Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
Tumblr was attacked by a cross-site scripting worm deployed by the Internet troll group GNAA on Dec 3, 2012.
#and scroll thru this fuckin app day in n day out like always
hoodieimp
·
2 years
Text
Ngl it feels like my Finals Season Stress Freakouts are happening a) earlier and b) more and more frequently every school year
That's......probably not good huh
#dizzyisms
#I mean Yeah ADHD Hellbrain has never been kind to me
#but even just in the past two years I feel like I'm rapidly losing my ability to Care about deadlines
#and I straight up can't do some assignments until an hour before they're due
#the most minor shit has me feeling Overwhelmed
#and yeah I have academic accommodations (thank fuck) but I barely bother to Use them half the time
#bc I keep convincing myself that I Can Do This On My Own If I Just Try Hard Enough
#hell last semester I straight up Forgot abt the deadline to apply for finals accommodations
#n only my profs being Super nice and personally giving me extra time got me thru it
#and that's just the uni stuff
#don't even get me started on the fact that I haven't seen my partner in person in Months
#and still haven't gotten my actual license bc I keep going Weeks without practicing
#My life has been the size of my bedroom and my phone screen and I hate it so much
#I feel so god damn Helpless and Suffocated and some days it makes me want to break shit and scream and throw myself against a wall until
#my body gives out
#but I won't even allow myself That bc I'll still have to deal with the aftermath
#I'd say I wanna kill myself but honestly I don't have the balls to lmao
#don't wanna make my family n friends have to deal with my mess
#so instead im just gonna keep all this shit to myself and keep going back n forth from campus to gym to room
#and scroll thru this fuckin app day in n day out like always
#but it's only a matter of time until something Gives and some poor rando catches me at the Wrong moment and I fucking lose my mind and take
#Everything out on them
0 notes
Last Seen Blogs
heresthepitch
Let me pitch you this idea...
nuclearchips
✨Wonderful Misadventures✨
nostalgicdarknss
Nostalgic Darkness
dropbymuses
mamadarama
huuuaaaah!