#anyways. guy that talks about ambulance blues a normal amount (lie)

[muirneach]

neil called isabella street “proud isabella” cause it’s in church-wellesley. hashtag gay pride

[five-wow]

10.01 thoughts (or basically a rambly recap, very spoilery, with a lot of caps lock abuse) under the cut!!! :D

JERRY’S BEEN SHOT. that’s not actually a surprise at this point in any way, but oh gosh, poor guy. “it hurts more than i thought it would.” oh no. :c

i’m confused though - grover’s there calling an ambulance, jerry is bleeding, steve is keeping pressure on the wound, but where’s danny? clutching his heart out of frame? OH WAIT he could be arresting ezra hassan, i suppose?

on screen: 2 weeks later. jfdkfjdk they resolved that cliffhanger in like, under thirty seconds.

love jerry’s longer curly hair! REALLY LOVE that jerry and junior are playing battleship, omg.

jerry thought about HIS DND BUDDIES WHEN HE GOT SHOT. i love him. (i’m also both worried about his mental health and glad they’re showing him actually feeling some repercussions from getting shot, aside from the flesh wound.)

tani and junior!!! are going to the opera!!! wonderful, i’m into it.

AH. here we have steve on his date, omfg. it all looks so pretty - the background, the restaurant, the date, steve. REALLY AWKWARD conversation though, fjdkfd. steve’s been hanging with danny too much - as soon as someone asks “what are you thinking” he just opens up his heart.

“it’s just crazy, you know. things that happen at work.” FDJKFDJF i’m glad he’s seeing that AFTER NINE YEARS.

DANNY CALLS. i’ve seen the clips that were drifting around tumblr, so i knew it was going to happen, but still. DANNY CALLS. IN THE MIDDLE OF STEVE’S DATE.

“i think it’s best,” steve says, about taking a phone call from danny while he’s in the middle of a first date with a really pretty woman who seems very kind about his total awkwardness, oh BOY

the WAY danny says “hi” just already has me in stitches. i die. and then steve’s “dude! i don’t know.” he sounds so frustrated! poor guy.

“words are kinda just, they’re falling out of my mouth, i don’t know why.” OH STEVE. also: that’s 80% of all fic in which steve finally confesses his feelings to danny ever. thank you, canon, for giving us a steve who is canonically prone to this.

“do you have any game at all?” danny asks, of steve, WHO HE IS CALLING IN THE MIDDLE OF A DATE. the co-dependency here is HIGH and it’s probably unhealthy but i’m enjoying it a lot, truly.

okay so, steve says “you’ve called twice, we haven’t even ordered!” and then DANNY SAYS “if you answered my texts, i wouldn’t have to call” and that’s just ALL SO BAD. they are TERRIBLE together and that woman should probably run far away.

danny! way to build up steve’s confidence on this date by telling him his thing is awkward and messing things up, holy shit.

I’M SCREAMING. “that was danny. who i love. very much.” I AM YELLING. YES. GOOD. PREMIUM CONTENT.

just. i love “i love you”s, okay. i love them. we got one (1) in s9 at the end of 9.01, but we’re off to a good start now in 10.01, with steve telling his frigging date that he loves danny, oh my.

IT GOT WORSE. i paused like, in the middle of steve’s sentence, and then as soon as i hit play the date said “sounds like my ex” and steve says “you know, it’s funny that you say that, because it’s kind of like a marriage” and uh, hello steve, i made a gifset about that the day before yesterday, thank you for giving me an update, but also just. wtf. wtf holy shit

i. i just. this is supposedly steve on a date with a woman being all heterosexual, but it’s really an extremely mcdanno scene, like ten times more than i was prepared for, wow.

real talk though, i’m almost certain this relationship isn’t going anywhere, but this woman seems really cool!!! i love her so far.

tani is actually enjoying the opera and junior seems to be paying more attention to her than the stage and i have no idea if this is actually an officially official date between them or if they’re still “just friends”, but it’s all so cute. and then, of course, some anonymous guy shows up with a sketchy briefcase that’s inevitably going to contain weapons, but oh well, it was nice for how long it lasted.

a slightly updated intro!!! katrina law is already in it (which i like) and the new group shot is kind of crowded but really nice, but fjdkfdjkdf they chose a really awkward moment where adam is supposedly typing something on the tech table but he’s REALLY OBVIOUSLY just randomly tapping his fingers on it. that’s going to haunt me. oh dear show runners, why.

