#anyway yeah i wanted to expand on this but rn i am so tired so i do Not simply

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

there was a post someone beloved sent me a few minutes ago. i queued it. but i'm stealing from my own tags to start this:

hope is an eagle, wings and feathers and talons, light and unreachable and endless; hope is a dog, soft and close and excitable, here and there and everywhere; hope is a rabbit, small and shy and easily spooked; hope is a raccoon, found in even the darkest and most wretched places;

hope is a knife, cutting deep into dark desires; hope is a noose, wrapping around and around; hope is a gun, ever ready to make its presence known; hope is a poison, never letting go, changing everything it comes into contact with

[ohmyeyesmyeyes]

karma

daniel ricciardo x singer f!reader

fc: taylor swift

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ynofficial: karma is my boyfriend

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fan1: ICON BEHAVIOUR WHAT AN ABSOLUTE QUEEN

fan2: not y/n having beef with zak for his treatment of danny 😭

fan3: NOT HER TAGGING HIM

maxverstappen1: pop off 👑

fan4: max kajgsd

pierregasly: preach

lilymhe: SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE AT THE BACK

alex_albon: lily?? what are you doing here?????

lilymhe: my girlfriend duties 🤷

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daniel3.jpg: yeah i sleep pretty soundly ❤️ i can't even begin to describe how thankful i am to you for always having my back. anyway, you guys can have these 9 photos for now but i'm keeping the rest to myself, i'm too attached 🙄

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mickschumacher: wife her up rn or istg

maxverstappen1: take this as incentive: wife her up rn or i will

fan5: mick and max hello😲😲

ynofficial: yeah you better do it sooner rather than later because i don't want to marry max, no offence

maxverstappen1: no offence taken at all, i'm just trying to hurry things along

daniel3.jpg: wow okay, noted

fan6: i love their love 😩

fan7: i can't get over the way she looks at him omg

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ynofficial: new album 'karma' will be released to you soon! 📸: danielricciardo

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fan8: DANIEL HAS PHOTO CREDS FOR THE ALBUM OMBJAYFWGQH

fan9: fuck me i want them both i'm tired of denying it

mickschumacher: new music!!!! i'm so excited!!!!! 😊

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lilymhe: so proud of you big sis! 💜

ynofficial: thank you, little sis! 💜

charles_leclerc: looking forward to it...and the karma  😏 

ynofficial: you know i wrote it for you too, leclerc 😗

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danielricciardo: you really don't understand just HOW GODDAMN MUCH I LOVE YOU

ynofficial: enlighten me 😘

scottyjames31: i love this and i love you

ynofficial: love ya too, scotty

fan10: i physically can't someone needs to give me CRP these two are killing me

charles_leclerc: count me as your number one fan

pierregasly: um

mickschumacher: um x2

lilymhe: um x3

danielricciardo: um x10000000

ynofficial: my #1 fan is my mum...then it's daniel but you guys can gladly fight it out 😊

mickschumacher: i claim #3

lilymhe: not so fast, schumacher

ynofficial: (fan behaviour)

christianhorner: geri and i are looking forward to listening to the album!

ynofficial: lmao ok 😂

fan11: she's so unserious it has me dying

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danielricciardo: i'm so proud i can't even put it into words. i'm gonna spend the rest of my life proving it to you, though.

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ynofficial: just say ask me already!!!!

danielricciardo: i'm waiting for the right moment, just thank me and be done with it

ynofficial: thank you 🙄

fan12: it's the way i can't tell who's repping who 😭

fan13: i think 'f.e.a.' was a danny concept but she expanded and they created their own merch

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danielricciardo: she said yes! then we said 'i do'! not we're on our honeymoon (stream 'f.e.a.' RIGHT NOW)

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[sasukimimochi]

(gom update is included here sorry it got long).

I've really been struggling with Ch 21's structure so i took some time to ignore it completely HAHA (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) so i started working on it again about an hour or so ago, and i am feeling so much better about it it's unreal. LMAO it really helps to step back sometimes.

While i'm reading it back and not worrying about what i'm doing i can just go "oh i'd like to expand on that. let's add this." or "i want to add a voice here. I want to add an effect to the text here."

