#and t*ylor would NOT have cared she would have seen him as a story

[hoediaz]

hello beloved bestie 3, 14, 15, 26, & 29 for baby buck <333 mwah mwah

MWAH thank u so much bestie

3. A song that reminds me of them

sorry but i physically cannot listen to the archer by taylor swift without crying about buck like. she wrote that about him on purpose. who could ever leave me darling, but who could stay?...i wake in the night i pace like a ghost / the room is on fire invisible smoke / and all of my heroes die all alone / help me hold onto you it just makes me insane

but also everyone knows the archer is Buck's Song so have a second pick that i've been having a Moment with recently...disloyal order of water buffalos by fall out boy (yes fob <3) is also Buck's Song...i'm coming apart at the seams / pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams / doc, there's a hole where something was...i'm a loose bolt of a complete machine / what a match, i'm half-doomed and you're semi-sweet

14. Best storyline they had

honestly it's gonna be 5b i know it but also, maybe this is a niche pick, but the cat fish storyline. i remember so clearly watching that for the first time and just. Falling in love with buck. i already loved him, but in s1 i was a bobby girl 100% and it wasn't until the catfish storyline that i imprinted on him fr (he was so angry! but the second he heard the man's story he was SO empathic! he threatened a coroner to protect his dignity like...my angel fr)

15. Worst storyline they had

bt. next. MALFKS sorry but also not really. i DO think it'll be worth it and interesting in hindsight but right now i just can't stand it, get that woman away from him

26. When do you think they were being "themselves" the most?

honestly....idk if it's happened yet. this is mr software upgrade, mr "i hide my true feelings from others," mr "he hated himself so much he pretended to be someone else." idk if buck's ever been Himself all the way. i think 2x01, when he was jealous and bitter about eddie but heartfelt and loyal about abby, and excited but sceptical about maddie, it was such a huge turning point for him with the loss of abby + the (re)introduction of eddie and maddie that he didn't really have the space to be someone else. but also the entire daniel arc, the love me anyway scene? yeah. Yeah.

29. How do you think they would be as a parent? (and if they are a parent, how do you think they would be if they weren't?)

PLEASE that's the thing i'm SENSITIVE about. this is so funny too bc buck IS a parent but he also isn't...not to be super sad or anything but ouch. anyway, i think buck as a parent is SO attentive and affectionate to make up for everything he didn't get to have as a child that it could literally make me weep on command. sometimes i think about buck saying "i'm SO proud of you i've never been prouder" to christopher at the pier when they were playing a silly little game and want to d*e bc he's SO openly affectionate SO loving literally can't even talk about it i will start crying

character asks 🥰

[canonicallyobserving911]

Buck & T@ylor: Here’s why they are headed for a break-up

Here's what T@ylor did wrong!

There's a debate going on regarding if what T@ylor did in 5x17 "Hero Complex" was wrong with regards to the Jonah story. 

Please understand it's not what she did it was the way she did it! Even though she didn't report on the story until after Jonah was caught (thereby keeping her promise to Buck and not violating ethics); she was morally wrong in the way she had inside information that she obtained from people/sources who asked her to keep it "off the record".  She broke that trust with those sources which will put several people in trouble with the LAFD and the city of Los Angeles.  Questions will surface about how she obtained that information so quickly.  Her connection to Buck has put him and the 118 in jeopardy of being investigated and it won't be difficult for anyone to figure out the sources she mentioned are connected to her boyfriend.

To put things in perspective, think about how reporters do it on your local news stations.  Have you ever seen a reporter on the scene talking with confidence about the details of a Breaking News case within minutes of it happening?  No!!!  Usually reporters stop witnesses to ask questions or they wait for law enforcement to do a press conference so they can listen and learn more about the case. Jonah was in the process of being arrested so there's no way she could have known that much about his arrest if she was reporting on the things that were happening in real time. 

T@ylor arrived with very specific knowledge about Jonah including his picture even though he had just been arrested.  She used the info from Chimney and Hen to run with the story so that she could be first to report it.  It wasn't about her being considerate or caring about previous or future victims.  This was all about T@ylor putting her job before anything else including the well-being of others.

