#and tysm for not asking when updates are coming out next oh my gosh

[intotheelliwoods]

everyone just ignore the fact I have not worked on 2al in a while baha, ill see about getting a small update out this weekend <3

[pix3lplays]

Hello, 🌌 Anon here! I'm enjoying too much of your works—can't stop laughing FR omg 😭

I hope you don't mind this request, since it's going to be an angst one:

Mentor!Reader w/ Dan Heng, Gepard, Jing Yuan & Luocha, where Reader dies protecting them for the last time.

Before they die, they say with a smile, "Come give your mentor one final hug...yeah?" And this ends up with Reader shielding them from a huge attack as they die.

I hope you're having a good day/night! Be sure to take care of yourself! Tysm for making me smile—your posts always make my day :)

Hi 🌌 anon! I’m so happy you’ve been enjoying my works oh my gosh I’ve been having a blast writing hehe~

Yes let’s do this Angst request oh my gosh yay

I’ll try to take care of myself, thank you so much!

You’re so nice oh my gosh, thank you, I’m so glad my posts can make your day😭😭😭😭

prepare for some ANGST

Cw: violence, blood

-Honkai Star Rail men with a mentor!reader who dies protecting them-

Dan Heng: Dan Heng desperately tries to avoid what you’re about to do. Tries to push you away from him, out of the way, but it’s too late, you’re determined to take the blow for him. He watches in horror for a second as your body crumples to the floor, and he dispatches the enemy swiftly before he returns to your dying body, kneeling next to you. Once he realizes your dead, he doesn’t know WHAT to do. The Astral Express crew hold a very special funeral for you, and he spends his time locked in the archives, reading over and adding to your files, missing you so much. He treasures your lessons, writes them out and updates the archives on you. Soon you’re the most interesting file in the archive. And he’s glad when others read your story. But he doesn’t like to talk about what happened to you. It’s another one of his closely guarded secrets. He feels ashamed he couldn’t save you, and that his beloved mentor had to die.

Gepard Landau: Gepard knows what’s happening. He knows what’s coming but he can’t stop it. He just has to witness the horror as your life is ripped away in front of him. He holds your dying body, asking, pleading for a reason, why you would sacrifice yourself for him? You can’t answer. You die before you can. And he is left all alone in this world. The Silvermane guards and Supreme Guardian Bronya all honor your sacrifice at your funeral. Gepard gives the funeral speech, with a shaky voice, but he is determined to honor you and your life story. He’s a little lost without you. A little quieter, more stern, and he throws himself into his work to distract himself from your death. Not the healthiest, but it’s how he copes. And he has Serval there to help him cope too.

Jing Yuan: Jing Yuan can’t believe he’s losing another mentor figure. You hugged him and he had to feel the sensation of your life being ripped away from you, and now he’s on the ground, cradling your bleeding body, asking why you did it, not that you could answer him now. It’s happening again. AGAIN. He doesn’t know what to do, he gathers his nerves and avenges you, and then holds a grand funeral on the Luofu for you, attended by many many people. He doesn’t know what to do without you, but he knows he has to move on. He passes your teachings down onto Yanqing, and tells your story, honors your memory. You’re hailed as a hero on the Luofu, and the anniversary of your death is commemorated by many.

Luocha: as soon as the attack hits and you crumple in his arms, you know this man is DESPERATELY using every healing technique he knows, even the forbidden ones. He’s doing anything he can to bring you back, but you’re too far gone, your wounds are too deep. He can’t save you. For the first time, you see Luocha begin to cry a little bit as the life fades from your body. He remains with your body for a long while, trying every healing art, anything that might work even though he Knows you’re gone. He never surrenders you though. You become the next coffin he carries around, and if anyone asks he can warmly tell them that you were his beloved mentor, who died…protecting him.

