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my thoughts about the yunmeng bros is that they are absolutely brothers and think of each other as family, but they would have to be under threat of death to refer to each other as brother because there is way too much baggage going on there
#mdzs#like they are brothers 100%#yanli refers to both of them as didi#they were raised as brothers since wwx was brought to lotus pier#but they would never refer to each other as didi/gege#wwx is probably hesitant to even refer to jiang cheng as shidi#because of jc's outburst when he first called him that the first night at lotus pier#and jc would only ever refer to wwx as shixiong to others#like he'll be like ''this is my shixiong'' but isn't going to call him that. he just calls him his name#they are both so aware of wwx's delicate position in their family#raised as a brother but not really allowed to be recognized as such#and it's a point of insecurity for them#so they refer to each other by name#yanli claiming them both as her didi is her quiet form of defiance#those are Her Brothers and she doesn't care what people think#she will defend them and peel lotus seeds for them#wwx and jc can't really do that bc of their specific insecurities#even if everyone else knows they're basically brothers#they would never admit it out loud
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i find it rather ironic how people are reducing the adolescence mini series to "was jamie a sociopath" and "did katie bully jamie", when the whole point of the show is how the manosphere and the alt-right pipeline is so violent and omnipresent on social medias that a 13 year-old boy who loved to draw and learn about the industrial revolution ends up thinking that women are worthless pieces of meat and that he's "one of the good ones" because he didn't rape katie, he just stabbed her to death.
edit: this post is NOT terf friendly!!!! im a transsexual dyke boygirl get out get out get out
#the point is flying over so many people's head it's actually astounding#jamie was a perfectly standard white boy. he was scrawny and bullied and that's exactly the demographic these red-pilled grifters are after#they tap into boys' insecurities and reinforce them to the point where younger generations are even more misogynistic than the older ones#but anyway.#adolescence#netflix adolescence
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i actually think it’s so significant that disco elysium is named after an optional side quest. because the heart of the game is in the margins. same way you don’t get the real ending if you don’t do the (let’s face it, sometimes annoying and disincentivised) cryptozoologist quest line. you have to care about the world and its people, not just grinding through the mystery, to ever really understand anything. which is exactly what the game of suzerainty tells you IF you don’t try to “win”
#disco elysium#sometimes i get insecure talking about this game bc people have such strong opinions about it#and they proclaim them as fact without pointing to specific textual evidence#and i’m like okay did i miss something or was that not revealed in my playthrough or is this person just a blowhard idk#but anyway
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For the haunted au I had an devilish little thought. Has Optimus ever had a really bad time and when the primes try to give him advice he just shouts "you guy's FAILED!" Like for all their wisdom they couldn't beat the quintisons or see Sentinels betrayal coming?
He feels bad but in his spark he wishes HE didn't have to do what THEY couldn't.
absolutely evil thought that was inflicted upon me months ago and that i finally get to inflict upon the rest of y'all OTL
i can see it happening with the caveat that he immediately regrets saying it. but it's too late. it's the kind of thing you say in the heat of the moment and then feel the ground drop under your feet because you never meant to say it out loud. but now it's out there and you can never unsay it.
it's just. a bad situation all around :(
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#lvinvint#transformers#transformers one#maccadams#optimus prime#zeta prime#haunted au#my art#absolutely delightful ask i loved it thank you so much for sending it!!!!!#and as you can see i've been hoarding it for fucking months just so i could make art for it aksjhdka#sorry this took me extra long i don't have an excuse i've been. doing bad :)#but it's fine we're all cool#ANYWAY i don't think OP totally means what he said#at least. not the way he said it.#i think it was his anger and frustration twisting up insecurities he has of himself and exploding on this defensiveness#this however doesn't mean there's not a part of him that's bitter they expect him to succeed at something they couldn't#there were thirteen of them and there's only one of him and they had several millions of years of experience that he doesn't#so how is he supposed to fix something they weren't capable of fixing by themselves#he's terrified of his odds#and them ganging up on him to point out his flaws (which. if you'll notice is mostly just them being terrified to the point of anger#for his safety) just brings up all those ugly feelings and turns them into anger#again! bad situation all around! no one is happy here!#i'll fix it. maybe :)#tf one
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Wherever your miserable life takes you, whoever you find to endure time with, whatever pale proxy of me... I'll be with him. Just wanted you to know that.
