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The need to write angst is strong.
#— vigilante rambles 🖤#tw rant#idk if it’s because I’m sick and having a hard time about things#and I miss somebody lmao#so I’ve been listening to sad songs lately#idk#but whenever I went through too much shit that person was there#and they aren’t#and idk why it’s hitting so hard tonight while I’m sick lmao#screaming into the void
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ok someone please correct me if i'm wrong but am i weird for thinking those 'audiobooks don't count as reading' posts are ableist as fuck????
#ramble#my first thought was like: how is this even a debate what about blind people. not every book comes in braille but MOST have an audiobook#or dyslexic people#you still enjoyed the book!! you still absorbed it!!! you got EXACTLY the same thing as people who read the words!!!#how does it not count????#i guess you miss out on the 'learning new vocab' you get through seeing the words but also#i don't really do audiobooks but i do a lot of podcasts esp fiction podcasts#and i have ABSOLUTELY picked up new stuff from there that helps with my writing#someone please explain how this is even an argument of COURSE it counts????#idk in my opinion finishing a book means 'i put the words in my brain and i thought about them and i enjoyed a story'#not 'i held a stack of paper in my hands for a bit'#i'm v lucky that i do have time to sit and read. and whenever i commute anywhere it's public transport so i CAN bring a book with me#but if i didn't have the free time or had to drive for hours everywhere i would be STOKED to still get to enjoy books#it's been REALLY bothering me lmao idk why i feel so strongly#for some reason it's giving the same energy as like. being told you can't take a comic or manga from the library bc it's not a 'real' book#of course it's a real book it's a story somebody wrote down#i can see this spiralling into 'if you have a kindle you aren't reading'. you have to sniff the paper. feel the papercuts
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if i dont draw him committing murder every once and a while then wahts even the point......
#i have work so early tmrw... somebody save me i have too many drawing ideas for this shit#i feel like this is missing smthn but idk what and im too tired to keep working on it. lol. lmao.#tw blood#cw blood#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago fanart#lloyd garmadon
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Guess who's fixated on the now-extended msiclick family agaiin~
So here, have a bunch of doodles ive done ofer the past few days
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#id in alt text#rhi drew a thing#can you tell which pov i watched for the first day of the egg event#look i may mainly follow death family now but miscklick family will always have a special place in my heart#. as shown whenever they finally show up and i go oh yeah i forgot how much i missed them lmao#anyway. somebody tell sunny that charlies married stat and the next time they see mariana she can tell him#uhh#oh yeah character tags#slimecicle#qsmp slimecicle#qsmp sunny#qsmp pepito#pepito fanart#qsmp juanaflippa#juanaflippa fanart#also codeflippa technically#i wont tag the rest bc theres only small doodles of them but yeah
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I dont think Mob is naive as much as he's socially unaware, like the reason why he trusts Reigen so blindly is a bit more complex than just him being naive
Cause Mob reached out to Reigen because he was desperate to find someone like him, someone who understood his psychic specific issues, someone that could truly know what he's feeling and going through and give him guidance and support
Post incident Mob's thinking process was something along the lines of my powers hurt people -> my powers are bad -> my powers (my emotions, my instincts, myself) cannot be trusted
So he lost all confidence and trust in his own actions, resigning to being as passive as possible to avoid any further damage to anyone else, thus he started doubting his own perception of reality too
He's a kid already struggling with being ostracised for being socially inept, who just got traumatised and all of his insecurity increased by the tenfold, he doesn't know how to process what he's going through. He needs help.
And here comes Reigen, seemingly reliable, a responsible adult in a child's eyes, someone who claims he can understand him
Even tho Reigen doesnt. But it doesn't matter, because Mob finds comfort in his words and takes them to heart
Even if Reigen doesn't fully get it, even if he doesn't see the bigger picture, even if his advice isn't always the best
Eventually, Mob grows up, realises Reigen isn't as honest as he seemed through his 11 year old perspective, but like most things, he refuses to acknowledge it on a deeper level
Mob knows, but never tells Reigen, never thinks about what all those lies mean to him (ofc until he forces himself to face those doubts regarding Reigen, to properly acknowledge both of their flaws and accept them as they are, I should scream into the void about Confession Arc more God)
Due to his lack of trust in himself, Mob has relied on Reigen for years now to shape his moral compass, his thoughts, his decisions
Because well, Reigen lies, sure, but he isnt a bad person. When he hurts Mob, it isn't intentional or with ill intent, he still wants the best for him, what's the issue?
