#also the bit at 2:06-2:45 is my favorite :D

[leothelilpotato]

HOLY SHIT THIS WAS A STRUGGLE. I'm sorry if this sounds like utter shit, your local idiot decided to ditch the music sheet and try doing it by ear.

[panicinart]

🔞Nsfw alphabet🔞

🍪 06 Billy Lenz 🍪

This was at the beginning just a giant ramble on my part but then I decided to just make it a nsfw alphabet since a lot of the things I already wrote fit under the category's. Because not all 100% fit in it I changed a few things on the templates I found and made more or less one of my own, i guess it's more detailed???

also i feel on one part really fucking awkward and uncomfortable because of the backstory he has :/ I just ignored it hope that's okay UwU

Idk, I hope you guys enjoy it !

Edit: I sadly can't add a under the cut thingy apparantly it's broken on mobile and I'm only on mobile for tumblr. Sorry :(

A = Aftercare (what are they like after sex?)

🍪The after glow makes him feel more vulnerable then the whole act itself, kinda like post nut clarity. Please be soft and gentle with him. Wait a few minutes until he gathered himself and ask if it's okay to touch him.

🍪If he assures you it's okay 👏HUG👏THIS👏MAN👏. A big and gentle bear hug, small kisses around the eyebrows, cheek and forehead, he will MELT in your arms like sweet honey.

🍪He will nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck a bit, you will also hear some soft muttering from him. Nothing that really makes sense, but it's clear that they are small declarations of love.

B = Body part (how is their body build? any favorite body part of them and their partner?)

🍪He has a bit of a belly, enough to squeeze but not enough to get a full hand. He also has a good a amount of muscle, especially on the arm and shoulder area.

🍪To be honest Billy doesn't really have any favorite body part of himself, since the day of his trauma he doesn't really concentrate on how his body is, how it feels, what he likes or doesn't like. But if His s/o has any favorite body part on him and they tell Billy what it is, it will make his day and watches out to keep it healthy and the way his partner likes it.

🍪Billy really likes his partners cheeks and eyes. Your cheeks color themself into a pretty pinkish red when embarrassed or flustered, and your eyes are a gateway to your many emotions, they also have such a pretty, warm and welcoming twinkling in them when you look at him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum)

🍪More on the translucent type and heavy on the tongue. It is a normal amount and the taste a bit bitter. At first it has a strong taste but fades away quite quickly.

🍪It's also more watery and a bit sticky kinda like honey.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, do they have a dirty secret?)

🍪My guy has bit of a masochistic tendency, he ignores it and doesn't want to talk about it. You will finde out eventually how deep the rabbit hole goes.

🍪He also wishes to be more on the submissive side for Intimacy but his own mind doesn't allow it. The risk on geting a PTSD flashback and panic attack is to high, so it just stays as a fantasy.

E = Experience (do they know what they're doing?)

This is the part I ignore because I fell REALLY uncomfortable about it

F = Favorite position (which position(s) do the like the most?)

🍪He likes it too keep it traditional, plain old missionary style, but anything were he is on top and has full few of your body is good! It will just take some time until he is willing to try new positions.

G = Goofy (are they more serious or do the like to clown around?)

🍪Dead serious, no laughing no joking. If you joke around you can see his distaste on his face, he also makes an annoyed click noise with his tongue and roll his eyes.

🍪It's more because it makes him feel like you don't take it seriously, the way he shows himself for you the amount of trust he shows, it all makes him feel like you don't respect it or take it for granted.

🍪But that doesn't mean you can't laugh around if something awkwardly funny happens, like bumping heads or geting too tangled up. If Billy is in a good mood you might catch a smirk on his face.

H = Hair (any hair down there? How do they groom it?)

🍪The hair is relatively strong and straight, it isn't really long and well kept. It's the same color as the hair on the head.

🍪If it gets too out of hand he will trim it with a razor.

I = Intimacy (how are they during sex in a romantic aspect?)

🍪The hands wander a bit and massages any place Billy can reach (usually the arms and hips). He also always keeps eye contact, you don't need to do it back, but his intense stare will always be on you.

🍪Kisses, gentle touches, him nuzzling his nose into the crook of your neck happens quite frequently. He also might stop for a second to admire your beauty.

J = Jack off / Jill off (how do they masturbate and how often?)

🍪He goes straight to it, fast and relatively rough pumps he usually uses his hands but somehow he got his fry fingers on a simple fleshlight, he sometimes uses it.

🍪Will clean up IMMEDIATELY

🍪It's really rare Billy jack's off and often he just ignores the glimpse of horniness he has. So maeby once or twice a month max.

K = Kink (any kinks?)

🍪At the beginning my guy is very vanilla but Billy finds what he enjoys very quickly.

🍪One kink you both indulge is mutual masturbatetion. Sometimes he doesn't feel secure enough for sex so it's a good way to please the need of intimacy. Plus watching his partner touching themself and making a small show for him is really hot.

🍪You have 3 guesses what comes next. Yep it's voyeurism, he isn't that much into it like OG Billy but he still enjoys it nonetheless. Just walk around with barely any clothes and do your usual stuff, you will catch him starring at you from a corner with a heavy blush on his cheeks.

🍪He is also into cockwarming, Billy often keeps his dick inside his s/o for a while after he came. He loves how close it makes him feel towards you and the comforting warmth you give.

🍪Orgasm denial on himself, you don't even need to start it he probably already started it himself, but you can encourage Billy to hold it back longer.

🍪He also enjoys edging, he indulges in it more often then he likes to admit

For some reason I headcanon that he is also into sounding but it's a guilty pleasure of his

L = Location (were do they like to have sex?)

🍪Bed, it's nice warm and comfy. But with some time he also is willing to have sex on the couch.

M = Motivation (what turns them on/gets them going?)

🍪The jaw and back of the ear is a great place to give kisses and soft touches, it's calming and reassuring for him, but also a turn on.

🍪The inner thighs is also a place if you want to turn him on but good god the man has some self control.

🍪Billy absolutely melts when his partner cuddles up to him, he might stiffen up a bit but the cute expression you have and the way you snuggle up to him warms his cold crusty heart (and it also makes his body go brrrrr).

🍪If his partner, like mentioned before, walks around with bairly any clothes, phew, he will lighten up like a Christmas tree.

N= No (what's a turn off/they don't want to do?)

🍪Anything were the consent isn't clear or maeby questionable (consensual noncon).

🍪He also refuses to hurt his partner even if they ask for it, the only thing you might get is a soft slap on the inner thigh if you act bratty.

🍪Billy being submissive is a no too, he needs to be in control and therefore is always the dom.

O = Oral (do they like to give or receive? How is their skill? How do they react during receiving?)

🍪He is really good at oral! The tounge is quite thick and a bit longer then the norm so he reaches all the right places and it will take a really long time until his jaw aches.

🍪It's also a way he pleasures his partner if the needed inner security isn't there, he just goes down on you until you scream in pleasure and beg him to stop.

🍪Billy is a bit embarrassed if you suggest to him to go down, but accepts it after a while of thinking, and let me tell you, he is a MESS.

🍪He really tries to stay calm and stoic, but his heavy breathing and restlessness say otherwise. He also often chokes out a moan and gulps heavily.

🍪When he cums his head falls back and lets out a shameless moan, with a desperate attempt to keep face Billy claps a hand on his mouth to stifle out the moan.

P = Pace (how is their thrusting? Hard, fast, deep ect)

🍪Slow and more on the sensual side but it is clear as day that he is nervous and cramps up. His whole body is tense and in between he just freezes up. Give him time, the best is to mimic his pace.

🍪It's very nice and calming. He might be bad at showing affection but you can feel the passion and love he gives every touch and move. The thrust are slow and rhythmic but also hard and deep.

Q = Quickie (do they like Quickies, if yes how often?)

🍪He doesn't like it, sex is a way to express his love and passion for you it's never about lust, quickies don't give him the time to show you his affection.

R = Risk (any risk their willing to do?)

🍪He can be the bottom if asked, you both need clear instructions on what to do and what not. Safe words is also a must + a lot of Aftercare.

S = Stamina (how long can they go? How long do they last?)

🍪It's usually 2 rounds but they're loooong. Billy's self control is going strong and one round can last up to 30-45 min if you both want to take your precious time. If you both are going hard on the orgasm denial he can last up to a hour.

