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#also i just. cant. i cant ok? i don't have the energy or endurance or fortitude or anything like that to apply that many times
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Didn't get the job I interviewed for last week
What a shocker
#literally the only interview ive gotten since I started searching for jobs again#at this rate im gonna have to get a job at the local grocery store and quit my current job#because i can't handle the BS there much longer and im not paid nearly enough#im just so fuckin tired and done and its like#how much more do i need on my resume before im considered qualified for an entry level position???#i have two fuckin degrees and i make less than 15k a year lmao#im so fuckin sick of it all#i hate how my inability to even warrant an interview 99% of the time makes me feel like a failing waste of space and a burden on my family#it feels like ive gone nowhere but in circles this last decade#except ive got chronic illnesses and more debt now#fuckin hell#fox thoughts#fox is tired#fox is job hunting#i don't have the energy to put out application after application only to get one response for every 25 applications#like ive seen people be like i applied to over 500 jobs in the last 6 months and i finally landed my dream job! just keep trying!#like fuck off#for one thing im lucky to find 5 full-time job openings in two months in my field#i CANT apply to 500 jobs#also i just. cant. i cant ok? i don't have the energy or endurance or fortitude or anything like that to apply that many times#and be met with 479 lack of responses and 21 interviews to get a single offer#something something something the corporate society in the Murderbot diaries#were people sell themselves to corporations to work until they die as slaves#is already fuckin here ok#fuck#gonna go stare into the distance and listen to ASR again and try not to cry
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