#iwtv#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire spoilers#iwtv spoilers#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#armand#loumand#loustat#truly. from that moment it was about spite. it was about sticking it to lestat.#no wonder armand was so insecure. rotten to the foundation! rotten from the very start!#rotten because of the lie. rotten because it was about tormenting lestat. it wasn't even about louis' own happiness.#maybe there was some point earlier on where it could have been something real with them but from this point on. foregone conclusion.#a slow downhill tragedy
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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I like to think Marcille is extremely in love w Falin but pre-death she’s like “Hahaha yep me and Falin, best friends, oh my fucking god she’s never gonna reciprocate my feelings” and cries herself to sleep
Like she’s THAT kind of pathetic gay meanwhile Falin is like “man kinda weird we don’t kiss considering she’s my gf but that’s okay”
#Falin thinks they’ve been dating for at least a year and a half#meanwhile marcille thinks Falin is never gonna like her in the same way and cries about it all the time#the day they talk it out is just 8 hours of them making out sloppy style#extra points if they’ve kissed before or have make out sessions frequently#but marcille just thinks it’s weirdly platonic and totally not romantic bc she’s insecure#falin touden#falin thorden#dunmeshi falin#falin dunmeshi#falin dungeon meshi#farcille#marcille dunmeshi#marcille dungeon meshi
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replaying kcd2 now and at first i didn’t really understand why hans just left henry and fended for himself but after thinking it through… hans really wants to prove himself to his uncle, wants other people to see he matured and is ready for his responsibilities. and delivering a message isn’t per se that tough of a task. since he had the responsibility for his crew, he actually blames himself a lot — that’s why you get approval points if you reassure him when he feels guilty about things that happened in the game. anyway, he trusts henry even though they bicker and fight like an old couple, so hearing from someone so close to him that he’s actually at fault hurts like crazy — that genuinely offended him. he needs someone to back him up and believe in him. so when you meet him again at the wedding, he basically says “shoo. i wasn’t good enough for you, now leave me alone.” which again proves that he is in fact hurt by henry’s critique but also lowkey blames himself because let’s be real… it was lowkey his fault that they ended up the way they did.
#he is lowkey a golden retriever#well more like a bratty retriever#underneath his whole cocky noble act he actually just wants to prove himself and do right by his people#he absolutely hates being ignored or not taking seriously or worse being treated like a child#now we actually know he’s 20#so he’s actually quite 'old' like he really isn’t a child anymore but still those huge spoiled brat#he’s still also very insecure and no one actually takes him seriously aside from henry#especially if you constantly back him up and defend him as henry you’ll gain approval points#basically he just needs and wants someone to believe in him#also he really isn’t that bad of a fighter in facts one of the best marksman in the game#he also survived every enemy encounter#through a lot of them let him live bc of his nobility but still he never actually was a bad fighter#hansry#henry of skalitz#hans capon#kcd2#kcd 2 spoilers#kingdom come deliverance#kingdom come deliverance 2
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close enough welcome back patrick bateman
#the newsreader#sam reid#dale jennings#american psycho#Joke Post Joke Post I Know There Are Many Differences Between Them#but they are also both deeply insecure + image obsessed 1980s white men. and my point is sam could do both#mine
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You know I'm realizing one reason you keep seeing mdzs modern AUs where the Jiang parents are alive mainly so they can dramatically fail and betray Wei Wuxian by cutting him off financially--defaulting on his college tuition or formally disowning him etc--isn't just that people want to translate the Burial Mounds II arc into modern terms while keeping Jiang Cheng clean of it.
(Despite the fact that the internal logic of Jiang Cheng's character is largely built around him being a person who would abandon someone he intensely cared about under these specific circumstances.)