T = Toys (any toys they like? If yes, what toys do they like on themselves and on their partner?)

🍪He doesn't really have an opinion on them, they exist, he used / tryd out a few but he is kind of meh about it.

🍪The only toy he uses is a see-through simple fleshlight.

🍪Billy is also okay with his s/o using toys on themselves, he encourages it a bit since he's not always able to meet their needs.

🍪If you want him to use toys on you, you need to ask and explain what they do. He knows simple dildos and vibrators but if they don't look like traditional dicks he is lost and doesn't know what it is for / how to use it. (Billy is kinda iffy about bondage stuff and things that can hurt his partner).

Use a sounding rod, but sssshhh you don't have that info from me

U = Unfair (are they a tease? How do they react if teased?)

🍪Sometimes he is a smug bastard that likes to tease you and wait until his partner begs him to continue, especially if he goes down. But that's really it.

🍪If Billy is the one that is getting teased he can take that shit like a champ. But after a while his walls break and he becomes a blushy mess, depending with what you tease him he will look away shyly. But don't go overboard.

V = Volume (how loud are they? What sounds do they make?)

🍪 Billy rarely talks or makes any noise if not non, so you need to learn how to read his body language, it's okay if you don't succeed at the beginning, the man is hard to read.

🍪 The only noise you get from him are deep growly grunts, huff's if you're really good he will choke up a moan.

W = Wild card (random nsfw headcanon(s))

🍪Oof sex going to take a loooooonnnng time until he feels comfy with it. The trauma in his past is the main reason why he feels so conflicted with it.

🍪It probably will take MONTHS when not a year until he feels comfortable with it (and doesn't shove away his horniness) but when it happens it's very spontaneous. Nothing that he plans.

🍪When you both managed to get undress fully, foreplay is a must! Not only can you both learn what is the right place to touch and what not, it's also a good way to show him a positive side of sex and that it isn't just a game of lust.

🍪Also small note here it's normal that he dips out of sex, he could get a flashback or just doesn't feel comfortable with it anymore. If that happens, just give him space maeby a cup of hot chocolate and if he allows it some back rubs to calm down. Assure him it's okay and he doesn't need to pressure himself. You both probably need like 2 or 3 times until it goes to the meat of the things.

🍪Usually a top dom, if you both are together for a longer time he might goes bottom dom, but these moments are rare.

🍪The giving and receiving in general is mostly balanced but honestly only because he needs the reassurance of your love so baldy, if it wasn't for that, he would mostly do the work,(the control it gives him helps to fight against any nervousness and fear that there might be hiding).

🍪So if your a bit of a pillow princess / prince / heir to the throne you got the right partner!

X = X-ray (what's going on under those clothes?)

*cracks knuckles* 'aight, let's fucking go

🍪Billy is shorter then average not by much, but oh boy he is THICK. This makes him roughly about 5,2 inches in length and 6.5 girth when erect.

The avrage American dick is in length 6 inches and girth 5, as comparison

🍪He has two notable veins on the underside, their sensitive so give it a good lick, you will feel him shudder.

🍪His junk also hangs a bit, about a 50° degree angle, it varies a bit depends how aroused he is.

🍪And it is also yellow like the rest of Billy's body, just not that intense and on the tip, it has less of a yellow and more of a caucasian skin color.

Y = Yearning (how high is their libido?)

🍪 He isn't that interested in sex so it's pretty low. I headcanon him as demisexual.

🍪On is own he may have sex once a month or so.

Z = Zzz (how quickly do they fall asleep?)

🍪Billy's s/o will fall asleep faster then him, always. He uses this moment to play with his partners hair or give them a few kisses.

[vampireacademysims]

So, I got tagged for this 50 OC questions meme by @blackswan-sims, thanks girl (B&W squad!) :D I asked her whom should I do it about and she said Rose, although she also gave me the liberty to do about someone else. Well, Rose Hathaway is NOT my OC, she belongs to Richelle Mead, but I will do this one at the best of my knowledge, bits of headcanon might have seeped in, it’s only my opinion after all, so bear with me. If you have different view, post them bellow, I’m curious.

Tagging, @in-sempiternam, @grecadeasimsstudios, @moocha-muses, @fannycandysims, @mdpthatsme, @yandereplumsim, @ilikefishfood and anyone else. I really love reading OC stuff, so poke me if you do.

01. How old is your sim? Recently turned 18.

02. When is your sim’s birthday? March 21st.

03. What is your sim’s zodiac sign? Aries.

04. What is your sim’s ethnicity? Scottish - Turkish.

05. Does your sim have any nicknames? Everyone calls her Rose since her full name is Rosemarie. As for special nicknames, Adrian called her Little Dhampir and Dimitri calls her Roza when he’s being affectionate.

[More under the cut]

06. Do they have a job? She just dropped out of school, so no. She’s going rogue while being financed by Adrian.

07. Where does your sim live? She lived most of her life at St. Vladimir’s Academy before she left. She’s currently on a personal mission in Russia and she’s constantly moving, so she lives nowhere right now.

08. Who does your sim live with? In St. Vlad’s she lived in the Dhampir dorms and had no roommate.

09. What environment did your sim grow up in? (strict, loving, cold etc.) She grew up with the other Dhampir and Moroi at St. Vladimir’s Academy, a boarding school for both species. She was treated like every other Dhampir, so I guess… itty bit strict for being a boarding school? Other than that, I guess it was an ok environment, she must have had some perks for being Lissa’s best friend, with Lissa being a Royal.

10. What is your sim’s favourite food? Pizza, brownies… Rose can eat about anything (except Borsht apparently XD) she loves sweets and junk food.

11. What is your sim’s favourite drink? Not really sure? I know she dabbled with alcohol in the past… but Russian Vodka (the one really produced in Russia) is like rocket fuel for her.

12. If they have one what is your sim’s favourite color? Red?

13. Does your sim believe in any clichés? (love at first sight, etc.) I don’t think so? She’s quite skeptic.

14. What is your sim’s sexuality? Heterosexual.

15. What is your sim’s gender identity? Female.

16. Is your sim type a or type b? Definitively Type A.

17. Is your sim introverted or extroverted? Very Extroverted.

18. What is your sim’s favourite woohoo position? Rose has done the Devil’s Tango only once (up until now) and there wasn’t much information about it. I guess Rose would fallow any instructions Dimitri gave off, being her first time, but I envision her liking to experiment in the future.

19. Is your sim a pet person? If so what is their favourite animal? Not a pet person. Apparently animals don’t take well to Dhampirs, Lissa had a cat once and he and Rose only seemed to tolerate each other.

20. Does your sim have a best friend? Vasilisa “Lissa” Dragomir, more than her best-friend, she’s her bond-mate.

21. What is/was your sim’s favourite school subject? Rose is not very… scholarly. Dhampirs have specific classes to learn to act like bodyguards - known as Guardians when they graduate, before that they are Novices - besides more mundane stuff like pre-calculus or Slavic-art. I’d gather she liked combat lessons the most (even better when they were with Dimitri).

22. Is/was your sim a high, mid or low achiever in school? I gather she was a middle achiever on non-combat stuff. On Dhampir related subjects like combat and such I’d say she was a high achiever, she learned fast when she wanted to.

23. Are they planning to go or have they already been to college? If so, what would be or what was their major?  I don’t really think it passed through her mind in the past. Dhampirs are raised, educated and trained to solely be Moroi Guardians. Their moto is “They [Moroi] come first” after all. But now that Lissa is finishing school and she wants to go to college. As her Guardian Rose would go with her, enrolling and having classes, but mostly because it’s part of the job to protect her, not because she personally wants to. 24. What are your sim’s political beliefs? Human politics don’t matter to her. Moroi politics, she’s starting to pay attention as she learns how Guardians are treated by Moroi, she sees things that need to change. But she isn’t all that political.

25. What is one thing your sim wants to do before they die? Right now, free Dimitri’s soul from being a Strigoi. But other than that and be Lissa’s Guardian, I don’t think she has a bucket list (or I can’t really remember right now).

26. Does your sim have a favourite TV show (cable) and/or movie? I don’t think St. Vlad’s allowed TVs and right now even if she had time to watch some TV, it’s all in Russian and she barely understands it lol

27. Is your sim a Netflix viewer? Netflix didn’t exist at the time the books are set in, and for the reasons explained previously, I’d say no.

