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Hey y'all, I know I've kind of dropped off the face of the map crafting-wise this last week or so, but I have been tapering off of the hydrocortisone I'd been on for a while. Long term, it will be better for me, but short term, standing is not my friend right now. I stood up today and my heart rate/blood pressure got weird enough I felt it in my nose that felt so weird I'll be fine, the side effects are unpleasant but not dangerous, but crafting is taking more spoons than I have most days. I am getting better though! And my blood pressure hasn't been low, so even without this medication I am doing better than I was before going on this medication. I'm not entirely sure like...why???? But it's a good thing!
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#I did have a slightly narrow pulse pressure for a bit. Which is like. not great?#but as soon as I sat down it fixed itself#so more salt more water more sitting and more time#and that should resolve itself#it's not unprecedented for me to have narrow pulse pressure when going off of corticosteroids#so like. I know it's unpleasant but it's been checked by a cardiologist I am okay#like don't get me wrong it's weird the cardiologist also thought it was weird. but not dangerous for me#don't take me as a benchmark on that though narrow pulse pressure is in general one of those symptoms#that for most people is maybe like go to the doc RIGHT NOW. it's just that tachycardia and chest pain are too and I get those all the time#I have had all the tests I am okay but don't take me being okay as a reason to ignore those symptoms#idk how to balance reassuring y'all that I am fine without downplaying the other things that can cause those symptoms???#I am over thinking this so I will end the tags here lol
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Lloyd and Kai as Mario and Luigi because red and green

Based on this official Mario artwork!
#trying not to cringe right now#I wasn’t sure whether I should have drawn an M or a K on Kai’s cap#but that issue resolved itself when I unintentionally drew both caps sideways#anyways I gotta study now bye#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#lloyd ninjago#Kai ninjago#ninjago Kai#ninjago fanart#ninjago Lloyd#fanart#Mario#guplia draws
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Even though Liam’s whole misogynistic joke thing is obviously supposed to not be taken all that seriously and just as a running gag, (a running gag that makes a lot of people including myself uncomfortable and that I would rather ignore but still), I think that if Rosy decides to redeem Henry and Liam it’d be hilarious if to make Liam less problematic for the redemption, they made him have character development but it’s 100% offscreen.
But not in ret-con way where it’s not even acknowledged, no no no. Instead someone would say something low-key sexist and Liam would interject like “Woah, that’s not cool man”. And there’s just a beat of silence as the other guys look at him in confusion. And even Henry is like “…What?” but the scene moves on before anyone can ask further questions. And from then on it just happens repeatedly, but every time someone tries to ask what the fuck happened to him he gets cut off before he can elaborate. And so everyone in-universe is just getting increasingly more surprised and puzzled as he does it around more and more characters without elaborating. Sean says to Zander that he thought Zander described this Liam guy a lot differently and Zander, who has completely given up on figuring this out, just dejectedly says that he did, has no fucking clue what happened, and probably never will.
Idk, just a silly idea I came up with because it lets Liam keep his whole ladies’ man archetype, but the comedy comes from the subversion of that archetype and the absurdity of his heel-turn rather than…whatever he has going on now.
#I should clarify that this does not stop him from saying your mom in response to questions he still thinks that’s hilarious#I might use this in a fic if I have the chance because for some reason I just find it really funny#I just like this for the show itself I think because it allows for Liam to develop without taking screen time away from other plotpoints#so it’s low-effort to implement while also giving Liam what he needs to grow as a character#I mean this flaw of his was never meant to be taken seriously so I doubt people would be upset if it got resolved—#—off-screen since it wasn’t meant to be something that needed to be fixed in the first place#the music freaks#tmf#freakblr#tmf liam#liam tmf#the music freaks liam
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I feel like tumblr should know that last night, in my dream (where I was some kind of thief/agent character), I was given a quest by the Chocolate Guy (Amaury Guichon) to save a mall full of people from The Void. Unclear what powers he had, since he was also trapped in the mall-void, but apparently he was the one who summoned me. He was making a large, round chocolate sculpture, but I didn't get to see what it was
#the chocolate guy#dreams#unreality#he also gave me a tour of the place#and had stubble#so I think they'd been in there a while#unfortunately I woke up before the dream resolved itself#but it was also a dreamscape thing (within the dream)#and apparently I was going to work on fixing the problem with my husband#the last thing i remember was strolling around the (now illusory) mall with him hand in hand and telling him Chocolate Guy was there#anyway I should go and stop procrastinating my other work#scribe does something
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not to. Return There. but. I am compelled to burn my wings against the bright light until the end of times, so.
