#and my bf is coming to Melb so I have to be there now

[idsb]

My brain is going a million miles an hour in a million different directions and this sucks so bad

[hastexphase]

this is quite amusing lol we were otw to my cousin’s baby shower when my brother questioned me about my sexuality it’s not the first time that my family has talked about this. my mother even talked me “out” of lesbianism when i was 14 coz she thought that Jody and I were a thing. 😂

told them to not worry because my sis only got a bf when she was 23 LOL but i don’t understand what they’re worried about la

our upbringing has been quite strict (erm minus the part that i actually do hang out late and smoke…. i think i’m quite an ok child. LOL) and my mother has always warned us against relationships coz she’s afraid that we’ll get cheated or something lol and i guess growing up with my parents’ somewhat toxic relationship and the relationships that my friends have had killed everything for me.

idk why they’re feeling ???worried??? that i may never find a partner when i’m not even worried at all

if it comes then it comes.

should have taken the chance to ask about how they’d feel if i actually have a girlfriend HAHAHA

i guess my mom would not take it well but my dad would be pretty cool with it??? we’ve talked about it and he told me he’d take me to a psychologist first LOL but i do believe that love is love. and also i’ve never had emotional attachment towards a girl by far so i guess their concerns are uncalled for hahaha

and!!! i’m so glad that i’ve finally talked to my parents about how i’d only start working next year.. and that i hope they’ll allow me to take time to travel about these few months. i’m so happy that they’re ok with it:-)))

now that the myanmar trip is confirmed, it’s time to plan my visit to melb!! i hope it comes true.