28. Does your sim like books? Nooooope!

29. Does your sim enjoy video games, if so what is their favourite one and do they play on PC or console? Goes the same as TV. Not allowed in school, no time for it currently.

30. What is your sim’s personal style? Rose likes to be comfortable, but if she can go for sexy, she will do it. She knows she’s pretty and that her body attracts attentions, so she will flaunt it given the opportunity.

31. Does your sim have a lucky charm? A Nazar necklace that her mother gave her for Christmas, which was given to her mother by her – for now – unknown father. Lissa gave her a family heirloom Chotki bracelet meant for the guardians that served the Dragomir family, but Rose gave it back when she left.

32. Is your sim religious? Not at all. 

33. What kind of music does your sim listen to and who is their favourite artist? There isn’t much information about what she likes, but there is about what she doesn’t like: 80’s music with a focus on 80’s European music. She always complain when Dimitri is listening to that type of music, which is his favorite.

34. Is your sim a festive person? If so what’s their favourite holiday? Don’t think so…

35. What is your sim’s favourite type of weather? Sunny warm weather, since she rarely gets to experience it. Although Moroi don’t die with sun exposure, it’s uncomfortable for them (because vampires after all). So they work on a nocturnal schedule and thus so do the Dhampirs.

36. Does your sim prefer to start fights or finish them? Both!

37. Does your sim have a dream job? To be Lissa’s Guardian, she won’t take anything else.

38. Does your sim have any siblings? She’s an only child.

39. Does your sim get along with their family? For a long time she resented her mother a lot for not raising her and choosing to be a Guardian full time, meaning she left Rose at the care of St. Vlad’s since an early age. It’s complicated, female Dhampirs that choose to stop being Guadians and choosing to raise a family and looked down upon and a few have the ugly nomenclature “Blood Whores” attached to them for choosing family. She has been coming to terms with her mother and coming to admire her and having a friendlier relation. She doesn’t know who her father is.

40. What is your sim’s favourite hobby? Fighting? She doesn’t have the time to go partying anymore.

41. What does your sim look for in a romantic partner? Someone that respects her and treats her as an equal, mutual understanding.

42. What is a secret about your sim? She and Lissa are Bonded. During a car crash that killed Lissa’s family, Lissa brought Rose from the brink of death using her Spirit element and it created a bond between the two, making Rose Shadow-Kissed. Rose can see through Lissa’s eyes and feel what she feels at any given time, although Lissa doesn’t have these perks. This is not much of a secret anymore, ever since it became known that Lissa is a Spirit user. The current secret would be is that she is in love Dimitri, who is her 7 years older mentor, and that both did the Devil’s Tango once.

43. What is a wish your sim has? Becoming Lissa’s Guardian and having an accepted relation with Dimitri. You see, Dhampirs having relations with other Dhampirs is frowned upon.

44. What is a flaw your sim has? Rose is impulsive, fight prone and known to hit first and ask questions later.

45. How do others generally perceive your sim? Same as above. Not someone you want to cross.

46. Does your sim have a greatest achievement? Coming back from death. Sure, she had help, but she did it. Taking Lissa from St. Vlad’s and running away, living amongst humans for 2 years before Dimitri tracked them down and brought them back to school.

47. If they have one, what is your sim’s greatest regret? “Allowing” Dimitri to be taken by Strigoi. She was held back, but still. On top of that one, having left Lissa behind when she embarked on this possibly suicidal mission to Russia to find and kill Dimitri.

48. Does your sim have a favourite emoji? No idea lol

49. Does your sim use simstagram? At this point she doesn’t even own a phone.

50. What is the last text your sim sent (and who did they text)? See above, so no texts.

[ahnjaera]

K-Pop songs parts I always replay Part 2

The amount of K-Pop songs stuck in my head is insane... Probably I’ll be doing a part 3 D:

SHINee - Don’t Let Me Go (til the end) This is my 2nd favorite SHINee song, and that ending is the reason

B.A.P - Wake Me Up (Zelo’s rap) I’ve been a fan of his rap since debut, but this one is my fav 

AKMU - Green Window (til the chorus) Their entire discography is something I always replay tbh

NCT Dream - My Page (til the chorus) Cute my ass, this song has one of the deepest K-Pop lyrics I’ve heard so far. Encourages me and makes me wanna cry all at once

BIGBANG - Haru Haru (til the chorus) This is when, why and how Seungri became my bias. #NeverForgetThisSadMasterpiece

AlphaBAT - Always (til the chorus) I CAN’T BELIEVE HOW UNDERRATED THIS IS, IT SHOULD BE A CRIME

uBEAT - Should Have Treated You Better (til the end) Speaking of underrated... We definitely should have treated them better. I love Kevin’s voice

Seventeen - Still Lonely (Hoshi’s part) His style amazes me... He’s like ocean waves~~

Lee Hi - Video (Bobby’s part) I might be a little bit obsessed... But you can’t blame me

GOT7 - No Jam (til the chorus) Jackson gets me HYPED in this

Monsta X - Incomparable (all the pre-chorus) I love the vibe,it’s kinda chaotic and that makes this song so cool 

TWICE - One In A Million (til the chorus) That slowdown and the climax at the end tho

EXO - Don’t Go (til the end) I don’t know why but this song makes me emotional :’(

Seventeen - I Don’t Know / Well (til the chorus) The return of the rap singing! And the lyrics get me. And Jun’s voice is SO CUTE OMG

B.A.P - Walk (til the chorus) I live for the way Zelo sings It’s gonna be alright 

NCT 127 - Limitless (til 3:16) There are two parts I love: before the chorus and after the chorus. And I’m in love with Taeyong singing voice

Red Velvet - You Better Know (til the end) The slow down thing with the apotheosic high note at the end <3

SHINee - Y.O.U (til the chorus) If this is not the sweetest song in the whole world I don’t know what this is...

Taeyeon - Why (all the bridge) Did I mention she’s my one and only queen?

B.A.P - What The Hell (til the chorus) YASS HIMCHAN SLAY ME!!

DAY6 - I Loved You (til 3:12) Their angelic voices are the reason of my existence

FTISLAND - The Night (til the chorus) the dudorodomdojikejidorondoron thing (???)

NCT 127 - Back 2 U (AM 1:27) (til the end) I don’t know bout U, but there’s no way I’m not going back 2 them. And the high notes, damn!

KARA - Step (til the chorus) THAT OLD K-POP VIBE MAKES ME SO NOSTALGIC I WANT TO CRY 

Super Junior - Shake It Up (til the end) This makes me feel so good...

Seventeen - Highlight (til the chorus) Maybe I could comment something about this if I weren’t dead because of them... 

After School - Shampoo (til 5:06) Excuse me while I jam to this and burst into tears :’) 

NCT U - Baby Don’t Stop (til 2:40) Me loving that part has nothing to do with them being shirtless...It’s all about their voices, especially Ten’s <3 Also, as a spanish girl, hearing Tae say estoy loco mi dulce coco (i’m crazy my sweet coconut) is priceless 

Girls’ Generation - One Last Time (Seohyun’s part) BRING THEM BACK AS A WHOLE RIGHT NOW T-T

Infinite - Nothing’s Over (til the end) This MV is SO CUTE and Sungkyu is SO CUTE and I’m crying rainbows i love them

AOA - My Song (til the chorus) This song is so refreshing... Listening to it should be obligatory for every k-pop fan

Monsta X - Miss You (til the chorus) It’s just Monsta X slaying my entire existence again... Nothing unusual... 

GOT7 - Mayday (all the pre-chorus) THAT. INSTRUMENTAL. I’M. SHOUTING. MAYDAY.

DAY6 - Dance Dance (til 2:45) I love that change up, and Jae claring his throat 

VIXX - G.R.8.U (til the end bc that chorus is addictive) This song makes me so happy and it’s so original! 

