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[johnsbleu]

Hold My Hand: John Wick x Reader Chapter 161

warnings: a few nsfw moments hmh masterlist

New York is currently having a heat wave, which means it’s a lazy day at the Wick household. It’s far too hot to go outside and do anything other than swimming in the pool for maybe 30 minutes. It’s so hot that being in the sun for longer than necessary just makes you feel nauseous, and with a baby, it’s not the best idea, so that means you’re pretty much just hanging out in the house.

“Sure would suck if the A/C went out,” you say, and John looks over at you and laughs, “I jinxed it, didn’t I?”

John nods, “Yeah, probably. Thanks for that.”

“I’m very grumpy when I’m hot, just a heads up.”

“Oh, I’m aware,” he says, and you narrow your eyes, “You’re very grumpy.”

You throw your hands up a little, “You make me sound like I’m just awful!”

“You do that all on your own,” he says, and you gasp loudly, to which he laughs and rushes over to hug you. “I’m kidding!”

“Well, sometimes you’re grumpy too!” you say as he clings to you, “You’re grumpy if you don’t have your coffee in the morning, which is so cliche, babe.”

John laughs as he squeezes you before letting go, “Never said I didn’t get grumpy.”

“Take back what you said, Wick.”

He teases, “Or what?”

You raise your brows and glance over at the very fancy and expensive espresso machine that John loves, “I’ll dump water all over it.”

“You wouldn’t! You love it too!” he says, and you start to laugh. He pulls you back to him and kisses you tenderly, “I love grumpy Mrs. Wick very much. You know that. She’s feisty, and you know what?”

“What?”

He leans closer to your ear, “She makes me hard.”

“Nope!” you push out of his arms and back away, “We are not starting the day off like this! It’s too hot already.”

John laughs, “Fine!”

You smile at him and kiss him before he walks over and finishes what he was doing. You look down to see Ronan coming back into the kitchen with the plastic cup you gave her, and you ruffle her hair as she babbles. You lean against the counter and look across it as John finishes putting away the last of the dishes from the dishwasher, then you smile when he looks at you.

“What now?”

“I don’t know,” you laugh as you shrug, “We’ve watched just about every movie this week, and we’ve completely cleaned the house, so there’s not really much else we can do.”

John nods, “Kind of sick of being cooped up in the house. Maybe we can find an aquarium or museum to go to.”

“Sounds good to me,” you smile, then you reach down and pick of Ronan, “How does that sound? Does that sound fun?”

Ronan smiles and squeals loudly, then she hides in the crook of your neck as soon as John starts to walk over. He wraps his arm around your waist and makes a loud chomping noise as he leans closer, then he pretends to chew on Ronan’s chunky little foot.

“Oh, daddy got you, huh?” you laugh, and Ronan reaches out so John will take her. “So, where should we go?”

“Anywhere,” he says, and you roll your eyes playfully. He smiles as he pulls you closer by your waist, then he moves his hand down to your ass, “Have I told you today how beautiful you are?”

You tilt your head and squint, “Alright, Wick, ‘fess up.”

“I didn’t do anything!” he laughs, and you shake your head and laugh. He looks at Ronan and bounces her, “Isn’t momma beautiful?”

At the mention of you, Ronan looks at you and leans over for you to take her, and you let out a small laugh as you hug her in your arms.

Ronan loves going back and forth between you and John, so most of the time, it’s just you and John passing her off to one another. She’s your baby, and you’re not going to feel guilty about holding her when she actually wants to be held.

“Well, if we want to go somewhere this afternoon, we should figure it out soon because she’ll need a nap in a bit.” you say, and John nods his head.

“How about we go a little later after her nap, then we can get some dinner too?” he says, and you nod your head as you smile. “Sound good?”

You nod as you bounce Ronan, “Sounds great. I’m gonna get her changed, can you get her bottle?”

“Yes, ma’am.” John says, leaning down to kiss you.

Holding Ronan in your arms, you walk into the living room and set her down on the couch to quickly change her diaper. She kicks her legs and flails around a little, but she finally sits still long enough for you to change her into a new diaper. She’s been quite the daddy’s girl lately, so she loves to be fed by her favorite guy.

