#angsty coded

[arenabreadandbiscuits]

I know Alot of people agree that Alastor had an Abusive father and a loving mother. But what about Vox. What's your headcanon for his childhood parents.

In my headcanon they Abandoned him either as a baby or as a child. Hence why he has major abandonment issues

I was definitely gonna say Vox probably didn't have parents or something along that sort. Poor baby, I'm thinking like I need to look into when he was born again but considering he comes from an old time period imagine it being something like neglect. Parents were too busy to actually play and be around him and if that was the case I can also see Vox being sent to different relatives so they could deal with him. Hm imagine this as well, Vox was abandoned because of something with his face.

I've heard people say that his form contributed to how he died but consider it being something else like Vox was born with some sort of deformity, he grew up quite alone because of it.. grew a deep bond with TV because it gave him comfort like those kids that sit cross legged super close to the TV and they can't seem to pull away, something like that.

He got into the wrong crowd, seen some things and became a product of his environment which is probably why he'd later lead himself into working with Valentino because old habits can and do die hard.

I can totally roll with the idea of him being abandoned from a young age, like in reality it had nothing to do with Vox but he was made into believing so. I feel like if that's somewhat the case not only does it explain him working as he does in Hell, why he has those abandonment issues, and why in the face of the public he's more than willing to put on a fake smile and act like it's all okay.

Most people in Hell are dumb so he's not worried about it.

I think I mentioned this in another post but in case I haven't Vox we have now is really just a shell of the old Vox we had before.

[spookitordukeit]

Lamb who doesn’t know how to be a lamb…

Lamb who lost their family too early to know how lambs act…

Lamb who is a mishmash of different animal habits and mannerisms…

Lamb who has nothing but occasional instincts in the back of their brain that may or may not be lamb things…

Lamb who didn’t forget about the sheepfolks culture, lamb who never learned, lamb who never had the chance to be taught…

Lamb feeling a hole in their chest and not knowing how to fill it…

Lamb yearning for something they can’t describe…

[nitsaart]

I've got every alliance in my pocket and you've got family

When have it divided us i haven't noticed

[deikshen]

5 times Yue Qingyuan misinterpreted Shen Qingqiu's reactions to food (pushing his plate away so that no one eats from it, keeping sweets in his sleeves, not complaining when eating something that was clearly burnt by one of his junior disciples, not wanting to eat in formal meetings with other sects and avoiding being seen while eating, even eat food that he quickly pick up from the floor if it falls while eating), mistaking his actions for traumas related to his past lack of food...

And 1 time where Shen Qingqiu choked on a stuffed bao at a post-meeting dinner (a minor choking resolved in 2 seconds by a precise hit from Liu Qingge on his back) and Yue Qingyuan couldn't understand why he had a panic attack. Was it because of the hit on his back? Did he react badly to being hit by someone who was treating him better? Should he do something? But when Shen Qingqiu recovered, he treated Liu Qingge normally and even thanked him, no resentment for having been hit by surprise to the point of panicking.

... Yue Qingyuan just, cannot understand Xiao Jiu's mind this time.

[dreamsy990]

so hollow that im not even there

[respectthepetty]

I LOVE THESE LAPIS LADS SO DAMN MUCH!!!!!!

Faifa is ready to die before he makes someone else uncomfortable, so thank goodness Wine is always around to remind Faifa that he will actually die if he continues to try to make everyone happy.

And then Wine gave Faifa the thing he wanted in the first place but was willing to sacrifice because Faifa is always thinking of others and now it's time someone thought about him!

I also appreciate that his Black Brooder brother, with his Green Guy boyfriend in tow, immediately went after him once he found out he spent all night out with his mentee.

So now Gun's even asking what they possibly talked about for hours all night long while Yellow Yal Arm is trying to play bad cop and get to the bottom of this.

But he is too cute for that negativity.

He is a lover, not a fighter, and he knows the best Blue Boy in all the lands would never hurt anyone, especially Wine, which is why Arm tasks Faifa with bringing our dark Blue Boy out of his shell.

So Faifa decides to do it in the kindest gayest way possible by simply being nice to the guy. Pete got Vegas that way, so it obviously works with even the toughest cases.

Maybe that's why Arm keeps wearing blue; he wants to be a Blue Boy since they are just so great, but I can't really think too much on that because Red Rascal Arc is . . . well, existing, shirtless.

And this is the proper reaction to witnessing that man, exist, shirtless. Both. Both are the proper reaction.

But crying in a Texas Roadhouse is not the proper reaction to eating with friends, mostly when your buddies are filming content. However, this feels true to a dark Blue Boy.

Because it's what dark Blue Boys do. Just being depressing. Crying in showers. Crying in the Garden of Olives. Crying in his sleep. Crying in the club. Crying. All the time.

So I actually think it was smart that light Blue Boy Faifa ran to his dad to ask about how to heal a broken heart since his dad is also a dark Blue Boy who was so depressed after their mom left him that he vowed to never love again, yet he seems fine now, right?!

