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lunaicfantastic · 5 months
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fav part of gideon the ninth is for the first pre-canaan house chunk of the book, she's all "ugh I'm so normal surrounded by all these weirdo goth freaks when I blow this popsicle stand everyone will see how cool and normal and charming I am" and then she gets to canaan house and realizes that while she might have been a normie jock in the ninth house she is not exempt from being a goth weirdo who hides important doors behind tapestries and sneaks around in the dark so she doesn't have to talk to people. like we talk about her being a jock forced to be goth but nature v nurture babey she's not shedding that bone freak skin anytime soon
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writer-room · 11 months
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I’m personally imagining Jay and Cole somewhere off in the desert sitting around a campfire. Just chilling silently in the dead of night as coyotes howl in the distance. There is not a single thought in either of their heads and in the next ten minutes they’re probably gonna start fist fighting in the sand again over something petty.
Pixal meanwhile can be seen over the distant horizon in mech suit she built out of rusty pipes and a piece of lint. It’s somehow managing to hold off a giant monstrosity from the depths of hell with one hand while she researches how to make an even cooler Bounty 3 electric boogaloo with the other. She hasn’t interacted with a sentient being in months.
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namari-hime-moved · 7 months
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Hello there! I’m your doppelganger!
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wormy-worm · 20 days
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ok u know what maybe if the world isn't ready for sunrazer post that means that the world IS ready for Amoveous siblings post. This is Milo and Enho and theyre my DARLINGS and i love them SO MUCH. i have. SOOOOOOOO many thoughts abt them but after the previous post massacre i do not really feel like typing all of that xoxo love <3
#THESE DRAWINGS HAVE BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR MONTHS LOL#meart#original character#robot oc#ily enho ily milo my darlings my angels my loves my funny robot guys.#ive posted abt Andromeda on here b4 if u remember her Enho is her best friend !!!!!#Enhos a battle robot who doesnt want 2 fight people..#hes the oldest sibling and theres a lot resting on their shoulders!#shes supposed to be this big metal protector but U.U she just wants to hide in his room.. and make music for the internet..#him and andy have this whole arc abt like. autonomy and identity and junk#being as andy is a government experiment who was raised to be a superhero who. has not yet realized that she HATES being a superhero lol#Enho inspires her!#milo um. does his own thing. he was the second amoveous bot and he is lucky to have been built without the responsibility of a battle bot#which means hes a LOT weaker. doesnt have a million weapons and lasers and such like enho does. no one expects much of him. he HATES IT!!!!#he wants to be POWERFUL! he wants to HURT PEOPLE!! he wants to be USEFUL!!! hes ANGRY ALL THE TIME#its EXSAUSTING.#yk that tinkerbell thing thats like. cuz shes so small she can only feel one emotion at once. and its so big it consumes her entirely?#hes that. he lives entirely in extremes. everything is 100% for him#he jumps to conclusions so quick and so violently.. hes incredibly impulsive and it gets him into a lot of trouble.#hes also a total NERD!!! GOOB!!! says mlady unironically. likes bad computer games. wears a stupid tie everyday. cartoonishly schemes 24/7#enho for the record is also a pretty angry person. they just dont rlly express it. they dont express much of anything lol.#shes semiverbal on a talkative day. he can be REALLY REALLY PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE THO. THAT MF CAN BE SO PETTY. GOOFY ASS#but shes TERRIFIED she'll lose control of her emotions and her body and that shell hurt someone someday. absolutely terrified.#enho is as afraid of his strength as milo is of his weakness. theyre both two ends of the same extremes in a lot of ways.#polar opposites and yet exactly the same. they resent each other a lot. they need to learn to meet each other in the middle.#anyway ''i dont feel like typing all that'' and then i ramble in the tags for ten million years lol ToT I LOVE THESE GUYS#theyre my oldest ocs in this universe and i have so many thoughts if you have any questions feel free to ask me lol
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mellotronmkll · 2 months
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cannot put into words how much finding out that women with autism being misdiagnosed with bpd is like a super common thing shook my entire understanding of everything I had experienced my whole life that was the real final nail in the coffin but it's crazy I somehow didn't know that until recently
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bmpmp3 · 5 days
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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!