Except that it stunts Mob's growth. He doesn't develop as a person, doesn't have goals or wishes or ambitions, can't make choices on his own, he doesn't even let himself acknowledge his own emotions, he refuses to let himself exist
But Mob realises in time that he wants more than that, he wants to become better and be independent and feel again
Still, he puts the acknowledgement of the lies on hold for as long as he can, unwilling to question the way things are
This can make him feel a little naive, he constantly relies on Reigen and trusts his decisions and raises questions rarely until separation arc when he finally puts his foot down
And I do think that moment is the most resounding proof we have that Mob knows and allows himself to be used by Reigen, not wanting to shake the status quo, until he gets fed up
I mentioned the social ineptitude at the beggining but idk if I should even elaborate on that, you've watched the show, you know what I mean
He's blunt and can't read social cues or tonality that well and can't speak in front of crowds and is overall pretty awkward and I do think some people conflate that with naivety
Mob is still a child, he doesnt fully understand how the world works at the ripe age of 14 years old, but some folks take that as him being inherently naive/innocent/whatever which I don't find true
#ppl do a similar thing with seri but for different reasons but i do think in his case its worse cause thats a whole ass adult#anyway. i dont think im saying anything new i just wanted to ramble <3#i missed mobposting what can i say#ik i saw somebody talk about this in a more eloquent way but i doubt i could find the post cause i dont think i rbed it so rip#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama shigeo#that ova needs to come out already im going insane#cine te a intrebat#also hope i didnt come off as too negative towards reigen or smth#but like. my favourite part of confession is him saying (i didnt know!) LIKE YEAH. U DIDNT. LMAO.#ppl treat him as a bit too reliable sometimes and dont give him a lot of room to grow like Reigen isnt even 30 yet!! he aint that old!!#he still needs to get HIS own shit tgt before giving out advice just saying. also he totally doesnt understand mob fully. how can he??#he never mentions the incident with ritsu and considering mobs inclination of never telling anyone anything unless prompted#i doubt he knows... like reigen genuinely doesnt know the extent of mobs trauma!! when he said I Didnt Know he meant that shit!!!!!!#which is like. fine. cause to me whats important is how he always wants to protect mob and support him and help him#even if he doesnt always know how. even if advice backfires. hes always there and hes always trying and hes just as human and flawed as mob#himself#ig what im getting at is just that im bothered by the Flavour of reliable adult fandom is giving him. hes a lil pathetic and#fucks up sometimes and thats fiiiiiine. i feel like i talked shit about reigen but i do think hes a good guy and IS reliable just not in the#gives great advice way. but in the Knows How To Talk And Bullshit His Way Through Everything and Has Genuinely Good Intentions (usually)#and will throw away all of his self preservation if the situation requires him to. his advice is good but can be vague idk ONE rlly managed#to balance his pathetic side with his helpful reliable side and i dont think i articulated it the best way but like.... hes simultaneously#pathetic and sad but also the most sane and reliable adult in this show. rant over see u next time byeeee
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So the One Piece brand has been doing radio broadcasts called Strawhat Space (/Mugiwara Space) where they bring in voice actors to chitchat about the series etc, most of the episodes they've featured just the main cast but they've started bringing in VAs for other characters too (one episode was Mayumi Tanaka/Luffy and Tomokazu Seki/Lucci, another was the OG three admirals etc) This week's broadcast featured Ryuuzaburo Ootomo and Yuriko Yamaguchi as Crocodile and Miss All Sunday respectively
The promotional images for Strawhat Space have been Extremely Adorable and I know I'm a simp but god, this one is so cute
Now unfortunately, while my Japanese listening comprehension is good enough to follow along your average kids anime where the VAs speak clearly and take their turns, yeah, a radio show where the VAs stumble on their words a little and speak over each other is too hard for me to keep up with (not to mention my vocab just not being suited for this kinda thing)
But, if I didn't completely misunderstand Yuriko at one point, she seemed to mention that she hoped Crocodile would remain in the position of an ally in the story (after having teamed up with Luffy during Impel Down), and like. Yuriko I love you, you so are so right
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Also Yuriko kinda started the broadcast by introducing herself as ''Miss Allday Sunday'' lmao#Ngl I did go looking for this radio broadcast if only because I am a fucking simp and wanted to listen to Ryuuzaburo's voice#HIS VOICE IS GREAT OKAY and I've only heard him in OP and in Digimon doing Vamdemon#So it was unironically really fun to hear his voice when he's just having a casual chat with people#(It seems like you can find unofficial uploads of the radio broadcasts on YouTube p easily if you look up 麦わらスペース)#I can't put into words how sad I am my Japanese isn't good enough to keep up with broadcasts like this though#If I could I'd be writing a translation of the broadcast because there seemed to be interesting conversations but. I just couldn't follow#Like somebody would bring chocolate/candy to the staff at Toei back in the day when they were recording shit for Alabasta#Was it Ryuuzaburo who did it or someone else? Could not make out#No there isn't much a point to this post beyond The Broadcast was a fun listen even if I couldn't understand 2/3rds of it#And I love the illustration for it like. Look at theeeem they're so cuuuuute
