so @moombastation just uttered the very cursed words of 'what if you dropped an LQ update' and y'all.............................................
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christ it hits me a lot how shit I was treated by lull and how much I thought that was normal. Lev set up a study room in my house, and... he said I can come in because I was sort of obviously asking the question without even knowing I was asking, like I wanted to ask the question but knew it'd be a no. Why did I know itd be a no? Well a study space is a serious space for actual academic and general people who do work to use, full of books and journals that both aren't my business and will be easily messed up if I touch them, and there's no reason for me to be in there anyway because I don't do work, a study is only a space for normal people and not people who mess everything up and - how do i know this? Oh I mean because lull - yeah
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yesterday I had an appointment and got weighed. The last few I've had, around three months ago, I was in the 250 range, but this time I was down to 204. Obviously I'm still fat, but I've been exercising more and watching what I eat, but that feels a bit better than before
But the doctor still harped on about my weight and that I need to try harder to lose it
Idk, I feel losing that much should have at least gotten acknowledged...
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pretty sure opting out does nothing to posts that already exist so like is there even a fucking point.
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i legitimately hate my school so much like ok so y’all are all just stupid ? i schlepped my ass into the parking office today - over 3 curbs, up 5 steps on CRUTCHES - only for them to ask me if i have the red hang tag from the state of texas proving that i have a disability? i was so exasperated i started cracking: like how do YALL expect ME to have a GOVERNMENT ISSUED TAG through the MAIL in 2 days ? PROVE disability ? DO U SUFFER FROM BLINDNESS ? what’s not CLICKING ma’am ?
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i love (mental illness) why do i randomly go completely fucking delusional ????? i swear from my point of view i make complete sense but the people i talk to just get very confused n concerned ?//1/11/
ok girl! anyway anyone else ever only able to express their feelings through acts of extreme violence n destruction either inflicted on others or themselves. why do i express love through literal downright abuse n mutilation. ohhh i love him so much i want to gut him n feel all his warm organs in my arms ^^ < babe that is NOT normal behaviour
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