It's because it's hard to set up a modern analogue for the way that Jiang Cheng is responsible for Wei Wuxian, as his Sect Leader.
We live in a highly individualistic society. People are trying to write Wei Wuxian Tragically Wronged, and because there's a normative expectation that people in the position of parents will provide you with resources, and certainly won't withdraw them without warning, but no such assumption that people in the position of siblings necessarily owe each other support, making this work in modern setting with Jiang Cheng in his canon role would require a lot of extra work, just to get a less readily resonant result.
But I keep thinking about it. Because something that's getting lost here is, not just the nuances of character and relationship, but like...it's sort of key to the story that cutting Wei Wuxian off was, in fact, Completely Socially Appropriate.
The level on which it was a betrayal is subtle, and deeply cutting. And intensely tied up in the very different opinions each of Jiang Cheng's parents had about what obligations existed in their family wrt Wei Wuxian, and what these meant.
The level on which it was the obvious, normal course of action is blatant. That is to a huge extent why it happens: because Jiang Cheng's instinct to conform is a survival instinct, reinforced by trauma, and Wei Wuxian's choices meant he had no coherently compelling reason not to obey it, and enormous peer pressure to do so.
The fact is that Jiang Cheng was making a reasonable choice, the actual thing 'anyone would do in that situation,' unlike Wei Wuxian and Jin Guangyao's respective wildly warped ideas about what that is.
Wei Wuxian wasn't betrayed by Jiang Sect like your foster parents cutting you off because you're disobedient. Wei Wuxian was betrayed by Jiang Sect like your brother refusing to drop fifty grand to bail you out of jail.
Of course Wei Wuxian tells him not to. And of course the fact that Jiang Cheng already chose in the moment not to pay a cent because Fuck You Wei Ying still stands there glaring, a precedent that can never be taken back.
And then later he's betrayed by Jiang Cheng like your brother cooperating with a police investigation into a manslaughter you really did commit, that's being handled like domestic terrorism. And then like your brother calling the cops on you. And then like your brother helping the cops find where you're hiding.
I'm personally fascinated by the way Jiang Cheng's lifelong resentment for the way Jiang Fengmian reliably bailed Wei Wuxian out of everything informed those decisions to do the normal thing, the way he's reacting against his dead father as well as against Wei Wuxian and the actual situation.
But even without that daddy issues angle, the fact that the person who made that choice was Jiang Cheng, and that it was simultaneously the reasonable appropriate normal upstanding citizen rational thing to do and so shitty Wei Wuxian would be entitled never to forgive it is sort of. The Point.
Of the scenario, and also to a considerable degree of the entire finely tuned narrative construct that is Jiang Cheng.
#hoc est meum#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#meta#like sometimes people commit transgressions#and you have to actually decide what that means to you#what you're willing to let them cost you#whether you agree that that transgression deserves punishment#and even if it does what role you're willing to take in that process#jiang cheng is someone whose sense of right and wrong operates along emotional and pragmatic axes before consulting the moral#which means that without being a *bad* person he's someone who's highly susceptible to pressure#as long as it comes from either a superior or Society At Large#especially if his insecurities get tripped#but like sometimes just for example it's illegal to be gay#or people have less rights because of who their parents were#and those instincts can lead you into bad choices#it's good to be able to set boundaries but jiang cheng is not good at setting them where he personally actually wants them#and when he does they're the boundaries Angry Jiang Cheng wants#and calmed-down jiang cheng just has to live with them#which ofc is something that applies to wwx too in very different ways#the fact that BOTH jiang cheng and lan xichen when the chips are down choose society over their respective halves of wangxian#at one crucial point#and that lan xichen does so in a way that he can live with and not withdraw from the relationship because of#while jiang cheng is almost insane with the need for wei wuxian to deserve everything that happened to him#and how much of that is who they are as people?#and how much is that lan wangji is not dead#and how much is it that lan xichen understands exactly what happened and why#while jiang cheng doesn't and can't so he has to make up his own story to make sense of it#so much going on here
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The living squad is mystery incorporated coded with the parallels being simon/fred, claire/daphne, nicole/velma, and xavier/shaggy. The ghost squad is more vaguely breakfast club aligned, but please don't ask me who's who
#school spirits#these are the only group archetypes that exist to me#i wont be budging on my mystery incorporate assignments either#simon is fred because he can see maddie and is the closest thing they have to a leader#nicole is velma because shes often overlooked and feels insecure because of it#if anyone tries to tell me xavier is fred because theyre both himbos i will politely yet firmly#point them to the many MANY pieces of scooby doo media where that is NOT the case#mine.
