#also trying to write some longer stuff while i'm inactive here :3

[choccorin]

hi hi hii everyonee !!!! i miss u all so much :( school is being me up rn so i can't be as active anymore (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

[chirpychipslive]

i desire a masterlist of rick wright lore. i absolutely love that man but i don't know half the silly, goofy things he got up to and i need a long-ass post explaining all you know about that little weirdo.

HI HELLO okay so as much as i see and understand a desire for a "rick wright lore masterlist", i don't think i would be able to do proper service by just listing all of the stuff i know off my head, plus i don't want people to see it and just take everything i say at face value and not look into things further if that makes any sense

so instead i will put a rick wright source masterlist under the readmore so people can go watch/read things for themselves in as much detail as they feel comfortable doing so, + i think a lot of people aren't aware of half of the sources i take from

Books

As far as books go your best starting points are Mark Blake's Comfortably Numb and Nick Mason's Inside Out, both of which are much more generalised sources for any Pink Floyd related material - I do have PDFs of both of these (i have physical bought copies too dw), so if you can't read/listen to either of them for any reason DM me and I'll send those PDFs to you :] They're both available widely on Amazon and other bookstores and Inside Out is also available as an audiobook!!

Guy Pratt's My Bass And Other Animals is 75% his own biography and 25% pink floyd related, so while it does have some Rick-related stuff in there, don't go into it expecting any in-detail explanations. Unfortunately I don't have a PDF of this book, but it is widely available and relatively inexpensive to buy (and I totally reccomend it!)

Franka Wright has supposedly been writing a tell-all on her marriage and experiences with him, but there haven't been many updates on it in a while. I've been relatively quiet on everything she's said about him in public as I don't think I have enough information on what happened to properly comment, but if that book does drop expect me to be the first in line to take a look

Websites/Online

Please god if you have even any passing interest use rickwright.com. It's a resource largely made by his estate and has a lot of information on there, it's a really sweet and interesting labour of love and I cannot reccomend it enough

pinkfloydz.com is an older website but has a gigantic catalogue of interviews, which include a large amount of transcribed interviews with Rick from 1996. It's just such a good resource in general and I highly reccomend checking it out, as even if you're not a Rick fan you still have a lot of interviews with the others in there

Here me out here; @mamazano (who has been inactive since 2021) has SO much on there that I don't feel bad putting them down as a source. Almost everything they post about is properly cited so you can find exactly where they came from, and they catalogue a lot of stuff that is locked behind more expensive/less available books. Their attention to detail for citing and sourcing quotes has been so admirable to me even if they're no longer on Tumblr anymore!

Watchlist

Here's links to watch Live At Pompeii, P.U.L.S.E, Delicate Sound of Thunder and Live 8 if you haven't done so already. also Chit Chat With Oysters has him for like 3 minutes

Remember That Night (an On An Island concert film)

Breaking Bread, Drinking Wine (On An Island tour documentary)

Rick talks about Syd for the 2001 Syd Barrett documentary by John Edginton

Broken China interview

Interview with Guy Pratt about PATGOD

There's definitely a lot more but this is the stuff I already had on my Youtube playlist of interviews - here's some that were on there but I haven't watched/listened to in a while so I can't 100% verify them rn (x) (x) (x)

Maybe one day I will try and chronologue all of the shit I know into something comprehensible but that definitely wouldn't just be a Tumblr post or smth lol

In the meantime I do thrive infodumping-wise off specific questions so if there's something more concrete you want me to (attempt to) explain I'm happy to do so! Thank you sm for the ask (I wouldn't have done this otherwise) and please feel free to contact me if you would like anything specific answered :]

[mothwings-rosethorns]