danny... says steve was blowing his date, as they arrive on the crime scene that junior and tani found, and steve says he has a second date and danny goes “you got a second date?” incredulously and almost dismayed and that just really sounds like he WANTED steve to blow it. what is this, danny, setting steve up with a pretty woman from steve’s school to test him? see if he’ll say no and fall in your arms instead, and when he doesn’t, you’re disappointed?

even the lighting in this random stairwell gun fight chase scene is kind of pretty! the blue and red? i like it.

oh NO, steve, you’re not even ten minutes into a new season and you’re chasing some suicidally parcouring bad guy across roof tops and into a jump that’s REALLY going to give danny a heart attack, jesus.

fdjkfd danny telling steve that ten years ago he would’ve made that jump? telling him he’s forty? i’m not sure if that’s kind of mean or really good, but it might be both.

plot stuff happens, but i keep getting distracted by all the grey in steve’s beard and his new, longer hair. it’s good.

i like quinn’s introduction!!! i really do, more than i’d expected. and honestly, that déjà vu thing lenkov was talking about is very faint to me, to the point where it’s mostly just there because danny says it out loud in the text and then forcibly makes it so. they’re not in steve’s garage, it’s the wrong car they’re standing next to, there are three people instead of two and there’s no “one, two, three” and showing badges, but steve yeets his badge over the windshield of the car in quinn’s direction. the similarity isn’t that strong.

danny going “i gotta follow him” about steve and “i don’t know [shrugs]” about where they’re going is beautiful.

i’m about halfway through the episode now and steve and danny have spent SO MUCH time together and it’s really good but also has me slightly worried that they’re pushing all the steve&danny content for the entire season in one episode, omg. it’s good, though. i’m happy for now.

adam is still doing yakuza stuff. i get it, because it’s the one big thing they’ve given his character, but i do get kind of tired of it. he’s supposedly out, but every time they need it for plot reasons, he still has connections somewhere that are willing to help him for whatever reason.

and then quinn shows up and pulls a gun on adam, fjdkfd. listen, i know i said i was getting tired of him doing the yakuza thing over and over, but shooting him would be a little drastic.

danny: “this is good, we’re chasing a monster truck. that’s totally normal, right?” how is it that NOW they’re both suddenly realizing their lives are kind of crazy? they weren’t crazy before, guys? guys??

HAH, the guy in the truck drives over a dozen cars. that’s ridiculous, but a lot of fun, omg.

danny, when he finds tani and quinn in the same room at hq: “oh good, you two have met.” YES. MY SENTIMENTS. except i’m perhaps a little more exuberant about it. TWO MAIN FEMALE CHARACTERS IN ONE SCENE YES GOOD I LIKE THIS. we haven’t had this since... season 4, maybe? when catherine was briefly part of the team?

oh SHIT. danny: “are you sure you’re not related to steve in any way?” okay SO. we’re all assuming quinn is steve’s new love interest, but quinn being steve’s secret half sister somehow? also nonsense, but nonsense i’d like. and i mean, they need to keep the mcgarrett family drama alive somehow, so this could be fun.

quinn: “can’t this thing go any faster? [steve looks at her weird] what?” steve: “nothing. just never had that complaint before.” that is a LIE. i know for a fact that that’s a lie, because i have a stupid amount of knowledge of h50 of the top of my head and one of the things i know is that in 8.01 tani pops up between steve and danny while she’s in the backseat of the camaro and ALSO asks if it doesn’t go any faster. i know what they’re going for here, setting quinn and steve up as equals, and i like what they’re trying to tell us about quinn as a character in theory but come on, if you’re trying to convince us steve is all impressed by this woman that you might be setting him up with romantically, at least do some continuity fact checking on your own show, guys.

anyway! i do like that it’s canon that all women in five-0 think the camaro isn’t fast enough. get wrecked, steve and danny, HA.

when steve said to the bad guy “my friend lou here is going to put some handcuffs on you” i thought at first that he said “liu”, as in quinn’s last name, and oh man, first they had tani and junior’s last names as rey and reigns, which was close enough, but now they have lou and liu, gosh.