[squaredancing-weston]

para || Romancing the Cards

Time: Saturday night, 18 February 2017

Setting: Online

Summary: On the heels of Valentine’s Day, the staff decides to play up their less-than-romantic side with a new game of Cards Against Humanity…

Part 1a

[4:34:37 PM] The following Cardcast decks are in use in this game (instructions): [4:35:15 PM] Blaine2 has joined the game. [4:36:38 PM] Kurt has joined the game. [4:36:45 PM] <Kurt> Hey guys [4:37:06 PM] <Blaine2> Heeyyyy :D [4:39:51 PM] Error: Error communicating with server. Will try again in 0.5 seconds. [4:40:00 PM] <Blaine2> I think Bas will be here eventually, and I think Britt too [4:41:49 PM] <Brody> Sorry, I'm just trying to multitask [4:42:31 PM] <Brody> So Bas is coming? I figured he'd still be sleeping mostly [4:42:52 PM] <Kurt> He should be sleeping... I vote we play once Britt's here. [4:43:04 PM] <Brody> Does this count as Official Staff activity? Because he's still on leave [4:43:11 PM] <Marley> He said he was coming [4:43:21 PM] Brittany has joined the game. [4:43:23 PM] Sebastian has joined the game. [4:43:29 PM] <Blaine2> This is definitely not official staff activity, Brodes. [4:43:44 PM] <Brittany> Hi guys!! [4:43:44 PM] <Brody> It'd be kind of funny [4:43:44 PM] <Marley> There they are! [4:43:47 PM] <Brody> Hey Britt [4:43:53 PM] <Brody> Hi Marley [4:45:33 PM] <Marley> Hey, Brody.. Sorry I wasn't able to come to your party.. Did you get the wine? [4:45:35 PM] <Brody> So are we starting, or waiting for anyone else? [4:45:39 PM] <Blaine2> Give me like five seconds [4:45:51 PM] <Blaine2> Bing has gotten into something, little devil [4:46:07 PM] <Brody> did you leave a treat in his purse? [4:46:20 PM] <Brody> I told you not to put food in that SB [4:47:26 PM] <Blaine2> And I didn't! He decided to go for the leftover chinese food that I hadn't put away yet [4:47:26 PM] <Sebastian> This is why animals and humans shouldn't mix. [4:47:45 PM] <Brody> Where the heck are you leaving Chinese? [4:47:47 PM] <Blaine2> Shhh, you love him. [4:47:52 PM] <Brody> he's a //dog// [4:47:53 PM] <Blaine2> On the table! [4:47:58 PM] <Blaine2> He's a jumper! [4:48:02 PM] <Brody> why is Lil B on the table? [4:48:09 PM] <Sebastian> No, B, I /tolerate/ him. [4:48:13 PM] <Brody> that's a hell of a jump, Blaine [4:48:23 PM] <Blaine2> Nooo you love him. [4:48:31 PM] Marley was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [4:48:31 PM] Brittany was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [4:48:40 PM] Blaine2 wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [4:48:46 PM] <Blaine2> It's actually not. It's a pretty short table and I had one of the chairs pulled out [4:48:58 PM] <Brody> oh- then yeah [4:49:02 PM] <Brody> that's just bad parenting [4:49:09 PM] <Brody> I can't condone that as his grandfather [4:49:11 PM] <Blaine2> :( [4:50:17 PM] <Sebastian> I'd say you need to get better furniture, but then you might need me around to reach things for you ;) [4:50:46 PM] <Sebastian> Britt? Marls? [4:50:49 PM] Marley was kicked for being idle for too many rounds. [4:50:49 PM] Brittany was kicked for being idle for too many rounds. [4:50:49 PM] Brittany has left the game. [4:50:49 PM] Marley has left the game. [4:51:04 PM] <Sebastian> Nope. [4:51:08 PM] Kurt wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [4:51:31 PM] <Blaine2> Rude, Sebastian. Rude. [4:51:42 PM] <Blaine2> How's sleeping in your own bed, for a change, by the way? [4:52:09 PM] <Kurt> Ha! [4:52:16 PM] Brody wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [4:52:24 PM] Play 2 cards, in the order you wish them to be judged. [4:52:31 PM] <Brody> yes-- reverse cowgirl is a favorite position [4:52:35 PM] <Brody> of course she'd be crying [4:52:46 PM] <Brody> Blaine-- damn it-- you can't take notes [4:52:50 PM] <Sebastian> Like sleeping on a cloud. Although I was pretty trashed last night, so I can only imagine the alcohol helped. [4:53:08 PM] <Blaine2> Are you [4:53:15 PM] <Blaine2> Are you kidding me [4:53:21 PM] <Sebastian> What? [4:53:45 PM] <Brody> You can't do reverse cowgirl with a guy-- that's the whole point of being a cow //girl// [4:53:53 PM] <Brody> he still needs a favorite sex position [4:53:56 PM] <Brody> that just won't be it [4:54:18 PM] Blaine2 wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [4:54:41 PM] <Blaine2> I'm more mentioning the whole, you were home not even one night alone and you went back to alcohol. Unbelievable. [4:54:48 PM] <Blaine2> Also, thank you, Kurt, you get me. [4:54:48 PM] Marley has joined the game. [4:54:55 PM] <Brody> ohh [4:55:03 PM] <Brody> yeah [4:55:09 PM] <Sebastian> I've been stuck on bed rest for three weeks, Killer. What were you expecting? [4:55:13 PM] <Blaine2> And I don't /need/ a favorite sex position, thank you. I can find my way around a man without having a favorite, thank you. [4:55:30 PM] <Sebastian> I beg to differ - and I'm still here to help with that one. [4:55:40 PM] <Brody> How drunk //were// you last night, Bas-- scale of 1 to are you fucking serious? [4:55:52 PM] <Blaine2> ...beg to differ on what part? [4:56:01 PM] <Blaine2> I'm scared to know the answer, honeslty [4:56:06 PM] <Brody> he thinks you should have a favorite sex position [4:56:19 PM] <Brody> I actually agree with him [4:56:20 PM] <Blaine2> Ah... [4:56:26 PM] Kurt was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [4:56:34 PM] <Kurt> Sorry [4:56:38 PM] <Kurt> dad needed my help [4:56:42 PM] <Brody> yes Kurt-- feel shame [4:56:48 PM] Brody wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [4:56:56 PM] <Brody> how dare you help your father rather than partake in lewd thoughts with us [4:56:57 PM] <Blaine2> It's okay! [4:57:11 PM] <Blaine2> Did you go to the movie last night, Kurt? [4:57:28 PM] <Blaine2> Wait what? [4:58:05 PM] <Blaine2> WOW [4:58:06 PM] <Sebastian> Yes, Kurt, what teenage rom-com did you go for? [4:58:15 PM] Brody wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [4:58:39 PM] <Marley> Sorry, I'm here.. and I missed a lot [4:58:47 PM] <Kurt> Nah... I was pretty tired when I left and decided to just call it a night [4:59:14 PM] <Brody> But your costume was awesome [4:59:17 PM] <Kurt> get any good Valentines, Sebastian? [4:59:37 PM] Kurt wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [4:59:40 PM] <Blaine2> That's fair. That party was a rager. Especially after we finally wrestled the canes away. [4:59:51 PM] <Brody> those were GREAT CANES [4:59:56 PM] <Sebastian> I did get one from someone who clearly is way too obsessed with me. [4:59:58 PM] <Blaine2> THEY HURT, BRODY [5:00:06 PM] <Kurt> And thanks Brody [5:00:08 PM] <Brody> you should have worn more padding [5:00:26 PM] <Blaine2> How was I supposed to know I'd get assault? [5:00:42 PM] <Brody> you're old-- you always get assaulted at that age [5:00:58 PM] <Brody> there's this guy at the home where my grandpa lives... [5:01:02 PM] <Sebastian> Seriously, these cards suck. [5:01:19 PM] <Blaine2> ((literally almost said so do you)) [5:01:27 PM] Finn has joined the game. [5:01:39 PM] <Brody> hey Finn-- how's the weather treating you? [5:01:43 PM] <Marley> (Blah I will be back) [5:01:49 PM] Marley wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:01:54 PM] <Marley> I might get kicked again *Cries* [5:01:54 PM] <Sebastian> ((you should have :P)) [5:01:57 PM] Play 2 cards, in the order you wish them to be judged. [5:02:02 PM] <Brody> (Brody can't) [5:02:14 PM] <Blaine2> ((Lmao Blaine knows all too well what would come next)) [5:03:05 PM] <Brody> So wait-- Bas. How drunk? [5:03:10 PM] <Kurt> Heat fixed yet Finn? [5:03:34 PM] <Sebastian> You really want a scale? I'd say about a 7. I've been worse. [5:03:36 PM] <Brody> I mean, should we call your Quack [5:03:37 PM] Brittany has joined the game. [5:03:48 PM] <Brittany> I blame Lord TUbbington for that [5:03:50 PM] <Brody> Yeah, I'm sure [5:03:53 PM] <Sebastian> No thanks, mom, I'm good. [5:03:58 PM] <Brody> LT? What did he do? [5:04:01 PM] <Brody> Fuck you [5:04:06 PM] <Finn> (Is there a way I can make the chat part a little bigger. Its had to keep up with the chat when all I see is two lines at a time) [5:04:10 PM] <Brittany> I don't know but something! [5:04:16 PM] <Brody> {No-- sorry) [5:04:20 PM] <Brittany> (sorry guys I was getting dinner out of the oven) [5:04:25 PM] <Brody> He always does [5:04:27 PM] Finn was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [5:04:28 PM] <Sebastian> ((if you zoom out on your page it helps)) [5:04:44 PM] Brody wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:04:50 PM] <Blaine2> Wait. A 7, Bas? A SEVEN?\ [5:04:52 PM] <Brody> you really need to do something about that cat, Britt-- he's not paying his fair share of rent [5:05:02 PM] <Brody> and he acts like he owns the place [5:05:09 PM] <Sebastian> Blaine, seriously, I'm fine. [5:05:24 PM] <Blaine2> Yeah. Sure. [5:05:26 PM] <Brody> How much of that was booze //you// bought there, Smythe? [5:05:35 PM] <Brittany> Is there drama? [5:05:39 PM] <Brittany> What have I misseD? [5:05:46 PM] <Brody> Bas went drinking without us last night [5:06:00 PM] <Finn> Heating isn't fixed yet. [5:06:01 PM] <Kurt> Idiot [5:06:06 PM] <Brody> but he managed to get back home alright, so I guess we aren't complaining too much [5:06:13 PM] <Brody> except for Kurt [5:06:13 PM] <Kurt> And sorry to hear that-- at least it's warm today? [5:06:15 PM] <Brody> XD [5:06:16 PM] <Sebastian> I think I've established that I rarely ever buy my own booze. [5:06:38 PM] <Sebastian> And I know my own body. Everyone's just overreacting, Britt. [5:06:44 PM] <Finn> I agree. It was warmer today [5:06:52 PM] Marley was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [5:06:52 PM] Brittany was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [5:07:06 PM] <Kurt> Oh yeah. Everyone's overreacting. It's that same attitude that got you horrendously sick, Sebastian. [5:07:06 PM] <Brody> hey-- I just asked if the doctor may have mentioned something about taking it easy [5:07:09 PM] <Finn> [I worked out how to make the chat bit bigger :D] [5:07:09 PM] <Blaine2> >.> [5:07:45 PM] <Sebastian> You don't know shit about how I got sick, Hummel. Butt out. [5:07:49 PM] <Blaine2> {{Yay!