[chaeiimimi]

02 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞

Summary: you weren’t really sure how it happened, but an average student who wore glasses and spent all her extra time on bookstores and library managed to date your school’s volleyball club setter. On your 3rd year of law school, your ten years anniversary to be exact, he went home from Argentina and it was a week before he was going back, he broke up with you with the reason of he can’t handle long-distance relationship anymore despite being at it for two years. You didn’t cry, you stood there as he was sobbing in front of you, you held his face in your palms and offered him a gentle smile, gentle enough to let him know you’ll support him and will always be watching him, together with the child in your stomach right now, but he doesn’t need to know that.

chapters: prev//next

after feeding Hayato, you spent the whole morning preparing for your afternoon picnic with the boys, cooking up food, cleaning the house and preparing the picnic basket, it was your day off

by afternoon, Akira called you during their stopover saying she wants you to pick her up tomorrow morning which you agreed to do

it was a well-spent afternoon, you walked to the park, pushing twin stroller. 

you set up the picnic blanket and the food as you laid the twins on the blanket and almost immediately they crawled around the cloth giggling at each other while you indulge in a new book, a sandwich and an iced coffee

the neighborhood teenagers played with your sons (with your permission ofc) cooing at how adorable they were

you spent a good four hours in the park, it was already getting dark when you decided to go home, you kept your stuff and journeyed back home , dropping by the grocery store in front of your place to stock up on your food and your babies’ food 

the store was owned by two lovely old couple who were always happy with having you come by, they would give you coupons for baby food and offer to take care of the boys as you shop, it wasn’t only the elderly couple who loved the boys, your landlady who got divorced the same year you gave birth to your kids also loved them and brought fruits for you during her visits, the couple and their three-year-old son next door loved inviting you every so often, the lovely flower shop owner down the streets gave you flowers on mother’s day when she saw you were pregnant even the Thai food restaurant owner and his daughter loved giving you discounts on takeout with the promise of bringing the twins with you the next time you come visit

you were truly blessed to have such an amazing and friendly neighborhood 

when you arrived home, you quickly put the groceries to their rightful places, gave the twins a bath and tuck them in and then finally eating dinner

you were now standing in front of the airport, waiting for your best friend to arrive, you left the twins in the care of your parents

“besstiieeee” the shrill voice of your bestfriend invaded your ears as she ran towards you and gave you a tight embrace which you reciprocated

damn you missed this woman so much

“oh my gosh I missed you, you crazy woman” you rolled your eyes at her but there was a happy smile on your face

“where’s your hotel? let’s take your stuff there” you suggested

“oh no don’t worry about that, my assistant already took care of that”

sometimes you forget that your best friend was now a world-renowned photographer 

you nodded silently 

“let’s go shopping for clothes to wear tomorrow” she squeals enthusiastically

“oh yea sure i’ll accompany you, I have clothes at home-”

“oh no girl, we are glamming you up” you looked at her with a deadpanned expression

“what? i haven’t seen you glammed up, since- i don’t know High School Prom? pleaaassseeee” and then she hits you with her puppy dog eyes 

you just sighed knowing you were in for a shopping spree that lasts for an eternity 

“Asahi-san” 

you tilted your head in confusion as you walked in a fashion store owned by  Karasuno’s ace?

“hello to you Akira” he said in a gentle voice 

the first time you talked to him you were actually shocked at how gentle his voice is, he always seemed so...intimidating?

“can you pick an outfit for my best friend? we’re attending a high school reunion” 

he looks at you and offered you a small smile 

“alright, this way ladies”

you were now standing in front of the venue, wearing a tight gray dress with a white long sleeve kind of see through material underneath and some black heels (this) while Akira stood beside you in her pretty red velvet dress

your heart was thumping really hard against your chest, it felt like it was about to break your ribcage, you wanted to back out right then and there 

“let’s go?” Akira asked patting your shoulders as you nodded nervously 

you entered the venue and saw a lot of familiar faces, you were not very friendly during high school and you were either known as “Oikawa’s girlfriend” or “Akira’s bestfriend” 

but you did greet the people who greeted you and exchanged smiles with some people often

you even met Kyotani, Yahaba, Kindaichi and Kunimi at the bar as they greeted you and Akira 

you gave them a “good evening” and a smile

unlike you, Akira was a sociable person, that’s why you were left in a table alone while she greets her old friends, you even had to assure her that you were fine