!!! this talk between steve and quinn in front of kamekona’s?? i LIKE IT. A LOT. we get to know a little more about quinn and steve genuinely does treat her as an equal and a capable colleague and there’s nothing especially romantic about this, which is good this early on even if they’re doing that later because i do feel like it could possibly work but right now it would just be really weird and very forced and i’m just really relieved that’s the dynamic they’re going for. this, this is good.

OH BOY. “we’re breaking up with you, danny” steve says. i... wow.

FAIR THOUGH. it’s probably a REALLY GOOD idea of steve to maybe involve danny a little less in his dating life if he wants to, well, actually have one that’s viable for life, but oh GOSH. danny going “you can’t cut me out” when steve tells him this? danny is just. so interested in steve’s romantic life, damn.

tani: “mom and dad are fighting again.” fdjkfdjk YES. this time it’s not even junior saying this to eddie behind steve and danny’s back, it’s just tani saying it out loud to the entire group and nobody says anything about it so uhhh that’s accepted fact then, within the team. GOOD.

ohhhh jerry is leaving. also not a real surprise and it’s probably kind of good that the team doesn’t endlessly keep growing if quinn joins this season, but ahh, i’m sad, anyway.

GROUP HUG. i love EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THIS.

oh gooood, somebody put a bomb in the champ box in steve’s garage. that’s harsh.

final thoughts: i LIKED THIS. very much!!! i’m relieved about that, tbh, because at least i’m happy about the start of the season, which seems like a good sign, haha. i love quinn so far, there was REALLY GREAT mcdanno stuff in this, i love that steve is dating again, tani and junior seem to be dating, jerry is fairly healthy and happy - all around lots of good stuff.

i do kind of think that cliffhanger from last season got extremely little attention (we didn’t even see ezra hassan get arrested, and what happened to her kid? where was danny? idk it was weirdly short and quick), but it’s still possible they’re coming back to that in a later episode, idk.

[dxlansfxck]

Saints & Sins [G.D] Part 05

Y/N didn’t really know what time it was when she woke up, neither did she know where she was. She just realized her naked body – surrounded by other naked ones. And screaming. Someone was screaming Grayson’s name. That’s when the memories hit her. Naked people, sweaty bodies. Pill after pill, line after line. Dicks in her mouth, pussies under her tongue. The women she thought were meant to be with her. Grayson’s name got louder in her ears, which lead her to stand up groggily. Looking around, she had to search her pile of clothes, but could find nothing other than some extra-large shirt and her panties. She slid them on when she heard Toni also calling out for her.

“Y/N, hurry the fuck up.” God, why was it her fault everyone was screaming Gray’s name? She didn’t do anything to him besides letting him sleep. Okay, maybe she kind of cheated on him, but he already said, there’s no real relationship between addicts. She wished for anyone to shut up, a big migraine starting to pound into her head. 

Toni wasn’t alone in Grayson’s room, there were at least 7 other guys standing around him, but nobody was making a sound. “Fuck, I think he’s dead. We need to clean up and hurry to get out of here before the police is coming. Grab your stuff, Pumpkin. Why are you still standing here? Hurry!” Toni grabbed her arm, but she stepped back, looking at him with fear, her tiny body shaking. Everyone around them started to run out, dressing themselves and pack their belongings, but Y/N couldn’t move. What did Grayson do to her? Why did she ever leave school? It was his fault that she was in this situation and he couldn’t help her out of it because he chose to be knocked out. She kept looking at him for several minutes, Toni was already downstairs again, when she decided to finally move. Grayson had pale skin, dark circles under his eyes, but she saw an unsteady breath in his chest. She didn’t know what to do, neither what to feel, but right now, she didn’t feel a single amount of affection towards her boyfriend. Everyone was gone by now, she was alone with a dying Grayson in front of her. She – of course – could call an ambulance, but they both would get arrested as soon as Grayson woke up. She could wait another few minutes, but Grayson could be dead by then.

What did he really mean to her? Would she ever take the risk to go to jail just to save his life? Who did she become, that she had to choose if to save a life or not?

The past minutes she’s been awake must be the longest she has been without any drugs since weeks. By now, she wouldn’t even need to take anything to change her mood, she simply didn’t feel anything. She was numb. It felt like everything was gone, like Grayson never came into her life. She kept starring at him, it must be about an hour now, but she made her decision.

