#also rip to my boi elan i was just starting to like you

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This is a bit of a hot take please dont kill me lmao:

I find it funny how everyone but suletta is perceiving her relationship with elan as romantic when all she wants to do is get to know him lmao

Suletta: i would like to get to know this kid who is known to be closed off and stoic day in and day out, mayhaps we could be friends!

Everyone ever: clearly you want to date him

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hiiiiiiiii for the ask thing!!! 1, 10, 13, 34, 45. 47 i hope you had a great year!!! and i wish u the best for the next xxxx

hi anon! thanks for the questions!! i hope you had a great year as well!

1. first things first, did you have a good year?

this one is honestly kind of difficult to answer. i had a weird year: i finished school in february and have spent the rest of the year living at home and trying to get a job. i kept getting a job, but then it would fizzle after a few months so i’d have to start over. i did a lot of puttering around the house this year – and a lot of writing. in terms of my anxiety, this has been the best year of my life. in terms of everything else … it feels like this is a transition year. or a stand-in year until i can get the rest of my life together. 

10. what song sums up this year for you?

oof what a question. i can’t go by lyrics or what the song is about to sum up my year, but in terms of the emotion of the song, i think maybe “green light” by lorde for the sheer emotional overwroughtness of it (i Felt A Lot Of Things this year) or maybe “villians pt II” by emma blackery for the naked self-blame and hatred becayse i also did that a lot this year. and maybe also “the things i say” by joanna newsom for its quiet nostalgia and vague sadness and also because joanna was so important to me this year it feels wrong not to pick a song by her.

idk though, honestly it’s really hard to choose. 

13. did an actor / actress catch your attention for the first time this year?

i’m gonna answer this question with media creators (actors, musicians, youtubers, etc.) in general because i spent a lot of time this year discovering new super cool and talented people. here’re the first few that come to mind:

king princess, amy adams, dar williams, danny gonzalez, drew gooden, jenny nicholson, cristin militoli, lindsay ellis, letitia wright, margot robbie, amandla stenberg, idk so many more?? this is all from the top of my head and i know i’m late to the party with a ton of them lol whoops

(also just for fun, some movies, tv shows, albums, and miscellaneous shit i loved this year in no particular order: everything by joanna newsom, mortal city and the honesty room by dar williams, wynonna earp, i rewatched buffy and it was great as always, i’m currently rewatching veronica and it’s also awesome as always, one day at a time, arrival, loving vincent, @marshmallow-the-vampire-slayer ‘s recaps (i went through and reread all the buffy ones they were amazing oh my god), buzzfeed unsolved, i tonya, make my bed by king princess, venice bitch by lana del rey, one day at a time, b99, parks and rec, the office, celeste and jessee forever, to all the boys i’ve loved before, set it up, disobedience, expectations by hayler kiyoko, all our wrong todays by elan mastai, boys for pele by tori amos, @kleineleopardin ‘s blog in general, new girl, jenna marbles, @honeyy-honeyy ‘s cat content, and now my laptops about to die i have to stop listing people rip)   

34. did you have to cut ties with someone this year?

nope not in the slightest. i actually made a ton of friends this year! (i’m talking about u @honeyy-honeyy love u) 

45. did your opinion of anyone change for the worse?

none that i can think of, honestly. maybe a few celebrities but i can’t think of any names right now

47. if you make any resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year?

i really really want to spend less time on my phone on social media. i want to be able to spend more time in just my head without the whole world’s thoughts and ideas and opinions and tragedies and scandals constantly tumbling around in there. i want to have more room in my brain for words because i really want to keep working on my writing. 

i mean in a perfect world, i really want to fall in love but that’s not the sort of thing you can resolve to do.

maybe eat more fruit. idk.

thank you again for the questions, anon! sorry it took me like a day and a half to answer them, i haven’t been on my computer. i’m wishing you the happiest new years and i hope you have a hopeful, soft, and calm 2019.