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ive been thinkin about it today and ngl i am not personally interested in envy being a point of contention in leo and donnie's relationship unless it goes equally extreme on both sides, both of them yearning for the each other's particular confidence in their strengths while failing to understand completely that its just one big coping mechanism and not something that should be envied at all. not twins in the way that they complete each other and need the other to feel whole, but in the way that they always feel incomplete no matter what they do, always secretly undervaluing what they have already, and the other has everything they want to feel worthy as a person. i ESPECIALLY enjoy this dynamic if this is contrasted with them being extremely caring and supportive of each other even as they feel stuck in each other's shadows..... so much drama can be derived from the idea
#personal#hesitant to main tag. it will find my target audience anyway. heart#might try to gun for a dynamic like this in wwww. its just deeply compelling as a concept to me#leo envying donnie's intelligence and resourcefulness. his solid ''role'' in the family#the fact that he always seems to belong. he always has something to do. he's Important#while donnie envies how well leo just seems to Understand people. his silver-tongue. his perceptiveness#maybe donnie has a role but he struggles with feeling like an outcast outside of it#he understands machines and he communicates through them. people are harder#leo just seems to Get It. he can even convince people he cares even when he actually doesnt lol#and i like the idea of both of them being genuinely OFFENDED at the other's buried insecurities#because dont they understand how much they WANT that??? that strength???#and its a miscommunication that i find more interesting than them just naturally covering each other's weak points#works with how emotionally constipated they both are too
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My SentOpLita 1AM relationship chart I did not think I'd be psycho-analyzing this dynamic as much as I thought I would..
#ok but like. even BEFORE the incident Im going to assume based off everything shown to me from the show#they were already really bad for each other sorry to say#Sentinel is a person who refuses to take accountability for almost anything#Elita seemingly encouraged and even accompanied his little schemes they did#and Optimus has a horrible case of people pleasing and crippling self-insecurity so of course he'd just go along with whatever the hell#which resulted in the incident that occured in the first place#and then post incident both of them fully blaming Optimus (And Sentinel but form B.A's side) for what happened and him just.#letting them with almost little to no push back ohhhh Optimus you gotta get out fo there#go to the club man you cannot fix these two freaks#they suck for each other but theyre the only people who can understand each other because they have a shared trauma no one else relates to.#they are bound by an unfortunate circumstance that was only made worse by their authoritarian. functionist-based society#like ohhhh they all need therapy. everyone in this damn show does but case in point#okay rant over I jsut. had to get them out of my mind GET OUT OF MY MIND PALACE!!!#sigh.... I love you Web of Lies my favorite toxic polycule..#transformers#transformers animated#sentinel prime#optimus prime#elita 1#maccadam
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laur and their strange creature thing
#ewlaur#brodites who like laur rejoice r n... everyone ekse SHUT UP#me i like laur i do me THIS CONTENT IS FOR ME and me alone#obligatory they them laurel design mention nonbiney wow woooo laur#ew eduardo#eduardo ew#eduardo eddsworld#eduardo sensitive about his teeth cause uhhhh uhhh INSECURE..nice#hes sensitive about everything though fragile masculinity?WRONG fractured masculinity that shit is cracked and in a million little pieces#i like drawing him and his baby darling laur almost normalfys him a tad by just existing#only a tad</3 laur is just as crazed so any balance is immediately lost#idk who cares lol :3!!!#i was going to worry about cracking down on all my unfinished junk and shit butttt#actually! i dont carr! i want to draw what i want#i wont win over all public favor and all the cool artists deeming I'm cool whether i post neighbor slop or try hard high effort slop!#no point in trying to make content for a hypothetical non existent audience! be your own audience type shit#uhhbhh...thats it i think...uhhh meow#HEY HE SAID IT!! HE SAID THE THING HAHAH MEOW!!!!