“Y/n” you turn your head to the direction of the familiar voice

“Iwa” you smiled at the former ace 

“it’s been so long, how are you?” he asks as he sits on the chair beside you

“I’ve been good” you smiled 

there was silence for a while when he suddenly spoke up

“how are they?” he asks 

“they grew up healthy and happy” you tensed up a little bit

“did you receive my six-month gift?” he asks and you chuckled

“yes Iwa, the stroller was very convenient, thank you” you gave him a smile 

“are you planning on telling him?” he asks

you gave him a sad smile

“being in the same industry, you know fully well that now’s not the right time” 

he nods at you silently, yes he knows, but he can’t help but feel sad for his bestfriend, he was missing out on a lot, he also can’t help but feel sorry for you, you were only in your mid twenties yet you are carrying such a heavy burden

raising a child isn’t easy, let alone raising twins, parenting and finance are no where near easy tasks

“iwa-chan you-”

that moment, your breathe hitched, the pounding of your heart muffled the music blasting, your throat started to tighten and there were tears ready to form at the back of your eyes

you wanted to run to him, hug him tightly, tell him everything you’ve been going through since he left, tell him about his sons and how they resembled him so much

but you were stuck in your seat 

“hey”

“hey” 

still kind of surprised that some people liked this story tysm <3, you can send me a dm or an ask if you guys want a tag on every chapter update, I’m also open in accepting requests

Reblogs and comments are appreciated😊💖

[jeonronwoo]

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐘𝐨𝐮 ↠ 𝐋.𝐉𝐇

anonymous asked: Hi, may I request for 16 & 6 (angst to fluff) for tbz hyunjae, please? Tysm!

pairings: non idol!hyunjae x female!reader

prompts:

6. “I’m so happy you’re finally mine.”

16. “In the end, I cared about him so much that I thought he deserved someone who loved him more than I did.”

requested.

wc: 2.9k

warnings: cursing, mentions of alcohol.

genre: exes to lovers!au, angst, fluff.

↬ ❝𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐝, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐲.❞

song recommendation: lonely by prettymuch, before you go by lewis capaldi, let me go by avril lavigne (feat. chad kroeger), back to you by selena gomez.

A sigh left your lips as you looked around the small coffee shop you were supposed to meet your friend at. It wasn’t even Valentine’s Day and you were surrounded by couples as if they knew that you had recently broken up. At the thought of your breakup, you felt a shiver running through your body as you shook your head to push away the thoughts. Every time you thought about it, it broke your heart even more.

The door of the shop opened and you saw your best friend, Yoora walking inside looking around for you. You waved at her and she smiled walking over to your table sitting next to you.

“Sorry I’m late, I was with Younghoon discussing where our wedding is going to be held.” Yoora said and you smiled.

Yoora and Younghoon were both your friends, they met each other through you and they instantly clicked. They were such a cute couple, they were like the couples you watch in Dramas.

“It’s okay, did you decide on the place yet?” you asked but she shook her head.

“No, but anyway, I’m here for you, I want to know how you’re doing,” she replied, and with her words, your smile fell.

“I’m fـــ”

“Cut the shit Y/N, I know you’re not okay! I have known you basically our whole life, you think saying this would make me believe that you’re truly okay? I know how much you loved him...” she said and you looked up closing your eyes her words touching you.

You were on the verge of a breakdown but held yourself together, but with Yoora, if she even asked you if you were sad you would just cry until there are no more tears left.

“I know that’s not the right time to say this, but Jaehyun isn’t doing great either,” Yoora said and you looked at her, the sharp words hitting you in the heart.

“How could he act like this? Acting like he is the victim?” you wondered and sniffled trying to stop yourself from crying.

“Y/N, he is a douche yes, Younghoon is giving him the cold shoulder and the rest are basically on your side, even Juyeon. They know he shouldn’t have done what he did.” she said and you felt slightly comforted by her words.

Out of all Jaehyun’s friends, you were closest to Juyeon, he was like your older brother you two had a playful relationship and before you and Jaehyun got together he tried to set you up.

