#and NO this is not a post for you anti-selfdx freaks to come and reblog saying my dear beautiful mother is 'enabling my behavior' orwhateve

[clown-around-and-find-out]

i lovewhen my mom just. comes up to me and tells me what she thinks i have. like one time we were just sitting on the couch and she was like. yknow you probably have like... autism. and i just was too shocked to respond. and then yesterday we were driving home and she just went Yeah i know your old therapist said you have ptsd but actually it's more likely c-ptsd. and everytime she says something like that it's so confusing but i wouldnt trade it for the world