John comes out with her bottle and smiles as you stand up from the couch with her in your arms, then he takes her after you’ve given her a kiss. You follow them upstairs and watch as John sits down in the rocker in the corner to feed her, and you smile when Ronan reaches up to rub her fingers against John’s beard.

Whenever you feed her, she usually tugs at your hair and John’s beard. He never keeps it too long so at least it doesn’t hurt. She’s not The Hulk strength-wise but damn, she has a little grip on her sometimes. She grabbed a strand of hair one day and tugged so hard, you nearly cried and ran to John to make sure you didn’t have a bald spot.

You walk over to close the curtains in Ronan’s room, then you turn on her fan for the white noise and to keep her room cool. You look over as John rocks her and smiles as he looks down at her, then he nods for you to join him. You sit down on the footstool and lean over to look at Ronan as she struggles to keep her eyes open, and you reach out to rub your finger against her chubby cheek as her eyes finally shut.

“She falls asleep just about as fast as you,” John jokes, and you let out a small laugh. “And she looks beautiful, just her mom.”

You smile softly as you look at him, then you lean up to kiss him a few times, “Thanks.”

John smiles at you, then he takes the bottle from Ronan and sets it aside before he gets up and walks over to put Ronan in her bed, but not before the two of you give her a little kiss.

“Goodnight, baby girl.”

“Night, bug.” you smile, then you hold John’s hand as the two of you quietly leave her bedroom. You lean down to pet Bleu as he trots past to keep guard in Ronan’s room, then you look at John, “So, where should we go?”

John shrugs, “There’s all kinds of museums in the city, I’m sure I can find something that is good for kids.”

“You don’t mind driving?” you ask as you walk into your bedroom with John following behind you, “I mean, I can always drive.”

“I don’t mind driving,” he says, wrapping his arms around your waist from behind as he buries his face in the crook of your neck, “God, you smell good today.”

You laugh as you look at him, “It’s my new perfume.”

“Smells good,” he whispers, kissing your neck as you close your eyes.

“Wick, I know what you’re doing.” you whisper back, and he chuckles softly. “Unfortunately it’s working.”

John sucks on your skin and moves up your neck to the spot behind your ear, and you bite your bottom lip and shiver, which causes John to chuckle. He turns you around and kisses you on the lips as you wrap your arms around his neck, and he grips your ass tight in his hands.

“Mm,” he hums enthusiastically as he sucks on your tongue, then he leans down to continue kissing your neck, “I can’t get enough of you; I’m addicted.”

You laugh as John peppers your neck and collarbone in kisses, then you lean back and smile at him, “I love you so much.”

“I love you too,” he whispers, then he reaches up with his left hand and gently brushes it against your cheek, “So beautiful, my peach.”

“Ah! Stop being so cute!” you laugh as you hug him tight, and John reaches down to lift you up as you wrap your legs around his waist. “Why are you so cute? What’s the reason?”

John laughs as he holds you and sits down on the bed, “Just kind of crazy about you.”

“Yeah, just kind of?” you ask, and he laughs as he holds tight to you and lays down on the bed.

“Oh, you know it’s much more than ‘kind of’,” he whispers, and you straddle his waist and lean down to kiss him as he hugs you tight.

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The museum isn’t as packed as you thought it’d be but that’s a good thing! With a little girl who has recently discovered her legs, she rarely wants to be held anymore when you’re out somewhere and she loves to run everywhere, so it’s nice that she has room to do so since there’s not a lot of people here.

Ronan toddles into the next exhibit and quickly takes off in search of something to play with, and you let go of John’s hand and rush over to keep her from running too far ahead. You corral her back over to John, then you let out a small laugh when she reaches for John’s hand.

You look around at the exhibit to see that it’s a jungle gym area, and you know you’ll be here for a while since Ronan loves to play. You sit down on the steps that Ronan is going up, then you watch as John helps her get seated so she can go down the small slide. He holds her hand the entire time so she doesn’t fall or hit her head, and she squeals loudly before she runs over and uses your shirt to pull herself up the steps to go on the slide again.

A group of children come in, so you look at John and nod to the next exhibit. He picks up Ronan and blows raspberries on her tummy as she laughs, and you walk with him to the next exhibit.

“Oh, no.” you laugh when you see percussion instruments laying around, “This isn’t gonna be good.”

