#and my anxiety is kicking my butt

[nothoughtsjusthoffstrahm]

Chapter 3 of "You Two So Alike" (my Hoffstrahm fan-fiction) is out now! 😊

You can read it here!!

[un-pearable]

i still stand by my cole has anxiety hc. dudes just been sublimating it by force in order to tolerate a life on stage and the moment he got the chance he moved to the top of a mountain. not normal behavior. learning to wield a kickass scythe was just a bonus of finally not having to be stressed about being Perceived all the time

[ghostsxagain]

//I owe many things and I'm sort of at a loss for where to start so... like this post for me to reply to a starter or two of yours or send memes (both is an option too). specify if you have a preference//

[courageisneverforgotten]

second ever ballet class (as an adult) this evening let’s gooo

[joocomics]

can’t wait to catch up tonight on some new content that i’ve missed out on 🥺

[thyandrawrites]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to the followers/moots who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 💜💜💜

Hi anon, I don't usually do these but you somehow managed to send me this at the exact time for it to actually cheer me up while I was down. So thank you for thinking of me and for extending a kindness my way. It brought a small smile to my face and some days that's all you need

[gentil-minou]

dont feel pressured to watch s5! do it when you want! so that you can enjoy it properly!!!

Thank you!!! I really appreciate you bring so understanding and patient!

[dragonjesterwrites]

trick or treat :D

Oh shit hey!! A deleted snippet for you, my dude:

Treat!!

(For context, the lads and Reader were going shopping. I believe this was supposed to begin the Sun/Moon arc- I don't exactly remember though, because this was so long ago 😭 but I hope y'all enjoy anyway!)

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The storefront alone was bustling, people hurrying in and out, chatting on their phones, and conversing with one another while you waited in line with Sun and Moon for a cart.

The woman ahead of you shifted, and a baby popped into view over her shoulder, their chubby little face screwed up in distress, mouth drawn thin and eyebrows scrunched.

"Shh, shh, shh, kiddo." The woman murmured tiredly, the baby bouncing slightly and continuing to fuss even as she rocked them. "Please."

You felt your face scrunch in sympathy, both at the last, exhausted word and for the baby themselves, who looked about ready to cry.

There was movement beside you and a flash of silver, and you turned to look as Moon stepped forward, shaking the car keys gently a safe distance from the child. The baby whined, but dropped their shoulders and opened their eyes, at which point Sun offered a quiet gasp and an excited hi!, waving at the child.

You smiled as the baby's upset expression melted away, leaving them staring at Sun and Moon with wide brown eyes, troubles forgotten and attention fully caught.

Moon drew their gaze with another jingle of the keys, then placed the keys in his palm and covered them with his other hand. He shook his hands about, then opened them up and showed the baby his empty palms.

The baby's eyes widened just slightly, and looked to Sun, who gasped a bit louder, putting on a shocked expression and looking from the baby to Moon's palms. "Where'd it go?" He whispered, and the baby's face wavered for a moment before splitting into a wide grin, a bubbly laugh following.

The woman's shoulders sagged in visible relief, and she turned to give Sun and Moon a nod, at which they straightened in surprise. "No, you're fine, thank you. She's been fussing for a few hours. You guys have kids?"

"Oh, no, not y-" Sun began cheerfully, having recovered from the surprise before he abruptly cut himself off. "Ah, er- maybe one day."

"Well, as far as I'm concerned, you'd make pretty good parents." The woman replied matter-of-factly before facing forward to grab her cart. "Thanks again."

"T-Thank you."

"You're very welcome, miss."

As soon as she'd walked out of earshot, you squeezed Sun's hot hand, catching his jittery attention. "Not yet?" You asked with a smile, albeit one spread across a burning face, to which he responded with a squeak.

"W-Well, I, hm-"

"I'm just teasing, love." You chuckled, bumping gently against him as you walked. "We don't have to talk about it now. But, well. If-slash-when we do have kids, she's right, they'd have kickass parents, that's all I'm saying for now."

"You know, you've really got to stop flattering us like this, or else I'm going to propose." Sun said, bending down to nuzzle against you. "I may not have the money for the ring yet, but I have spotted what looks like the crafts section."