Hi how's it going? it's been... *checks watch*.....a minute :''> wanted to just do a lil update for this blog as I realized I kinda just never said anything here lmao if you follow my other rp blog @redstainedglasses you'll likely have seen my posts regarding my inactivity for a multitude of reasons. Summed up I basically just had very little time for it the past few years and couldn't make it a true priority to run the blogs as I desired I am currently attempting to be at least a lil active with Vertebrae's blog again if you've been following her you may have noticed I've been posting a lot of stuff for her recently and while it has been super rewarding to write so much for her blog lately cause I get to finally start sharing the story I've been brewing for her I won't lie I'm also incredibly exhausted from tackling it and other tasks I have to do in my daily life like work, caring for my father, social life, etc I wanted to see if I could find a balance between keeping the blog active while still doing what needs doing and while I feel I'm still not quite there yet I'm hoping if I keep picking at Vertebrae's blog I can hopefully strike a balance?? I'm not holding my breath tho lol but gosh darn it I wanna try! I have silly lil stories I wanna throw out for folks to read and engage with and I mean I guess if it takes me another 3 years on and off I hope that's alright As for Vermin's blog this blog will remain on hiatus for a while longer I do have things I want to tackle with her and co but I wanna keep that private for the time being. Hopefully if I can sort myself out with Vertebrae's blog a bit better I can see about alternating between the two but for now I've made up my mind that Vermin's just gonna be a private story between me and some select friends. (and possibly twitch chat if I ramble about it on stream or something lmao) I will still be using this blog as a proxy for Vertebrae's blog tho! I could use my main blog but it feels just a bit weird to follow rp blogs and like rp posts with that blog in all honesty xD so if you see this blog liking your stuff or following you just pretend you see Vertebrae's blog instead lol ANYWAY long winded 1am rambling aside

thank you to those who've stuck around despite my constant dipping in and out I hope Vertebrae's blog suffices until I bring back the Mommy Moth and her slutty rose mantis coworker I will be turning off this blog's ask box while on hiatus but you can always find on me on my main blog rodent-blood or Vertebrae's blog redstainedglasses and you can IM me there or if we're mutuals I'd be happy to add ya on discord for easier chatting thanks for readin' and hope you all have a lovely evening

[dazedhypen]

kinda important announcement?

hello everyone!!! i've been inactive lately though i doubt anyone noticed bc i only have a few mutuals here, i also doubt that anyone will see this as soon as i post it?

the past few weeks i've been busy with studying and all but when i had the time to take a break, i spent that time thinking of stuffs that is pretty much connected to me being on tumblr =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪ ‧̣̥̇)

i've been on tumblr for like less than a year and during that time, i sometimes feel uneasy in some way?? that feeling is not bc i'm guilty or sumn ofc but bc i feel like who i am/how i behave on this app is kinda different than how i am irl ++ i know that this doesn't seem to be a big deal but recently it feels like i'm forcing myself to behave in a certain way too much and it leads me to think that i'm tricking people with a whole different personality

it honestly bothers me so much like how i exaggerate everything ranging from my personality to the way i type(?),, i feel like i'm rlly overdoing it with my constant use of kaomojis and many other things ☹️ while what i've mentioned above is true, ofc the way i've behaved on this app isn't always forced nor is it always different than me irl but it's more like i'm trying too hard to be someone who i'm not???

another thing that has been bothering me lately is that i've been having writer's block and since i rlly rlly love to write, it bothers me that i can't bc i'm constantly focused on my studies 24/7 and even when i have the time do write i'd always be distracted by other things

as much as i love writing, the past few months the writer's block are really getting to me and all i wanna do is write but as i mentioned, i'm unable to do so (ಥ﹏ಥ) usually its bc idk how to start the fic or most of the time bc i worry that it won't turn out well

i try to motivate myself to finish everything by posting that i'll be uploading a new fic but in the end it doesn't work out ++ even if i have the fic prepared but i'll always go back to reading it and be bothered by the quality of it,, i'm currently trying to improve my vocabulary, grammars and writing skills so i could post again but i rlly don't think it's working and i hate going through my blog then seeing so many of me rambling here and there, it looks so cluttered and messy ://

