#and like brother im so discouraged also i did so much work this weekend based on the green light i got 2 weeks ago | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

earlyspringtranscendence · 1 year

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deeeeeep in autistic meltdown mode oh my god everything is happening so much and my new roommate who is a shitty tall skinny white guy who smokes an inordinate amount of weed is listening to horrible dutch rap in his own bedroom in a way where i can still hear it happening and my legs hurt so so so so so much and the painkiller hasnt kicked in yet and oh my god im about to start crying

#and the worst part is that rationally im fine but still #&&&&& i need to be distracted im in so much pain #& im technically ok w the fact that im this over my own limit bc i was helping ppl which is why everything took a lot longer for myself #and whatever my teacher (2 of them) need(s) a TA and i know how to work the knitting machines so i said id explain the kitting #so she could help out other students but then i actually also still needed help & so then i still had to draw a whole sleeve #and like brother im so discouraged also i did so much work this weekend based on the green light i got 2 weeks ago #but then today they basically ran back their green light which is so unbearably frustrating because theyd already seen everything #and said it looked good and fitted well #and i havent changed anything ive just made a lining but its the shell thats the issue with or without lining #and my leg huuuuurts

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