I think that if Totk Ganondorf was ever meant to be a criticism of imperialism, it's a pretty incomplete one without Rauru taken into account.
While Ganon is very representative of the "conquest" aspect as a Strongman Fascist who reveres strength and the violent part of the initial domination, he has no concrete plans of enforcement and structure down the line, no way to preserve his flimsy grip on power (the game makes a point to tell us he doesn't care for survivors and he doesn't ever seem eager to preserve any kind of infrastructure). Rauru --who somehow couldn't "come to the aid" of Hyrule without crowning himself king about it-- isn't about the conquest or the violence, but Hyrule is nothing if not an extremely well oiled system with a centralized religion, coin, language, history, legends and social class self-replicating since the literal beginning of times.
The *very long sigh* imperialism thing isn't about making one of these two egotistical weirdos more righteous than the other: it's about acknowledging the parallels, even if the game itself throws hissy fits at the mere suggestion Ganondorf and Rauru are two characters who are begging to be compared (and even make vague strides that they should be during cutscenes, though they are not super specific and immediatey dissolve into a little puddle of nothing, I'll give you that willingly), because if Ganondorf represents stage 1: the conquest... then Rauru should represent stage 2: the consolidation.
And the fact that the game is desperate to refute that these two kingly idiots adhere to the same fundamental system of governance (and the one who's deeply into the concept of centralization and automation and leveling of culture and repression of literal identity through the liberal use of masks not being the chaotic dramaqueen on his edgy unicorn giggling to himself about awkward murder scenes) feels like pretty offputting denial --because, truly, what is so scary about noticing the similarities? Wouldn't it be enriching and worth the conversation?
What are we so afraid of?
#thoughts#totk#totk critical#ganondorf#rauru#when will my brain return from the imprisoning war...#the forbidden imperialism debate#I KNOW I said I wouldn't speak of it anymore!!! ;_;#I'm weak of the resolve u_u#+ very stressed out#so I guess that??? makes me want to pour boiling hot discourse oil all over my body???#I should be doing literally anything else than writing this but#yeah that's a good recap of what bothers me about totk#it's the Denial#it just seeps through everything and makes the world contrived and actively fighting itself
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everyone be proud of me for setting boundaries at work. today i was having an issue with something and was talking to my supervisor about what to do and he was like well you could give it another six hours. so i said well that would be 10 PM. that didnt seem to strike him as immediate reason not to do that so i said quote "honestly im not going to be here at 10 PM so lets operate on the assumption that is not going to be a feasible approach to this problem."
#luckily the problem resolved itself and i did not have to make a further case for not coming to work that late#it was my third consecutive attempt at this thing though each attempt taking a week so i did consider it for a second#but i hate how in science everyone says 'i love how flexible it is!' but meanwhile theres the expectation to work any time#flexibility just means i can wear jeans and am expected to come in at any time but still adhere to limits on days off#like if i am here nearly every weekend surely that should come for a more few weekdays off#anyway i gotta draw the line i shant come at 10 pm
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the american healthcare system is so bad! lol!
#insulting that im taking money out of my paycheck to pay for this#and there are additional costs on top of that#ive been for healthcare reform for a while now but never experienced it firsthand#i just knew that it was causing problems for other people and thought we should probably change it#but now i know for myself i was correct#this whole abdominal issue would probably be resolved right now if our healthcare system was semi competnt#and thats not to insult any of the people ive been working with to fix it theyre great#its just the system itself leaves you waiting for so long#i had a visit recently and it was determined that while what im dealing with is not something seriously dangerous i should see a specialist#to get a more in depth look at the issue#and also do some testing as well#but now i have to wait ntil mid-may to do that#theres just so much waiting which is not fun when youre having health issues you want fixed#but there is good news#one i no longer have to do that godawful elimination diet that didnt work#do not do that unless you have to it will ruin your life#and also i got prescribed a medicine that seems to really help#ideally the underlying issue can be treated so i do not have to rely on the medicine but its a good bandaid while i wait for said treatment#and its only about 7 dollars with my insurance#so in some ways im lucky but its still frustrating just having to wait so long to be ok again#but i dont expect that to change for the next 4 years while President Concepts of a Plan is in office
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been chewing on my Yukiko SLink thoughts for literal weeks and while I’m torn on a lot of elements, I think my biggest Thing about its central conflict is the way Yukiko is never actually afforded an opportunity open up about and to work through her feelings about taking over the inn with said community.