as a result of this i became a little bit stressed especially with my studies also happening rn,, i feel like i decided this a little too rashly?? but then i've thinking abt this long enough to not be considered as acting too rashly

i'm announcing that i'm no longer gonna be active on this blog, based on how i'm feeling i wanna sort of start over again on my new blog @hypesahi (can't tag it yet lol but do comment if u still wanna be moots on my other blog <3) also i won't be deactivating(?) this blog bc i rlly like my username and i rlly don't wanna lose so many things from here :((

i think that's all i have to say?? have a nice day/night whoever sees this <33 i won't be tagging anyone bc i'm not sure who to tag,, soooo 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😭

[lyraeon]

what kind of streaming stuff do you do? i followed you back in the day for your fanfiction and i genuinely have no clue what you do now lol

Haha, yeah I kind of vanished off here for about 5 years cuz of real life stuff (jobs! gallbladders! cars! divorces! moving!) and in the mean time became a full time content creator and transcriptionist. Somehow.

I'm still technically mainly Minecraft but I'm definitely feeling that fandom negativity burnout over there so I've been doing a lot of other stuff too. So I do worldbuilding heavy stuff like Horizon: Forbidden West and literal world building stuff like Astroneer and Cities: Skylines mostly, but also puzzle-y stuff like Escape Simulator. I've been doing a playthrough of Inscryption this month. I used to do a lot more shooter-y type stuff but I got sick of Destiny and I can't personally play Overwatch with good conscience anymore :( so I'm in between games there.

So kind of... mixed bag of stuff that is on the "we're here to vibe and chat" end of things as opposed to the "showing off how good I am at games" end of things XD I'm there for the adventure, and maybe some meme strats, not for the biggest win or the fanciest build.

Which, within Minecraft itself, I'm kind of builder-adventurer in my own mind? I love to build unnecessarily accurate recreations of real things - right now I'm making a functioning Subway restaurant - and build on the diagonal far too often.

(Mind you, I'm in the middle of changing my medication so I've been hilariously inactive the last couple months, but that should be ramping back up soon. I've been doing YouTube for the last few years too, but that's on a temporary hiatus for the same reasons.)

In a lot of ways I'm an extremely different person in an extremely different place than I was a few years ago - but it's also because I was still super nebulous about who I was and what I wanted in life. So people who followed me specifically because I wrote fanfiction and were always "meh" at the social/political/mental health posts probably will want to bail, and definitely wouldn't be interested in anything I stream. Whereas people who liked my blog for the rest of it, or who followed out of generally enjoying my writing as writing and wanting to see the thoughts and opinions of the person behind it, will probably enjoy sticking around and also might enjoy my gaming content.

My fanfic days are past me. Not in a "it's something for the youths" or an "I'm embarrassed by them" way, but because I'm now someone who has a fandom and receives fanart and has had fanfic written about their character, which I feel like makes participating very deeply in any fandom a little awkward now. It's just very, "it's not my place", y'know? Plus it's just not something I have the spoons or energy to put into - my creativity has been honed in other directions, and while writing is still one of them, I'm primarily writing worldbuilding and speculative evolution type things right now. My typing speed instead goes into captioning YouTube videos and transcribing old scanned documents on a freelance basis (I don't like being a starving artist lol). And the rest of my creativity is off in all the video editing and Minecraft builds, lol.

(In retrospect, maybe I should just have started a new blog... but I really liked my Dashboard and figured I'd rather pare down the things that no longer suited me from that than try to rebuild from scratch XD)

Thanks for having been around so long, and no worries if this place isn't for you anymore. Times, tastes, and people all change! Take care of yourself <3

[prettyterribleimagines]

Hey everyone! Been a long while, huh?

Well, thanks to getting back on tumblr after I more or less got my heads pace back together, I believe I am ready to start writing again.

For those who only want to know where they can get kinky and judgement free HCs, Imagines and short fics again, I will put it shortly.