As she walked downstairs, she took a glance into every room, frowning and about to vomit the hell out of her body. It was literally yesterday when she thought this was her dreamhouse filled with her best friends, now it was just a disgusting place with somebody dying upstairs that once meant the world to her. She quickly grabbed her phone, automatically scrolling for her mother’s name, but before she could press the green button, she heard someone whimper. Grayson was awake.

All her previous thoughts were gone as soon as Y/N heard his voice. She began to run like she’s never ran before, taking two steps at a time, but didn’t go into the room. Y/N stood in front of the door, not quite sure what to do now. She could’ve been gone by now without him knowing, could’ve started a new life. But she decided to stay, to be there for him. Ready to fall for Grayson again, like she always did. Sighing, she walks into the smelly room.

“Gray, you awake?” “Mh, yeah. I guess. Fuck, where’s everyone? My head kills me, I need some pain killer. Wait, did I fall asleep last night? During the party?” Y/N nods her head slowly, still not really looking at him. “Yes. Happens, if you drink or smoke too much shit, Grayson. Well, I thought you were mostly clean, but I learned different. Wow, you’re so fucking cool, Gray. Why do you always have to lie to me? Why do I always have to find out things by myself? Grayson, fuck, answer me!” She runs her finger through her knotted hair, trying to detangle some of it. Grayson on the other hand seems to be in his coma-like state again, leaving Y/N angrier than ever. “

“You know what? Fuck you, Grayson. Do whatever you want to do, but I’m going now. It was a mistake to be friends with you”, she lets out a bitter laugh, “to even think I was in love with you. You’re dragging me down deeper and deeper every single day. Fuck, I even took part in an orgy last night! I’m heading back to school, maybe even to my parents. I’ll see you after the holidays if you’re not dead by then.”

She thought her break out would open his eyes, let him realize how important this was to her, but he just looked at her, not answering. Shaking her head, she didn’t even say goodbye, but left the room, the house and lastly the city. Left Grayson. Left anything she had so far.

 15 days and 6 hours have passed since they last talked or saw each other. He didn’t call, she didn’t write him. It’s almost like he never existed. The bed next to hers was empty, her room just smells like her cologne and she had enough time to catch all missed school work. She even began running, standing up early and meditated every night. Her life went back to normal, boring and without any action in it. It was the 18th day, first day of school, when some guy she’s never seen before sits down next to her. On Grayson’s table. “Hey, Y/N! I’ve heard there was something going on between Dolan and yourself? Anyways, I thought now that he was gone, you and me”, he points to the space between them, “could do something similar. I mean, you don’t have any friends since he’s been gone, nobody wants to be alone, right?” Well, I do, was all she thought. She had died a thousand times without Grayson, but that’s over. They were over.

“First of all, I don’t even know your name. And second, the thing between us was different, you wouldn’t understand. So, if you don’t mind”, she looks back into her textbook, trying to keep up with whatever the teacher tries to explain.

“Alright, well, I’m Luke, just in case you were wondering. Besides that, I’m having the same courses you do, you’d know if you wouldn’t always be in thoughts”, he grins, showing off his perfectly white teeth. “And believe me, I know what it was like between you. High, swallowing pills and drunk off fake love. But you seem to be completely clean again, princess. So, why shouldn’t I grab the chance of going out with you? Believe me, Y/N. Try to get to know me.” His blue eyes almost beg her to agree, making her sigh in defeat. “Fine. What do you want to do and when?”

To be honest, all she wants is head back into her bed, crying over her restless mind and be left alone. But on the other hand, her mind is restless because of Grayson, maybe Luke could be a perfect opportunity to forget about him. “How about Saturday? We could go swimming or into a nightclub? What do you think?” She nods, writing down her number and says her goodbye before heading back into her room, letting her tired body fall backwards onto the mattress. “Ouch”, she stands up again, wondering what hit her back, but screams in fear as somebody wraps their arms around her waist. She turns around quickly, eyes widening at what she saw there. Grayson was back. And he looked fucking miserable.

His cheekbones were more prominent than ever, skin so pale like the wall behind him. His body is stuck in too large clothes because he got so skinny. His eyes were kind of milky, they didn’t seem to see anything. But the smile he gave her looked like always. “Grayson? I mean… How? Why? What are you doing here?” Y/N stutters, not quite sure if to be happy or not. He opened his mouth, trying to speak, but his breath smelled so rotten that she had to back up. “Hey, angel. I’m back”, he tried to kiss her, but she couldn’t. She wouldn’t fall for him again. “Sorry, fuck, I can’t”, Y/N runs out of her room, away from Grayson, away from her feelings.

