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lit-in-thy-heart · 2 years

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i have had such an adulting week

#monday i called about my laptop camera being fucked and spent half an hour on the phone to a lovely it guy #yesterday i tidied half my room and if you ignore everything by my desk the room looks so majestic #oh yeah tuesday i did a fuckton of laundry and put it out on the line #and today i applied to three jobs #yes i have been spending a lot of time on mario kart too BUT i did other things!!#personal #lit talks

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myfriendtheghost · 11 months

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goodnight baby love

#if u are one of the like three people I need to respond to rn … forgive me for I am mentally and physically exhausted <3 work was bad 2day #also Greta if u post anything after I go to bed pls don’t let it be josh I can’t deal with fomo rn #anyways………..#I applied to go back to college today so #that’s funny #I always said I would rather die than go back to school because college is a scam but we are in some absurdly desperate times <3 #so yeah #and I have like. 4 jobs I need to apply for #I’m so stressed and overwhelmed lmao #oh and #have I told y’all I’m moving back in with my parents ??#yeah #they’re building me basically a studio apartment in the basement so that’s fun and funky #but I’m conflicted because as excited as I am for the weekend because no work #my roommate has been gone for a week and comes back this weekend #and I have to tell her I’m moving out when she gets back 🧍🏻‍♀️#which. under normal circumstances would be fine #but with my roommate ….. there are not normal circumstances #so yeah I’m very stressed !!!!! and my job makes me want to jump off of a cliff on a daily basis so I truly have not been able to rest lmao #I really need to stay with my company for a few more months because I have so many trips coming up but it has fully ruined my mental health!#anyways … if u pray please pray for me rn LMAO I’m going through it 😭😭😭😭😭😭#on a more happy note I see my fav band again 2 weeks from today :)#I get to see my Franniiiii <333 I love and miss her so bad #shoutout to anyone who read all of this LMAO #also I had a background check today for job purposes and the guy who did my fingerprints was very cute !!!!!! THAT WAS SCARY

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atthebell · 3 months

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I really do hope you do find a job, and that it is something relevant to your field of study.

Your frustrations are valid, and I am a stranger on the internet so I cannot add much in, but I'll be rooting for you.

thank you

#asks #anons #gonna fucking lie on the floor for a while #managed to apply to one of the jobs i was trying to do today and now im exhausted #took fucking three hours because of their shit garbage website sigh

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lovelaceisntdead · 8 months

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Something I need to stop doing is getting excited when a job comes up that is perfect for me but realistically I know I can't do. Just because it's a job I would enjoy doesn't mean I can now magically do a 7 hour shift? Because then I just end up sad and frustrated AGAIN because I get caught up in the what could be and then I remember that my body hates me.

#will be bringing this up in therapy on tuesday dw #trying not to cry about it now because i know i will in therapy so i don't want to #it doesn't help that I'm really not feeling well but this kind of stuff gets to me a lot #and a job opening came up for something that i would have jumped at a couple of years ago but i definitely can't do now #and it sucks! it really sucks. because I'd love to be able to get out of the house and interact with people on a regular basis #and earn some money #and I'm so grateful that i don't HAVE to #but also. it sucks that i have to be grateful for not having to firce myself to work when i physically can't #i don't know if this makes much sense because i am so done for today #but part of me really just wants to apply for the job and just do it.#i know it's a really bad idea #but even if i did i almosy certainly wouldn't get it #and it's only three days a week so I'm like i could do that. but i can't do that and that is OKAY. it just makes me sad.#i should save this for therapy. I'm just having a hard time this evening.

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altfire · 1 month

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im sooooo tired of feeling bad lol

#i have applied to so many jobs wish me luck gamers #watch your feet #did a recorded video interview for big chain retail like im Desperate for sthg else gkshdkgjshs lol #edit to say i did do some telehealth today to get back on actual long term meds so!!!!! thats nice #they'll be here in Three To Five Business Days #also realizing my job is making me less empathetic bc Real Empathy is such antithesis to the work. so thats lovely. cant wait 2 leave

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casfree · 3 months

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why does every job application come with like twenty required questions filling out an application takes like an hour for each job.

