#anyway ill hsut up hahaha my ambien kicked in | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

soggypotatoes · 2 years

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also he analysed a ridiculous dream i had so ruthlessly, just read my whole soul, and he told me today he had a dream that i turned up at his house w my bags packed ready to move in and he was like ‘ok!! thisll be fun’ and now im so anxious about what this means omg i want to ask him but the conversation moved on after that..... i want to know what he thinks it means bc im worried that im like, overstepping boundaries or pushing into him too much by messaging so often, hes said a few times he doesnt mind and told me ‘not many people have the green light to talk to me but you do’ he said it with a lot of sincerity IDK WHAT TO MAKE OF THIS LOL

and hes just not the kind of person im used to navigating, i need different software lol idk how this relationship works

i guess thats the thing about bonding with people in rehab... it’s like, a weird dynamic! but it can be so good!!!! i just don’t know how to go about it, should i message him less?? more???? i’m watching for his responses to tell me but im not SURE

i just wanna keep messaging him weird questions and shit i love talking to this guy!!!!!!!!

#ed mumbles #i also worry that i overshare a lot #which is when he responded with the green light thing #after i shared w him that im scared i overshare #im not a huge oversharer though it's just with him #bc he ASKS #and often when i ask him things abt himself he deflects a little bit #i know a decent amount abt him #but it's mostly me making an assumption and then asking him to confirm it #the other day he was like 'how do you know me so well after a few days' IM A BIT OBSESSED WITH U IS HOW #im not obsessed lol i just find people so interesting and i want to figure em out #and hes iNTERESTING #and he gives me lots of VALIDATION which is SCARY but REALLY NICE #anyway ill hsut up hahaha my ambien kicked in

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