John lets Ronan down and laughs as she runs over to the chimes and slaps her hands against them, then she gets the mallets and bangs on the xylophone with a huge smile on her face. You put your hands over your ears and laugh as you look at John, and he smiles proudly as Ronan plays a very loud song for the two of you.

You see the group from the other exhibit coming in, and you grimace when the mom looks at you, “Sorry!”

“Hey! It’s okay!” she smiles, then she leans down and smiles at Ronan, “Aren’t you a little musical genius?”

Ronan squeals loudly, then she pounds the mallet on the xylophone some more as you and John both laugh. John wraps his arm around you and leans over to kiss the top of your head, then he looks at you and smiles before leaning down to kiss you.

You watch Ronan as she wanders over to the group of kids, particularly the older boy who is playing an instrument, and you smile when she watches him in wonder.

“Uh oh, John, you might have some competition.”

“Never,” John chuckles softly as he sees her staring at the young boy, then he leans down and smiles when she comes running back over to her number one guy.

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John is holding Ronan in his arms and bouncing her as he makes silly noises to get her to giggle, and you smile as you watch him smothering her face in kisses. Ronan's laughter fills the room as John continues to play with her, and you can't help but feel grateful for this moment. You think about all the memories they’ll create together in the future, and you feel your heart swell with love as you see the bond between father and daughter growing stronger every day. It's moments like these that make all the sleepless nights and diaper changes worth it.

Your cheeks hurt from smiling at the two of them, but they’re just so damn cute. Ronan is getting bigger and changing every day, but she’s still so much John’s twin. Their matching dark hair and brown eyes just kill you, but you have to admit, you love the dimple in her right cheek--like mother like daughter. John glances over at you and smiles, and you grow a little bashful.

Something about John is really doing it for you today. He’s so hot, and he’s even hotter now that he’s a dad. Obviously you’ve always been attracted to him, but ever since he became a dad, he’s so much sexier. There’s this sensitivity and vulnerability to him that you’ve seen before but now it’s always there, and it’s hot! Just seeing him in this role is a feast for you.

“Mr. Wick, your table is ready.” the hostess says, and John nods his head.

“Hey, uh, can you take her in?” John asks, and you nod as you look at him, “I just remembered I needed to call Jimmy about something.”

You take Ronan from him and smile, “We’ll be inside.”

“I’ll be in in a few minutes,” he says, then he kisses your forehead before you move past to head inside to your table.

Thankfully the restaurant has their A/C on so it’s super cool inside, maybe too cool for Ronan to just be in her little dress. You place Ronan in the highchair and sit down at the table, then you dig through your bag to get the pants you packed and some socks for Ronan. You pick her up and quickly get her pants and socks on, then you put her back into the highchair.

Your server comes to the table to get you a drink and you just order some appetizers for you and John. You packed some things that Ronan can snack on until you get home later.

Your phone buzzes with a notification, so you reach over and look at it to see there’s a severe weather notification for Mill Neck and the surrounding cities. Hopefully you’ll be able to to eat and get out of the city in enough time so John won’t have to drive in the storm.

Speaking of John, you look around for him since he’s still not back, then you look over as your waitress sets your appetizers and drinks down. You ordered some chips and guacamole since Ronan can eat guacamole, and you scoop up a little bit and feed it to her. She smacks her lips together and leans over for more as you laugh.

“Hey…” John smiles as he walks over, then he leans down to kiss Ronan’s head before he rubs your back.

“Everything okay?”

John nods as he sits across the table from you, “Yeah. Did you get that weather alert?”

“Yeah, we better eat fast and head home.” you say, and John nods his head.

You watch as he looks around the restaurant, and you burrow your brow when you realize he’s being a little more cautious than usual. You reach over for his hand and smile softly when he looks at you.

“Sorry,” he whispers, shaking his head, “Just worried about the storm.”

“Well, why don’t we just get our food to go?” you ask, and he shakes his head, “John, it’s fine. We can even leave now.”

John looks at you for a moment, then he exhales, “I just don’t want you two out in the weather, plus Bleu is home.”

“We can leave,” you nod, then you look over for your waitress. She smiles as she walks over, and you tell her that you won’t be staying but you’ll be paying for your drinks and appetizers, which she offers a small box for.