Towards the end of his sentence, he'd begun to trail off, sounding distracted as he slowly raised his head up and focused on the end of one of the aisles, where you could spot several packages of stickers, pipe cleaners, and bedazzling gems. You swapped an amused look with Moon, then tugged at Sun's hand to get his attention again.

"Would you like to go to the crafts section, love?"

"...Maybe. Ooh, okay, yes, very much so."

"I'll come with you." Moon offered, before hesitating. "If you don't mind, Starlight."

"Nah, not at all. Have fun, you two." You said, smiling when a now-vibrating Sun grabbed Moon's hand and pulled him quickly away to the crafts aisle.

You headed to the cleaning supplies section yourself and began to browse, but you didn't even get to pull the first bottle of disinfecting spray off the shelf before your phone began to buzz insistently in your pocket.

With a sigh, you pulled it out and opened up your messages with Abby.

Aw, boo. What are you doing now?

At the store. Sun immediately spotted the crafts section and took Moon with him. I'm getting cleaning supplies. You replied.

Girl what. Came the immediate response. Go with them!

No lol, the house needs cleaning. They get privacy and I get 64oz of lavender scented mopping liquid for wood, tile, and laminate floors.

Boo. Who has the phone?

Sun, I think. But no interfering, just sass. He said he wanted to take the lead.

I remember! Besides, bold of you to assume sass wasn't my original intention lmao

Yeah, I should've known haha

You shook your head affectionately and pocketed your phone before dragging the hefty jug of liquid off of the shelf and seating it at the back of the cart, followed by the spray and then a pack of sponges.

[tvrningout-a]

i've been kinda!! anxious all day, which makes it hard to get into the writing mood, so! i'm gonna see about finding a nice hc meme ( maybe a regular meme, too ) and write offline for a bit. hopefully that'll do the trick and get the creative juices flowing again!

[hyperfixation-tangentopia]

I made(?) a character

Because there were the other two celestial primates and my brain being my brain went

Hey what if -

But my reading comprehension is ah. Not great. And I couldn't find much on them (I did try to do some amount of research lol). So it more ended up me just taking the base concept and doing something out of that.

So. Ig if anyone wants to see one of them. Or well. My best attempts. Or ask anything. Or really just give me any excuse to share lol that'd be great.

I've only drawn one but I have some on the other, I don't have a story or anything yet but I do have personalities and always appreciate a jumping off point/question(s).

[sanriocat]

why am I awake again...

[hollowsart]

me: having anxiety about making or reblogging really long posts

tumblr: lol ok so we ruled out a new update that automatically cuts posts with a “keep reading” drop button so that dashboards aren’t clogged up anymore. no more colors of the skies etc etc, happy scrolling and blogging!

me:

me: STILL HAVING ANXIETY ABOUT REBLOGGING A LONG POST

[lexa-griffins]

Don’t feel guilty about not feeding our addictions. In the end, its probably better for us. At the end of the day you don’t owe us internet goblins anything. We will love you regardless. And we will be much happier knowing that you are happy and healthy versus stressing over trying to write a fic.

Your writing may have drawn us in, but your delightful personality is what has kept us around. Stay safe and sane and know that you are loved regardless of how much clexa crack you produce 😝 -🦦

I love feeding you little internet goblins tho 😈☺️ youre my little horny internet goblins 🥰

🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 that is just so damn sweet 🥺🥺 i have a busy maybe two weeks or so ahead of me, but i still want to try to find a little to answer you asks about different aus and/or try and write a bir more of the stripper/bartender one-shot!

I might also queue some asks if i can answer more than one at once just in case I gotta leave you guys dry for a little while 😅

You have literally all been so damn sweet, really, thank you, makes it a freaking joy to just create little AUs and write thing for you guys 🥰🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘

[ancientdreamkdj]

Why do people keep talking to me 😭 (I am on social media)

[inphernosyoutuber]

And asks are... live!

Hey there! Its me, Tabby! I've set things up so all you guys can ask me things. So, ask away!

No spoilers for new stuff though! GRRR!!!!!

(In other words, PLEASE GIVE ME ASKS PLEASE PLEAES PLEASEEE)

[bloomingbluebell]

(id: the results of a mental health questionnaire on an iphone. the results show that the person who took the questionnaire is probably experiencing severe anxiety and depression)

thanks apple health. i'm aware.