When he heard of your messy breakup, he was there to comfort you, he told you that Jaehyun didn’t deserve your tears and it was his loss. But the words your ex told you had already gotten to your head and they made you feel bad about yourself.

“I loved him so much Yoora, I really did. He was my world and what hurts the most is that he made me believe I was his,” you said finally crying, you weren’t going to stop the tears anymore and Yoora let you pour your heart out.

“I don’t know he was a good actor till the breakup, how easily his new co-worker at work got him mesmerised, every time he came home he would talk about her all the time even when we were on dates he talked about how amazing and professional she was. Then, he would leave all night because he is with his friends. Gosh, how could I be so blind?” you mumbled brushing a strand of your hair behind your ear.

“All these signs and I waited in this fucking relationship, I took all of the toxicity just because I wanted to save us. I can’t believe it.” you said and you looked truly confused and finally realising how naïve you were.

Yoora looked at you uncertain, she knew Jaehyun was the one who messed up badly, but you two needed each other, the problem was that you let his words get to you making you believe every word he said.

You wiped your tears with the back of your sleeve and smiled blankly at the wall ahead of you and said.

“In the end, I cared about him so much that I thought he deserved someone who loved him more than I did.”

Yoora felt her heart breaks by your words as she hugged you tightly, you buried yourself in her arms your broken heart aching in your chest.

All you wanted was for the pain to go away, but that didn’t seem to be happening any time soon, Jaehyun brought this upon you both, and he had to face the consequences of his actions.

At the bar, Jaehyun sat pathetically drinking his god knows his drink number what, he was just trying to numb all of the pain he was feeling that was caused only by him. His stupidity was the reason why he is sitting like that.

His vision was blurry due to crying so much for the past three weeks. His life turned upside down the day you walked out of his life. He lost everything on that damned day. He closed his eyes more tears pouring from his eyes as he replayed the cruel words he told you.

“You’re suffocating me all the time! All I want is to speed some time with my friends but no! Because of you bitching and complaining about me being gone all the fucking time I had to sit here miserably with you!” Jaehyun screamed at you causing tears to fall from your eyes instantly.

“I haven’t seen you in five days Jaehyun, you’re always busy with work and I missed you, I just wanted to spend some time with you.” you whispered and he groaned.

“There you go again! You’re crying and complaining to make me feel had and apologise then drop the night with my friends! But no not this time, you can cry all you want I don’t give a fuck, I’m going out and you can wail about this all night for all I care.” Jaehyun said as he grabbed his keys and was about to leave your shared apartment.

“Lee Jaehyun!”

Your voice stopped his movements as he turned to look at you with a bored look on his face.

“What has gotten into you?!” you yelled and he just huffed, “You know what? Just go, but by the time you come home I will be long gone.” you whispered not wanting to feel like a burden on him.

He rolled his eyes and spat, “Oh please do that, we both know that you’re going to come around in no time. Because of your clinginess.”

And he left.

“Hyung?”

Jaehyun turned next to his side and saw his best friend, Juyeon looking at him with a disapproving look as he looked at all the shots he took.

“Juyeon? What are you doing here? Did your girlfriend dump you too? Hey! Bring some shots!” Jaehyun slurred and Juyeon rolled his eyes.

“You’re so wasted, come on, let’s take you home.” Juyeon said but Jaehyun shook his head violently.

“No! I won’t take a step inside that house ever again!” he snapped and Juyeon furrowed his eyebrows.

“Why?” he asked.

“Because as long as Y/N isn’t there, it’s not home.” he whispered weakly. Juyeon felt his heart breaks at his best friend’s words.

He knew how broken you two were without each other, but he knows Jaehyun brought all of this upon himself. He doesn’t blame you for breaking up with Jaehyun, the words he told you were cruel and hurt you so bad.

“I want her back Juyeon,” Jaehyun whispered again and Juyeon looked at him and cursed, he took out his phone dialling a phone number.

“Hey Bora, is Y/N home? Great! I’m coming over, but don’t you dare tell her.”

You sat watching a new Netflix series on your laptop, you saw your roommate, Bora grabbing her keys as she put on her shoes. Furrowing your eyebrows you looked at her questioningly.