And Faifa does not need the judgement of his brother and brother-in-law in this situation! But I love that Faifa was like, "break up with each other then I can ask for your advice" and it looked like Yotha was legit going to punch him for even putting that curse into the air.

Because Faifa is the BEST Blue Boy, yet he thinks he is not capable of loving someone else, when he, in fact, will be the BEST at loving Wine (and I think he is going to be heartbroken about it, but I'm not there yet), so I need his brother to support him in this effort!

Faifa is so good at loving Wine that he runs to the bar even after he said he wasn't going simply because Wine asked him to, and as much as I want to be upset that Arc and Arm keep playing color games with me, I noticed Arc has a teeny tiny bit of red on him.

And the back of Arm's shirt is yellow, so I am not mad at them! Also, this entire section of the episode was hilarious since Arc was big mad his man was telling Wine love was dumb, and at the same time Yotha, who is drunk just like everyone else, connected the dots that his brother was trying to help out Wine. I loved it!

But these two color-coded toxicitos entered the scene just in time to give Wine a gay crisis in the middle of the drunk scene of a BL.

Faifa grabbed that boy and shuffled him off to the bathroom so quickly because Klao and Arc both were looking at that kid like he was going to say some homophobic shit, BUT BABY IS GAY! This was excellent! I'm living my best life!

And we immediately get treated with Faifa rubbing Wine's back and trying to soothe him. I LOVE FAIFA!

But not as much as I love Wine at this exact moment pinning Faifa to the wall with his hands around Faifa's neck as he has a whole breakdown about being gay and fearing everyone will hate him.

WHICH PROMPTS HIM TO KISS FAIFA!!!! AND FAIFA KISSES HIM BACK!!!!!

Faifa, you're in trouble, bro. You're already lost in the deep blue boy sea. You don't know what heartache is about to hit you because you only know that Wine broke up with his girlfriend because he likes guys. But you don't know he broke up with her because he liked her brother, and we have no idea what that brother spoke to his parents about since Wine ran away before Toey could say, and . . .

These bars are giving me bad vibes, so you are about to have some competition that you don't even see coming (out) because her brother probably came out to his parents and Wine is going to be a mess about it.

Yeah, hold your little Vino Baby while you can, sir. Cuddle him before the narrative screws all of us over.

Because this man is so unpredictable that he logged into his ex's YouTube account just to mess up her algorithm so he could get his camera back. He is a genius, but also, petty. That's a dangerous combination, Faifa.

Look at Faifa. Look at him. Look at my Best Blue Boy in all the universe. Look at how chill he was seconds before Wine called him and he dropped everything to run to him and comfort him. LOOK AT WHAT A KING LOOKS LIKE!

I LOVE FAIFA! I LOVE THEM! I LOVE THIS!

Faifa has the perfect words to make Wine feel safe, and the way he looks at Wine is unbelievably soft, but we all know what this means when we still have six episodes left in their story, right?

We're fucked.

Because now the show has plenty of time to show us that even though Faifa said that Wine makes his heart flutter, Wine will struggle with it since Faifa treats everyone special, and for Tor to make his appearance since it's seemed very important that Tor spoke to his parents.

But I could be completely wrong, and we are just going to ride this wave of happiness until the very end.

Or drown trying.

[angelcake10023]

Hey you 🫵 Twiyor enjoyer. Hand over your best Twiyor songs so I can put them in my playlist 🤲 (please)

[avastazyana]

insp

[poppymorioh]

Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real...

[neigepomme]

you force caleb and xavier to bond together because being caught in the middle of a weird possessiveness love competition is awkward. so they eventually find out they share an interest, that interest being league of legends

caleb cusses people out in vc, and xavier cusses them out in chat, but they're good enough to back up their foul language so it works out! they make for a crazy duo, and from an outsider's perspective, you wouldn't even know they lowkey hate each other's guts..

caleb is a toplaner while xavier is a midlaner, and when you come across a tiktok praising players cosmicapple and lumistar's crazy game dynamic, you realize that they're actually growing to be good friends!?

who would've thought league was good for teambonding..

[transingthoseformers]

Tbh any au where there's "failed" Optimus clones who are just... Existing within the decepticon faction has fun consequences now that I think of it

[aetherean-alchemist]

Star-Crossed

"...But I simply cannot... close my eyes without the thought of what could have been, if you had chosen me over him..."

[thelilylav]

No I'm fine just thinking about Abbey calling love easy in WDGFIL and Cupid saying love isn't easy but it will always find a way in True Hearts Day and how Abbey found a boy who perfectly complimented her and chased her down in every universe without her needing to search him out while Cupid spent her whole life looking for someone to love only to be abandoned or rejected and watched as every guy she liked eventually moved on with a girl he truly loved, and she couldn't even be upset because it was her job to help people find each other even if she never found her someone

[laputaskies]

What do you say? Would you mind working together, at least until we're through here? Don't worry. I'm not going to stab you in the back.