Additionally, Jonah's lawyer could argue that T@ylor's sources who were close to the investigation hindered their client's ability to receive a fair trial because the jury pool has been tainted. They can ask for a change of venue, subpoena members of the 118 to testify and interrogate Hen and Chimney by asking why they didn't turn their inquiries about Jonah over to the police. 

Bobby will be questioned too about Jonah's background checks and why he decided to hire him if he was such a threat. 

Athena could also be questioned since she is a police sergeant who is married to the captain of the firehouse that hired Jonah. 

Lastly public trust in the LAFD, Chicago, Miami and any other city Jonah worked in will be broken.  Both victims and patients alike who had Jonah as their paramedic will file lawsuits that could bankrupt the fire department and the city including Claudette's family.  Remember Hen took pictures of her meds when she was at the funeral.

The bottom line is this is not about which of them was more wrong in regards to the ending of their relationship.  Yes, he cheated and she lied but the difference is which one of them learned from it.  Buck did apologize to T@ylor and learned from his mistakes. Was he a slime ball for cheating, YES!!!  But she lied before and she continues to take advantage of her relationship with him.  She hasn't learned anything and that's the problem.  For everyone that's upset about their pending breakup, you should watch episode 2x6 "Dosed" so that you will see T@ylor hasn't changed.  She didn't learn from her first encounter with the 118 four years ago and she’s still operating like she doesn’t care how her stories affect people. 

The best way to demonstrate one has overcome their mistakes is when they show you they have learned from them. Insanity is when a person does the same thing over and over again expecting different results.   That's the main problem with T@ylor because she hasn't learned anything from the last few times she went all in reporting on a story without considering how it would effect those she was reporting on.  She is still selfish and self-serving.  While it's true she had a difficult childhood, that doesn't exempt her from being held accountable for her actions.  Buck had a difficult childhood too but he's not heartless.  He learned how to empathize but she hasn't.  Also has everyone been paying attention to their relationship?  They don't work but they both keep trying to force it. It's toxic and that's another reason why they need to end it.

Both of them are wrong for ever getting into a relationship with each other because neither of them have learned how to trust themselves.  You can't trust someone else if you don't know how to trust yourself. 

[thestangossip]

Why I still think Ellie and Sebastian are still together.

I want to get it all out as to why I think they are together. Many of you don’t seem to understand for months I waived back and forth but now I’m nearly sure they are together. I didn’t come to this decision lightly. The last straw for me was Turks and Caicos. 

Let me start by saying, many of you seem to be under the impression that if we aren’t fully seeing something it can’t have happened. This is both before and after December. Many fans seem to have been completely shocked that Sebastian was able to hide Ellie well for months and couldn’t believe the relationship was “real” or “serious” because of that. But let me pull a quote from T@ylor Sw!ft 

“...Because it's 2017 and if you didn't see a picture of it, it couldn't have happened right? Let me say it again, louder for those in the back... We think we know someone, but the truth is that we only know the version of them that they have chosen to show us.” 

I know T@ylor probably isn’t popular on here (for good reason) but I think this is one of the most honest quotes about the current celebrity culture. Sebastian can disappear in NYC for months on end without us really spotting him, he can appear suddenly and be seen over and over again by fans. I don’t believe that’s by chance. There is this beautiful quote by Marylin Monroe “Want to see her?” The story goes that she was walking in the streets with a friend (no hair, makeup, in jeans, etc) and the friend was astonished that nobody was noticing who she was. Marylin was the most desired woman in the world, how could people not notice her? The friend asked her how and she said to her “Want to see her?” and she turned “it” on. Soon they were flanked by camera’s, fans, etc. 

Celebrities can go without being seen when they don’t want. We know this, we know they hire paps and show up at convenient places where people will see them. This isn’t to say they can’t be stalked and chance encounters don’t happen. But for the most part, they can choose if they want to be seen. Rarely are they taken aback. I don’t believe Sebastian is different, he knows how to play the game. He dated 3 “It” girls. He knows. I don’t think it’s so strange coincidence that we use to go every single week with getting photos of Sebastian with a fan, and since December we’ve got a handful of photos. It’s intentional. 