“Where are you going at this hour?” you asked and she looked at you sceptically.

“Juyeon called me, he wanted me to meet him.” she said and you smiled slyly at her.

“You and Juyeon, huh?” you asked and she blushed shaking her head at you. She left the apartment before you could torture her any longer.

A few minutes have passed and before you could start the next episode of the show, the door knocked. You rolled your eyes knowing that Bora had forgotten her keys once more.

“For God’s sake Bora, how many times do I have toـــ Jaehyun? What are you doing here?!”

You were startled by the sight of your ex standing at your doorstep, he smelt like alcohol and he looked wasted, he almost fell on you but you were quick to hold him.

“Oh my God!” you breathed as you held him by his waist and closed the door then laid him on the couch, he fell asleep immediately.

You looked from your window to see if someone dropped him at your place, but all you saw was an empty street. Looks like he got to your place by taxi.

You walked to the living room to see Jaehyun lying on the couch and sleeping comfortably. You cursed and grabbed your phone and went to your bedroom calling Yoora.

“Y/N? Are you okay?” she asked.

“No, Jaehyun is sleeping on my couch outside!”

“Say sike.”

“Yoora not helping!” you hissed.

“Sorry sorry! What is he doing at your place?” she asked and you sighed.

“I don’t know! He is drunk for sure, I think he took a taxi and told him the address to my apartment.” you said running a hand through your hair sitting on the bed.

“And how does he know that you’re staying at Bora’s?” Yoora asked causing you to roll your eyes at her bad memory.

“He knows Bora and every time we fought I always stayed at her place.” you explained.

“What are you waiting for then? Kick him out now!” Yoora said.

“What? No! I can’t just do that, it would be too rude.” you mumbled and Yoora cursed you.

“Fuck you and your good morals, Y/N.”

“I will wait till the next morning then kick him out, yeah, I will do that.” you said still feeling slightly bad.

“That’s my girl, now don’t interact with him at all. Keep me updated, bye!” she said as she hang up.

You sighed for the millionth time and laid on the bed, you decided to check on Jaehyun, you left your bedroom and walked to the couch again. He was shivering like crazy and his face was clenched like he was in pain. You quickly grabbed a blanket and covered him, he was mumbling some words.

“Please don’t go.”

You felt your heart stop thinking that he was awake, but luckily he was still asleep, so you closed your laptop and went to your bedroom to sleep, dreading the next day.

***

You couldn’t sleep, how could you sleep when your ex was right outside sleeping on your couch? You heard some movements from outside declaring that Jaehyun was finally awake.

Your stomach twisted and you stood up and opened the door seeing your ex looking around the apartment confused.

“You’re awake.” you whispered and be whipped around to see you.

Seeing him for the first time after a whole month had your heart racing, despite all the words he told you, your heart was still beating because of him.

He didn’t look so good either, he wasn’t the same mischievous, handsome boy you met. This one seemed to be depressed like he lost all his life. He looked unhealthy and he looked like he hadn’t bathed in a long time.

“God, what happened to you?” you asked quietly, your feelings getting the best of you.

You walked over to him as he looked at you examining your face, he hadn’t seen you for a very long time and you were still as beautiful as ever, you didn’t look pathetic like him.

You were still the same kind girl who helped him get to the campus when he was lost on his first day of college, being the new student took its toll on him, but you didn’t leave his side not wanting someone to pick on him or anything.

“Jaehyun you look pale when was the last time you ate?” you asked feeling concerned, he didn’t answer you all he was doing was staring at you. “Jaehyun?” you whispered.

The banging in his head was getting stronger and due to the reduction of sugar in his blood, he looked like he was going to faint any time. You quickly sat him down on the couch as he tried to breathe.

“Hey hey, it’s okay I’m here, you’re okay.” you tried to calm him down because, by the looks of it, he was about to have an asthma attack.

You grabbed some juice from the fridge and a glass of water and walked to him again, you poured some juice in the glass and gave it to him.

“Drink it, you’re going to be okay, it’s fine, just breathe,” you whispered as he drank the juice till the last drop.

After a moment of him calming down, you gave him so pills to take, he looked at you confused.