John quickly puts the chips and guacamole into the box, along with the other appetizers that you ordered, then he puts a 50 dollar bill on the table. It’s way more than necessary, but he just wants to get out of here.

You put your backpack on and get Ronan from the highchair, then you hoist her up on your hip as John takes your arm and practically drags you from the restaurant. He lets go and wraps his arm around your shoulder to pull you closer, then he opens the backdoor and takes Ronan from you.

“Get in.”

“I…” you stand there for a moment, then you widen your eyes and walk to the passenger side door to get in, “Okay then.”

John gets Ronan buckled in, then he gets in the car and immediately starts it and pulls onto the street to get out of the city. You stare at him as he focuses on the road, and you furrow your brow and sit back in your seat.

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John actually had the right idea getting out of the city sooner rather than after you ate. The rain started coming down when you were just outside of Mill Neck, and as soon as you got home, the wind started to pick up and several small branches were already in the yard from the trees.

It was still raining buckets while you got Ronan bathed and into her pajamas, and John took the task of getting all of her things and bringing them to the basement. He never likes to sleep upstairs when there’s a storm because of the glass walls in the living room. He grabbed her pack ‘n play and a few toys then went downstairs to get everything set up.

Just as you set Ronan down in the living room, lightning flashes bright and thunder rumbles a few seconds later, and Ronan immediately starts to cry and reaches up for you. You pick her up and hoist her on your hip, then you bounce her to calm her down.

“I got everything set up for her. Why don’t you two head down there now?”

“I just need to get her bottle,” you say, and John nods his head as he walks over to kiss your cheek.

He’s been so quiet since you got home, but then again he has been coming up and down the stairs for an hour now just trying to get everything in the basement before the worst part of the storm gets here.

You make Ronan a bottle and press a kiss to her forehead, then you head downstairs to see John has already made the pullout couch up with some sheets and blankets. He put Ronan’s bed next to your side, which is always the furthest side from the door you’ve noticed, and he set her blankets and bunny in it too.

“Okay, let’s get a movie started.” you whisper, hearing the thunder rumbling loudly even from downstairs.

You place Ronan on the bed and hand her bottle to her, then you get the remote and find a movie for her to watch before you walk over and stand at the bottom of the steps to wait for John.

After a few minutes of hovering by the stairs, the door opens and John comes down with your pillow and a bag in his left hand. You back up so you’re not on top of him, and you follow him as he sets the bag down on his workbench.

“You can look,” he says, raising his eyebrows and smiling.

You peek into the bag to see John has made you and him some sandwiches and brought the appetizers from the restaurant and some drinks down for the two of you. You smile as you look over at him kissing Ronan’s cheek, then he walks back over to you.

“Is that okay? I know you’re hungry.” he says, and you nod as he sits down on the stool, “The weather is getting pretty bad. The power might go out.”

Nodding your head, you stand between his legs and smile when he pulls you closer to him, and he tilts his head back and smiles as you lean down to kiss him. He holds your gaze when you lean up and look at him, then he puckers his lips for another kiss. You cup his face in your hands and kiss him several times, then you look over to make sure Ronan is okay.

“She watching her movie?”

“Yup, Tangled...again.” you say, and John lets out a small laugh as he pulls you even closer to him so he can kiss you. You run you fingers through his hair and hold his gaze, then you close your eyes and hug him tight, “I had fun today.”

John nods as he rubs your back, “Me too.”

“Was hoping we’d get some alone time, but that’s not going to happen now.”

“Nah, I don’t think so.” he laughs, and you lean back to look at him, “Maybe tomorrow.”

You sigh as you nod your head, “Yeah.”

“Can you wait that long?” John jokes, and you playfully shove him before he pulls you back into his arms, “Not sure I can wait that long.”

“You definitely can.” you laugh, and John shakes his head dramatically, “Hey, I have a question.”

John raises his eyebrows and nods, “Shoot.”

“Why do you always sleep closest to the door?” you ask, and John nods, “I’ve noticed it.”

“Because if someone broke in, who is the first person they’d go for?”

You nod, “The first person they see, which would be the person closest to the door. Is that why you always face the door too when we go out to eat?”