#screaming into the abyss #i never apply on indeed or whatever #because i feel like my resume's more likely to be seen if submitted through the employer's site #but my word it's so much more effort than a one-click apply on ziprecruiter #and job hunting sucks so bad #i've applied to probably over 100 jobs in the last three months and have heard back from two #i'm fucking overqualified for all of this shit what is wrong with my resume #i just changed it for the millionth time today so maybe now it'll get more responses

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sewingsillythings · 7 months

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God I just want to bake bread and make clothes, and music, and write. But here I am writing 10 cover letters a day for a month just to get a job

#personal #idk I wouldn't even mind having a job because then I could just relax in my free time #it's just finding one that feels like a constant search #and all the job websites are such bs #I have applied to three linkedin scams today that only wanted to mine my data #ugh

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shiinsei · 2 years

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help i got the job i applied for 😩

#be me > realise you need more money > apply for a part time job > get invited to an interview #> they tell you they need someone to work there for longer than one semester > i want to hand in my bachelors thesis around apr-jun #> they tell me the tasks at work are not super easy > i get really nervous i wont live up to their expectations #> they tell me more people applied for the job > i am relieved > i feel conflicted #> a week goes by > they tell me even more people applied so they will need more time for a decision #> i think wow the first three of us might really not be what they're looking for of they need to interview more people #> i think ok i will just have to save my money and work on my bachelors thesis really hard then #> two days later (today) i get an email telling me after a few more interviews they decided to give me the job #> guess i'll have to work then #i mean it will be fine its only 9hrs per week on two days so i will still have time for my thesis and to sleep and everything else #i really have not much to do at the moment #but not knowing if it will work out perfectly stresses me out

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larryjohnsoncosplayonthursday · 1 year

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last

for realsies

#HELLO IM VENTING AGAIN IM SO SORRY #i am sick of everything the usual but i just need some fucking therapy and my diagnosises are taking too long because the system is shit #over here and i feel like i am a literal walking disaster a hazard to myself are my meds even working anymore idk? someone needs to lock me #in a fucking wardrobe before i loose my shit and do something stupid as fuck at least im self aware ok were growing this is called growth #wow ok amazing spectacular #like tonight ive decided i hate everyone again i want to quit uni actually might do it this time i just applied for a random job for no #reason i have a job but if i have 2 then i can over work myself to the max so i dont have to go into uni #i have three weeks off so now im cutting everyone off who knows how long this episode is gonna last for #i am loosing my god damn mind i do not want to do anything everything is so hard why is everyone so pressuring #i stopped doing some of my stupid habbits but now im just going full circle again so im thriving rn live love laugh am i right guys or what #AND WHY CANT I JUST HAVE A THERPAIST WHO CONTACTS ME ITS BEEN SINCE OCTOBER U FUCKING BITCH GO FUCK URSELF #anyway im in huge amounts of pain too idk what i do in my sleep or something but my shoulders hurt so bad #i hate wet tags on clothes when they stick to you throws up actually #i had stale fucking garlic bread today and i want to move out but if i move out then things will get worse for me #why cant i maintain a normal friendship without loosing my mind and hating everyone i mean no one knows my friends are pretty good with me #they understand but i dont know #ive come to the conclusion that i am just a shit