This blog will become 100% (inactive beside some reblogs of new stuff) since I will change to a new blog (yet to be created). I will try to post with more quality, but I will also stop doing any request I receive, since I want to be proud of the things I make for you guys. Every post here right now will stay here. But that's about it. I will use some of the requests that are here in my inbox when I start the new blog, but im also accepting new requests as long as you nickname yourself, so I can recognize you more easily when writing for you.

I will probably leave this blog, numbers are not that important to me anymore, I just want to continue meeting kinky people like me to chat with ^^ so I will create a new main blog, one where I can interact more with others with likes, reblogs and comments. Another reason for the blog change is the fact that I'm no longer proud of most things here, specially the old stuff, but instead of deleting it all I will just try to start again. So, when the new blog drops, please send me requests that I have already done before so I can try to make it longer and fix the old typos.

That is not to say "I'm better at english", I just want to put more care and love into my answers, in my opinion, I feel quite ashamed of making a post with 2 or 3 lines of Headcanons. That is all to say, requests won't be a daily thing like when the blog started, but you won't have to wait 2 months for a small post either. I will still make lots of mistakes since I'm not a native English speaker, but this time around I will try to go over my writings every often to make sure I didn't write anything that won't be... nice on the eyes at least.

I'm rambling a lot, but we are almost done so just a little more and we are done. Considering the fact I will invest more time and energy in every request, I will now be more selective about what requests I do. That's not to say I won't do "X kink" or "Y scenario", I will still keep things really ample. But from now on I will only write if I read the ask and it makes me want to write, because quite honestly, most requests I got were 3 to 4 words and that was quite... disheartening.

So, that's about it, I tried writing everything in one go as to not get emotional, so sorry for any mistakes. I know it's weird to make a post about wanting to take time with things and put more effort in, but yeah, writing this was hard as is.

As always, I will be super happy if you guys come with me to this new blog, even if you never came out of anon I will let you know I will probably recognize you. At one point you start realizing which anon likes what and how they write lol.

If you want to talk, message me here.

I will be saving some requests from here since I don't know when I will start getting requests again. So, feel free to send in a request! But please, it isn't a rule here on this blog, but give yourself a nickname so I know who is who. And yeah, that will be a rule on the next blog, anons will have to give themselves a nickname when requesting since I want to know who I am writing for. Doesn't need to give away who you are, just to put a face behind those sunglasses.

That's about it, Lime out!

[catspluscrows]

Hi! I really like your writing and was wondering if you'd be willing to write Tanaka or Yamaguchi, Aone, and Kyotani with a dysphoric trans reader (he/him please)? I hope I'm not bothering you too much with this request but if you do write it, could you please tag me?

I did all four of them! (I repeatedly mentioned them supporting you because I think they’re accepting good people and you should only have those sorta people in your life!) 

And thank you for liking my writing!! <3 

Some of them are more general trans! reader who’s dysphoric headcanons with a couple lines referring to a female to male reader. I hope that’s okay! Sorry it took so long to write, Tumblr didn’t notify me of the ask and I’ve been inactive because of personal reasons. I tagged you too, like requested :) @simplesadsoup​

TW: Dysphoria, Trans reader (implied female to male)

𝐑. 𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐊𝐀

If you thought you knew what support is think again.

He cares so much about you that even if he's confused about how you're feeling he'll listen and then research it.

You don't like the hormone shots you're on? Tanaka will schedule an appointment so you can move forward properly. Anything for you.

Tanaka makes it his goal to make you the happiest you that you can be. He'll be there every step of the way.

A pretty good listener. He'll sit next to you while you cry, telling you he'll be here for you always and that you're beautiful inside and out. He will sometimes talk but he’ll shut up when he realizes it. 

If he can't be there in person he'd call. Sometimes just hearing his voice is reassuring when things are feeling too heavy.

Never pressures you into doing anything. Even if you have plans he'll cancel them. If you tell him that you can't go out to dinner because none of your clothes feel right or you don't want to make an appearance he'll stay with you.

