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caruliaa · 2 years

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so great how my mum is making me change my diet for the sake of loosing weight nd making me feel like i have to eat less nd esp much less carbs nd the its leading to me feeling worse physically nd feeling so tired physically nd mentally and lacking energy and feeling angry nd miserable constantly. nd also deeply hungry ndf craving which makes me feel guilty.

#NOT LOOKING FOR LIKE. ANYONE TO TELL ME LOOSING WEIGHT IS A GOOD THING FUCK OFF IF U WERE GOING TO GO TO HELL #also like the feeling physically bad thing nd the tiredness i tihnk are in part caused by not getting much sleep #(but im getting around the amt i usually do its j tht ususally its not a lot so)#but this is def def contributing to it like majorly i think #also feeling angry nd miserable is prob also in part bc of like. well still the diet but more in how it bieng forced onto me #(someone w already a lot of issues w guilt over eating made MUCH MUCH fucking worse by this)#is making me feel #but again also majorly impacted by the actual diet itself #i mean also part of it is tht um. yesterday nd today i skipped lunch #which ik i rly rly rly shouldnt make a habit of ik i shldnt nd im gonnatry not to nd hopefully if i dont thtll help but like #idk i this is still obvs having a negative affect on me !! both mentally and physically !!#i mean see if my mum gives a shit i already know she doesnt care abt my mental health ig physical health isnt much of a streach after that #anyway it so late speaking of tired i need to get to sleep rly so badly huh #um.#vent #fatphobia tw #weight loss tw #diet mention #ask to tag

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