I tell you, having a day where you don't touch your work and come back to it later will help you a TON if you're not the type to hate your work no matter what after leaving it alone for 5 minutes. haha

i had written about 3.8k words or something like that before and i just checked the word count now and its about 4.3k- which when you're just supposed to be just reviewing and altering your work is a lot to add! and i'm not done cuz i'm still a bit before the half-way point of the chapter. So i'm feeling better about it even though i may still come back to it tomorrow after this to make sure i like it. empathy sessions are still iffy for me even though i like it better now

i want them to feel like they're mine when they're really so close to the novel it is like uHGGHH. i don't like copying the novel so closely which i found out pretty early into this arc haha

which is why i'm gonna love the end of empathy. tons of unique stuff there that isn't hinted at at all (nothing is talked about for the three months before his death but i am gonna write ALL UP IN THAT SHIT) i am so excited for it which is why it's so hard to do all this other stuff before it ಥ_ಥ

anyway yeah proper gom update will be at the bottom (after the TLDR) (o゜▽゜)o☆

TDLR;

-if you get tired of looking at your work and don't like it, come back to it in a day or two and reread it to make corrections. you will probably like it better!

-i'm making good progress with my corrections and i am excited for the end of empathy arc which is coming soon!

GOM Update: 4332 words for GOM ch 21 "Mistake" rn, it goes up or down depending on my alterations but it was previously about 3.8k words (so i've wrote about 500 more words for it today more or less) and i started working on the chapter art as of last night, which i actually really like but i'm going to try some different stuff cuz i didn't like how it looked when i was lining it.

i'll give you guys a little sneaky peeky ;) (yes, i drew this one on paper cuz i was feeling it a bit better than digital)

[soysaucevictim]

Poofed again.

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Mar 2:

I’ve been up since about 7:11 AM.

I’ve mostly spent my day watching/listening to YouTube vids and gaming. :P

So I got my exercise in a bit later than ideal, but I got it done.

First, yesterday’s DD. 2′ butt kicks with EC. Rain-checked on this because my energy levels was really only up for my main workout's cardio. Was contemplating on breaking this up, even now, but glad I pressed on. Counted 249 reps, but heels stopped making consistent contact in the last ~20-50 reps. Oof. :U

Second, today’s DD. 60 scissors with EC. Got a smidge distracted today, but at least it's done on the due date. Pffft! Anyways, I like "crunch" variations where I can keep my head on the floor. :,D

Third, Day 18 of the FCP. Strength training. This was just manageable, relatively anaerobic so I didn’t feel quite as harried as yesterday. Tried to be more mindful about my squatting form - since I’ve noticed a few instances of knee complaints the last few times of ‘em. I think my knees were happier with me. Punches were fun as always~

Last, Day 18 of the TYTC. Simple and fun. Did get a bit of a head rush on the way up from the toe touch - probably a bit dehydrated or something (I did probably have too much sugar and salt for the day).

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Mar 3:

Woke up ~11AM. And I spent most of the day watching YouTube and playing some games. Did also play some cards with family and made dinner.

Only exercise I managed to get done was the DD. 60 bicep extensions with EC. This was a fun way to wake up today! Nice to have a breezier DD at times. :D

Did attempt Day 19 of the FCP... I’ll just copy the tweets I made about it:

HHHHh- I hate holding elbow planks for longer than like a minute. Was only able to will myself through one set of this before going "Fuck it. I'm doing this one tomorrow. I just don't have the energy rn."

Midway into Set 2 I dropped my knees a few times but just kinda stopped at that point. My head just wasn't in the game. (While I'm glad this was going to be only 3 sets - I just yeah. Gdi, man. But I'm not abt to give up on this program, so help me.) :/

Part of why I feel not so great abt this kinda exercise was that time I tried to do the 5' [elbow] Plank Challenge. A bit >2' IS my failure point / PB. Where I can just feel myself pushing way too damn hard. So doing 3 sets of that with little rest is toeing the line of NOEP.

The whole ETD thing ALSO doesn't help me feel too comfortable with the idea of forcing me past that wall, too. I just need to remind myself - counting this day, there's only 2 more plank days in the program. If I can get through them - I'll be ok.