When you're feeling especially insecure about your body Tanaka will hold you. Everything would be silent (maybe some sappy song in the background), nothing to process except Tanaka's sweet words and warm embrace.

Tanaka never wants you to feel alone.

He wants you to know he's always there for you, even when you can't be there for yourself.                            

𝐓. 𝐘𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐈

Yamaguchi feels helpless at first. He's worried he won't be able to comfort you when everything becomes too heavy. He's anxious you'll spiral deeper because he can't help you.

What he doesn't know is that he's a big help when you feel awful.

Considerate and observant, Yamaguchi brings you all your favorite things. Movies, books, foods. He gets all the things he knows you like to try and make you feel better.

Of course he realizes material possessions won't fix how you're feeling. Yamaguchi will stay with you as long as you need him to. Even if he's just holding your hand or helping you cut your hair. He's there at a moment's notice.

It makes him a bit angry and confused when you say what you're feeling dysphoric about. You don't like how high your voice is? He adores your laugh though? He knows why you don't like these things and respects it. But he'll never not see you as perfect, no matter your gender.

He tells you that every chance he gets too. If you thought Tanaka was a simp, well, get ready for Yamaguchi.

Stuff like: "That top looks really good on you!", "I love your smile and laugh. I'll tell another joke so I can see it!" are said a lot more

Reassures he's always there.

3 am and you've been having a long struggle with taking a shower? He'll rush over to help if that's what you'd like. Five minutes before a date and you can't bring it in yourself to go? He'll happily cancel.

Yamaguchi would rather hold you while watching movies anyway.

𝐓. 𝐀𝐎𝐍𝐄

It's true he's not the most expressive person but he'll show you he's there for you.

The best listener. Forget about how great Tanaka and Yamaguchi are at listening. Aone is a million times better.

He's not as great at cheering you up though. He tries his hardest though and that's enough!

His support is shown through his actions. In the way he'll stay up late with you or sleep in late in your bed. How he'll buy you your pads because you don't want to look at them longer than you have to.

Aone is super considerate of you. He won't make plans unless he knows you want to go. He's also ready to cancel on outing to stay instead withing a snap of your fingers.

Probably the best one to have at doctor visits.

He listens so carefully to what your doctor says. Prior to the visit he was listening intently to what you were saying about your treatment in case you forgot to mention anything.

Of course if you purposely avoided saying something he wouldn't tell the doctor.

Has a very gentle and calm approach. Part of it is that he's not great at expressing his feelings. The other part being that he doesn't want to be too blunt and hurt you further.

Knows that sometimes the best way to be there for someone is to just reassure them.

𝐊. 𝐊𝐘𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈

He cares about you a lot. And I mean a lot.

Pays close attention at any doctor visits he tags along with. He also keeps a close eye on you at home.

Unprepared but also very prepared.

He's ready to comfort you when you're feeling awful. He's also scared he'll be too rough and hurt your feelings too. When I say he's prepared I mean he knows what to do in his head, it's just acting it out can be hard. He takes the same determination on the court to your appointments.

Usually Kyotani is able to make you feel better. Without words and with only actions usually. Like he’ll bring you into a hug when you’re rambling about how he wouldn’t ever want to touch you and feel you melt into his body. 

Definitely the "aggressively caring" type. He also holds you accountable of dates and when to take your medication. 

But Kyotani is also really soft and will try his best to be patient with you. Especially since he's learning about this everyday with you. He'll research about it on his own but will also talk to you since he doesn't want to push any boundaries.

Will bring his dog over if you like dogs.

It'll make him so happy to see you smiling because his dog is licking your nose when you've been fighting tears for days. If he can't make you feel better he will kinda rely on his dog.

Sometimes it'll be hard for Kyotani to be patient but he'll always try to help you get through this. He'll make sure you know you aren't alone through the highs and lows. 