[respectthepetty]

Question: How did episode eighteen of Perfect 10 Liners end with Faifa confessing that Wine makes his heart flutter and kissing him, only for episode nineteen to begin with Wine apologizing for the possibility of making Faifa uncomfortable?

Answer: Because they are Blue Boys who never want to hurt anyone, so instead they will just keep hurting themselves since they think nobody could possibly love them even as they look at each other LIKE THIS!

Jay, please help your friend. Faifa keeps admitting that he likes this kid, and all your boy is hearing is static. Save him from himself. Quit opening his diary and spilling his secrets, and instead help him embrace the love Faifa wants to give him.

Faifa is dropping line after line of sweet talk, and now Wine has to steady his heart with the smiley face over it just to have a conversation with him.

FAIFA IS STANDING OUTSIDE GETTING EATEN BY MOSQUITOS BECAUSE HE IS LOVE!!!!!! Why are they not dating already?!

(Is Yellow Yal Arm wearing yellow? Has he finally returned to his true color? I'm afraid to look!)

It doesn't matter because I know Faifa is wearing a blue forever shirt and shielding Wine from the storm with the shirt off his back even after he got his heart crushed when Wine said he still liked Tor. I'm getting real sick of the way Faifa looks at Wine because they should already be married with an army of monstera plants.

And the rain has made his shirt a darker blue (because he is in love with a dark Blue Boy!). Phuri, please help your friend. Save him from himself and the pneumonia he is going to get if he keeps taking care of everyone else while he freezes.

The Black Brooder is wearing green for the second time in this show for his Green Guy as he is reminded of how much he loves Gun. This is cute. Now bring my sacrificing Blue Boys back!

Yes. Write your name with Wine's in a heart, Faifa. Yes. Be so normal about this to the point that you write down a contract to go out on dates with him. Yes. Teach him how to love you--- TOR?! Blue Boys really be doing too much for the people they love. Dumb dumb.

And Wine is putting that ridiculous love notebook in his pink and red heart love cookie tin. God, Blue Boys are so stupid! Y'ALL ARE IN LOVE, PENDEJOS!

Faifa is a light Blue Boy, and Wine is a dark Blue Boy, and once again the wardrobe department is doing the Lord's work by giving Faifa a shirt that starts light and blends into a darker and more vibrant blue while Wine's shirt practically starts black and dissolves into a light blue. I love the colors in this show!

And now Faifa's can't even form a thought because his heart is beating too loud for him to think about anything except THE BOY WHO HE LOVES HAS HIS HEAD IN HIS LAP AND OMFGID!

And he will reciprocate because they are perfect for each other!!!!!

Yet Faifa shows up to the bar devastated because he moved his man's head to go tie a girl's shoe because Faifa doesn't understand sometimes a chick gotta break an ankle to learn the value of slip-on shoes. Bet you Klao would never move Warit's head from his lap to help someone else. They'd be too busy fighting and making up to even notice someone's shoelaces. Faifa is clearly a Tumblr user. Klao is a Twitter user. Warit is an Instagram user. Look at them. You know I'm right. It tracks.

Peaceful Property and Midnight Museum understood the importance of a little ghost possession bringing the queers together, so I'm glad to finally see the ghost possessions be used in actual BLs in 2025, but Ossan's Love was brave enough to let them kiss, so I'm a bit disappointed that the show with all the queers did not.

Look at this Tumblr user. Being blue. And I don't just mean his color.

Now look at him when Wine says he is his special little boy. The specialist.

It's kind of like the red connects them.

As if they were destined to meet again and again and again since Lord knows it's going to take them forever to figure out they are meant to be together!

Yeah, Jay, you judge them just like I am. Judge them like only a fellow Blue Boy could.

Now, instead of focusing on Yellow Yal Arm wearing (m0therfuck1ng!$#) black, I'm just going to enjoy these two being chismosos together since Yellow Yals and Green Guys are best friends in any universe.

I want to know when sober Black Brooder Yotha is going to remember that drunk Yotha figured out his brother was putting serious effort into making Wine happy, and when he will call out Faifa on it.

BECAUSE HE IS NOT EVEN PAYING ATTENTION TO THEM BASICALLY BE A MARRIED COUPLE IN FRONT OF EVERYONE'S SALAD!

AND NOW THEY ARE KISSING AND CONFESSING AGAIN!!!!!

I hate them (affectiona— . . disrepectfu— affectionately)

[dangermorph]

I forgot I had Fission, forgive me <\3. Might write stuff about them later :))

Guess a quick thing could be that they don’t really interact with others, so they’re a bit of a mystery.

PRIDE MONTH, PEOPLE!! BE WHO YOU ARE <3333

Also a silly GCOC, I’m done now, I swear, I have the trio and I’m DONE.

The Gamma Code AU belongs to @sunnydbeam !! Thank you for the scrumptiousness of an AU, one of my favourites by far >:))

Now after all of this fluff I’m going to draw angst involving the babies. See you then (and maybe before if I get distracted and draw something else)!!