#and even if i wasnt afraid i am still incapable of having conversations anyway
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My desire to interact with and befriend my mutuals vs my constant anxiety and inability to interact normally with another human person
#emmett eeps#like fr i would love to Not be so afraid of talking to people#but alas i am indeed afraid#and even if i wasnt afraid i am still incapable of having conversations anyway#like i only know how to interact with people im already really close to so... that doesnt help me with the whole making friends thing#like id love to just be like hello [insert mutual here] i desire you carnally but thats probably coming on a bit too strong#like im not comfortable saying that to a person ive never spoken too before but its also the only way i know how to show#that i think someones cool ya know???#screaming crying throwing up foaming at the mouth etc#also unrelated but im just now realizing how often i start all my thoughts with 'like' huh that's something
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