“I told you that I’ll always protect you,” he whispers, and a smile spreads across your face, then you pretend to faint against his chest as he laughs. “You’re the most important person in my life, mouse. I’ll always look out for you and protect you. You and Ro are the best things to ever happen to me.”

You reach up and touch John’s face as your eyes soften, and he gently presses a kiss to your thumb before he leans up to kiss you. You slide your hands up John’s biceps to his shoulders, then you lean against his chest and hold his gaze.

John places his hands on your waist and squeezes lightly, then he looks over when Ronan calls out for him. He pats your side and gets up to see what Ronan needs, and you decide to get your sandwich out since your stomach is grumbling. You take your sandwich over to the bed and crawl onto it to sit next to Ro, then you take a bite of it and smile when you hear John humming along to the song on TV.

“Too many times, huh?”

John laughs as he looks up at you, “When you were gone the other day, we watched it three times in a row. Didn’t we, bug?”

“Three times?” you laugh manically, “We watched it five times!”

“Really?”

You laugh, “No, we watched it twice in a row before I put something else on. Moana and Coco usually do the trick too--I think she likes the bright colors.”

“Makes sense,” John says, then he sings the song quietly to Ronan as she lays in his arms and finishes her bottle.

You offer a bite of your sandwich to John that he takes, then he sits up a little to get his sandwich from the bag.

“Mama,” Ronan says, and you smile at her as she waves at you.

“Well, hi.” you laugh, then you sit up and lean down to kiss her cheek, “You need to go to sleep.”

Ronan smiles wide and shakes her head as she laughs, and John chuckles quietly when she crawls around the bed, still shaking her head from side to side.

“You’re silly,” John laughs, and Ronan sits up and bounces on her butt while she watches the movie.

“Hey, is everything okay with Jimmy?”

John looks over at you and furrows his brow, “What?”

“You said you needed to call Jimmy earlier…”

“Oh! Uh, yeah, he’s fine…” he says, and you cock up your eyebrow a little, “I just had to ask him about a few things.”

You nod your head as you reach over for your bottle of water, then you look at John, “Sure.”

John looks over at you as you eye him, and he reaches over to playfully nudge your leg, “It was nothing, peach.”

“Okay,” you nod, smiling at him, “I believe you.”

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You pull the sleeves of your sweater down as you head upstairs, then you rub the sleep from your eye as you open the door and look out at the yard to see the damage the storm left behind last night. Thankfully nothing too big besides a few branches, which John and you can pick up later.

“Yeah, I’ll speak with you soon.”

Furrowing your brow, you look over your shoulder when you hear John, then you walk into the kitchen to find him standing by the patio door. You clear your throat a little to get his attention, and he turns around to look at you.

“Who was that?”

“Oh, it was, uh, it was nothing…” he stammers, and you watch as he walks over to the fridge, “You ready for breakfast?”

You furrow your brow again and look at him, “It’s 6:30 in the morning. When have I ever eaten breakfast this early? I only got up to get another blanket, it’s freezing down there. Now I know why; you’re up here.”

John lets out a small sigh and turns to look at you, “I…I ran into someone yesterday when we were in the city. He wants my help.”

“With…?” you ask, and John holds your gaze until it clicks, “Oh.”

“Yeah,” he looks down and shakes his head, “Super quick. In and out.”

You bite your cheek as you lean back against the counter and look at him, “I thought you said you were done with that. You said you wanted to just be here with me and Ro.”

“I do!” he nods as he walks over and reaches for your hands, “I do want that, but if I was in this position, he would help me--he has helped me. I have to help him.”

Looking down at your hands in John’s, you look up at him and slouch a little, “But what if you get--”

“I’m going to be fine,” he whispers, and you frown, “I promise that nothing will happen to me.”

“Okay,” you whisper as you nod.

John cups your face and holds your gaze, “I know you’re upset with me.”

“Yeah, but…” you shrug as you look at him, “Just come back in one piece so I can yell at you then.”

“I will,” John whispers, then he leans down and kisses you, “I’m gonna shower and get my things.”

You let out a small sigh as you watch John leaving the kitchen, then you wipe away the tear on your cheek and shake your head as you walk into the living room to get the blanket before you go back downstairs.

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Standing by the door, you watch as Ronan carries John’s keys to ‘help’ him with his things, and you smile when she drops them every few steps. She picks them up and quickly walks over to you, then she hands them to you with a big smile on her face.

