#idk wtf to do

[your-dearest-simi]

[enbyaxolotl67]

today on my brain

Am i

in love

physically ill

mentally ill

having a panic attack

who the fuck knows I sure as hell don’t

[bbyboybucket]

So I think I’m gonna have to get rid of my dog bc idk what to do with him bc he tears up everything, even if I leave him alone for like 20 minutes and every time I leave he pisses or shits in the house, even if I take him out before I leave, and then I started my new job today and I thought he’d do decent but no, I came home and my entire place is tore to hell, and idk where tf to even take him or anything but I can’t do this every damn day

[zander1104]

I know nothing about avior. Well I know a few things, and they’re S A D, so instinctively I choose to NOT get into his story line. I can’t take being sad over a character cause I know d a m n well imma be bed ridden with the crippling feeling of impending doom.

So can someone (in very simple kindergarten terms to save my feelings) explain a lil more about him and his story line 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

[speak-now-girlies-unite]

why have i been trying to sleep for over an hour IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF IF I DONT DESCEND INTO SLEEPYTOWN RIGHT RHIS SECOND

[ghst-hrt]

[batcavescolony]

Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.

[sc1entst]

I could be having the worst day of my like and when I open tik tok yuntie tia WILL be making her ass clap on live

[eroaneki]

I'm so sorry to everyone who has the displeasure of knowing me. I really am such a horrible presence to be around sometimes.

[5-trans-aliens-in-a-trench-coat]

Yall. I really need help here. I'll explain what's going on under the cut if anybody has an advice. (It's not anything super bad just friend stuff.)

Okay. So basically I have this friend group and obviously they're all gay and mentally ill. And like, it was fine for a while but this summer I've noticed how much better I've been doing not talking to them as much, and just noticing some red flags and stuff.

Mostly it's this one person I'm going to call jo because I'm not going to give out their actual name. So jo and I got super close like we would hug all the time and I know more about them than anyone else. I have another friend who we'll call Allie and she's my best friend. So basically I'm Jo's best friend but me and Allie are best friends. Jo always felt left out because of that and they would always make comments about how everyone else had people that they cared about more than them. I never really cared but now I've noticed that that made me feel really bad.

So in my friend group we would have sleepovers where everyone woukd vent about their problems. I'm the least mentally ill of the group so I didn't participate too much. I know I should always be there for my friends because they mean a lot to me, but idk I feel like it was a lot of pressure. My mental health started to get a lot worse because of this friend group even though they're super supportive and nice and great. Allie noticed this too and said that she didn't really like the friendgroup because of how they made me feel(she's not in the friendgroup btw).

Allie said that if I wanted to I could try to not completely drop them but like, get a little more distant from them and immediately I felt a weight lifted. So over the summer I started talking a little less in the groupchat, idk I tried to be subtle and just kind of ebb out. Apparently I didn't do very well though.

Just to give you some background jo has like trust and abandonment issues and so they kind of automatically try to guilt trip you into staying close to them if they think you don't like them. But they also think that everyone hates them about once a week. Last night jo sent me this.

It made me feel like shit and I honestly have no fucking idea how to respond because I don't want to get sucked in but I feel so bad. I dont know if I should just suck it up and try to help them since they already have it worse than me, or if I should focus on myself. I have a pretty good life overall so I could probably handle it, but I dont really want to.

Idk. They're seeming more and more like a red flag because of some other stuff too and I don't like it. But also that might just be a coping mechanism??

Please if you have any advice you can reblog it, comment it, put it in my ask box, or dm me. I would really appreciate it.

[kenchann]

🎤🎶.

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

[oh23]

[ It's Halloween, the bell rings at the Wayne Manor, Bruce Wayne goes to open the door. ]

Jason, dressed in a $5 Batman costume: trick or treat

Bruce:

Bruce: Why are you dressed like that.

Jason: Because it's my costume?? All you gotta do is go to the costume store and say make me look STUPID- [strikes a Batman pose]

Bruce, groaning: Don't stand like that!! That's not-

Jason: That's how you stand!

Bruce: That's not how I stand. I stand like-

Jason: This is exactly what you look like.

[neverquiteeden]

went queer night clubbing. Hot boxer's asked fir my snap. We now have each other's insta. Advice requited wtfff do I do