So please keep all that in mind when I bring up why I still believe they are together. 

1: The Photographer 

Back in February we a had a recent photographer of Ellie claiming she had a boyfriend 

She then got more people questioning her and she did backtrack but she never (from what I saw) denied she had a boyfriend. All she said was 

Sorry, it’s small but she basically said: “Does it say I wrote that.” The person had sent in an ask from my blog. I don’t really see this as a denial. I see this as a person getting freaked out her private messages were being sent around to blogs on the internet. 

2: Ellie deleting and going private

Suddenly in Febuary Ellie went private and then took the time to delete thousands of Sebastian fans following her. This happened when she returned to NYC in February. 

Ellie’s a model, and in the world of Instagram having followers matter. More than anything else right now, having followers matter. Ellie doing this would have infuriated her agency, so why would she do it. She did this months after the drama had died down. She probably wasn’t getting the same stream of hate, deleting then is odd. Unless it was the direction of someone. Given this happened right as she came back to America I suspect Sebastian directed it (maybe as a condition of staying together). 

3: Mdcelestes

This is a friend of Sebastian, who works for the Ronald McDonald House. She claimed in a post that Sebastian during a visit spoke out against “Cyberbullying” and claimed in a comment below he had been a recent victim of it (I don’t have screenshots of it but if anyone does please send them in). To me this doesn’t sound like he thought Ellie was in the wrong, and if he didn’t think she was wrong why would he break up with her? (This can also be applied to Netania as well)

4: Sebastian disappearance

Sebastian disappeared, we hardly have gotten posts or fan sightings. Why is he hiding away? I guess you can argue he’s over fans, but I think he’s hiding to make sure he and Ellie aren’t seen together. 

5: Sebastian’s comments at Rome Con

When asked why he left Instagram he said this “The internet’s a funny thing. I love it because it can really bring people together. You can bring focus to the right sort of situation and I love it for that. But it’s also a place of extreme hate and miscommunication and lies and this kind of negativity.” 

So it really does seem like Sebastian does not think Ellie (and perhaps even Netania) did no wrong. That the internet ganged up on an innocent victim. Side note: this is the real problem with cancel culture, it allows the person being canceled to play the victim. So if Sebastian doesn’t think Ellie did anything wrong why would he break up with her? The story of the breakup theory is he found out and dumped her. But if he didn’t think she was wrong why would he? If he either A. didn’t care or B. believed it was all lies why would he? They could have been planning for months to be apart most of the winter. Ellie probably had planned to visit Oz for months and Sebastian probably knew his film schedule for a while. Them not being together this winter could have been something they knew last fall. 

6: Turks and Caicos Gate 

Probably the biggest piece of evidence. Ellie’s birthday happened on the 30th of May and that weekend all her friends were in Turks and Caicos. Her friend Dugald posted this 

We have Ania (another friend) laughing about people being cut out of the photo. Someone besides Will (Sebastian’s friend). To make it all the more damning Dugald privated his account after this photo was put out. He has since reopened. This is a theme of Ellie’s friends, post something sketchy then private. Dugald did this at Will and Alissa’s wedding a year ago, he posted a photo of Sebastian and Ellie and then quickly privated. 

To make the matter all the more damning we figured out it was a man and woman who were cut from this photo. Cameron (Ellie’s friend) uploaded this to his instagram story 

Cameron later deleted this photo from his story. It’s obvious these two people didn’t want to be featured

Then looking at photos of Ellie and Sebastian at the beach last year makes painfully obvious to me that this is them 

Cameron pulled a similar dog and pony show here as well. He posted then privated his account. We have other occasions of Sebastian demanding no photos of him and Ellie (the wedding, pap walk pics being taken down, Brazil). This makes it all the more likely that it was by Sebastian demand he was not featured in any of the group’s photos posted online. We have two extra people on this trip but they aren’t featured in any of the other posts by the others. To me there is only one explanation, this was specifically by Sebastian’s demand.

So no I’m not basing this on nothing or saying it solely to hate on Sebastian. I’m saying this based on a series of events that have occurred since February.