#anawrecksya

[tea-fanatic]

Weigh day tomorrow. I went to the city yesterday and the day before and each day (and every time I go) I walk like 6-10 hours. Whilst restricting. But really it isn't entirely deliberate, and I'm really not a "wannarexic", I just really love the city, it's my favorite place to go to, but I'm also a walker as I just don't want to, and can't even if i did want to, drive for many many reasons. So I walk most everywhere unless I bus, train, boat or hitch. And so it just works great when having an eating and weight disorder, you know?

[thatshowtheygetcha]

wow anorexia is the literal fucking worst. kindaaaa sorta making my wanna off myself.

[slobberina]

sweet with a little naughty thinspo 🎀

[skeletal-borderline]

[just-a-few-more-to-go]

we're back to food logs lmao

I weighed today and granted I binged a few days ago but I'm back to 151 :(((((( I don't understand why my body does not want to go below the 150 mark like my bmi is 24.5 it should not be this hard

Sooooooo I guess we're gonna do the hsgd bc I can always fall back on fruits and salad and stuff idkkk. Also gonna try to drink more fluids and take my vitamins more regularly maybe that'll help

So far today I'm at 500/900 cal I'll post about it later

I love u babies thank u for reading I hope you're all staying safe ✨🌼

[slobberina]

me: [condition causes bad constipation & obstructions, resulting in actual 💩 weight]

ana: good job gaining 2lbs overnight chubs

me: that's not exactly my fault

ana: it could be

me: what?

ana:

me:

ana: i mean i just hope it doesn't kill you or whatever yet cause now you've got two more pounds to lose, you chunkalicious disaster

me, defeated: i know, i know, i can't die until i'm skinny enough to leave behind a pretty corpse

[slobberina]

favorite body parts thinspo: collar, rib, & hip bones & legs 🦄

[slobberina]

oversized top thinspo 🦋

[just-a-few-more-to-go]

I feel really guilty bc my dumb brain makes me feel like shit if I eat more than my gf does in a day and bleh. She has food issues too but she's one of those actually naturally skinny people so I always end up comparing myself to her

Ugh idk what to do about it I feel bad bc I had a 500 cal salad for lunch yesterday and she forgot to eat while she was at work and for some reason I'm gonna cry about it

[just-a-few-more-to-go]

y'all. I have been stuck at 151 for what feels like forever I just wanna see a fucking 4 on the scale what the fuckkkkkk. I was 155 like a month ago

Like I'm happy im not holding onto a ton of weight bc of my period but also. please god. just let me have this omgggggggggg

Also my butt is not as perky as I want it to be but I definitely also don't want to work out. such is the turmoil of man

[just-a-few-more-to-go]

So I was trippin last night and it was v fun but I consumed like half a box of cookie crisp what's wrong with me :))))

Oh well we're gonna work out and hope my tweaking burned enough calories to make a difference lmaoooooo

[just-a-few-more-to-go]

only!!!! 40 !!! Calories!!!!!

My favorite way to boost my blood sugar so I don't get pissy lol