[ruvelli]

You know you're so hyperactive I'm surprised Sora isn't your main muse

//When I first began on Tumblr in the year 20XX (almost 7-8-ish years ago?) I was 100% a Sora muse. I had been role playing as him for a few years at that point and writing fanfictions with him as my main star.

That started almost right after the first game came out so... yeah. And Kingdom Hearts were my first fanfictions ever. I was very comfortable in my Sora “skin”.

In fact, the Sora muse I have now as a sub-blog is based on that original Tumblr muse which also included stupid Diary entries about a gross room mate (Riku), a hyperactive Yuffie who would sneak into their place and cause havoc all the time, and Sora’s own attempts at recording/sharing home care tips. Except I used to tag them and annoy the shit out of people. >3 Now I’m a lot more considerate, even if it means I won’t get followers there as quickly as I could with tags.

I guess I’m not as concerned about it? Than again if you compare who I was now to who I was two years ago I’m pretty different so a much bigger difference from 6+ years ago wouldn’t be surprising.

The Sora muse I used to play that I CAN’T GET INTO MY FREAKING ACCOUNT TO PLAY WITH ANYMORE that apparently people still remember today, though was:

Halloween-Sora. The guy who posted maggots and had an unhinged jaw. Hmhmhmhmhm...

He was disgusting and pretentious and I fucking loved him. I might bring him back on another blog.

...

I’m off track.

So, drama happened. Lots of it. My partner of the time did some things they shouldn’t have (including take pictures of me without permission while on videochat and shared them) and even when I moved on more crap kept happening so I knew it was time to move on, if only from that blog...

So, here’s why I prefer Riku and why I ever played him in the first place (kind of depressing so don’t read if you can’t deal with sad stuff):

Riku was my... rescue muse. 

When I was feeling beaten up, down, and like I was just done with everything I suddenly found this group for the KH/FF community that looked like tons of fun (a magic school with real class schedule set-ups and graduation requirements... I mean, you could bullshit through everything and pass, but still. It was oddly fantastic to see despite hating school!) but it already had a Sora... and a Squall. And everybody I ever played before. No repeat muses allowed...

The only character from KH they didn’t have was... Riku. The one guy who is usually the most popular and usually the first taken was available. They had literally just kicked their Riku for inactivity. Just that day. Not long before I asked to reserve him.

Like fate.

I had never played Riku, but... I said fuck it. I immediately dove for him. I wanted in and I was determined it would be a great change. 

And... it was. 

Riku, I admit, I was back and forth on as my favorite of all time character (even after I came to love shipping him with Sora) until I sort of... found myself again by accident. It was like someone taking my hand and saying “Keep Walking”.

You see, Tumblr was also my only escape. I had lost or was forced to let go of my role player partners outside of it and role play was my one happy place so... Tumblr became it.

I have Autism and was reliant on others to live at the time because I was in a bad, BAD state and no one was trying to help me get help. They didn’t want me to get help, either, because they figured I was just being--

No. That’s another can of worms for later. It wasn’t great to be where I was and I’ll leave it at that.

I no longer enjoyed being Sora. He was attached to too many people I had to leave behind or who had treated me less than stellar. I didn’t even realize that was part of the problem until I made that jump, which I wouldn’t have done if not for that group.

Being Riku sort of... reinvigorated me. And I know all this sounds strange, but there ya have it. I even started standing up for myself in real life because the muse inside me demanded it (Is that crazy?).

Things in the group ended poorly (for everyone, as a lot of groups do... The owner left and she was also the only decent mediator), but damn it was AWESOME for nearly a year and those people I’d happily play with again if I ever found them--

Also his theme song was “Bringing Sexy Back”. I’d trick the others into listening to it over and over by sending them remixes. Bwahahaha! (TAKE THAT RIKKU)

I also need to correct a detail: I told some people that Riku was a teacher. No, he was a student. My teacher character was Gippal. I always forget I ever role played that dude and somehow mixed it up as Riku being the teacher guy... LOL?