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#anyways i'll keep this bit short but hi random story i remember just shouting 'silence' when i remembered the word all of a sudden
noxtivagus · 2 years
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INTERPRETATION YES THATS THE WORD I KEEP ON FORGETTING
#🌙.rambles#that is so random but#ok honestly i've been feeling rather empty n apathetic ever since last night but#thinking abt creative stuff helps n#random but oh my on words i realize i'm often like this HSKFJSJFJS#when i was like. i can't rmb what grade but before i was 7 or smth i rmb#one of my fav words was 'silence' IDK WHY IT WAS RLLY COOL FOR ME AS A KID N#one memory i have v clearly is in the bathroom of that school bcs#that was the only time i celebrated my bday at school omg so#anyways i'll keep this bit short but hi random story i remember just shouting 'silence' when i remembered the word all of a sudden#idk why.. im like that with words... >_<#thinking abt that makes me remember the times i wld just search for hours for words n skim through dictionaries n stuff like that n#names! yes names i wld search for names for my ocs for hours oh my god#i'm very dedicated to. my passions like that. in a way aaaa#i rmb searching names w meanings of 'dark' 'night' 'sky' blah blah mythology too n angel names#i also remember often getting distracted n reading myths n wikis n searching of so much other info too#anyways i was just listening to music n i have these images in my head#i wld very much like to draw them :< but as much as i loved painting as a kid i never rlly had the chance to properly cultivate that#into a skill ig. but thinking about it i loved painting so so very much i've always loved colors#speaking of colors this is very random but today i'm wearing a top that is not black! wow! (it is white)#i've been feeling kinda dead lately but my. mind. my creativity n my analysis n wtvr that keeps me so so alive#thinking abt sciences n stories n uhh knowledge in general n expressing myself through different forms of art#I REALLY WNA LEARN HOW TO DRAW T_T & i shld rlly play the piano again#i shld probably learn the guitar first bcs we have one here too but goddamn i want to learn the violin so bad#i have a certain fondness n affection for elegance. goddamn i wish i at least tried out ballet as a kid aww#hmm another random thought but ig one reason why im so disappointed in myself is bcs ik i can do so so much better#& i used to be so much better as a kid yk i used to be the type that you'd probably brag abt. maybe say things like oh what a waste that#she's so shy or smth. idk. anyways i have regrets but i try so hard to just be enough for myself#THAT SAID HOLD UP I RAMBLE SO MUCH AAAAA#wait i will continue this in another post bcs i have sm i want to talk abt
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shepherds-of-haven · 11 months
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Okay I saw this asked on another blog and it was hilarious so I have to ask here : what do you think inner circle’s Beige Flags are? ( weird/quirky or questionable things they do that give you pause but overall have no real effect on the relationship)
Also hope you are feeling better!! 🩵🩵
Ooh, this is a fun one haha! (And I'm feeling a bit better, thank you! I still haven't fully recovered, but getting there slowly but surely! 🥲) Anyway, let me think...
Blade: rather than accompany you into shops (especially small ones), he assumes you want to be left alone to do your shopping in peace (and also typically finds shopping boring) and will instead just stand outside the door, looming like a really intimidating security guard or bouncer. (He is assessing street security, guarding the only door, and positioning himself within shouting distance in case there's some kind of threat.) This often inadvertently drives away business, so sometimes he'll just wait at the end of the street instead, staring out at the crowd like a member of your own personal secret service
Trouble: sometimes he eats too fast, or more accurately talks too fast while eating, leading to frequent inhalation down the wrong pipe and people having to thump him on the back while he coughs. Sometimes he will power through the coughing by sheer force of will and will just... forcefully swallow through it. He refuses to slow down. Life's too short to try to avoid death by choking
Tallys: doesn't make a ton of affirming noises to let you know that she's listening. A lot of people go "uh-huh" or "wow" or "right" or whatever when you're in the midst of telling a long-winded story. She just stares at you patiently in silence until she's sure you're fully done. This is polite in Elven culture, and she is completely listening, but it can unnerve people who feel pressured by silence lol
Shery: she still has to look at her hands to tell left from right. Like sometimes she has to make her left hand form the L to remember 😅 She also finds it difficult to do math in her head and either has to sketch it out in the air or write it down!
Riel: always leaves a bite or two of food left on his plate; rarely completely cleans his plate. Same with drinks! So many teacups that always have a few sips left at the bottom. Why didn't you just drain it, man? It's like he does it on purpose!
Chase: always takes the most meandering, inefficient way to get to a place. like if the walk from A to B is a straight line down one avenue, he always seems to take the most roundabout, random path. Here, I'll draw you a map:
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Red: he is very bad at matching the pace of his walking with others; with those long legs, he walks at a naturally and totally subconscious fast pace! He's mindful about it when on a date or actively courting someone, but when he's focused on something else, excited, traveling, or out and about with friends, he has to frequently be asked to shorten the length of his strides so others can keep up lol
Ayla: I've mentioned this one for her before, but she's very bad about sharing her food. She hates when you snatch a fry off her plate without asking, and even if you do ask, she can be fairly begrudging about it if she perceives food is plentiful (like "why can't you get your own, the line is right there?") In work circumstances, like sharing group rations, she's totally fine, but in restaurants or in the refectory, she's annoyed by it, like "I loaded this plate for myself and planned on eating all of it... myself 😒 If you wanted to share something, you should have said so earlier!"
Briony: she's constantly whipping people in the face with her ponytail. She tends to turn her head really fast or spin around in conversation and whoever's standing near her ends up with a mouthful of hair. She hasn't learned to not smack people in the eye with her hair yet despite several remonstrations
Lavinet: frankly shocked, upset, and scandalized whenever there isn't a little something sweet at the end of a meal. it doesn't have to be a full-on dessert--even a single chocolate served on a plate would do, and is often preferred! but when there's nothing?? nary a profiterole or cream puff or a little sweet treat for the lady in sight?? something is off!! her palette isn't satisfied!!
Halek: he always wakes up in the morning so loudly. unfold from the bed -> crack his back, neck, shoulders with the most ungodly series of pops -> loud groan. It sounds like an old accordion getting stretched out
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