She knew he was too weak to follow her, so she stopped running rather quickly, not knowing where to go. Minutes later, she was standing in front of Luke’s door, having to ask many people how to get here, what number he had, etc. She was about to raise her hand to knock on the door when Luke suddenly stood behind her. “Missed me already?” He smirked, watching her interested. “What can I say? I was bored and thought why not hang out right now?” For the first time, I took my time to check him out. His hair was shoulder long, a mop of blonde curls on top of his head. He was a giant, broad shoulders and some cheeky freckles were sitting on top of his nose. His smile was polite, loving and his eyes sparkled in ocean blue. He was the opposite of Grayson, but still very handsome.

“Sure, you wanna go out to the river? I can show you the prettiest waterfall ever. I’m going there every day to get away from the people here.” Luke already started walking, so Y/N just goes next to him, letting him lead them. She didn’t care where they were going, as long as Grayson wasn’t there.

She was surprised by the beauty of this place, not knowing that anything like that was hidden here. The rushing of the waterfall was so calming, the green of the grass and those colorful flowers made her smile. “Wow, since when do you know it and why haven’t I seen this place before? It’s so…”, she searched for the right words, but shrugged, not knowing what to say. “Overwhelming?”, he tried to help her out. She just nodded, a smile still plastered on her bare face. “I’m running every day, always the same route through the fields. I’ve I had known about this… Wow”, the turns around, breathing in the fresh air. “That’s how I found it. I didn’t want to run this basic route, so I ran over the fields, always turning directions, until I found this. I’m glad you like it”, he places one hand on her shoulders, squeezing it gently. “Can we walk through it? I want to know what’s behind the waterfall.” Luke nods, now smiling as well. “There’s a cave behind it, I always go in there to read. C’mon.” He holds his hand out, waiting for her to grab it, and pulls her through the water directly into the waterfall. Seconds later, they were soaked, but standing in a beautiful cave, surrounded by nothing but the smell of salt and water. Y/N’s eyes search for Luke’s, hugging him tightly while mumbling a quiet “Thank you”. His eyes wander down to her lips and she knows he was about to kiss her, but to her surprise she didn’t mind.

[553butterfly553]

