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#and im pissed at my cousin for contaminating me. as far as im concerned shes never coming within 5ft of me ever again
southislandwren
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2 years
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that should be ME putting stickers on bags that was my fucking job for 3 months i bet hes not even happy to be doing that
#i should just stay away from facebook and instagram tomorrow. it fucking hurts to see what shes up to
#i have to stop thinking about this stupid fucking event
#i put up posters in 4 different towns i painted signs and the entire fucking barn
#i made a website and i made cheese and i brainstormed with my boss
#where we were gonna put the vendors (where we'd put them if it rained) who was doing what job
#would i be in the creamery with her dad or in the barn
#well depends on if we have the cows in the barn or in creekside field....
#this was our project and its been ripped away from me and everything SUCKS
#this is the most depressed ive been since my dog fucking died like its all the same coping mechanisms and mannerisms and everything
#slightly different bc i dont necessarily want to kms but i would loooove to be dead rn you feel??
#whereas with sam it was like oh ok. my besties gone? well im gonna fuckin go join him
#but now its like oh my bestie and this event have been taken from me? gotta skip school at a later date to see her
#even though i'll never have this event ever again
#maybe next year but it wont be the same. it'll never be the same
#im so mad at myself like WHY did my immune system have to fail THIS WEEK
#and im pissed at my cousin for contaminating me. as far as im concerned shes never coming within 5ft of me ever again
#and i know thats irrational but i was excited for this since JUNE and MINUTES BEFORE I GO its YANKED AWAY FROM ME
#oh well time to keep coping well into the night. gotta distract myself so the anguish doesnt consume me
#covid post
#cant wait to go back to school and people ask me how my weekend was
#and i'll get to say that was the closest ive come to killing myself since april 2021. does that answer your question
#and then when they feign concern i'll just walk away. call the cops on me i dont fucking care
#ill kill us both
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