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jedi-bird · 3 months

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Partner just got annoyed with me when I told them to stop trying to show me a video about a ride I used to run. It's like, dude, there's nothing about that park that you can show me that I already don't know. I'm up to date on most new announcements whether I want to be or not because of friends who still work there. And they more than anyone should know just how much ptsd I got from that specific ride. Like, I love my partner but I will start screaming over this.

#vent post #personal #this whole thing is going to turn into nightmare fodder now #my subconscious is already queueing up the music #they know how bad it affected me because they used to pick me up from work sobbing #that particular part of the job was what tanked what little mental health i had left at the time #and yes its their favorite ride #I've told them that if we ever go to the park I'll stand in line with them so long as i don't have to ride it #but that doesn't mean i want to hear shit about it at home #this is supposed to be my safe space #and now I'm feeling petty and angry and thinking about queuing up something that they'll hate just at much for revenge #i won't obviously but the thought did pop up for a moment #and don't get me wrong i used to love my job #but there are definitely parts i want to forget more than anything

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