#I’ve been listening to some analysis of p4 that is coming specifically from Japanese YouTubers#so I think there’s definitely a cultural lens of prioritising collectivism over rigid individualism#my view is that if p4 is ALREADY being subversive by arguing that one must acknowledge the truths you’ve buried#otherwise they stand to harm yourself and others (because in avoiding them you ignore the ways in which they affect yourself#and thus the world around you)#and both within the ludonarrative and. literal narrative. one gains strength and resolve by openly engaging with those around us and#forming genuine bonds#doesn’t it stand to reason that this should extend to yukiko and her wider support system#even if she stands to possibly disappoint them?#like nominally souji is THERE. but his nature as a silent protagonist effectively makes him a soundboard to yukiko working out these#conflicts kinda. alone. yknow?#tunes talks persona#ehhhh maybe ‘alone’ overstates it. but idk. I just feel that the way her SLink is structured lends itself to being read as yukiko#processing her conflicts without Really confiding in anyone she stands to disappoint#and then yay? the conclusion she comes to allows her to not disappoint anyone?
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Like, big Sherlock Holmes fan, me, but the thing about Sherlock Holmes is that even within the confines of the stories all those little details don't add up to the solution of the mystery. You can't read Holmes's analysis of some guy's calluses and know how the story ends. The information necessary to put the puzzle together unfolds apace with the plot, and it's only in retrospect that the details of how it all fit together mean something. Holmes even says as much to Watson at one point; he is able to tell what Watson is thinking about from the expression on his face and when Watson is impressed he takes him backwards through a string of deductions and when he's finished Watson agrees with him that yes, now it's been explained it is absurdly simple. The brilliance of Sherlock Holmes is a trick of framing.
#i think that if there is a mystery happening in s2 of good omens it is a kind that only resolves itself at the end#and we have not reached the end yet. s3 will have to come out before whatever is happening in s2 can make sense#Wait And See as neilman said#i should go back to working on the meta i started on the bullet catch at some point bc i think a LOT of the tone of fandom analysis#ultimately comes back to wanting to make the bullet catch more pivotal than it is (or like. pivotal in a different way than it is)
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Grabs you by the shoulders HUMMINGBIRD SALAMANDER BY JEFF VANDERMEER AND Y/N BY ESTHER YI ARE REALLY JUST THE SAME TYPE OF STORY IN DIFFERENT FONTS. THE RECKLESS AND RELENTLESS PURSUIT OF AN IDEAL, OF AN IDEA, OF A FRAGMENT OR A FIGMENT OF A PERSON WHO YOU SO EARNESTLY BELIEVE YOU KNOW. EVEN AS IT DESTROYS YOU. EVEN AS IT TEARS YOUR LIFE APART. AN ALMOST RELIGIOUS ZEAL FOR AN IDOL. THE SUDDEN DISAPPEARANCE OF THAT IDOL LEAVING MANY BROKEN OR OTHERWISE CHANGED IRREVERSIBLY. AN IMAGINATION OF AN IDYLLIC REALITY. UNRELIABILITY OF THOUGHT, OF MEMORY. A WOMAN REALIZING SHE NEVER LOVED THOSE WHO WERE CLOSE TO HER AS SOON AS SHE STARTS TO LOVE A CONCEPT. LOVING THE IDEA OF LOVING AN IDEA. DO YOU UNDERSTAND
#.txt#hummingbird salamander#guess i should come up with a tag for the esther yi book that doesn’t get mistaken for fanfiction writing#uhhhhhhh#maybe wse (why slash enn)#wse#anyways. drop suggestions for similar books if you have any#there’s something so mesmerizing about seeing a woman (or other protagonist) destroy themselves in pursuit of an idea that might not exist#wse to me is like a trainwreck in slow motion#it’s not horror (far from horror) but you feel dread building in you the whole time#you’re gripped in fear over Something happening#and then it never happens#our unnamed protagonist finds her idol and realizes he doesn’t compare to who she thought he was#it’s like watching a 20-car pileup play out in painstakingly slow motion and then suddenly resolve itself to a scratch#anticlimactic but weirdly cathartic nonetheless#‘jane’ acts similarly except she experiences real and active danger from people just like her#and she never meets silvina#only finds her body#i suppose moon might as well have been a body to the unnamed narrator#in fact he might have been more useful to her dead than alive#when he disappeared he might as well have died#just. god#those books did something to me#i need more books that will do something to me
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"why did gotham knights use jacob kane instead of william cobb?? gotta make everything about batman smh"
normally id agree that less stuff should be about batman but like. that would tie the story to dick and make it a nightwing focused plot. which. isnt a good move for a game that wanted to have 4 main characters and was deliberately trying to avoid having any character be the "right" one to play as.