“Painkillers, for your headache.”

Jaehyun took them from your hands, throwing them in his mouth as he let his back rest against the couch.

He couldn’t understand why you were so kind to him when he broke your heart, he knows you like the back of his hand, your kind nature always got the best of you, even if your enemy was about to die, you would help save them.

“Are you okay?” you asked quietly and he nodded.

He wanted to tell you how sorry he was and how badly he wanted you back in his life, he was lost without you, he needed you to guide him back to himself.

“Why are you helping me?”

That’s what he managed to ask, you kept quiet not knowing the answer to his question. You asked yourself the same question, why are you helping him when he hurt you? Why don’t you hurt him back?

“I don’t know... I guess I still love you, despite all the shit you did I still fucking love you,” you said tearing up.

Jaehyun got on his knees in front of you, taking your hands in his as he looked at you his eyes filled with tears.

“I know I hurt you so bad, I know I’m the most messed up person on earth I know I treated you like shit, but what hurts me the most I broke my promise to you,” he said looking into your eyes as he gave your hand a squeeze.

“I promised to never hurt you or break your heart, I broke it.” he whispered as he let his tears flow down his face.

“I’m so sorry Y/N, life’s been kicking my ass ever since you left, I’m so lost without you, you are the light of my life. Without you I’m so lonely, surrounded by the darkness letting it swallow me.” he confessed, his sobs rocking his body.

You took him in your arms as you let yourself cry, you hadn’t realised that you missed him so bad until you were embraced by him. You should’ve known better, it’s him and it will always be him, no matter what happens you will always go back to him.

“Forgive me Y/N, I love you please, I’m sorry, I promise that if you give me a second chance I will prove to you that I deserve you, just please, come back to me,” Jaehyun begged as he pulled away from you.

You looked into his eyes searching for any lie, but all you saw was regret and a hint of hope. You wiped his tears away as you kissed his forehead.

“I forgive you Jaehyun, I’m lost just like you, my life isn’t the same, you used to brighten up my day, and I miss that. I miss you, your affection, I even miss your stupid jokes! I miss us.” you said and he wiped away your tears.

“So, you’re going to give me a second chance?” he asked.

“And it’s your last too.”

He smiled widely before capturing your lips with his own. You sighed into the kiss as you tangled your hand in his hair. The familiar butterflies flew around your stomach as Jaehyun placed his hands on your thighs squeezing them lightly.

You pulled away from his lips as he smiled widely his eyes still closed he whispered,

“I’m so happy you’re finally mine.”

You smiled back as you helped him up a he sat on the couch. You got up and he looked at you scared that if you left his sight, he would lose you again, tapping his hand lovingly you said.

“I’m not going anywhere, I promise.”

[cacowhistle]

Is it weird that I stop by to leave u an ask after almost every chapter of ad astra per aspera? Eh, whatever. Just lmk if I'm being a bit much haha. Anyway Today's update was excellent so glad to see that tubbo is alright, if bored out of his mind. I like how you've incorporated some popular fanon things like wilbur having a white hair streak and smoking soul sand. Oh, and the Wilbur dream sequence was so creepy, with Dream being so. Hands on. Especially knowing he probably handled tommy in much the same way. gosh I love to hate him 🐛🐛

bro its not weird at all these asks always make my day :,) im glad u enjoyed!! i hold revivedbur headcanons in my hands gently. i just think theyre neat.

and yeahhhhhh the nightmare sequence was lots of fun to write! dream is very much a hands on type of villain, very touchy and into disturbing ppls personal space when they very clearly Do Not Enjoy It. wilbur picked a bit of that up towards the end of pogtopia, with tommy--fun fact, he was actually very very physically distant at the beginning of his spiral, but as he began to obsess more over tommy being the only person he could trust... yeah. he’s since gotten better about it now that he’s back. that’ll probably come up pretty soon in the next few updates, ive been meaning to get more into wilbur’s current mental state bc like. it’s actually Not That Great right now lmaooo he’s just good at hiding things

anyways! tysm for reading and giving feedback dude! always a delight to see u in my inbox