#ans they want me to do three twelve and a half hour night shifts ans two nine hour dya shifts
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#sorry guys readmore isnt working for me on phone so#im just really annoyed#i took myself off night shifts and onto purely afternoon shifts because ive founs that doing a mixture and even just night shifta#have such an adverse reaction on my mental health like it mentally and emotionally makes me feel suicidal#i go off my fucking rocker#and as my best friend jsed to say i go down hard ans fast#and right now in just sat here fucking crying because of just how shit and awful i feel#like i wasnt even supposed to be on last nighr but the guy that always calls in sick did it again and ita alwayw ME that 3nds up covering#ans they want me to do three twelve and a half hour night shifts ans two nine hour dya shifts#and i just //cant//#and i dont feel like ic an tell work thst it affects my mental health#bc thats why two other people refuse to either do afternoon or night shifts#and so i feel like im piggy backing off them#but i genuinely want to kill myself becuase of how fucking shit i feel and how irritated and furstrated i am#and i want to write this long email explaining everything to my field supervisor but i dunno how to do it#i might just ring her up in thr morning and jusy explain it#and never mins the fact that between finishing my shift at ninein the morning i have six hour training at half nine so i wont even be able#to sleep properly#and the caveat of covering Tuesday night was that he would do Thursday#and yherea yhe whole yhing of how he said he was fine to do Thursday night and yet just tol#just topd us oh i might not be able to so it like beo#bro please#ik so fucking fed up if being dicked around and i dont wanna leave this package bc i love it but i cant take it much longer#i feel like im.over reactinh so much lmao
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