#also yeah todsy was absolutely horrid ans terrible wnd i dony deserve to be alive idk
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the only time today i manage to let out a genuine smile is while watching return frank doing a silly little dance while onstage during vampire money <333 dilfs are the only things protecting this country
#THAT ALMOSY TYPED OUT CUNTY#also yeah todsy was absolutely horrid ans terrible wnd i dony deserve to be alive idk#i was very upset. And it showed near loved ones ans i wish i wasnt alive i dont deserve literally anything im so terrible<333#and i ended up napping early bc i was rllytired frommy walk#and on that walk i just really thought about how my ....Undiagnosed Ocd is literally ruining my life#bc atfirst i considered it anxiety and rumination and etc etc but now that im doingba bit of research it is almost perfectly#in the box of obsessive compulsive disorder#this has basically ruined my life since i was roughly 16 and ages 16 - 20 are a massive blur <33 no real goddamn memories#my life is terrible i just want to go back to when i was in middle school when i was just depressed but also happy at times#if i struggle make it so that i can at least feel like im here lol#but yea i got some clarity abt it all and i think its making sense#i just want to live again#i dont feel real and i wanna go offline too bc its showing on here too#me being like more grumpy and posting way less about frank#i feel like i lost my passion for mcr/frank a bit and rn its just me being depressedand letting my thoughts control me like they have#since i was in the 11th grade#whatever. i just hope tomorrow reflects the clarity i have and i dont end up so insanely sad#hhhhh<333 i hate mysekf so much i. an undeserving of so much especially my parents#i dont deserve a roof over my headim just some disabled idiot who is stuck in constant rumination <3333 idiot idiot die
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