#also natalia might've seen the part of him struggling with death itself

[buckera]

I still hope they're not serious about it and buck will have his wake up moment because otherwise it's just lazy writing. oh he's too much? the woman flees him? she doesn't get him but he jumps into the relationship anyway? yeah we've been here before. the "she sees more in me than I see in myself" just put the final nail in the coffin for me (excuse the pun) because even if i give her the benefit of the doubt with how insensitive she was about his death, that's just crazy. they barely know each other and there was no indication that she "sees" him at all. also he was already at a point where he doesn't need that. it drives me insane I'm sorry for the rant <3

mm yeah, I do think it fits in with the whole 'Buck died and now he doesn't know how to live' thing cuz the season started with him looking for the answer to the meaning of life and being at ease and finding happiness and then midseason he just went and fucking died lmao

that was his arc in the season, basically him growing up and learning what he wants in life — which could be a great tie in with Eddie's incredulous face when Buck said that Natalia sees him better than anyone and the way Eddie's arc throughout the season was being pushed to date and be something that he isn't to be happy by the standards of others, when he was happy as is, already.

and yeah, I know I'm delusional but you can pry 'buddie was gonna go semi-canon in s6' out of my cold dead hands cuz it makes sense to set it up like this and even the fact that they are both falling into old patterns, because this is exactly the problem they should be addressing next season (which... well, that's one thing I don't actually have hopes for rip)