“Those are dad’s,” you says, pointing at John, “Can you give those to daddy?”

Ronan looks over at John and stands on her tiptoes as she reaches up to give him his keys, then she claps her hands like she’s so proud of herself. John kneels down and hugs Ronan, then he kisses her cheek and smiles at her.

“You gotta be good for momma,” he says, and Ronan nods her head, “I’ll see you tomorrow. I love you so much.”

Ronan hugs John again, then she takes off in search of her toys since she’s lost interest in saying goodbye. Her little diaper butt waddling off to the living room.

John lets out a small laugh as he watches her walk away, “I’m not offended.”

“Short attention span,” you laugh, then you inhale deeply and hold John’s gaze as he stands up, “Tomorrow?”

“Yes, I’ll be home tomorrow so you can yell at me.” he says, then he chuckles softly as he walks over to hug you. You wrap your arms around his neck and close your eyes as you hug him tight, then you look over his shoulder at Ronan as she plays with her toys. John rubs your sides as he leans back, then he kisses you a few times, “I’ll call you tonight.”

You nod your head and sniffle a little, “Okay.”

“Please don’t cry, baby. I’m gonna be fine.” he whispers, and you shrug before you put your head down and start crying harder, “I promise I’m coming home to you and Ro. Nothing can keep me from you girls.”

“Okay,” you whisper, then you lean back to look at him as he wipes away the tears on your cheeks, “I’m just still so confused as to why you’re even going.”

John sighs as he looks down, “I have to help this guy. I owe a lot to him. He’s one of the only guys that I trust.”

You bite your lip as you nod your head, then you lean up to kiss John, leaving your lips there for a few moments as he hugs you tight.

“I love you, and I’ll be home tomorrow.” he whispers against your lips, and you kiss him again before you let go. He rubs his thumb against your cheek, then he looks back at Ronan, “Bye, bug. I love you.”

Ronan babbles as she toddles over to John to give him a kiss goodbye, and you laugh when she puts her hands on his cheeks and puckers her lips. John lets her down and ruffles her wispy brown hair, then he leans over to kiss you again.

“I’ll call you in a little bit. Keep an eye on the weather.”

You nod as you walk over to open the front door for John, then you look at him as he gets his bags and walks onto the front step, “I love you.”

“I love you too, peach. I’ll see you tomorrow,” he smiles, and you nod your head before you kiss him one last time and wave before you close the door.

Wiping away the tear on your cheek, you walk into the living room and look over your shoulder when you hear the engine of John’s Mustang as he backs out of the driveway. He presses the horn a few times and waves out the window, and Ronan yells for him as she waves. You kneel down next to her and wave as John backs out, then you watch his car disappear behind the hedges.

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Your phone has been in your back pocket ever since John left, and now you have it sitting in the cup holder on Ronan’s stroller as you walk down the street with Tess and Finn. You look over at Tess as she tells you what she’s been up to since they went to the lake house this week with Jimmy’s family, and you’re trying your hardest to pay attention, but all you can think about is John.

“Anyway,” Tess takes a deep breath and looks at you, “What did you guys do? It stormed pretty bad here.”

“Uh, yeah. The heat was really bad so we didn’t even swim, but we took Ro to a museum, and then…” you start to trail off as you look down at your phone, and Tess nudges your shoulder to gain your focus again, “Sorry. John…left.”

Tess furrows her brow, “What do you mean?”

“He didn’t leave me…”

“Well, no shit!” she laughs as she looks at you, “Hell would have to freeze over for that to happen.”

You let out a small laugh, “He ran into someone while we were in the city, and this morning he told me that he needed to help him. I don’t know what that means. I don’t know when he’ll be home, he says tomorrow, but who knows. I don’t know why he agreed. I don’t know anything.”

“I think since being with you, you’ve brought out such a soft side of John--a side that was probably always there but you’ve brought it out even more. I feel like he wouldn’t go back unless it really meant a lot to this person.” Tess says, and you nod as you look down, “Babe, he’s John. He’ll be fine.”

“I know, but I don’t want to do this every few months. I don’t want Ronan to see her dad take off, then not come home the next day.” you sigh as you shake your head, “He said he was done. He said he wanted to just be with me and Ronan. He said he was giving it all up and he was done. He said he was done!”

