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12!

12. …waking up from a very bad nightmare

When Blasi’s eyes shot open, he would have screamed if not for the fact he had forgotten how to breathe. He sat up in bed, hand at his throat as he choked and coughed, trying desperately to catch a breath in the midst of his panic. Tears stung at the corners of his eyes and by the time he was finally able to take in a breath, his vision was blurry and parts of his face and body had started to tingle. Blasi fought hard against hyperventilating as he took in several fast, deep breath. His chest hurt, and his head was starting to feel light. 

He coughed a bit and ever so slowly his labored breathing died down He was able to just take a moment to pause, waiting for the blood in his body to rush back to the parts of him that were numb and tingling. His fists clenched tightly at his chest, feeling his heart pounding in his rib cage. 

It was the same nightmare again, or rather it was the memory of that night, just played in a different filter. Even though he was awake now, he could still feel the hands on his body, pinning him, hurting him. The urge to fight back and struggle was still flowing in his veins even though there was no one here that could hurt him. It all made his stomach churn in disgust, in pain, and he wanted to cry. Why couldn’t he just forget? Why did his mind constantly remind him of that terrifying night?

Blasi brushed the sweat from his forehead and gave a shaky sigh, he was grateful that he hadn’t screamed when he woke up. What would the others on the team think if they came in after hearing such a thing, and saw him in this state? 

He couldn’t let them know the truth, he couldn’t let them see him like this. They would probably ask questions -- questions that he didn’t want to answer. 

Blasi stared blankly against the wall. He had managed to calm himself physically, but his mind was still racing. He knew he would not be able to get anymore sleep, and quite frankly, he was too afraid to go back to sleep. Even if he could, he didn’t want to. He was too afraid of the nightmares coming back again. 

With another sigh, he got out of his bed and quietly slipped out of his room. He made his way downstairs and outside, where he could get some fresh air and not feel so confined. He stared up at the vivid night sky, leaning against a pillar. 

He took in a deep breath, and allowed his mind to drift off. 

[tigertoramaru]

BOLD THE ONES: Toramaru

Tagged by: @amusefilledpark

1. HAD SEX 2. BOUGHT CONDOMS 3. GOTTEN PREGNANT 4. FAILED A CLASS 5. KISSED A BOY 6. KISSED A GIRL   7. USED A LITTLE PAPER BAG FOR LUNCH 8. HAD A JOB 9. MISSED THE SCHOOL BUS TRAIN 11. LEFT THE HOUSE WITHOUT THEIR WALLET/PURSE 12. BULLIED SOMEONE ON THE INTERNET 13. SEXTED 14. HAD SEX IN PUBLIC 15. PLAYED ON A SPORTS TEAM (Raimon, Inazuma Japan, Inazuma Legend Japan) 16. SMOKED WEED 17. SMOKED CIGARETTES 18. SMOKED A CIGAR 19. DRANK ALCOHOL 20. WATCHED “THE BREAKFAST CLUB” 21. BEEN OVERWEIGHT 22. BEEN UNDERWEIGHT 23. HAD AN EATING DISORDER 24. BEEN TO A WEDDING 25. MADE FUN OF SOMEONE FOR BEING FAT 26. BEEN ON THE COMPUTER FOR 5 HOURS STRAIGHT 27. WATCHED TV FOR 5 HOURS STRAIGHT 28. BEEN LATE FOR WORK 29. BEEN LATE FOR SCHOOL 30. KISSED SOMEONE IN THE RAIN 31. SHOWERED WITH SOMEONE ELSE 32. FAILED THEIR DRIVERS TEST 33. RAN A MILE IN LESS THAN 10 MINUTES 34. BEEN OUTSIDE THEIR HOME COUNTRY (FF International) 35. BEEN ON A ROAD TRIP LONGER THAN 5 HOURS 36. GOTTEN THEIR HEART BROKEN (Oh Leonardo) 37. HAD A CREDIT CARD 38. BEEN TO A PROFESSIONAL SPORTS GAME (As a participant) 39. BROKEN A BONE 40. BEEN UNHAPPY ABOUT THEIR WEIGHT 41. WON A TROPHY (FF:I) 42. CUT THEMSELVES (Kitchen accident) 43. HAD AN STD   44. GOT ENGAGED 45. BEEN ON A DIET 46. TRIED OUT TO BE ON A TV SHOW 47. RODE IN A TAXI 48. BEEN TO PROM 49. PLAYED IN A DRINKING GAME 50. STAYED UP FOR 24 HOURS OR MORE 51. BEEN TO A CONCERT 52. HAD A THREESOME 53. HAD A CRUSH ON SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX 54. BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT 55. HAD BRACES 56. LEARNED ANOTHER LANGUAGE (English) 57. KILLED A BUG 58. BEEN AT A YARD SALE 59. BEEN TO A JAPANESE STEAKHOUSE 60. WORE MAKE UP 61. TALKED TO SOMEONE VIA WEBCAM 62. LOST THEIR VIRGINITY BEFORE THEY WERE 16 63. HAD THEIR WISDOM TEETH TAKEN OUT 64. KISSED SOMEONE OF A DIFFERENT RACE THAN THEMSELVES 65. SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE 66. BOUGHT PORN 67. HAD A VIRUS ON THEIR COMPUTER 68. HAD ORAL SEX 69. DYED THEIR HAIR 70. CHEATED ON A PARTNER 71. GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE 72. WORE SOMEONE ELSE’S CLOTHES 73. VOTED IN AN ELECTION 74. RODE IN AN AMBULANCE 75. RODE IN A HELICOPTER 76. CAUGHT THE STOVE ON FIRE 77. GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT 78. BEEN ON VACATION 79. BEEN IN AN AIRPLANE 80. BEEN ON A BOAT 81. HAD A SURGERY 82. BEAT A VIDEO GAME 83. FOUND SOMETHING VALUABLE ON THE GROUND 84. MADE A SURVEY 85. STALKED SOMEONE ON FACEBOOK/MYSPACE 86. PRANK CALLED SOMEONE 87. BEEN TO A LIBRARY 88. SPENT OVER $100 SHOPPING IN ONE DAY 89. CUT THEIR HAIR AND HATED IT 90. PEED OUTSIDE 91. WENT FISHING 92. HELPED WITH CHARITY 93. TAKEN A PREGNANCY TEST 95. BEEN REJECTED BY A CRUSH 96. BEEN SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL 97. BROKEN A MIRROR 98. FAKED SICK FROM SCHOOL WORK 99. OWNED A PET 100. BEEN TO SIX FLAGS

