Laura Burney leaves Cape Cod and moves to Iowa, where she adopts a new identity and starts dating a local teacher, Ben Woodward. Martin, meanwhile, unearths evidence suggesting that she isn't dead, and when her mother confirms this, he tracks her to Iowa.”
Stalked at 17 (2012) - “An abusive man promises to kill his girlfriend when she threatens to end the relationship and take their baby.”
Stalker (2010) - “A troubled writer retreats to a country house to work on a new project, but her new assistant may be hiding a sinister agenda.”
The Strangers (2008) - “Kristen and James are expecting a relaxing weekend at a family vacation home, but their stay turns out to be anything but peaceful. First, a mysterious and dangerous woman arrives at the door while James is out on an errand. After a time, the real danger does show up - in the form of three masked torturers, leaving Kristen and James struggling for survival.”
Lady Beware (1987) - “A Pittsburgh window dresser gets tough with a deranged lab technician who stalks her.”
Dark Summer (2015) - “Alone under house arrest for stalking, a teenager experiences a terrifying brush with the supernatural.”
Eye Of The Stalker (1995) - “A wily legal consultant maneuvers within the letter of the law to be near the object of his obsession, a judge's daughter.”
Fear (1996) - “When 16-year-old Nicole Walker meets 23-year-old David McCall at a Seattle nightclub, she falls in love. David is exciting and charming, and despite the wide age gap, he wins over Nicole's family -- except for her workaholic father, Steven, who's suspicious of David from the start. His concerns are realized when David turns out to be a violent sociopath who sees Nicole as his possession.”
Fear Stalk (1989) - “A producer from Beverly Hills is shocked when someone steals all of her belongings out of her purse. The thief begins to make threatening phone calls and withdraws money from her accounts. The stalker becomes more and more dangerous until he finally tries to kill the producer.”
The Paperboy (1994) - “Small-town deaths are the result of a 12-year-old boy's obsession with a divorced mother.”
The Perfect Guy (2015) - “With a fulfilling career and a loving relationship, lobbyist Leah Vaughn seems to have it all. Then Dave, her long-term boyfriend, questions her future plans for marriage and a family. The resulting breakup leaves Leah heartbroken, until she meets Carter Duncan. Soon, the budding romance turns dangerous as Carter reveals his volatile nature, forcing Leah to turn the tables on the man she thought was Mr. Right.”
P2 (2007) - “Angela is working late on Christmas Eve. When she finally decides to leave, she goes down to the parking garage to get her car, but it won't start. Thomas, the garage's security guard, offers to help. He also invites Angela to dinner, but she refuses. Thomas, crazed, knocks her out. She wakes up in Thomas' office, chained to a chair and in different clothes. Now Angela must fight for her life in order the escape from the garage.”
Obsessed (2009) - “Things couldn't be better for Derek Charles. He's just received a big promotion at work, and has a wonderful marriage. However, into this idyllic world steps Lisa, a temporary worker at Derek's office. Lisa begins to stalk Derek, jeopardizing all he holds dear.”
Unforgettable (2017) - “Barely coping with the end of her marriage, Tessa Connover learns that her ex-husband, David, is now happily engaged to Julia. Soon, Tessa's jealousy starts to consume her, and she will stop at nothing to turn Julia's paradise into the ultimate nightmare.”
Unlawful Entry (1992) - “Michael and Karen Carr call the police after a failed robbery. Officer Pete Davis arrives and helps arrange the installation of a new security system. The grateful Carrs have Pete to dinner and strike up a friendship. Pete invites Michael to ride with him during a night's patrol and gives him the chance to beat up the burglar. Michael refuses and tells the disturbed cop to stay away, but Pete begins stalking the terrified couple.”
Alone With Her (2006) - “A stalker named Doug uses hidden cameras to spy on Amy, the beautiful object of his obsession. With knowledge gleaned from his secret surveillance, the young man manipulates her, first into friendship, then pushes for a romantic relationship.”
The Crush (1993) - “Writer Nick Eliot moves to a new city for a magazine job and rents a room in the house of Cliff and Liv Forrester, whose 14-year-old daughter, Adrian, instantly makes her attraction to Nick clear. Nick has trouble fending off Adrian's advances and as her obsession with Nick grows, Adrian becomes angry at being rejected and starts attacking his property and friends.”
Split (2016) - “Three girls are kidnapped by a man with a diagnosed 23 distinct personalities. They must try to escape before the apparent emergence of a frightful new 24th.”
Gone (2012) - “A woman is convinced her kidnapper has returned when her sister goes missing.”
My Soul To Take (2010) - “A serial killer returns to his hometown to stalk seven children who share the same birthday as the date he was allegedly put to rest.”
Cyberbully (2015) - “A British teenager is forced by a computer hacker to do his bidding. If she refuses, the hacker will leak compromising photos of her to the public.”
Stalked By My Neighbour (2015) - “A mother and her 18-year-old daughter move to suburbia to help recover from a traumatic home invasion, but a sinister shadow seems to be stalking them.”