Tess reaches out for your arm and stops you from walking, “Listen to me, he loves you. This changes nothing.”

“This changes everything, Tess.”

“Stop being dramatic.” she says, and you let out a small laugh, “You’re John Wick’s wife. You and Ronan will never have to worry about anything, like nothing ever. Not money, not anything. No one would dare hurt you two, especially not John’s kid. Are you crazy? I mean, you’re safe too, obviously.”

You chuckle a little, “Thanks.”

“He’s probably sitting there thinking about how pissed you’re gonna be when he comes home tomorrow,” she says, and you shake your head, “But listen to me, he loves you and Ronan more than anything in this world. He’s just trying to help a friend. He’s just trying to be a good guy. Guess whose fault that is?”

You look at Tess when she gestures to you, then you roll your eyes, “The thing is I’m not even…mad. I’m not mad that he went back because I know deep down it’s a one time thing. I just…I worry he’s gonna get hurt. I worry that he’s not going to be able to recover or something.”

“Well, he is old.” Tess jokes, and you playfully shove her arm. She laughs as she walks down the street with you, then she stops in front of your driveway, “He’ll be fine, babe. Look at all the shit he went through before you were around. He’s still alive and kicking. He might just need a little TLC, and if he does, call me and I’ll come get Ro.”

Laughing quietly, you look down as Ronan sleeps soundly in her stroller, then you look at Tess and exhale, “I’ll call you later. Maybe you two can come over for dinner or something.”

Tess nods, “Sounds good. Jimmy is working late, so it’s just me and the goob for dinner.”

“We can get pizza,” you say, and Finn perks up as you smile, “Does that sound good?”

“Yeah!” Finn smiles, then he tugs Tess’ hand, “Pepper-toni.”

Tess smiles, “We can get pepperoni pizza.”

You kneel down and hug Finn when he walks over to you, then you kiss his cheek, “Finny, have you been working out? Look at those muscles!”

Finn tries his best to flex his biceps, which causes Tess to laugh, then he loses interest and walks over to pet Sadie and Bleu as they both patiently wait to get out of the heat.

“We’ll come over in a bit,” Tess says, reaching out to hug you, “I love you, and John loves you. Stop stressing!”

“Okay,” you laugh, then you ruffle Finn’s hair, “Pizza tonight, then…maybe we can go get some ice cream.”

Finn widens his eyes as he looks up at Tess, and she laughs as she lifts him up and tosses him over her shoulder. She waves at you as she walks across the street, and you tug Bleu’s leash a little to get his attention as you head up the driveway.

You look down at your phone when it lights up, and you smile as you read the text from John.

Can’t stop thinking about you. I promise I’ll be home. Don’t be too mad at me please.

You set your phone back in the cupholder, then you open the front door and get Bleu off his leash before you get Ronan from her stroller. You hold her in your arms as you walk over to the couch, then you take a picture of her cute little face and send it to John since you know he’d like that.

Spitting image of you when she’s asleep.

Because she’s quiet for once.

Nah, she’s an angel. I love you so much, baby. I will be home by tomorrow afternoon. I’ll prepare myself to get yelled at.

I love you.

I love you too. Give bug a kiss for me.

You set your phone aside and look down at Ronan as she sleep soundly in your arms, then you sit up and lay her down on the chaise so she can nap. You pull the throw blanket over her to keep her warm since it’s so cold in the house, then you lay down with your head next to hers and close your eyes.

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Dark clouds started rolling in again this morning, so you know that you’ll be cooped up in the house. Thankfully you were able to get some activities for Ronan last night since you and Tess ran to the store with the kids after getting pizza.

Ronan is currently sitting on the living room floor with you while you read a book to her, but she’s not really paying attention since she got a new toy that sings and flashes colors. You don’t blame her for having more interest in that, to be honest.

Sitting up on your knees, you look around at all of Ronan’s toys and sigh a little before you get up and start to pick them up. You smile when Ronan squeals loudly and waves her hands around, and you laugh when she looks up at you with her big brown eyes.

“You look just like daddy, you know that?” you laugh, then you lean down to smother her face in kisses as she giggles loudly.