#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to#that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know#but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look#like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies#dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS#plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song#and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal#again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like#yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more#OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit#love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning#im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY#i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy#but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like#emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness#its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool#addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic#but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys#this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like#the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth#but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd#i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying#about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement
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supahstarrr · 1 month
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oh my god you know what's killing me about Kaede's execution. her identity is basically wrapped around this common act from professionals to develop a "mask" that attempts to cover up mistakes made on stage with confidence. the performance (the "mask") is many things at once—it's a way to keep the audience's pleasure ongoing, a way to gain control of the stage, it's a way to control anxiety. this performance follows her far to the trials until her execution. the execution is an attempt at deconstructing her performance while stripping her control away; by the rope gripping her neck and contorting her body, her not being able to fix possible mistakes, not being able to control the audience. this execution wasn't just planned out to be torture but to deconstruct her, the near embodiment of performance.
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pansyfemme · 2 months
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Holyshit same comorbidities ive never met someone who also has mcas before most people seem to stop at eds and pots T-T
They’re all very comorbid with eachother, tbh i just dont think a lot of people know what mcas is or confuse it for other symptoms
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zincbot · 6 months
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kiruko heavenly delusion is so transgender to me
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tgirljoker · 12 hours
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cps came to the house today and theyre treating everything so seriously its weird
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endtimers · 4 months
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yknow upon just having seen my maternal grandmother for the first time in a number of years i've just. gotta give it to erika ishii for ava burrow's end. if that isn't my grandmother. shit.
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animalsandskyyy · 11 months
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aaaahhhh spotify is evil :/ (not really….but still)
#fuck fuck fuck I just had a horrid realization aaaahhh#okay so my brother has always inquired into what music I listen to on my own#but ummmm that’s private so no lol#but idk music just feels private and my family is very judgmental of pop-ish music and my music taste edges that way a bit so yeah#but around like 2018 when I first got spotify…. I didn’t know that playlists were public unless you privated them#and my brother STALKED MY SPOTIFY#but i’m just now really learning about this??#bc I recently told him about a funny song that I found around that time and recently rediscovered#and he was like ‘oh I know that song- I saw it on your spotify before you privated all your playlists’#and I had a mini fucking heart attack bc#and umm I found that song when I was also in the midst of a very gay and very hayley kiyoko filled music phase#and yeahhh I just relooked at my old playlists and the ones with that song had soooooooo many obviously gay songs and nooooooooo#like its on playlist with songs like “girls like girls” “she” “pretty girl” and those are just the obvious ones#also on there is a song called “aromantic’’ lol and ‘never been in love’#hathtag- oriented aroace lmao#2018 was intense lmao#umm ​anyways#and#like they’re private now but aaahhhhh#he didn’t mention those songs so idk but aaaaaahhhhh I hate it whyyyyyy#apparently I am just desperate to avoid *conversations* lol#bc yeah#I hate conversations ™ aaaaahhh#I shall never bring it up and he’s nice enough to not mention it but also aaaahhhhhh#this was literally 5 years ago why am I reacting lol#ignore me im not fully awake#anyways#grace is dramatic#go to sleep grace#spotify is evil
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rohirric-hunter · 4 months
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I'll have to see if I can pull funny out of this and successfully circumvent the Uncomfortable but situation: Leonys, recently engaged, traveling across Gondor with her fiance in the service of the King, starts randomly asking around about Eomer, king of Rohan (since Lothiriel is insistent that you don't tell anyone it's her asking). This isn't surprising at first, given her Whole Deal, until the questions become a little bit too obviously besotted. This is also not surprising, given her Whole Deal, but it is a bit scandalous. After all, her fiance is right there.