Kasamatsu x Kise - Remember When... 1

Where It Began

Kasamatsu Yukio is your everyday, regular college student. Meaning he's exhausted all the time and most likely starving himself. His major is Commercial Music, meaning he gets to learn all about the music industry, not just playing songs. Even so, he has a backup of being in the medical field. It was a choice to please his parents, not so much because he wanted to choose that. Kasamatsu lives in an apartment with his closest friend, Moriyama Yoshitaka. They went to high school together and were on the same basketball team, with Kasamatsu as the captain. After all, they went through together on that team, they chose to stick together and remained close after that. Moriyama's major is undecided, due to his main focus of getting a girlfriend, or at best, just flirting with girls. No matter how many times Kasamatsu tries to get him to be serious, it just doesn't click in the woman-obsessed mind of Moriyama. Currently, the two roommates were sitting on their couch watching a movie. It was a boring movie to match the boring Tuesday night, but they were honestly glad about it. They'd gotten all their school work done on time Monday night, just to have their classes canceled the next day. So, they hadn't don't much that day and were slowly getting tired, due to the boredom. Well, Moriyama was at least. Kasamatsu was going through a sleepless patch. He'd only gotten about 2-3 hours at best each night for nearly a week. He wasn't sure why, but he just couldn't sleep. He tried and tried, but it only ended up with him being pissed off. “Hey Yukio, I'm gonna head to bed.” Moriyama's statement brought Kasamatsu out of his zoning as he stared at the TV. His voice had hints of sadness as if someone let him down. “You sure? I thought you were going on a date with that girl you met at the cafe?” “She just canceled on me...” “Again? Man, I'm sorry.” Kasamatsu wasn't sure what else to tell his friend. It was common for the male to get a date, only for her to cancel later on. The slightly-taller black-haired male was good at flirting with girls and getting a date with them, just not actually going on dates with girls. Even so, he was still better than Kasamatsu's stuttering and panic attacks he had when he tried to even talk to a female. “The next one will actually go out with me! I know it!” Moriyama stood up triumphantly. It was like he truly thought what he said would happen. “Sure... Uh, good luck with that.” “You should get a girl too. I'm sure it'd make you happier.” “I don't need a girlfriend.” “Then a boyfriend?” Moriyama had to dodge a pillow thrown by the now annoyed Kasamatsu. He didn't like talking about his love life, due to it being practically non-existent. “Go to bed!” “Yes, yes! Goodnight!” With that, the male went into his room, leaving Kasamatsu alone with the still playing movie. It wasn't like they were really watching the movie anyway. So, not wanting to hear the terrible acting any longer, Kasamatsu turned off the TV, since silence was better than the crappy film. So, now that was done, the male was ready to head off to bed... to just lay there and be pissed off, but before he could do anything, Moriyama burst out of his room, his door slamming against the wall, almost denting it. “What the hell!” Kasamatsu snapped as he turned towards his friend, angry rather than surprised. “I've been invited to a party. Get ready, you're coming with me!” “No, I'm not.” “Yes, you are.” The firm voice caused Kasamatsu to sigh, as he knew he'd lose the argument now. So, extremely reluctantly, Kasamatsu retreated to his room to get ready. He ended up choosing a plain black t-shirt with jeans. Not anything special, but it made him look hot, which was what he was going for. “There shouldn't even be a party on a Tuesday...” The blue-eyed male muttered bitterly as he changed his clothing. He wasn't happy about going, but he would be damned if he didn't look nice while being forced to be there. “True, but there's going to be a lot of cute girls, so who cares?” “...Of course, there will be. Just don't go crazy.” “I'll do my best.” That'd been a lie. As soon as he saw a hot blonde, he was gone. The other male had no chance of finding Moriyama in the crowd, so he decided to at least go and get a drink. Hell, maybe it'd even help him get to sleep... or relax him enough to talk to a girl. “Hey there.” Kasamatsu turned to see a beautiful man standing next to him. He had shoulder length dyed red hair and almost sparkling blue eyes. They went perfectly with the kind smile on the equally kind face looking down at him. Kasamatsu was concerned by how he found another male attractive, but he'd already known he was interested in both females and males. He had a specific type though. He'd normally gravitate to ones who were serious, but anyone at parties on a Tuesday was most likely not his serious type. So he knew that unfortunately, nothing would go on with this beautiful man. “Hi.” Came Kasamatsu's monotone response after a few moments of just looking at the male. “My name's Phoenix.” “That can't be your real name.” The male chuckled at Kasamatsu's retort as he nodded his head. The black-haired male had to admit, the other guy's laugh was very cute. He quickly sent that thought away though. No matter what, Kasamatsu wasn't the type to recklessly sleep around. “You're right there. My actual name is Damien. Do I get the privilege of knowing your name?” “...Yukio...” “I see. Well Yukio, you're quite the looker. Mind if I get you a drink? You do drink right?” “That's what I'm over here for.” The annoyed tone of his voice was completely overlooked as the redhead began to laugh in response. “You're funny!” Damien laughed as he handed Kasamatsu a drink. He had a smile on his face as he watched the black-haired male drink it all down quickly. “I wasn't trying to be funny.” “Oh? I guess you just have a natural talent for humor.” That caused Kasamatsu to frown. If he was anything, it was unfunny. Painfully, unfunny in all honesty. He was the complete serious type and