}} [5:07:53 PM] <Brody> when did you get sick? [5:07:59 PM] <Brody> oh wait-- not puking [5:08:02 PM] <Brody> nevermind [5:08:03 PM] <Blaine2> Guys. Seriously, please don't. [5:08:10 PM] <Brody> I'm done- moving on [5:08:32 PM] <Brody> totally read that as Dry Humping [5:08:39 PM] <Brody> don't know where my head's at tonight [5:08:53 PM] Brody wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:09:02 PM] Play 3 cards, in the order you wish them to be judged. [5:09:04 PM] <Brody> yea! Apparently somewhere good [5:09:07 PM] <Brittany> {why did it not accept my card?} [5:09:10 PM] <Sebastian> Your head's in the gutter where it usually is, Brodes. [5:10:04 PM] <Brody> You're one to talk, Bas [5:10:45 PM] <Brody> So, finn-- any word on whether your car is going to survive? [5:11:00 PM] <Sebastian> What? You're usually the one that starts this shit. [5:11:11 PM] <Brody> oh wow--some of these are really good [5:11:12 PM] <Blaine2> No. [5:11:52 PM] <Brody> yes,, Blaine-- they are well thought out, very creative [5:11:57 PM] <Finn> They are going to get someone else to take a look at it. If they can't sort it out, its time for a new one [5:12:06 PM] <Brody> damn-- sucks [5:12:10 PM] <Brody> you still hoofing it? [5:12:20 PM] <Finn> Sorry? [5:12:23 PM] <Brody> walking [5:12:23 PM] <Kurt> Where did you end up taking it??? I offered to take a look at it.... [5:13:01 PM] <Finn> I am still walking [5:13:20 PM] <Brody> Oh-- random note. Is everyone coming to the Fundraiser next month? [5:13:45 PM] <Kurt> What day is that again? [5:13:53 PM] <Finn> And it was some place in Lima. I haven't been to it before. I wish I had taken you up on that offer now [5:14:08 PM] <Brody> Saturday, I think [5:14:12 PM] <Brody> have to double check [5:14:39 PM] <Finn> Fundraiser? Wow, I need to keep up with everything thats going on [5:14:50 PM] <Brittany> {brb sorry guys} [5:14:54 PM] <Brody> Friday [5:15:05 PM] <Brody> the 17th is a Friday, next month-- my bad [5:15:34 PM] <Kurt> wait so is it this friday or a month from now? [5:15:39 PM] <Brody> Yeah-- the Blacklight Dodgeball game? [5:15:42 PM] <Brody> March 17 [5:16:02 PM] <Kurt> Oh.. Yeah you may NOT see me at that [5:16:06 PM] <Brody> it's in a month, but the kids are already talking about it [5:16:10 PM] The Card Czar has taken too long to decide and has been skipped. Cards played this round are being returned to hands. [5:16:14 PM] <Brody> you don't have to play doof [5:16:24 PM] <Brody> although yuo should-- it's awesome [5:16:35 PM] <Kurt> Gee thanks, Brody. Doesn't change my thoughts on it. [5:16:57 PM] <Brody> it's black lights-- everything's better with black lights [5:17:19 PM] Error: Error communicating with server. Will try again in 0.5 seconds. [5:17:20 PM] <Kurt> Not a fan of dodgeball [5:17:21 PM] <Blaine2> Kurt, you should come! It'll be fun! [5:17:33 PM] <Brody> Or the poor Aggies [5:17:47 PM] <Brody> what did they ever do to you that you won't support their cause, Kurt? [5:17:53 PM] <Sebastian> Aw, come on, Kurt, I promise I won't target you /that/ much. [5:18:10 PM] Marley was kicked for being idle for too many rounds. [5:18:10 PM] Marley has left the game. [5:18:17 PM] <Brody> buy some popcorn-- watch me "accidentally" throw a ball at Bas' head [5:18:43 PM] Brody wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:18:43 PM] <Kurt> ^that [5:18:43 PM] <Kurt> maybe [5:19:05 PM] <Sebastian> You'll be too dazzled by me that you'll miss. Can't say I'm too worried. [5:19:31 PM] <Brody> uh-- it's black light, Bas. What exactly am I going to be dazzled by? The cum stains on your shirt? [5:19:43 PM] <Kurt> HAHAHA [5:19:46 PM] <Blaine2> See, but I'm immune and I totally think I could team up with dear old Dad to take the shot when he misses [5:19:49 PM] <Blaine2> wow [5:19:50 PM] <Blaine2> Um. [5:19:55 PM] <Sebastian> Eh, you know what I look like. [5:19:59 PM] <Brody> sorry son [5:20:14 PM] Blaine2 wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:20:22 PM] <Blaine2> Yay! [5:20:24 PM] <Kurt> Alright.. Perhaps I"ll consider going if Brody promises to commentate [5:20:47 PM] <Brody> I'm supposed to be playing-- or possibly reffing [5:20:50 PM] <Sebastian> Although I guess you'll have your cheerleader there. You planning on bringing your pompoms, Kurt? Just leave the plaid skirt at home. [5:20:52 PM] <Brody> it's always a trade off [5:21:03 PM] <Blaine2> Bas. [5:21:09 PM] <Brittany> I don't know what we're talking about [5:21:18 PM] <Brody> The fundraiser next month for the FFA? [5:21:24 PM] <Sebastian> Blaine. [5:21:28 PM] <Brody> it's a dodgeball game at the civic center [5:21:37 PM] <Brittany> Ooooh fun! [5:21:38 PM] <Kurt> Wow. Not only rude, but you're indirectly mocking male cheerleaders it sounds like. Classy, Sebastian. Real classy. [5:21:43 PM] <Brody> black lights-- so cool [5:22:01 PM] Kurt wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:22:08 PM] Error: timeout timeout [5:22:23 PM] <Sebastian> I thought we'd established that you were a teenage girl. [5:22:39 PM] <Brody> I can't do this [5:22:51 PM] <Brittany> Aww, Sebastian...be nice [5:23:03 PM] <Blaine2> Bas, knock it off. [5:23:06 PM] Marley has joined the game. [5:23:17 PM] <Marley> (I am kind of here brb) [5:25:06 PM] <Sebastian> What? Shouldn't dish it out if he can't take it back. [5:25:20 PM] <Kurt> It's okay guys, I'm use to dealing with bullies-- sadly they're usually just a lot younger than Smythe, so it's easier to forgive the immaturity. [5:25:28 PM] <Brody> Eh, Blaine-- this is that sexual tension we were talking about earlier [5:25:32 PM] Sebastian wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:25:45 PM] <Brittany> I didn't see what Kurt said...but everyone should be nice [5:25:46 PM] <Sebastian> Aw, you do love me, B. [5:26:04 PM] <Sebastian> Don't be vulgar, Brodes. [5:26:09 PM] <Brody> It's fine Britt-- everyone is being nice [5:26:11 PM] <Brittany> Of course I do, Seb! [5:26:12 PM] <Kurt> I said absolutely nothing worth Sebastian's immature comments, Britt [5:26:12 PM] <Brody> right everyone? [5:26:33 PM] <Brody> Come on Kurt-- guy's sick [5:26:41 PM] <Brody> lay off a bit on the bite [5:26:48 PM] <Blaine2> Brody, that's not an excuse. [5:26:49 PM] <Kurt> Not that sick if he was able to go out drinking again or whatever [5:27:07 PM] <Brody> he came home early [5:27:09 PM] <Blaine2> S, I do love you, but stop being a dick. [5:27:16 PM] <Brittany> ...I don't think you have to be not sick to go drink [5:27:31 PM] <Sebastian> See, Britt gets me. [5:27:31 PM] <Kurt> The being sick excuse isn't a get out of jail free card [5:27:35 PM] <Brody> I'm sure he learned a valuable lesson, guys [5:27:40 PM] Marley was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [5:27:43 PM] <Kurt> Which was? [5:27:48 PM] <Brittany> Sebastian! Are you in jail? [5:27:58 PM] <Brody> He's still at home Britt [5:28:01 PM] <Brody> same thing [5:28:05 PM] <Brody> his furniture's the worst [5:28:06 PM] <Marley> Blah I keep missing [5:28:08 PM] Brody wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:28:20 PM] <Kurt> It's a saying, Britt [5:28:32 PM] <Kurt> He's not in jail, just home >.> [5:29:06 PM] <Sebastian> Brody's right. It /is/ pretty much the same thing. It's boring. [5:29:10 PM] <Finn> Home can feel like jail sometimes [5:29:12 PM] Brittany wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:29:22 PM] <Brittany> Well you can come over here! Or I can come see you! [5:29:55 PM] <Finn> Me? [5:29:58 PM] <Brody> I vote go to him, Britt-- he's //supposed// to be taking it easy [5:30:05 PM] <Brody> according to the Quack [5:30:26 PM] <Sebastian> You're welcome at my place any time, Britt - all you need is a good bottle of wine ;) [5:30:55 PM] <Brody> and here I thought you hated Cali Wine Bas-- has your near-death experience finally made you see the light? [5:31:09 PM] <Brody> Speaking of-- Blaine, are we going riding Sunday? [5:31:13 PM] <Sebastian> No, I'm sure Britt has better taste in wine than you do. [5:31:20 PM] <Sebastian> She's smarter. [5:31:20 PM] Marley was skipped this round for being idle for too long. [5:31:23 PM] <Brody> my wine skills are impeccable [5:31:39 PM] <Blaine2> Yeah, we are, if you're still down [5:31:41 PM] <Brody> You can barely breathe [5:31:57 PM] <Brody> yeah-- I talked to one of the boarders-- they're getting rid of an old saddlebag [5:31:59 PM] <Sebastian> Yet I still haven't lost my taste. [5:32:00 PM] Kurt wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:32:26 PM] <Brody> if you think Bing's up for it, maybe we could bring him around and have him just hang out while we're mucking? [5:32:35 PM] <Brody> or //I'm// mucking, arguably [5:32:38 PM] <Brody> you're supervising [5:32:53 PM] <Blaine2> Yeah, sounds good! [5:33:03 PM] <Brittany> I love wine [5:33:05 PM] <Blaine2> And yeah, I'm good with supervising tomorrow ;) [5:33:08 PM] <Brody> cool [5:33:12 PM] <Sebastian> French wine - right, Britt? [5:33:17 PM] <Brody> Cali wine [5:33:21 PM] <Brody> right Britt? [5:33:26 PM] <Sebastian> Britt, don't listen to him [5:33:36 PM] <Brody> me? I'm not the one with damaged taste buds! [5:33:39 PM] <Sebastian> He's an old man. He has no taste buds. [5:33:50 PM] <Sebastian> Or teeth. [5:33:54 PM] <Blaine2> Aaand I just laughed in spite of myself. [5:33:56 PM] <Brittany> ...I dont know [5:34:08 PM] <Brody> You don't need teeth to drink, asshate [5:34:08 PM] Marley was kicked for being idle for too many rounds. [5:34:08 PM] Marley has left the game. [5:34:18 PM] <Sebastian> I'll enlighten you, Britt, don't worry. [5:34:33 PM] Finn wins the round. The next round will begin in 8 seconds. [5:34:39 PM] <Brody> Okay, if you're going to traumatize her with French wine, she's going to have to be fixed up with the good stuff [5:34:45 PM] <Brody> I owe you a glass, Britt [5:34:54 PM] <Sebastian> Brodes, Britt is my friend and I won't have you poisoning her. [5:34:59 PM] <Brody> I've got a great Sangiovese [5:35:06 PM] <Brittany> You can both give me a wine night [5:35:11 PM] <Brody> he probably doesn't know what a sangiovese //is// [5:35:15 PM] <Brittany> There. Compromise. [5:35:20 PM] <Brody> fair enough

