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#is already fuckin here ok
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ah! im already Excelling at fulfilling my new years desires! ft. a new good thing to list:
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hot cocoa on snowy mornings!
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adachimerica · 8 months
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so @moombastation just uttered the very cursed words of 'what if you dropped an LQ update' and y'all.............................................
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blackvahana · 1 day
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christ it hits me a lot how shit I was treated by lull and how much I thought that was normal. Lev set up a study room in my house, and... he said I can come in because I was sort of obviously asking the question without even knowing I was asking, like I wanted to ask the question but knew it'd be a no. Why did I know itd be a no? Well a study space is a serious space for actual academic and general people who do work to use, full of books and journals that both aren't my business and will be easily messed up if I touch them, and there's no reason for me to be in there anyway because I don't do work, a study is only a space for normal people and not people who mess everything up and - how do i know this? Oh I mean because lull - yeah
#It drives me up the wall how lull constantly pulled ''Black is abusive and that's why I'm fucked up and if he tells me off it's actually#abuse'' when like. Lull was out there hunting down Black's lives and Black just goes ''oh fuck I trust you idk why you'd lie about#something serious like that I guess I AM abusive'' lull is the abuse in the room with us now. or is it that I touched your books#and messed up the cleanliness of the desk and now you're having a minor breakdown because I ruined your image in front of others#It was literally just a fucking cover because lull did fucked up things and when Black went hold on. Did you do that? Lull would be like#No and you're so fucking mean to me you're horrible you're fucking abusive you're controlling you're -#One of us is here trying to live and give you both space and everything we have. The other one... Is trying to literally get in bed#and marry unknowing unawakened lives of the other before they can wake up to who they are and grooming and manipulating#and fucking them up. Bruh. You wouldn't let me do things like be an equal to you and go near you stuff without mental punishment#and I said oh god OK I'm sorry. I won't do that. And yet somehow I'm abusive and controlling and... I mean I said it already that was a#cover. it wasn't meant to make sense lmfao it was a specific tactic tailor made for us like all the tactics are tailor made for each victim#But anyway. Seriously. I'm scared to go into Lev's study. I'm standing in here anyway bc I need to get over it but like#It's wild to me - oh. I was sitting asking why I'm so trained about not going near his study like ''man why this though why#was this such a bad thing to do when it's not that serious'' because /all his fucking notes and diaries and records of the fucked up shit#he was up to/. I wasn't allowed to see his books and records on manipulation#The fuckin Dossiers he kept detailing specific manipulation tactics and experiments done on people's results and shit#I wasn't allowed to see all the papers and shit he had on psychological torture and shit#Bruh. It always makes sense in the fucking end doesn't it#ramblings //#astral diary //#Diary //
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cerealmonster15 · 3 months
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ok lore updated for this bitch
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like half of it is just relationship drama which is EMBARRASSING but i mean. what else am i here for really. the other stuff is way harder to explain but god i tried!!!!
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aromanticannibal · 6 months
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just learned that one of my classmates name is nemesis and thats the coolest fucking shit i heard all day
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swear 2 god you accidentally watch 1 fatphobic video on youtube and suddenly youtube thinks u wanna watch them forever even if you immediately tell it you didn't like the video
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meimeikyu · 10 months
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whoopsie it is 1am
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ajdrawshq · 2 years
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so. in order to progress ur relationship with Akechi. he actually takes u down to mementos, alone, and challenges u to beat the shit out of him with Lethal Intent. which is very likely mutual. ohh this kid is on a whole other level huh
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epic-and-kitty · 10 months
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yesterday I had an appointment and got weighed. The last few I've had, around three months ago, I was in the 250 range, but this time I was down to 204. Obviously I'm still fat, but I've been exercising more and watching what I eat, but that feels a bit better than before
But the doctor still harped on about my weight and that I need to try harder to lose it
Idk, I feel losing that much should have at least gotten acknowledged...
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diancite · 7 months
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pretty sure opting out does nothing to posts that already exist so like is there even a fucking point.
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weaseltotheface · 1 year
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ugh i have to start paying my student loans again in September
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sleepygaymerdisease · 2 years
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just blocked an artist on instagram for painting exclusively on gold leaf.
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nomazee · 1 year
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hey guys i do NOT remember bungou stray dogs being this fucking insane
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todayisafridaynight · 10 months
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That fuckin new bucket list trailer for 8?????????
hey what if we all just cut ourselves in half after this huh
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bibleofficial · 1 year
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i legitimately hate my school so much like ok so y’all are all just stupid ? i schlepped my ass into the parking office today - over 3 curbs, up 5 steps on CRUTCHES - only for them to ask me if i have the red hang tag from the state of texas proving that i have a disability? i was so exasperated i started cracking: like how do YALL expect ME to have a GOVERNMENT ISSUED TAG through the MAIL in 2 days ? PROVE disability ? DO U SUFFER FROM BLINDNESS ? what’s not CLICKING ma’am ?
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gaysaito · 1 year
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i love (mental illness) why do i randomly go completely fucking delusional ????? i swear from my point of view i make complete sense but the people i talk to just get very confused n concerned ?//1/11/
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ok girl! anyway anyone else ever only able to express their feelings through acts of extreme violence n destruction either inflicted on others or themselves. why do i express love through literal downright abuse n mutilation. ohhh i love him so much i want to gut him n feel all his warm organs in my arms ^^ < babe that is NOT normal behaviour
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