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Mar 4:

Was up proper at around 10AM (got up a bit earlier but was too tired/sleepy to stay up). Almost same story as the day prior. Gaming, YouTube, showered, and did some laundry. So I was a little more productive.

Like yesterday, all I could make myself do was the DD again. 2′ side splits with EC. This was a fun one! Legs did start trembling near the end, but doing a few half jacks as warmup was very helpful and enjoyable too!

Ran into the same wall with FCP, today. I expanded on my thoughts/feelings about it on Twitter again.

Tried yesterday's workout again. STILL hit the same wall. I just. I'm legitimately upset. I'm tempted to table this program entirely. I just. Can't make myself do this. Maybe in the future? But not rn. Almost a third of the way left and it hurts emotionally.

Especially given how very MANAGEABLE the rest of this damn program is and has been. I wish I could find SOME way to frame this elbow plank shit in a way that helps sustainably. I'm angry, mostly at myself, I really don't want to give up again.

I'm trying to tell myself, failure is a learning opportunity and not the end of the world (which is actually too hyperbolic a sentiment in this case). But shit like me somehow scraping through the first plank day makes me go "how the fuck did I do that." soysaucevictim.tumblr.com/post/182889402… Reading that makes me wonder if I should just modify this day's workout in some way. Just to get through the damn thing with some credit. I know DAREBEE is all about accessibility and they don't hold it against you if you do need to modify. I've done it before.

Question remains, how would I go about it. Do I... - Allow knees to drop occasionally - Make some of the planks full planks (arms straight) - Or extend the rest periods out (tho FC's structure is about active rest - not sure how sustainable even slow jacks are gonna be)

Wound up spending time after those tweets just putting away laundry and getting notes together for my appointment tomorrow.

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Mar 5:

Been up since almost 8AM. Was busy today... and super exhausted after everything.

Was picked up to get to my doctor appointment this morning. Voiced various concerns. Got a prescription [or really a recommendation, since it was OTC] for some earwax clearing solution, since it turns out there was some notable buildup and it probably contributed to ETD and tinnitus symptoms. (Amongst a few other things, but this helped to give me some clarity.)

Got to the facility... and experienced a panic episode over almost losing my Miniday Log to Excel crashing and unsuccessfully recovering it on it’s own. Couldn’t find it in the directory and noticed a few TMP files (with random strings of letters and numbers as filenames) in it’s place (date modified clued me into what I was actually looking at). Telling Excel to Open & Repair managed to be the fix. I was so relieved to’ve figured it out.

Doing the DD afterwards did help to calm my nerves a good deal (as well as Jewel Quest & socializing). 2′ leg extensions with EC (”donkey kicks”). Doing this DD also helped me feel a bit less restless afterwards. I counted exactly 100 reps, this time. A few false starts because I needed to cushion my knees, one being bruised from previous injuries. But yeah, I did enjoy doing this one.

Next, went to my psychiatrist appointment. Which went well enough, especially after some clarity from previous doctor’s appointment. As a  few of my concerns for both overlapped a bit. We decided to stay the course.

Got home a bit late, got hella distracted by the usual, and determined that I was too damn exhausted to workout. (Used the ear drops a couple times, spaced out. That was fucking weird in the sensory department - but I felt it helpful!)

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Mar 6:

Been up since about 2PM (did get up some hours earlier, but decided I was too tired to stay up, esp after meds and breakfast.)

I spent almost my entire day playing games and watching YouTube. But I was goaded into playing some cards and I did get in my exercise for the day.

First, today’s DD. 20 supermen with EC. Rather late. I just wound up getting distracted by games... but got this one done without any issue.

Second, Day 19 of the FCP. The dreaded plank work. I decided I would allow myself to be okay with dropping my knees if I felt I had to. Did better than the past few attempts, got about halfway into the last set before I had to do that. I think too, that the ear drops helped. Acceptable performance. :P

Third, Day 20 of the FCP. Tendon strength work. Honestly the only tough part was the frontal holds, as opposed to the lateral ones. But as usual, I greatly enjoy this type of workout! :D

Last, Days 19+20 of the TYTC. Breezy fun, as usual. I like doing this challenge a bunch! =w=

I don’t feel like wrestling with my phone (yesterday it shut down constantly) to meditate tonight. Will be winding down soon.