[pastel-moth]

answer all of them because why not :D

oh dude…

1:Name: answered already but Dina2:Age: almost 163:3 Fears: getting old, failure and losing the people I love4:3 things I love: animals, my friends, and money I guess haha5:4 turns on: I’m asexual but in a romantic way probably a good sense of humor, protectiveness, being taller than me, and their zodiac sign being compatible with mine hahah6:4 turns off: racist/sexist/homophobic people, trying to control me way too much, disloyal people, being rude to your partner7:My best friend: she doesn’t have a tumblr8:Sexual orientation: biromantic asexual9:My best first date: idk if that counts as a date so nothing10:How tall am I: 159-160 cm so a little bit shorter than 5ft 311:What do I miss: my cat12:What time were I born: 17:06 (5pm)13:Favourite color: if black doesn’t count then purple and pink14:Do I have a crush: no tbh15:Favourite quote: there’s a lot but I like “if there is a god he will have to beg for my forgiveness” and  “ My bright is too slight to hold back all my dark”16:Favourite place: an old building that’s sadly being destroyed17:Favourite food: pizza, burgers or ice cream18:Do I use sarcasm: way too much19:What am I listening to right now: Sorority Noise - Using20:First thing I notice in new person: answered21:Shoe size: 36/3722:Eye color: grayish blue23:Hair color: dirty/dark blonde naturally but kinda pink now24:Favourite style of clothing: I usually wear black clothes but I have so many different aesthetics25:Ever done a prank call? yes27:Meaning behind my URL: answered28:Favourite movie: children from Zoo station, perks of being a wallflower, spirited away29:Favourite song: there’s a lot but On Melancholy Hill (forever one of my favs), a few by Brand New and Sorority Noise, MONEY and Me by the 1975, and a few Croatian ones30:Favourite band: Gorillaz and Sorority Noise is a new fave31:How I feel right now: idk kinda empty but for no reason32:Someone I love: my close family33:My current relationship status: single34:My relationship with my parents: it’s better with my mom but in general it’s  much better than it was before35:Favourite holiday: christmas i guess36:Tattoos and piercing i have: I have a failed stick n poke if that counts and have my ears pierced but nothing else sadly37:Tattoos and piercing i want: 

