#and i feel like i’m being melodramatic too bc it’s not like i suddenly became a celebrity or anything crazy like that
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#so lately i’ve been thinking about a lot…#because i know i’m in a better place than i was at 12 or 14 or 21 or whatever#i have some of the things that i always wanted at those times in my life#i have an active social life and people constantly compliment me for my fashion and makeup and the way i look#but inside i STILL feel like shit!!#and i feel like i’m being melodramatic too bc it’s not like i suddenly became a celebrity or anything crazy like that#but i did go from 200 followers on IG to over 700 in about a year so idk if that illustrates anything#so like. people like me. people know who i am. people want to see me at events.#but i’m overwhelmed i’m burnt out & i feel like an outsider#and it makes me think how honestly? the times i’ve enjoyed myself the most were when i went to things and did things alone#maybe i was happier being that quiet girl standing against the wall?#my correct music opinions#sometimes i just want to disappear#not in the ‘i wanna die’ way but i guess i wish i could take a hiatus from being perceived
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