[starblogsworld]

also i’m sorry if this is weird but i wanted to get this out, but i have a list of my boundaries so far

so when you’re ready to talk about it i’m here and ready to listen

okok so

i really like pet name but obviously nothing derogatory (you’ve never done it but sadly t did)

i’ll always love to talk about cute dates and going out, as well as like things that we’ve done together and yeah, but i’m not suuuuper into like really weird settings and like being around people who i don’t really trust

you probably already know this one but i love it when u talk about how pretty i am and my body and stuff it makes me feel a lot more body positive but i don’t really like talking about me as if i’m some object to just gain stuff from and experiment on, again you’ve never done this but it has happened before, i just wanna get it out there :D

hmmm and i don’t like always talking about sexual stuff and i really love open communication and sharing feelings even if you think i’ll judge you i never ever will and i’m always here to listen and talk about whatever u need even if you think it’s dum. it’s never dum if it’s about u

idk i just love emotionally healthy relationships cause alot of men (thanks again patrrichy) don’t like emotions and sharing them but you’ve always been so lovely with that so i got lucky there hehe

and i don’t mind like PDA as long as there’s like asking before u do stuff which you’ve (again) always done and i always rant about how much i love that hehe

but yeah i think that’s it until you’re ready to talk about yours, then i’ll expand on it :D

and i just wanted to say and i’m being serious rn

that i love you and i respect you and care about what you have to say even if u think it’s not worth it u are my dear. and i mean this and i’m not being silly or anything but i genuinely love you and i just love being with you and you’re so loyal and brave and intelligent and i honestly can’t think of anyone else i’d want

when people ask me who or what my type is i always think of you. i literally don’t have the same feelings for anyone but you

idk sorry if i seem weird but i’m very tired and i just don’t say this enough and i just love you

so much <3

anyways that’s me signing off :D

when you’re ready, i’ll be here my panda

[thatcrazyfangirlwhohasnolife]

wow I just read the square numbers and they're boring so do prime numbers too

2: already done wow it’s not a square what am i doing im tired sorry loooool

3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?not really, jeans and a jumper and the occasional skinny jeans

5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:things- football, work/gcse’s, memespeople- grace, alanna, sophie

7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]?i think that [insert person/thing here] is really problematic, but people are entitled to their own interpretations i guess :/

11: What’s your sexuality?PANsexual (and demi)

13: Are you a cat or dog person?kind of neither because i don’t really want pets, but if i had to choose cats because i had them before and they require less effort

17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?if i was forced to i’d change it to milly instead of millicent looool

19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?nah limh

23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?diurnal, it’s just easier plus vitamin d

29: Do you believe in reincarnation?nope, i believe in the void

31: Do you get scared easily?as much as i used to try to deny it, yes i really do, and by everything

37: What is your eye color?brown :(

41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?if we’re talking anybody, then matt bellamy, if not then my friends and grace especially lol

43: Any piercings you want?not really lol

47: What is a sound you really hate?my sister singing in the car

53: How are you feeling right now?gay, excited, tired

59: What three words describe you the most?hm idk maybe ANON COULD ANSWER HER PHONE

61: What makes you unfollow a blog?things like being sexist or homophobic or if i don’t like their content anymore

67: Favorite meme:i used to love the run meme, but now the ‘bon appetite’

71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?my blue jeans, fireproof jumper, random top and ravenclaw scarf

73: Do you have platform shoes?nope!

79: Something you wish didn’t exist:mental health problems :/

83: Favorite person to talk to:grace, unless im in a terrible very very bad mood, then alanna

89: What are your birthstones?diamond and rock crystal

97: How long can you hold your breath for?i dont know, maybe a minute or two?

101: Favorite type of shoesconverse

103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?NOOO but my sister is so i have to eat a load of quorn anyway lol

107: Do you like spiders?no, but i don’t hate them so much i run away from them

109: Can you draw?kind of yeah, not without references though!

