#and the reason for that is that our fictives tend to fixate on their sources and I became the host so yeah. whoops agkafhjkjl | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

thethingything · 2 years

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every so often I get really tempted to see how many of the doubles of my source we can have co-fronting at the same time just to see what would happen. I'm pretty sure we'd just get really blurry because that's what happens after a while when I co-front with Sylvain, but like, would we all just vibe or would it be absolute chaos

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #we did try doing this back in April but there were nowhere near as many of us back then #I literally can't tell you how many there are now because we don't actually know #sometimes new ones show up and it turns out they've been here for months so there are almost certainly ones we don't know about #this is what you get when your brain defaults to introjecting whoever it's fixated on whenever it splits new fragments #and then you fixate on one guy for months on end while splitting a lot due to a whole bunch of shit happening #we're self-conscious about how many doubles we split just in general but at this point it's just kind of funny #like this has happened with other sources before but we only fixated on them for maybe 3 months at most? and we thought that was a lot #this was like 2 months of fixating on and off and then 7 and a half months of continuously fixating #and the reason for that is that our fictives tend to fixate on their sources and I became the host so yeah. whoops agkafhjkjl

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