it was clear to all who knew him. It was even clear to anyone who even looked at him long enough. So, it was at this point, red flags were raised. “What's going on?” The black-haired man questioned as he looked at the still smiling taller male. Kasamatsu began to feel a little nauseous at that moment, so he honestly didn't want to speak for too long and his words didn't hold the amount of annoyance he wanted them to. He was also confused about how he got so drunk so fast, it wasn't like him at all. “Just making conversation with a hot guy. Isn't that okay?” It was unsettling for some reason, so Kasamatsu chose now to end the conversation. He opened his mouth to speak but found he couldn't. Along with this, dizziness came and difficulty to focus on thinking up words to speak. He realized he couldn't move and he was hit with the crushing realization that made him feel like an idiot. He wasn't drunk like he'd thought he was, he'd been drugged. “Wh...What...” “Oh? You understand it now? It took a while to take effect. I made it myself so I wasn't sure how it'd go.” Damien chuckled and wrapped an arm around Kasamatsu's waist. “Come on, let's go have fun. Try to fight if you can, it'll make this more fun.” The red-haired male licked the side of the drugged man's face with a creepy and disgusting smile. If Kasamatsu could have, he would have been throwing up due to the action. Damien led Kasamatsu away from the drinks table and out of the party area. He was led to an empty car and was shoved against it while the man unlocked his car. Kasamatsu was in a daze and was very confused. He couldn't believe no one stopped them and was pissed Moriyama was nowhere to be seen. He would definitely have to kick his ass after he could move again. “We're going to go now. Be a good boy and remain still in my car. It's old but new to me, so I don't want it damaged.” Kasamatsu realized the car's door was now open and he was being pushed inside of it. He could do nothing as the red-haired man buckled him in and kissed the top of his head. “You've been such a good boy so far, keep it up and you'll get a reward when we get home.” All Kasamatsu could think was how badly he wanted to headbutt the man or punch him, but paralyzed, he could do nothing but glare. Before Kasamatsu even knew it, they were driving away and almost out of the parking lot of the party venue. They were about to turn onto the main road when a flash of yellow appeared and something slammed into the hood of the car, halting it immediately. The sudden stop resulted in Kasamatsu flying forward and smacking his forehead against the dashboard in front of him. The force was enough to cause the already dizzy and drowsy male to begin to slip into darkness. So, with that, Kasamatsu fell into black laced with severe head pain. ~ Hours flew by without Kasamatsu's knowledge and when he finally woke up, he was incredibly confused. He remembered going out with Moriyama, but that was it. All he knew was his head hurt like a bitch and he felt sick to his stomach. “You're finally awake. Thank the gods, I was about to call an ambulance.” It was Moriyama hovering over him as he spoke, causing Kasamatsu to realize he was laying on their couch in their living room. He moved to sit up but was stopped by his friend. “Don't sit up yet, you might get sick and I don't really want to clean that up. Do you remember anything?” Moriyama had a worried look on his face, causing concern to rise in the confused male. “No?” His throat was dry and hurt when he spoke, causing his response to only be raspy and full of pain. “You were drugged Yukio! I went off to flirt and you got caught up with some guy.” Moriyama explained what happened all the way up to there Kasamatsu got his head injury. “Some blond guy stopped the car and pulled you out of it. He said he'd been watching you and explained the situation to me. Your face was almost completely covered in blood, it scared away the girl I was talking to!” “I don't remember any of that... So, I was almost taken away by some dude?” “That, and you have a giant cut across your forehead.” Moriyama finished speaking, and then surprisingly reached out and pulled Kasamatsu against him for a hug. “Yukio, you almost disappeared. You could have been sold or murdered, or...” “This is why I hate parties.” “I'm so sorry, it's all my-” “It's not your fault. I shouldn't have been so trusting. I must've let my guard down, he was probably really hot. That was on me.” Kasamatsu pulled away, leaving him to sit up now without the support of his friend. However, he was suddenly hit with dizziness and had to slowly lay down to avoid vomiting on Moriyama. “I don't really feel good...” “We don't know what kind of drug that guy used. We should take you to a doctor.” Moriyama's suggestion was shockingly smart, for once. Kasamatsu had to just agree instantly due to various reasons. The reasons were that he felt seriously sick and who knows what kind of side effects he was going to be having from the mysterious drug. He could even die if it was serious enough. So, fighting the sick feeling, Kasamatsu went and changed his clothes. Moriyama had to help with his shoes, but after that was the truly hard part. The elevators were only half of the hard parts to come, meaning the car ride was the other half. Neither black-haired male wanted Kasamatsu to get into the moving box while he felt so ill, but he wasn't strong enough to walk down two flights of stairs either. Eventually, Kasamatsu and Moriyama made it down to the ground floor, with no vomiting incidents. Even so, the blue-eyed male couldn't promise to not throw up in the car as they drove to the hospital. He certainly hoped he wouldn't, but above all, he hoped he would be alright and not die due to the drugging. He couldn't afford to take too much time away from his classes, so he truly didn't want there to be any serious problems with him. He knew he should be more worried about whether or not he'd die, but somehow it made him feel better to focus on the classes he was missing rather than his own life.