113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?um, i guess so!

127: Something you love about Tumblr:the people who i’ve met here!

131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?my mind- love it for being clever etc, hate it when it doesn’t let me be happy limh

137: Do you believe in karma?slightly, but more that i like to believe in it to give me a good incentive to be nice

139: What nicknames do you have/have had?mills, mill-mill, mimbey, mimmy, big-one (from my little-one sister)

149: Favorite thing about your personality:my logical thinking and natural memory #thanksbrain

151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?i like this era tbh, maybe ancient greece to be all philosophical lol

157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:parents, tests, public speaking, talking to people other than good friends

163: Last time you cried and why:a couple of weeks ago on a friday lunch time because i just found my friend in the bathroom and she had hurt herself really bad and wasn’t ok and i got really scared for her and worried and we kinda cried together rip

167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?it’d be interesting to know, but not vital to how i live my life unless there’s some god, i would prefer to expand our knowledge of the now to help us in our lives rn instead!

thanks once again anon, you’re ever so kind even if you don’t reply to my message >:(

[the-nysh]

Asghkfd I knoow everyone is tired of this topic by now especially you but I just read what I think is all your posts about the Shed In the Woods Arc it really made deappreciate how the anime skimmed details I mean yeah last two eps were animated great but I really didn't catch any of what you pointed out until I read the manga and I actually agree with your be grateful for what you get philosophy but now there's millions of people who at this point haven't even experienced the same story

I am being extremely rambly and grammatically incorrect rn but I recently stopped reading LNs because they often had bad animes which cut and changed so much I couldn’t even talk about them with anime onlys bc we had experienced different stories at that point. I switched to manga anime to avoid that and I’ve only watched three (I’m slow) so far I just wanted to talk abt OPM not holding up even if you like all it’s versions because I really like reading your thoughts okay I’m done             

Oh anon. :’3 You’ve gone through and read everything, omg I’m glad you enjoy and get something out of reading my thoughts/content!

I can understand what you’re saying about LN adaptations though, with them often getting cut and rearranged, so in comparison I’m glad many current adaptations based on mangas are usually quite faithful nowadays. Back in the mid/late 00s the trend was for either completely diverging anime-original endings (way different from the source material), or longass filler arcs just to pad things out until the manga caught up with more material to adapt. So whew, I’m glad it seems the more recent manga adaptations aren’t quite done like that anymore, including opm. So in that sense, I’m glad the anime’s version of the story we’re getting is still relatively the same. While yes, things have to be cut/condensed to fit the anime format (even s1 isn’t exempt from doing this), that’s the general rule of thumb for most animes anyway. It’s also why I usually prefer mangas in general, to both read at my own pace and get the most (usually, better) content out of it at once.

Concerning fans experiencing different parts of the story, that kinda comes with the territory of having it exist in 3 ways (anime, manga, webcomic), with each one progressing at different parts of the same timeline. Some fans may only choose to view one, and not know anything about the rest (which remains their prerogative). So yeah it can get hard to discuss spoilery/canon things when not everyone has the full picture yet (incomplete both story wise and character wise). But the other charm with that comes from seeing how their perceptions gradually change as more gets revealed to them in the format of their choosing. I think it’s fun to stay up to date with all 3, to catch similar things that ONE might put in them concurrently (which in the manga’s case, becomes even more context/foreshadowing for stuff that’ll be covered later in the webcomic). Plus with the manga expanding and adding more content compared to the webcomic, it makes the manga experience fresh and unknown even to webcomic readers.

The anime showing us even a condensed version of the manga makes the story accessible to more viewers, so in that sense YES I still certainly hope a s3 eventually gets made. As there’s many lingering parts of the story (especially the immediate followup after the EC fight) that I still really want to see animated/voiced. While yes, I would prefer to see it done in the highest quality it deserves, if the studio does not change, then hopefully we can get at least a more experienced director and better sound director (passionate animator jumpaoki still deserves to come back no matter what). So with that said, I’m still looking forward to whatever comes (including possible bluray changes), because the worst option would be if a s3 never gets made at all. :’)