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see I am very disjointed from a lot of nine/ten fandom discourse because I genuinely believe that in a different world where space boy was not to be seen, had an older Rose gone to the hospital and bumped into a certain Doctor Jones by a vending machine or as she was taking Rose’s vitals, she would have instantly hit it off with Martha. and probably flirted with her a little on accident and then on purpose when Martha flirted back
#I can see Martha raising an eyebrow as she catches Rose (who definitely snuck out despite being on bedrest) by the vending machine#Rose probably snuck out of bed because the girl in the bed next to her was crying and she wanted to make her feel better#because she doesn’t really like hospitals either#and when she tells Martha this she’s surprised when the Doctor (who seems quite strong and a little serious) suddenly smiles#and shows her a trick to get extra sweets and chocolate out of the machine#and then tells her to hurry because the check-in sweep of Rose’s ward is about to begin#you just KNOW Rose would be Martha’s most combative patient but in all the best ways#always asking what that machine does. what that incomprehensible doctor scrawl means. if there’s something she can do to help other patients#and Martha loves it. loves how much Rose cares just like her. they gossip and they chat about their daily lives. they get closer#everytime Martha has to scold Rose for sneaking out of bed or doing something she shouldn’t#(even though she secretly adores it. she’s never really mad she just wants Rose to take care of herself as well as other people)#she sighs and says (in her most firm but still fond tone) ‘Miss Tyler-’#only to be struck in the heart again with a cheeky grin and a ‘yes Doctor Jones?’#and also Rose loves that Martha is a doctor. that Martha cares. that she works overtime. that almost all Martha’s patients love her#and the ones that don’t just aren’t kind people anyway. that Martha doesn’t condescend. that Martha cares and cares and cares#that Martha likes all the things about Rose that other people think make her difficult and trouble and too much#she likes the things that other people don’t like in Martha either. thinks she’s magic.#Rose Tyler is always going to love her Doctor. and Martha Jones will always love somebody who thinks everybody matters#I’m like. obsessed with them?? move OVER space boy (actually nine can get involved in this. lmao ten stay away)#they’d have been so cuteeeee#rtd failed to see the lesbionic possibility but I am no such coward. no fighting over boys here#martha jones#rose tyler#dw#doctor who
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Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?
Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.
#incoherent rambles#ansy-stalks#confession: would yall kill me if my fave album of theirs is MANIA hAHAHAHHA—#LISTEN#NONE OF THE SONGS WERE A MISS— lord i remember how people criticized that album in its release and how fans are worried about the dubstep-y#vibe (me too cuz “yo idk much about music but how will andy & joe do this live im sorry im dumb 😭”)#then again none of their songs in their wholeass discography is a fricking miss anyways /absolutely biased#even their covers are fun to listen like I Wanna Be Like You??? That sht is on repeat lmao. I Wann Dance With Somebody?? good sht dawg#I think my second fave album is either Folie & Save Rock and Roll? Just cuz Folie is my vibe and SRAR were all dhxjkwjfiaokeixiw <33#Every fan loves Infinity On High for sure— Golden & ILALWTWIATTGYO (me & you) makes me sob every time#broooo the raw ass line of “I saw God crying at the reflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me”#and “the best way to make it through with hearts & wrists intact is to realize two of the three ain't bad. aaaIIINT BAAAAAADDD—”#for folie a deux there's not a damm instance where I did not feel sadness over What A Catch Donnie. Dawg. The way Elton John sings his part#too bro 😭😭😭😭#AND HOLYYY SHT THE AFTER(LIFE) OF A PARTY PHCCKKK I FORGOT HOW THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME HOLD IT IN HSJDJKSOSID#i would skip that song cuz it makes me so sad sometimes 😭😭😭😭#OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME RETHINK MY ORDER OF FAVE ALBUMS HAHAHAHHAHA#“I'm a stitch away from making it AND A SCAR AWAY FROM FALLING APART. APART. BLOOD CELLS PIXELATE AND EEEYEESS DILATE- KISS AWAY THE TEARS#AND KILLS ON THE MOUTH OF AAAALLLL. MY FRIIIEEENDS—“ PHHHHCCKCKKKSIEOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭#JDJAI WAIT AND THE ENTIRETY OF SOPHOMORE SLUMP#OKAY I NEED TO STFU IN THESE TAGS HAHAHAHAHHA#okay to defend my MANIA adoration (do people still hate this album? hope not). ***Bishop's knife trick.***#“I'm sifting through the sand.Looking for pieces of broken hourglass.Trying to get it all back—put it back together—As if the time#had never passed. I know I should walk away but I just want to let you break my brain and I can't seem to get a grip. no. no matter how I#live with it. thESE ARE THE LAST—“#I'm sorry. the delivery is just too delicious.#MANIA is a fricking mixbag of weirdly mainstream inspirational songs- to suddenly; drugs- to actually being unhinged- to one of the saddest#“im tryina redeem myself” song(s) (heaven's gate- church- and bishop's)#okay i really need to shut up 😭#aight. i will stop.