piercings: septum, industrial (which i might get pierced soon) and a few other ones on my ears

tattoos: roses on my shoulders, something with my close friends, a GOOD stick n poke and a lot of other ones I’m not sure about yet38:The reason I joined Tumblr: I was bored39:Do I and my last ex hate each other? no we’re friends but idk if that even counted as a relationship40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? sometimes41:Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? no42:When did I last hold hands? idk maybe a few weeks ago43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 15-10 mins44:Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? no45:Where am I right now? at home46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? my best friend probably but I’ve never been so drunk I couldn’t stand since it’s usually me taking care of others47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? depends48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad? my mom49:Am I excited for anything? my friend’s birthday party50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? answered51:How often do I wear a fake smile? from time to time52:When was the last time I hugged someone? yesterday53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? answered54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? I guess not55:What is something I disliked about today? nothing yet56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? answered57:What do I think about most? answered58:What’s my strangest talent? I can curl my tongue in a weird way59:Do I have any strange phobias? not really60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? depends61:What was the last lie I told? idk anymore62:Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? texting63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? answered64:Do I believe in magic? not really65:Do I believe in luck? kinda66:What’s the weather like right now? cloudy 67:What was the last book I’ve read? answered68:Do I like the smell of gasoline? idk sometimes i do sometimes i don’t69:Do I have any nicknames? not many since my name is quite short70:What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? a broken collarbone probably71:Do I spend money or save it? save some, spend some72:Can I touch my nose with a tounge? yes73:Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? yes74:Favourite animal? i love all animals, but otters, dogs, cats, and chinchillas 75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM? i was on my phone76:What do I think is Satan’s last name is? i think he doesn’t have one?77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? On Melancholy Hill (but it also makes me sad)78:How can you win my heart? just be understanding, funny, loyal and caring79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone? i want to be cremated80:What is my favorite word? ambidextrous81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr answered already but i also like @postxangel even tho i just discovered the blog82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? answered83:Do I have any relatives in jail? i don’t know what my dad’s side of the family is up to so idk maybe? haha84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? answered85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? depends who’s asking86:What is my current desktop picture? a drawing of an owl with “god can’t help you now” written on it87:Had sex? no88:Bought condoms? no but I’ve gotten some as a joke89:Gotten pregnant? no lmao90:Failed a class? no91:Kissed a boy? no92:Kissed a girl? only a peck on the lips93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? no94:Had job? i helped out my family with their flower business but i don’t think that counts95:Left the house without my wallet? yes, i usually just take my money96:Bullied someone on the internet? probably, i was stupid97:Had sex in public? no98:Played on a sports team? haha no99:Smoked weed? answered100:Did drugs? answered101:Smoked cigarettes? kinda? but i never smoked a whole cigarette on my own102:Drank alcohol? yes103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan? I was vegetarian for a while but I just love meat104:Been overweight? no105:Been underweight? yes but not extremely106:Been to a wedding? yes107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? yes108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight? probably109:Been outside my home country? yes110:Gotten my heart broken? no111:Been to a professional sports game? i don’t think so112:Broken a bone? yes113:Cut myself? ugh yes, when I was younger114:Been to prom? no115:Been in airplane? yes, a few times116:Fly by helicopter? sadly no117:What concerts have I been to? a lot, but the bands aren’t really popular118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex? yes119:Learned another language? yes120:Wore make up? yes121:Lost my virginity before I was 18? no122:Had oral sex? no123:Dyed my hair? yes but with temporary dye124:Voted in a presidential election? no125:Rode in an ambulance? no126:Had a surgery? no127:Met someone famous? no128:Stalked someone on a social network? yes129:Peed outside? yes130:Been fishing? yes131:Helped with charity? i don’t think so but I would like to132:Been rejected by a crush? i don’t approach my crushes so no133:Broken a mirror? no134:What do I want for birthday? 🍁 , makeup and money135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names? i don’t want kids136:Was I named after anyone? no137:Do I like my handwriting? kinda138:What was my favourite toy as a child? i don’t know anymore, probably a stuffed animal139:Favourite Tv Show? American Horror Story140:Where do I want to live when older? answered141:Play any musical instrument? piano a liiiittle bit142:One of my scars, how did I get it? I was about 4 and I tripped and cut open my forehead143:Favourite pizza toping? cheese and ham144:Am I afraid of the dark? depends145:Am I afraid of heights? sometimes146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? yes147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes148:What I’m really bad at: getting things done on time149:What my greatest achievments are: answered150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: that i’m annoying and worthless151:What I’d do if I won in a lottery: give some of the money to my family members, buy myself something nice, buy something for my friends and buy a flat or house for my mom152:What do I like about myself: I like that I’m pale, my eye color, my collarbones and the fact that I can have naturally long nails153:My closest Tumblr friend: I don’t have one (on this tumblr)154:Something I fantasise about: answered155:Any question you’d like? answered

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april: week one

03: i was so tired when i got up... i was pretty ded but i went to work anyway. i was a zombie the entire morning. all four of us met up for lunch at gene’s flatbread and i got lost on the way there LOL. we ate and then i just sat there for a while...my stomach started hurting more after lunch so i planned to leave after stand up. but the day went on and i stayed at work. i spent about 30 - 45 minutes just talking and chilling with steve and cole in their little room :P i was “john” for that brief moment in time and they told me to work at his desk whenever he isn’t there so it could be like good old times ... like a few weeks ago ahahah. we talked about wrestlemania, cars, the ferry, the view here, and also moving to a new office location. it’ll be around july when that happens so we’ll see. i hope we get to get a taste of working there one day. ;P i felt a bit better after that so i went back to my desk and worked until 5 pm. i caught up with phil at the end of the day and then cole and i headed over to cvs. he got pepsi and chocolate and i was going to get body wash but it was marked up by double the price @_@; so i just got the “black currant” pepsi.

i needed to pee but i didn’t because i thought i everyone was going to be on time LOL. but they weren’t so i peed right when we got back to the apartment. well, nluu had trouble finding bike parking, kevin left later than usual, and i think ryan entered the platform on the other side? ahha. we managed to find each other and squeeze on a train. i had to hold on to ryan’s book bag for a while and the guy next to us kept laughing at me. haha. we started making ratatouille right away and it took us a while to cook that and the salmon. the salmon with the butter lemon caper sauce was bombbbb. the ratatouille needed to be cooked for longer (we tweaked the temp and length because we were hungry). after dinner, i was not having it. i had a headache all day so i just gamed a bit and then ko’d on the bed. i woke up to really loud laughter and stuff and i didn’t want to disturb the guys so i got up, brushed my teeth, showered, and then went back to bed. i watched some videos before sleeping but i was still feeling like crap both in the head and stomach areas... i almost forgot to mention that kevin mandolin’ed some of the skin of his thumb T_T he bled a good amount but he’s alright. i think he’s in a bit of shock though...

04: i got a lot of sleep and it was awesome. i woke up without the headache but my stomach still felt iffy. everyone woke up late today. me and kevin worked from home and we’re really tired and burned out so we took it easy today. i had a good small and healthy breakfast. kevin, ryan, and nluu had homemade egg mcmuffins and some pasta?? LOL norman got pasta from fat cat and it was way too much for him to finish. he had to eat all of it before his flight at 3:45 pm today. i had calls from 12 to 2:30 pm so when nluu had to leave, i said goodbye :( it’s okay -- i’ll see him in june! he also did something to our bathroom before leaving, which was LOLOLOLOL. he was quite embarrassed. anyway, ryan drove nluu to the airport with my car after the guys played a bit of pool. i was pretty productive for the rest of the day. kevin and i worked while they were gone and got a good amount of work done.

i played ‘bravely default’ for the rest of the day basically LOL. i was such a bum. my stomach is not doing so well and my body is reacting to it so i just skipped my work out. OH, my fitbit is coming in on saturday so i’ll for sure be back on track by then! i stopped logging my food and exercise in myfitnesspal so i can transition easier. i don’t need to hold my phone to keep track of my steps anymore! we made shrimp vermicelli for dinner and watched some dave chappelle. then the guys played steam games for the rest of the night. ryan just stayed in and did some apartment hunting. i’m wishing him the best of luck! :) yeah, it was a rainy and chill day from inside the apartment for all of us.