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shadyhouse · 1 year

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i am not doing well rn

#this job isnt what i thought it was gonna be and i was up all night freaking out about my life choices #i think im gonna start applying to different jobs #its not that the job itself isnt what i thought. its that this place is shady as hell and i do not feel comfortable being a part of this #the owner does a lot of illegal shit that he can get away with bc its a 'private business'#like. i havent even met him yet. im meeting him today and all of my coworkers have terrified me #theyre like 'oh hes great once he gets to know you but hes gonna try to find a reason to fire you at first'#'he wants to make sure that you *really* want to work here' like what kind of shit is that???#like literally the past three days my anxiety has been THROUGH THE ROOF because ive been scared for this day to come #but also maybe theyre making it out to be worse than he really is??? but even my most responsible coworkers are afraid of him #idk what im getting myself into and i am just Scared. and im anxious about money too. bc i can only work 6 hour shifts at this place.#sure im paid weekly but its still a lot less than what i was getting paid before simply bc of the amount of hours they make me work #i just feel like i keep making mistakes :( and i cant get myself out of them no matter how hard i try #like im considering going back to my old job if theyll let me back in but at the same time why the FUCK would i do that!!!#that place was a mistake too but unfortunately also the highest paying job i will ever have :')

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featheredomen · 2 years

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Waiting to hear back from someone about a job I applied for and of course that means I am stuck in limbo I cannot do anything until I get this phone call. No moving. No doing. Only phone call. This is gonna be a fun couple of days :P

#normally i wouldn't be waiting around #but it wasn't an advertised job it was one I got to apply for through a friend #so they'll contact me sooner than later #but until then #i must sit and stew in my anxiety and pretend like i'm not glancing at my phone every two minutes #ah well #once it hits five i consider myself off the hook today and i can be productive again #just under three hours to go #featheredomen speaks #and then of course there's the option that they may not call at all #but i don't think that's the case because again #my friend is involved and she says they WILL call whether I get the job or not #so you know #ANXIOUS #lol

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cornerstonc · 2 years

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#wheezes ok i applied for like another three or four jobs today #hopefully something comes of the ones i have left #tbd #for now i'm going to relax a little orz #i've also been cleaning out the cabinets and the kitchen in general and laundry all day too i'm just #Restless #ghfei

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exopelagic · 3 months

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sooooososososo tored

#it’s been a WEEK #had a cold. missed almost a weeks worth of lectures #oh my god it was only last week that I was doing masters supervisors???#bc I missed my last lecture on Thursday bc meeting and then every single once since until today #I’ve also basically ONLY done ice hockey stuff this week bc we’re doing big meeting this weekend and I gotta run it.#it’s gonna be three hours and we’re doing elections it’s gonna be sooooooo much and it’s already BEEN so much work #having weird feelings abt how much im doing for this club bc I love it it’s great but I should Not be doing this much #the president should be doing more than she is and she only ISNT bc i do so much of it automatically #and I’m also just. more organised. I’m more aware of when we need to do stuff #idk I don’t like it for reasons that are me feeling like I’m taking away from her yknow #she made a joke yesterday lighthearted and not directed at me abt if you delegate too much you don’t have a job #bc I was saying to get other people to do shit and hrm. yeah.#idk it’s a weird place bc when I have backed off she comes to me with it and even when I’m doing stuff I’m checking in with her every step #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it’s fine we’ve almost done now and we’ve objectively done a really fucking good job so #anyway I’ve had three meetings in the past two days w people applying to president/secretary and i feel like I talked waaaaaaaay too much #I just. talked at them. it was a conversation they were all engaged maybe I’m just feeling weird about nothin #probably just feeling weird abt nothing!!#god one guy going for secretary is me in first year but More anxious #just a smidge less self aware god poor guy kept asking if he could wash up the one mug he used bc I made hot chocolate #he’s cool though. idk if he’ll get it but if he does he’ll definitely work hard and it’ll probably be rlly good for him. was for me #oh wait right no so I’m like. it’s not that I’ve been taking over #no I just realised what happened this week it’s that we have the meeting this weekend and Nobody was doing Anything for it #we didn’t even have a room until yesterday and we only did bc I made it happen #it took sooooooo long bc I had to keep checking with them both and they weren’t replying ever I was so close to just being like.#okay if you can’t help rn that’s cool can I just Do This Myself pls #idk if I could’ve done that anyway I just didn’t wanna go over their heads #but god like i have just pulled together every part of this on top of organising a charity night and a potential second one #bc I was trying to see if we could do smth for palestine but the answer turned out to be not directly bc this uni fucking sucks #so I’m gonna try organise something for a less specific charity thats still helping I think unicef came up and the meals one fuck I forgot #luke.txt

