#and hhere i am now crushing on him. things change ok and im not quite as sad and ugly as i was a year ago | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

t0asty1 · 4 months

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today feels like an excellent day to embarrass myself and make bad desicions that i will definitely regret, so i will text my crush that i haven’t talked to for months, and has also told me that he is not romantically interested in me, and tell him all the ways he is lovely and gorgeous

#crying #crush #shooting my shot #he is so sweet and i’m just a scrawny crusty withered soggy witch #i love him sm💕💕💕💐💐#girlblogging #i can have a little delulu. as a treat #ok but its been like a whole year since he said he doesn’t have a crush on me and last year i also didn’t have a crush on him #and hhere i am now crushing on him. things change ok and im not quite as sad and ugly as i was a year ago #pLUS‼️‼️ i always catch him doing these rlly nervous movements around me like accidentally glancing at me the same moment i glance at him #and we accidentally make eye contanc for 0.00001 seconds and he turns his head in the other direction SO FAST #it’s one of my favorite things about him cuz he gets so shy when we near eachother and starts rapidly looking at anything that isn’t me lol #so what i’m saying is MAYBE I HAVE HALF A CHANCE NOW??!!!?!???!???!!??!?#i guess i will update if it goes well?!?!?!?!?!?!#severely touch starved and desperate for human intimacy posting #but what do i do if he rejects me????? what will i do then???? just live in shame of my delusional confidence???#BUT WHAT IF HE LIKES ME BACK????!!!! WHAT THEN?????!!?? THEN I HAVE TO MAINTAIN A RELATIONSHIP AND FACE THE FACT PEOPLE CAN SEE ME #lgbtq #bi #biromantic #ace #asexual #unrequited love #situationships #i long i yearn i crave yet i don’t dare text or sit near him or look at him for fear of being perceived #bitch got me listening to mistki laufey and pink pantheress

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