Ratter (2015) - “A young graduate student is tormented by a stalker who hacks into her electronic devices and monitors her every move.”
The Perfect Teacher (2010) - “A spoiled, selfish teenager becomes infatuated with her teacher. She befriends his daughter as a way of worming her way into the family, and sets about manipulating every aspect of his life.”
Cyberstalker (2012) - “Thirteen years ago, Aiden Ashley's world was torn apart after an online stalker followed her into the real world and broke into the Ashley family home to claim the object of his desire.”
Valentine (2001) - “Five women are stalked by an unknown assailant while preparing for Valentine's Day.”
The Wrong Girl (2015) - “A budding friendship with a new student takes a sinister turn when the girl starts to disrupt the lives of her family.”
Disturbia (2007) - “A teen living under house arrest becomes convinced his neighbor is a serial killer.”
Kristy (2014) - “When a college girl who is alone on campus over the Thanksgiving break is targeted by a group of outcasts, she must conquer her deepest fears to outwit them and fight back.”
Open Windows (2014) - “A jilted fan soon finds himself pulled into a deadly game of cat-and-mouse after he accepts the opportunity to spy on his favorite actress via his laptop.”
Cry_Wolf (2005) - “Eight unsuspecting high school seniors at a posh boarding school, who delight themselves on playing games of lies, come face-to-face with terror and learn that nobody believes a liar - even when they're telling the truth.”
Blackway (2015) - “An ex-logger comes to the aid of a woman who returns to her hometown in the Pacific Northwest and finds herself harassed and stalked by a former cop turned crime lord.”
Choose (2011) - “A journalism student tracks a killer with the help of her detective father and a therapist.”
Amusement (2008) - “Three women are stalked by a killer with a grudge that extends back to the girls' childhoods.”
Truth & Lies (2015) - “Teens band together to investigate the source of anonymous messages that threaten to expose their secrets.”
Night Rain (2017) - “An actress is unwittingly hired by her stalker to make an independent movie about a famous unsolved Hollywood murder, but she and her group of young indie filmmakers soon find themselves the subject of their own terror.”
Voidfinder (2017) - “A supernatural stalker pursues a super model to steal her soul with his demonic camera.”
#FollowFriday (2016) - “Students and Faculty on a college campus are targeted by a killer using social media.”
Urban Legend (1998) - “A college student suspects a series of bizarre deaths are connected to certain urban legends.”
The Good Neighbour (2016) - “A pair of mischievous high school kids create the illusion of a haunting on an unsuspecting neighbor. While keeping his every reaction under surveillance, they see much more than they bargained for.”
When The Bough Breaks (2016) - John and Laura Taylor are a young, professional couple who desperately want a baby. After exhausting all other options, they finally hire Anna, the perfect woman to be their surrogate - but as she gets further along in her pregnancy, so too does her psychotic and dangerous fixation on the husband.
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What are your current wips? (Your favorites or the closest ones to being finished)
hiiiii anon i have quite a lot ^-^ we'll split this into categories (closest to done, faves, and faves but they're only outlined). honestly i feel bad about how many ive started bcus there's just. no way they're all gonna see the light of day. sad :(
ones that are closest to being done:
trans demon neil oneshot
post tgr andreil homophrosyne realness oneshot
serial killer andrew oneshot (possible series? im having fun with this universe)
mermay andreil -> not actually close to being done but. realistically since its may i will probably prioritize this once im done my finals
cat neil au sequel :3
faves of all time:
CYBORG NEIL AU -> probably my fave wip, but it's a long fic and i dont wanna post until i am. close to finished with it. and that's gonna take a minimum of one million years it feels like 😭
httyd au -> also planned to be a longer fic, can u tell im bad at writing longer ones. help.
omegaverse andreil au -> i have both a long fic planned (slowly dying in my drafts) and a third oneshot started (andrew rut moments yay). but omegaverse forever one of my fave aus 🫶 i shall never stop writing it 🫶
faves but they're only outlined :(
pacific rim andreil au -> dont even talk to me i want to write this so bad i wish i had all the motivation and time in the world.
monster andrew au -> i put this to paper after making a post about it recently and. im in love with the idea but can't prioritize it rn. the agonies.
lab experiment neil au -> might never get this posted but its my torture chamber playground. the vibes of this are a slightly less evil stormbringer (bsd light novel). only slightly less evil bcus neil doesnt have any friends i could kill off
PRINCESS MONONOKE AU I FORGOT ABOUT HER FUCK . SHE'S ALSO HERE DW JUST OUTLINED AS OF RN
i also have two silly aus outlined (teen wolf and my babysitters a vampire) which are kind of like my unserious throw spaghetti at the wall until it sticks wips. my fun palate cleansers where i worry less about being in character and shit.
#aftg#asks#my wips#i make a Lot of posts about andreil ideas which. i could also talk about bcus i do scroll thru my ramblings when im in the mood to write#so there's always a chance that a random one gets posted bcus of how my inspo hits#but all the ones ive mentioned here have Actual words on paper so theyre the ones ive mentioned
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