#lotro#to be very clear hathellang absolutely knows why shes asking the questions and is not even a little bit concerned#i would never consider shoving a half-baked infidelity misunderstanding arc in there#they make me sick#the potential comedy comes from both of them trying desperately to convince people who arent in the loop and dont know them that well#that honestly really theres NOTHING happening there its all FINE#while also protecting lothiriels privacy#but again its something ill have to experiment with to see if i can make it work#i dont know why im feeling the urge to dump my entire writing process all over tumblr this evening#this is it if anyones curious#1. i could pull a parallel/foil out of that#2. heres a potentially funny situation that might arise from that#3. lots and lots of thinking about that situation to decide if i really want to do it#this is like dangerous territory#it comes very close to one of my Rules#when i realized that leonys of rohan was going to be pretty romance focused i immediately established some Rules#one of them was absolutely no shitty stupid misunderstanding arcs#because theyre shitty and stupid and i hate them#and also i think they destroy a lot of romance in other media. like it could be a perfectly decent romance#but then they throw in some contrived misunderstanding arc where one of them thinks the other one is cheating or something#and it pulls back the curtain and reveals that actually they dont even fucking like each other#so yeah. number 2 on the Rule list and for a good reason#but its probably fine since the problem with that comes with one member of the couple thinking that#and it would all be external
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asterouslyaesthetic · 10 months
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hinata is so cute. he really went:
bamboo shoots made azura smile -> azura's smile is super cute -> i would like to see her with an even bigger smile -> i should get her more bamboo shoots -> i should propose to her while giving her bamboo shoots
he also happens to be responsible for one of the funniest lines azura's ever said:
"i'm sorry. it sounded like you were proposing to me with a bag of vegetables."
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andromedasummer · 7 months
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i ended up having a like. 30 minute conversation with some of those "freedom convoy" people. was at the bus stop. they were wearing trump hats. i ended up roped into the conversation because i was so taken aback at seeing one in public i was just. staring at it. ive never felt more depressed about someone elses life and beliefs than when i talked to them.
#they fucking. tokd me about the litterboxes in schools for kids identifying as cats and i had to#break it to them that that wasnt true and explained that. also explained. what its like yo be autistic. how i find it joyful#and also discussed how they believe trump has been spoken to by god and chosen to lead and how they arent christians or catholics like they#used to be but instead talk directly to him and have him inside them#and also apparently how 15 minute cities in china are used to keep people imprisoned where they are#and we arent a democracy anymore. which was so funny considering. they are participating for a party#running in the election#i gave them my perspective on being transgender and gay and watched them have like. 3 or 4 ''are we the baddies'' moments#explained what puberty blockers actually do. that surgery is paid out of peoples own pockets. that we literally only have#one doctor who can perform these surgeries and hes abt to retire#and at the end of the convo they were like ''youre so pleasant. youre really smart young lady'' and i was like ''ty? i just. read a lot'#god i hope they learned. something. or i changed some opinion. they seemed to have a more positive view of autistic people at least#i just like. fuck dude. these fuckin right wing grifters are ruining these peoples lives.#the lady has been unemployeed since covid cos she got sucked into this antivax stuff and now theyre both financially unstable#perfect targets for tamaki and the freedoms people who were known for squeezing money out of people through bogus religious stuff#those two have been twisted into just. hateful and scared and are saying the most. insane shit and they dont even realize it.#and the worst part of it was the amount of young people there. so many people my age just deluded into this nonsense.#and kids JESUS CHRIST so many kids holding signs about ''protecting the kiwi way of life'' like bro every single thing#you are getting upset about an imported culture war. you arent threatened by this shit.#youve latched onto american culture war stuff because youre insecure in your whiteness and existence in a colonial country#its so fucking evil.
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elegyofthemoon · 6 months
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on silly gender moments with snow: realizing you've been saying "i shouldve been born a guy" since you were like. 10
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