Tumgik
#and i couldnt cause god forbid my partner do anything to help with our kid
echoxshxrx · 4 months
Text
.
#i love how i get yelled at and borderline screamed at to get a job#and then every time an opportunity comes for me to work i get yelled and screamed at for trying to work#like#fuck why do i even try right like#i got up at fucking 4am to work with my dad on friday and even though i desperately wanted to go to bed at 9pm#and i couldnt cause god forbid my partner do anything to help with our kid#(they both slept till almost 11am and his dad watched her most of the day while my partner slept on the couch)#and like#whenever he works mornings and i try to get him to help with our kid when he gets home#(sometimes i get to nap during the day when our kid does but most of the time im up with her from 7am till i get her to bed around 11pm#and then i get to finally fall asleep when my body lets me around 1am)#its always “i worked all day i need to rest” and he goes to play video games#and he works at a fucking vape shop where worst case he has to deal with a customer rush and is lucky to not have to deal with chronic pain#meanwhile i get up at 4am to go work at a WAREHOUSE#forgot my fucking knee brace#had a fucking headache all day#and then the second my ass hits the couch when i got home at fucking 5pm hes doen my throat about not doing anything#when he hasnt done anything all fucking day#idk#just sick of it#now hes mad at me cause i went to take a fucking shower and as soon as i get in he comes in the bathroom right#starts yelling at me asking where our kids sippy cup is cause he couldnt use his own fucking eyes to find it right in front of him#but thats my fault apparently#im mad but at the same time i feel....nothing?#idk its really hard to explain#echo has a breakdown on main
0 notes