[panickypeachboy]

thebunnysnest 'v'

Send me a blog url and I’ll say what my opinion of them was at first and what it is now. (accepting)

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//this one’s a bit complicated but basically, I actually followed because I saw that they had rped Young Cricket, and I liked the guy. Also the dynamic between Momo and Cricket would’ve been interesting. The molang icons gave off the impression of someone sweet...but then I quickly learned that they came off as a bit stoic at times.

//but in reality as I learned even more later was that they’re kind, but stern. Very helpful. But I hope they can get some more love too. Granted, amuse is a nice pal too.

[tigertoramaru]

The price of losing! (H x H)

Gon: Killua is such a good friend, really!

[ice-cold27-blog]

“Did that hit you?!” {w/ Genis if thats okay!}

Tsuna looked up in surprise before blinking, “Did what hit me?” (tiz fine~)

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30. What is their preferred level of activity and stimulation? How do they cope if they get either too little or too much?

Blasi prefers to be constantly active if possible, which usually isn’t hard to achieve. In his day to day life he is usually around constant stimulation and activity, after all he lives in a home with about 50-60 other children ranging in age from infants to eighteen year olds. If he isn’t helping with chores, he’s usually helping with taking care of the little ones. 

Sometimes this does get overwhelming, whenever he gets overwhelmed from activity, he will go off on his own to take a breather and get some peace and quiet. Sometimes he will take a nap depending on the time of day. 

Its rare that he get’s too little activity but sometimes on Liocott during downtime he would find things just a little too peaceful and quiet. To keep himself from getting anxious or stressed from overthinking about stuff (which he usually does when its too quiet), he'd usually leave the lodge to work out or practice on his own. 

[welcometosiilenthill]

〆 for a childhood story @ Murphy

Peek into my character's past!

(( Thank you for the ask @amusefilledpark! ))

〆 for a childhood story

The orphanage was a small one, but it was a lovely one all the same. Murphy didn’t have parents, but the nuns were so kind and loving to him and all the other orphans that he wanted to call them “Mother,” not “Sister” as he was told.

They would celebrate everyone’s birthdays, usually with ponies and clowns and games and ice cream cake. And, what’s more, the birthday boy or girl would always get a present. Murphy remembered the day he got his bicycle - the type of gift that only the big kids got. He was so happy, and he rode that bike whenever it was time to play outside.

The nuns seemed sad about it, for Murphy’s aging meant he’d been at the orphanage for a long time. And, admittedly, there were times when he wished he had parents to know and love, like other orphans eventually received. But, all the same... His childhood was still a good one, with love and laughter. At least he could say that much.

[toranoya]

True Love

Kazemaru smiled as he cooked all of Endou’s favorite foods and made sure everything was clean and smelled nice. Why? Endou was coming back tonight and he missed his bf after the three long days Raimon had been on tour. Nothing to do but wait one more hour for the love of his life to return home and hopefully have the energy for some play.

(Ha, missed you amuse!) :)

[tigertoramaru]

I refuse to vanish.

Lloyd Irving to Zelos Wilder, Flanoir scene, Tales of Symphonia

[bixxybixbite]

Spinel & Castor adventures!

       A red and rare gem was flying into a forest, because it’s her favorite place to go. She seen all the cutest creatures while roaming around. But then, she saw a blue and black figure from the distance, she levitated closer slowly to get a better look.

@amusefilledpark

[xmanamiaiko-blog]

@amusefilledpark

Swiftly jumping from branch to branch, Aiko made her way through the trees, gaze fixated on a man making his way on a path through the woods. Luckily it was quite spacious in the treetops due to the age of the trees guessing they were at least a hundred years old, they were huge, so there was enough room for her to jump through even though she carried her scythe on her back. Thanks to all her years of training, she barely made any sound with the exception of the rustling of leaves every now and then.

Why she was tailing this man? There were rumours in the previous village she was in about a thief causing quite a bit of trouble with stealing, killing and lots of other horrible things. Upon hearing that, she just had to do something about it, this couldn’t go on any longer.

Nearing an area with significantly less trees and enough space, she took a quiet, deep breath before catching up with him. Time to stirr things up. Suddenly two throwing knives flew trough the air, right towards the culprit, each piercing deep into the spaces a little inwards from his shoulders. Gotcha. The knives hit right in the subclavian arteries, he was going to bleed like a stuck pig and have a bad time. ‘’Argh! ..What the-!’’ Jumping out off the crowns of the trees, she quietly landed in front of him, with a reasonable amount of distance between them of course, casually stretching a bit before turning around while gracefully getting her scythe ready. However, she couldn’t help but have the feeling that there was a presence from someone else, she wasn’t certain though, just a hunch.

‘’Well, well, well. Hello there, Mister Thief.’’