#ive seen this come up a few times and its on my mind#so many of the complaints i see about gk are like. easily resolved by a short discussion of the game development process#the people who complain about the optimization being shit are right and should complain more tho#my game does this fun thing where it gives me the crash notification but the game fixes itself if i just wait a second#but the crash notif doesnt go away unless i click thru it and if i click thru it itll force shut the game#so i have to either restart or move the notif to my second monitor and just ignore it
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i'm gonna be real a lot of the complaints & takes from the bg3 fanbase have been hilariously stupid and hypocritical as fuck lately. like be real.
#i still like the game but it's so hard to engage with when the annoying ass bioware stans start turning everything into discourse#how are you going to complain that their artistry is being compromised for fans sake and in the same breath#complain about exploits being patched out so now you have to play the game as intended and. you know. respect larian's artistry 🤨#mechanics & the flow of gameplay are just as important as the story itself my brother in christ you are playing a Video Game#if you're trivializing Big Important Fights with exploits that's an issue they should resolve#also larian isnt your dm it is a company. you are going to be restricted in your gameplay It Is A Video Game
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Nowins will choke. he will not get p4 in the drivers championship and he will let aston martin pass mclaren again for p4 in the constructors championship. he is meant to be the more experienced driver but he bottled so many opportunities this year. there will be nobody else to blame for his failures. he let himself and his team down. it is time for him to take some blame.
How did you know it was my birthday and all I really needed to top it off was a good giggle? 🧡
#this is nowhere near as good as the 'lance can't ride a bicycle' incident#'nowins' scans so awfully i had to piece it together from the rest of the message#anon i hope whatever's wrong in your life resolves itself and this doesn't haunt you too badly in your 3am futures#a little bit though because attempting formula 1 hate mail on tumblr isn't a high point and you should learn from it#also have you seen my blog? not sure i'm on tumblr for lando's standings in the championships#ala ask
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You know its bad when Im having nocturnal asthma attacks.
#Woke up chocking on phlem and unable to take a full breath#Goddamn the first thing I should have done is gone to my ENT instead of Urgent care#He knows my medical history with this stuff#And more importantly actually takes care of me#instead of just throwing the weakest course of medication they got or hoping it resolves itself
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Weirdness update: I am still very slightly itchy, but not to the point where I felt the need to take medicine a second time today. I think it may be done, and my body just needs to finish processing. If I still feel anything in the morning I might take one more Allegra, but I think this week of random hives is finally over! May it never happen again!
#Hopefully the weird nose/throat situation also resolves itself as I believe it to be a reaction to medication#And my voice is recovering so it should hopefully be back tomorrow!
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All this stress over the new update (Aventurine-adjacent obviously) has me feeling so sick PLEASE...Please just let him be 10000000% happy and safe with zero question ONCE
#(or forever I've decided I have moved past the need for angst that does not resolve itself by the end of the update. apologies.)#I should go back to sleep I can't take this so early#is it weird that part of me prefers when my favorite characters are out of the story bc then nothing bad can happen to them like#specifically in hoyo games#all the speculation stresses me out so much#pg.txt
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