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Lionel Messi 🤝 Timo Boll
Wonder child
Lefty
Can effortlessly switch hands/feet and still make incredible shots
Stayed in one club for nearly all his career
Is/was the mvp of said club
Loved by everyone
A true players’ player
Has won pretty much every trophy there is
Has been no 1 with 36 +-1 years old
True sportsmanship
Humble
Introverted
Can't separate him from his respective mate/coffee
Really cares about and takes time for his fans
Just a guy™ with some massive talent and a hobby
No drama, unproblematic king
Married to childhood sweetheart
Been a pro athlete for way longer than normal people
Getting retirement questions in interviews and answering them with “I’ll play for as along as I enjoy it and haven’t thought of that yet”
Most importantly: adorable af
I rest my case.
#if anyone even cares about this#timo boll#table tennis#lionel messi#football#tenis de mesa#fútbol#I love one (1) type of athlete lmao#when timo was a child he also played football and in one game scored 9 goals#in the whole season he scored 90 goals#this was in u9#he also said in one on ones he’d lose because he’s a softy and not that tall/big lmao#and he'd just get thrown around#the parallels just keep adding up#please tell me there isn't anything problematic about messi that'd suck#I can't see timo boll being problematic in any way whatsoever but I'm hoping it stays that way lol#thanks for coming to my tedtalk#still here whoops did I miss anything? 🧐#I'm pushing the timo boll agenda hard but somebody needs to do it#even if that'll be me one post and ramble in the tags at a time 🫡#they are both so adorable
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p5r missed deadline bad end animatic but it's just 4 whole minutes of a single png of joker asleep in bed
#bobtalk#think about that bad end a lot actually#<- guy who got it while working on getting all the achievements because one needed him to romance somebody#so she loaded a 3rdsem save file and spent all the free time working on harus SL and thus missed the deadline. lmao#(haru because i never maxed her (oops) and she was the closest to romance rank. lol)
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missing a milestone event is actually so evil. the whole damn timeline should be reset just for me
#i missed senior sunrise and at first i was like ok…. whatever………… and then it gradually became less of an ‘ok whatever’ situation#especially bc i just saw this girl i used to be friends with post abt it lmao#like omg. she looked so pretty guys#but anyways i would’ve been lonely if i went bc i didn’t know anybody at the time. unforch this is not stopping me from being#mad as fuck that i missed it#need somebody to sub me out i give so many fucks abt this stupid ass SUNRISE 😭😭😭
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tbh liking hien on tumblr feels like liking edward again :/
#i talk#will literally have a blog themed after the guy and see 1 post of him a week. okay#tumblr just recommending me emet selch and estinien. i do not care.#i also dont like searching through tags because of heavensward fuckers that make everything worse#'this exp didnt have yaoi elves in it' dude the buduga are explicitly gay. also shut up#also also then youll have ppl complaining about yotsuyu dying like girl. she comitted genocide lmao#yeah bad things happened to her but like? same? girl u are in your thirties please just talk to somebody#'hes the king how is it not his place to judge' you cannot decide what is worse. genocide or human trafficking.#they were under imperial rule. there were few ways to survive in morally good ways. hien is not condoning the action#also everyone that looks at yotsuyu and is genuinely like well shes hot she can do no wrong#Missed The Point also i dont think she'd like you in the first place.#anyway.#tumblr show me stuff i actually wanna see challenge
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Can we talk about this Live version of Black No. 1 for a hot minute because Peter's "Good" (0:26) is making me feel things
#type o negative#peter steele#black no 1#somebody insert daddy issues by The Neighbourhood#Didnt know i liked praise until now#like UGH#it made me miss multiple breaths#and not exclusively in a nasty way lmao i just have a lot of emotions about this dead guy#miss him </3#Spotify