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webpouch · 4 months

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somehow the year-and-a-half mark is always when things at my current job go to shit. and by god the pattern is patterning

#applied to two jobs today after my current one offered me a promotion. made me wait two months. and then said nevermind!#i’ve only told three people i’m applying elsewhere. i wanna drop my two-weeks like a bomb #i’m the only good team member in my department? you can’t afford to lose me?? too bad bitch!!!!!#fr i was gonna quit Two Months ago and the day i was offered the promotion was the day i was gonna tell my lead i was looking for other jobs #they retracted the only incentive i had to stay so ✌️✌️✌️#vaughn.txt #bruh and they told me on my birthday

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myriadsystem · 7 months

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So of course on the day of the first job interview ive had in three years i have a pain flare up and cant fucking walk, cant even stand for long enough to shower.

I feel like a failure, i feel like ive let everyone around me down even though logically i know this isnt something i chose or have control over. But my dad who helped me pick my outfit and my partner who gave me bus money to get there and myself who ripped my pinky nail in half so my silly halloween falsies werent seen as unprofessional or hinder any typing tests i might have to do. It all feels for nothing, it feels like ive asked everyone to put so much effort into helping me prepare for this thing and ive just squandered the opportunity and wasted their time 😔

Ive left a voicemail to explain, i hope they hear it and allow me to reschedule. I owe more in bills than i can afford to pay back, i really needed this to go well

#personal #i hate this stupid broken body. i hate being disabled i hate having chronic pain i hate existing in this physical case that doesnt work #why did it have to be today ive been manageable for months. wailing and crying in agony with every move last night vainly hoping #that it would be better by this morning with some compression and some painkillers and keeping elevated. but no. of course not #this is the most severe pain ive ever had in this spot and im honestly kind of scared what it means for my health #but thats a background fear at the moment my buggest concern right now is that they wont reschedule the interview for me and i wont be able #to make my rent or bills payments. seriously the first and only interview ive had in three years of applying for jobs #that doesnt look good on a resume and the longer it goes the less likely i am to find another interview/job #having a real bad day lads. kinda wanna die ngl really dont want to be here experiencing this. not today #of all the days in the worlds year it had to be today 😭#just venting ignore this. not a cry for help just general crying

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somuchstrdst · 10 months

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#i found an old tweet of mine #from june 2021 #where i'm complaining about the exact same thing i've been feeling these past weeks #IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT I DO #WILL I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THIS?#why was i in the year of our lord 2021 #when i was only working #complaing about not having time???????#when i now in the year of our lord 2023 am swamped with too many thing from uni and a position at my job #that barely lets me do things while i work because every minute i decide to take for myself someone calls me?#like i want to go back and understand what i was going through two years ago that made me feel as miserable as i feel today #and that feeling led me to thing: oh i don't know what i'm doing with my life oh i feel so empty oh i feel so purposeless #and then three months later i was applying for uni #and now #A YEAR AND A HALF IN UNI #i'm again rethinking my decision because NOW i barely have time for myself #like.... i seriously can't understand what i was complaining about two years ago #because today i have it so much fucking worse #but anyways this is just so say #i don't know what i need to do with my life #for this feeling to go away #bc i don't feel a way out soon #i don't feel things changing #unless i change them but then to change it all i have to take so many risks and i fucking hate it #depression and anxiety only serve to keep me in the same fucking loop years and years on end #i just want this to be over jfc #personal.txt

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