05: lol kevin worked from home again. everyone got so much sleep. i washed all of the dishes from last night x__x and then made myself pb and banana english muffins. it was another chill af day from home. ryan and kevin rq’d the lobster rolls for dinner because we didn’t have brioche buns and we had a lot of leftovers and yeahh.... so we’re planning on making a make-shift dinner. i did some recording and kevin took a break and played a few games of overwatch while i was recording so he basically ruined two of the videos and i spent the rest of the day past 6 pm fixing them. -__- you have no idea how fucking pissed i was. i understand that he has to do his own thing but he wasn’t doing work -- he was playing games and that caused me to have to voiceover basically everything. ugh. kevin basically ignored me for the rest of the day and just spent his time with ryan.

i did a 45 minute workout and my body feels so weak after not working out for 2 days T_T then i took a nice long shower and ate some dinner. ryan bought us cupcakes and sadly, the strawberry cheesecake one was my favorite but eating any more than a few bites would have destroyed my stomach. i watched the latest episode of ‘reign’ and then everyone headed into our room to watch kevin game. well, it turned into me and ryan watching an old episode of ‘the taste’ and i think he likes the structure of the show. i’m so sad it got taken off the air though ;( i brushed my teeth and then went to sleep. i gamed a bit before going to sleep. i’m becoming too obsessed with the different classes and figuring out which ones are the best for each character @_@

06: it was a lot harder to get up than i thought. i’ve been getting a lot of sleep but it was just hard to get up. i got on the train just in time and then got to work -- it was nice seeing everyone again! steve, cole, charles, joe, and i walked over to the south station plaza area to get tenoch mexican. cole keeps going on and on about it, but guess what? the truck wasn’t there today LOL. we walked in the cold rainy weather just to find that out. so we just got food from bon me and walked back. bon me’s thai iced tea tastes interesting... i think it needs to be creamier/sweeter but it was still good. i got the pulled pork miso banh mi and it was soooo yummy -- not too salty. i ate all of it for lunch! :O i was getting full 2/3 of the way down though. it was a super productive day and then i stopped working at around 4:45 pm and then talked with steve and cole. i walked with cole to south station and then i waited for kevin. we got on and talked a bit. then we got back, i told ryan that we didn’t get tenoch LOL and then the guys played some ‘hollow knight’ while i played some bravely default. 

then they stopped, snacked, and went climbing and i continued playing until i needed to bake the chicken and exercise. i managed to do additional back and arm exercises after my dance cardio, take out the chicken, put away my gym stuff, put chicken nuggets in the oven, shower in 12 minutes, cool off the nuggets, and then wash dishes before ryan and kevin got back. woot! ryan showered, kevin started cooking chinese broccoli in a cool way and then we ate dinner. then they we all game some more until 1 or 2 am. gg ryan because he had to get up at 4 am. we left him alone, gamed a bit more in bed and went to sleep.

07: yeah, this week was real tiring for both of us. i worked from home and i didn’t feel quite motivated today, but i did work :) in bravely default, i restarted twice to beat qada because he annoyed the heck out of me. i wanted to kill him in the best way possible >:D anyway, it was beautiful outside too. it was one of those warm days where you just want to laze around outside. i did manage to record 2 videos and then got caught up in a really long stand up. kevin got back home and we actually drove to target so i could get some body wash. it was a nice day but it got colder and darker. oh well. we stopped by brookstone to try out their massage chairs -- i think kevin really wants one in the future. the one i tried didn’t fit my body correctly so the massage experience was weird. i found the new duo loofah body wash thing and decided to give it a try along with the raw sugar brand vivian suggested. 

we checked out and then headed back to brookstone to get a bit more massage in (for kevin) and then we stopped by auntie anne’s for pretzel nuggets. mmm i forgot how good their og pretzels were. kevin got the honey mustard dip and i fed him all the way back home. when we got back, we just gamed and chilled. i talked with kevin about work and it was nice just to do that while he listened. i watched him play hollow knight and played some bravely default. we ate leftovers for dinner and watched the newest episode of ‘supernatural.’ it felt weird without norman and ryan here. it was weird going back to our routine. it was nice though. we did manage to go to sleep at around 1 or 2 am after gaming a lot. what a nice day.

08: we got out of bed with just enough time to make breakfast, for me to curl my hair, to change, and get to rock spot climbing 5 minutes before the rec divisions’ prep. i met kevin’s co-worker, matt and his girlfriend, megan (sp?). i was tasked with recording and taking photos of kevin. it was hard at first but then i just took off my shoes and started following him while trying not to get in anybody’s way. i didn’t think there would be so many people there and so many people competing. @_@; the way the competition worked is that participants shopped for problems they wanted to do and each problem was assigned an amount of points depending on how hard it was. participants could try as many times as they want but attempts would be recorded and then when they completed a problem, they got the initials of the person manning that problem. so it was a lot of waiting in line and seeing people try again.

kevin did a good job! he got a problem that was craaazzy. it’s a good thing i had my state backpack because i stuck my shoes in there, i had two water bottles for kevin, and i brought kevin’s free stuff in there too. it was so handy! we met up with matt and megan before the competition ended, watched them do some problems and then we all headed to moonshine 152 to get lunch. kevin suggested it and i’m glad he did. i got he crabby eggs benedict with a mixed sweet iced tea and kevin got the french toast sticks and poutine. the eggs benedict was DELICIOUS. the poutine’s tater tots were the crispiest and most delicious things ever. the french toast sticks were aiight -- a bit too sweet. kevin and i had some of matt’s bloody mary and it was pretty good! matt said it was one of the best ones he had so it was a good time to try. it was savory and tasted like a meal... like blended hot cheeto puffs haha. we talked about restaurants, food, etc. it was fun.

we walked back to check the results and both of them were pretty high up there but didn’t make it. kevin didn’t really want to make it tbh because he was tired. we parted ways with matt and megan and then kevin drove us back. i picked up my fitbit! it’s so beautiful! i set it up and played around with it for a bit. then we spent the rest of the day gaming. he played hollow knight and i played bravely default. we ate chicken nuggets and then ate fried rice for dinner. we finished watching season 3 of ‘how to get away with murder’ @_@ omggg, too many plot twists. i don’t know if i want to keep watching this show. we basically stayed up until 3 or 4 am...haha...

09: we got out of bed at 12 pm but we both woke up at around 10:30 or 11 am. i watched youtube videos in bed while kevin played pokemon. then kevin made us egg mcmuffins and i microwaved the leftover fried rice. we ate brunch and then we headed out to our massage at the thai wellness center! it took them a bit to get to us but the massage was great. it was as great as last time and i can say that this is now my favorite place <3 she got into my back, shoulders, and neck, AND my feet. the circulation in my feet has gotten worse and it is a bit concerning so the massage helped but i’m planning on seeing a doctor about this. anyway, kevin had a great time too and after our massage, we booked our next one ;D we also added on the steam room! i’m so excited for next month already ahah.

we drove back to the apartment, kevin gamed, and i found out that someone stole my credit card information and bought airplane tickets for united. so i spent 30 minutes or so trying to get a hold of chase customer service for my credit card. no where on their website or any forum, does it say how to get a hold of one. if you call the number on the back or the numbers on the website, you just get automated messages. kevin figured out that you had to press 0 for the operator -__-” wtf. i asked the customer service rep and he said to press 0 twice to get connected. wtf. anyway, i reported fraud and then kevin and planned our meals and went grocery shopping.

we went to kam man, roche bros, and bj’s. we were so tired and hungry after. lol, kevin thought i was going to pass out or something and he called me super weird. kevin took someone else’s cart in bj’s and when he returned it, the guy stared and him and made an angry hand motion -- we were both not on our grocery shopping game LOL. we got everything and then got back, i started cleaning the apartment, kevin washed the dishes and put away the groceries, and i then i had some downtime and did some “me time” things like journaling and catching up on my tumblr haha. i called my mom and she got sick from the weather change :( then i did some exercise to see how well the alta catches aerobics’ data. it does pretty well! we ate cashew chicken and it was delicious (minus the cashews because i hate cashews T_T) and chinese broccoli for dinner. then i folded the laundry and tried exercising a bit more but it was so tired from the massage and cleaning so i showered, brushed my teeth, and ko’d at around 1 am. zzz. kevin stayed up for a bit playing games.