#and iknow it’s kinda pathetic but i’d literally rather not know that lmao
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#personal#vent //#you don’t ‘have’ to cancel#you got a better offer!!!#actually i didn’t even offer today. this friend reached out and asked if i wanted to hang tonight#and then just texted to say that someone they have a crush on said they could hang out tonight#and it’s like on some level i get it.#but i also consider it really rude to initiate plans with someone and then cancel for different plans with different people lol#like i’d get it if it was just oh I’m not feeling up to it anymore or feeling sidk or whatever#like disappointed but whatever#but to very specifically know that it’s bc they would rather hang out with someone else!!! unfortunately rubs up on a very ugly insecurity#for me!!#and iknow it’s kinda pathetic but i’d literally rather not know that lmao#like in their head it’s like ‘oh see I have a valid explanation’ meanwhile this is the primary explanation that makes me feel like shit lol#like just lie! or say you’re not feeling up to it anymore!#i know that’s ridiculous BUT ALSO#anyway.#tbc i have zero romantic feelings for this person and our orientations do not really align lmao it is a platonic frustration#also if you are reading this there is zero percent chance it’s about you bc they don’t have my tumblr url#i’ll get over it but. shit hurts lol#edit: i’m also annoyed bc i already got ready so now my brain’s just In That Mode lol#anyway they said they were sorry but clearly not sorry enoygh to not do it so!#edit: also the text they sent me cancelling said ‘i hate to do this’ no you don’t!!!#if you hated doing it you wouldn’t lol#i’m mostly not that mad anymore bc it’s been like 3 hours and i need to Move On with my life#but. hh!
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