#angeliqthoughts

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sua died for her believer and ivan died for his god OOKKK

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ivan thinking he's better than sua bc he thinks he didn't cause till pain... he thinks till doesn't care about him. ITS SO OVER.

him being jealous of sua and not mizi bc he thought sua was like him but mizi liked her back unlike till....

VIVINOS WHY must you do this please please please ( based off newest comic on twt )

anyways ivansua siblingism real..!

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imagining till repeating 'cheer up' to ivan's corpse...not even being able to stay there for long due to the alien's favoritism for ivan even in death, so he only gets a few more minutes with ivan's body.. and...it's never enough, there has never been enough time. not for him, not for mizi, not sua, nor ivan.

luka can go fuck himself by the way.

god isn't real, the aliens made damn sure they knew that at least.

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let me cook y'all...

once i finish its so over trust

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i've been here since round 2 guies....

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you are found in the sky, amongst the stars. in the fields, amongst the flowers. in my head, home in my thoughts, you are infinite. everywhere

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the constant need to consume orv that flows through my veins but the sense of dread that fills me at completing it so i keep starting over at the beginning in hopes it gives me a little more time...

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we have built cathedrals,

pews made of spite and rage

hopes and dreams,

altars coloured grey that cannot hide the

blood

and

guts

that make up its stature.

a God devoured by its own desires,

Holy in the way that it is different, wretched.

devotion leaves with splinted knees

raw

to the bone,

divination sought through whispered praises,

God listening through unhearing ears.

it is not beautiful,

the way screams echoes through blessed halls.

as this sacred soil is fertilized by lives seeking the Holy Grail.

nothing Holy ever is.

Did they not know as a sinner, they will never be saved?

alternatively

Cathedrals made of blood and guts.

A God wretched to the bone,

God is not beautiful,

nothing Holy ever is.

Sinner.

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I wish to tear apart your skin, to mold the supple flesh beneath my fingertips. I wish to hear the crisp snap of bones. l would dig into you like my last meal, depraved and starved. Craft you into soup, ingest you, eternalize our love.

But that is frowned upon, so instead I will splay my hand across your chest to feel your heart beat. Pretend I don't imagine rivulets of blood seeping through my fingers as I grasp your heart in my hands. I will lay myself to sleep against your neck, teeth bared and ready to feast. I am but a beast and you my prey.

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what is there to mourn?

i was starstruck, captured in the light you produced. not knowing that the red tint was not love, but blood. victims across your galaxy painted as constellations. a memoir of lives you stole in the name of love. fragments scattered, the sky a graveyard and i the unseeing. cries echo and lace themselves in blackholes in hopes to preserve themselves over time. cosmic wonders peruse in hopes to escape depravity, but they are starved.

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Hey, hope you're doing okay? What inspired you to start writing?

hi !! omg my first anon i'm so (๑>◡<๑)

i am doing okay! i hope you are as well, thank uu <3

ummm i really enjoyed writing poetry, prose, and short concepts but i only share them with a select group of people!

BUT ! i really wanted to foster a tumblr acc to find people similar to me + be open about some of my more like indulgent thoughts & i thought the best way to so was try my hand at imagines and head-canons aha ^.^

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i am in a drought...in severe need of a million kisses(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )

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kisses while you hold their face gently...thumbing their bottom lip as you giggle at the warm flush that spreads across their cheeks...

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getting pretty and dolled up just to show off to yourself around the house !! <3

taking pictures to let others admire you but you intended audience is only one viewer ♡

immediately changing clothes and sinking in bed for a nap after !!

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the concept of being taken care of makes me feel so dizzy... like clothes being picked out, making sure you're okay...soft reassuring touches and kisses, "text me when you get home safe" AAAAA >.< non sexual intimacy? sign me up!

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☆ hai ! u can call me florelia or flo ! i made this as a safe space for my thoughts >.<

☆ he/bun. stem lesbian. blk. 18 (๑>◡<๑)

☆ dni: men. trans/lesbi(phobic). etc.

byi: some of my posts will have mature / nsfw themes !

☆ i also encourage thoughts / ideas ehe :3 just felt very isolated so i turned to making a blog jsjsj （╹◡╹）♡

☆ i hc a lot of my favs as sapphic + and/or diff genders + lack of gender !! just not as men :)

my acc layout is sm better on desktop vers btw !

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