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Seriously need to make more friends or go outside more (both things are easier said than done) bc I am a little bit tired of relying on content creation for attention and connection :(
#idk I think I just miss how accessible attention from friends was in high school and even last year in college#but now I’m an online student and I live in the middle of nowhere so it’s a lot harder to hang out with people irl#and idk I just finished all of my schoolwork for the day and thought ‘I’m really bored and want to talk to somebody etc’#and my first thought was ‘I should work on a new fic so people will comment on it’ 😭#which! I do love comments! but also I need to talk to people outside of AO3 comments yk? lmao 😭#I sort of miss the year-ish long era of COVID lockdown bc I was constantly on calls with like ten different friend groups#maybe it’s my self isolation or maybe adulthood is just like this? idk#I’m moving in with friends next semester so I think that will be good for me#I just wanna make online friends man :( but idk how to DO that except by making fandom content#and hoping somebody likes it enough to slowly incorporate me into their life LMAO#I wish calls/voice memos were the norm in online spaces I’m so much better at those#anyway this is very pathetic to post but whatever. I’m trying to get used to being vulnerable on this blog#not that I owe it to people online to be vulnerable. if anything I should NOT be vulnerable on the internet#it’s just that. I am not very vulnerable period. so it’s better for me to air it out into the online void than to bottle it up forever#ellyposting#vent#ish? just to be safe
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I'm sorry if you have been asked this before but with your odgau what are each characters nationality?
am i right in saying the twins are Vietnamese from the art of one of them wearing the traditional outfit?
i just really love your art and would like to know a bit more of your take on the characters
yes!! the twins are vietnamese and sideswipe is wearing an ao dai in that sketch <3 the rest of them are as follows!
• optimus is ethiopian (-american, if you wanna get technical)
• ratchet i was thinking irish american
• ironhide is a bit british innit?
• jazz is african american
• bumblebee is afro latino
• and the datsun brothers (prowl, smokey, blue) are japanese american
#wait they're all american?#🔫#old dumb gays au#odgau ask#i mean they all. live in america. and most were born there so.#quick check showing that multiple people also think ratchet is irish is the best thing i could have come across#humanformers#am i missing anybody i feel like im missing somebody#besides sentinel#i swear the count has always been 10 (besides sentinel.) but i still. feel like theres someone.#i'm gonna feel so bad if i am forgetting someone LMAO
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Well neat! Zan And Kirbs are gonna join the party soon!
How about an Update on The other sister and Magolor? Is Flam doing any better now?
Flamberge: "Fran's been filling me in on what happened. Apparently Zan and Kirby are already on their way to Jambandra. Magolor offered to take us there, but Fran's worried about me getting myself hurt again. ...But I should be all better later! Then we'll show up if things get dicey. I'm not totally sure, but Magolor seems worried that some guy he used to know might be there. But, like...what're the odds of that? ...Whoever it is has got Magolor kinda freaked out, though...he doesn't wanna talk about it."
[Flamberge is awake!! She's finally available for questions now too. Only took almost a month lmao]
#Event: Chapter 1 - Fading Minds & Breaking Hearts#story#ask#thevalkyriewarrior#I WAS GONNA DO THIS CLOSER TO WHEN YOU SENT IT BUT I GOT DISTRACTED#FOR. A FEW HOURS.#HELP. LMAO#but yeah she's fine#also yes i am laughing at the ref to that 'somebody i used to know' song#my 1 am humor thrown into the dialogue. anyway that's Lore folks#it is gonna have some relevance. all that's important is magolor knows ester. that's it that's the lore#cause of really old blog shit lmao. magolor's changed personality wise but he Knows That Guy#*flam voice* in case you missed it here's what's happened this month#i'm stopping now#kirby#kirby star allies#kirby au#kirby fanart#kirby series#kirby flamberge#flamberge#flamberge kirby#ask blog#ask-the-retired-cultist#retiredcultistredux#retired cultist redux
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