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anyways speaking of changes from book to musical i find it fucking hilarious that the musical writers were like "so jeremy likes this super popular girl who is totally out of his league and he's convinced there is no way in hell she would ever like him let alone notice him which spurns on his decision to change to be loved. i know exactly how to write her" and then they make the most fucking autistic girl ever who is also an outcast and has strange interests and seemingly no friends and very blatantly likes and gets along with jeremy famously. like boy why are you fumbling she is you but a girl
#yes i know the point of it is like#rather than her being popular and cool and inaccessible to him#shes nerdy and strange and silly like him#which goes to show that she couldve and most likely wouldve liked him from the start#its his own insecurity and obsessions that get in the way of him believing he could be liked for who he is#and the only reason tension is caused between them is BECAUSE of him changing the way he does#i.e dont change be yourself you'll find someone who likes you for you etc etc#but like. cmon man#you're telling me THIS is his shes totally out of my league girl??#THIS is the girl who goes out with the most popular guy in school???#(i know he leaves her at the party anyways but like)#(you understand what im saying)#whatever...#its funny to me#bmc#bmc musical#jeremy heere#christine canigula#dude never in my fucking life did i think i would be posting on tumblr about bmc in the year of our lord 2025#sorry man one of the songs came on and then i listened to the whole album again because#because. i dont know man
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Gonna say something controversial.
Ford Pines is a nuanced character who is neither good nor bad. Absolving him of his crimes is actively a detriment to his character and does a disservice to the storytelling of Gravity Falls, but defining him exclusively by his mistakes without taking the time to understand him is a purposefully bad faith take that actively makes your enjoyment of the show worse.
He is neither a good or bad person, because "good" people and "bad" people aren't real. There's just people. And people fuck up sometimes.
If no one fucked up and if no one held onto those fuckups sometimes out of sheer desperation, the world of fiction would be way more boring, unengaging, and dull.
Ford Pines is a mess and I don't want him to be sanitized or demonized. I just want him to be a mess.
Thank you
#sorry someone keeps sending bad ford takes into a server i'm in and they're getting to me#he's a prideful and arrogant man and also deeply insecure and compensating for that with ego#he wants to be a good person and do the right thing while accepting influence from the worst people in his life because he respects them#he's placed his entire self worth on a pedistal because everyone else held him to that bar#and he'll never reach it because he keeps putting it up higher and higher before he even can#like he coulda published his research at any time but chose not to because he wanted to make a wave in science so big he couldn't be ignore#he felt like if he wasn't someone extraordinary then there was no point to him at all because he cannot be ordinary#it's either excel or be outcasted. and he was done being outcasted#so he used that to build himself up as compensation for that looming feeling#and as a result he tried to reach up as high as he could and took bad deals#bill made it clear; it's the hillbilly or me. he's going to betray you. and as soon as ford thought bill was right it was joever#bill manipulated him onto that train of thought but he ultimately made that call at Greasy's that night#that's the fun part! there's the nuance!!#ford wouldn't have acted that way without bill's influence but bill did not actively tell him to treat fidds like that#it's so interesting because it's so layered and intertwined. so many variables rely on each other to happen.#this is a good man pushed in the worst direction possible by a being who intends him harm and ford is nonethewiser until it's too late#idk why it's controversial to say that i like my ford messy but here we are. i like him messy. he's not an angel but he's not a demon eithe#he's a goddamn human and the show treats him like one#journal 3 and TBOB also support this. hell TBOB's entire *point* was to show how bill managed to manipulate him#and show the horrors that came after. then it showed us that ford has nothing to be ashamed of there. it's not his fault#no one in his family blames him or thinks he's stupid for falling for bill. why do some people think he is or think TBOB thinks he is?#i dont get it#dimond speaks
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