John called a little bit ago to say he’d be home this afternoon, and you’re nervous to see him. You’re nervous that…maybe he wants back in to that life. Maybe you and Ronan aren’t enough. It’s silly, it is, but it’s what you’re feeling.

Grabbing a few toys, you put them in her basket, then you walk around to continue picking up the living room. It’s not too messy, but it does look a little untidy. You fold up the throw blanket and put it on the back of the couch, then you stare at the living room for a moment before you head into the pantry to get the cleaning supplies to wipe down the tables.

Cleaning is usually the first thing you do when you’re stressed.

You clean off the coffee table and side tables, then you grab the vacuum and plug it in, which causes Ronan to perk up.

“You gonna help me?” you ask, and she gets up and walks over to you as you lean down to turn it on. She holds onto the vacuum and pushes it with you, and you smile when you barely hear her little giggle from over the loud vacuum. You kiss her cheek when you lean down, then you turn it off and laugh, “Good job, bug.”

Ronan claps her hands and rushes back to her toys, but she trips over her feet and falls flat onto her face. You freeze for a moment to see if she’s going to cry, but she just gets up and laughs before she sits down with her toys. Definitely John’s daughter.

You put the vacuum away along with the other cleaning supplies, then you stop and look at yourself in the mirror, “Oh, babe, what the hell? You look like shit. Uh…Ro, come with me.”

Ronan gets up and reaches for your hand, then you hoist her up onto your hip as you head upstairs to get some makeup. Ronan has some toys in your room, so she’ll be occupied for a few minutes.

Placing Ronan on the floor, you look over to see your makeup bag is on the dresser, so you quickly grab it and get started on your makeup. You don’t really have time to wash your hair, but you spray some dry shampoo into it and tie it out of your face.

After a few moments, you take a step back and look at yourself in the mirror, then you turn a little to make sure your jean shorts look okay. You fix your shirt, exhale, and shrug before you walk over to sit with Ronan on the floor to play with a toy.

The front door opens as you look over your shoulder, and you smile when Ronan perks up and looks at you.

“Hello? Where are my girls?” John calls out, “Hello? Are you two home?”

You grab Ronan and put your finger over your mouth, “Hide.”

Ronan giggles as she crawls over to you and hides by the bed, and you let out a small laugh when she puts her hand over her mouth.

“Hello?” John calls out again as he comes upstairs, “Bug? Peach?”

“Dada!” Ronan gets up and toddles over to John, and you laugh as you sit up.

You laugh when John leans over the edge of the bed to look at you, then he reaches for your hand and helps you up. You smile as you look at him but you quickly notice a few cuts on his face, which causes to you immediately move closer to inspect them.

“I’m okay.” he laughs as you gently move his hair to get a better look at the cut on his forehead, “Baby, I’m fine.”

“I’ll get the first aid kit.” you say, and John lets out a small laugh.

You grab the box from the linen closet and sigh a little, then you walk back out and watch John as he kisses Ronan’s cheek and flips her over to hold her upside down by her legs as she laughs. John blows raspberries on her stomach making her squeal with laughter, then he sets her in his lap and kisses the top of her head.

“Come here,” he smiles, reaching out for you, “Give me a kiss.”

You nod as you walk over to him, then you sit down on the bed and hold his gaze. He smiles softly as he leans over and he waits for you to fill the gap between the two of you. You lean over more and kiss him as you close your eyes, and you feel his hand on the back of your neck to keep you from moving.

“We’ll talk when she goes down for a nap.” he whispers, and you nod your head, “Just don’t yell at me until then.”

“Stop,” you shake your head and lean back to look at him, “You’ve mentioned me yelling at you like four times. I’m not gonna yell at you.”

John frowns a little, “Sorry.”

“Dada,” Ronan slips off his lap and walks over to the door and looks at him.

“She got some new toys,” you say, and John reaches for your hand as he gets up, “So, she’ll definitely want you to see them.”

John reaches down to pick her up, then he opens the baby gate and allows you to go first. You quickly make it down the stairs and open the other baby gate, then you wait for John and Ronan. Her eyes are growing heavy as John rubs her back, and he stops on the landing when you point at her.

“She’s almost asleep,” you whisper, and John looks down at her. “Should we take her up to her room?”

“Yeah,” he nods, then he reaches for your hand so you’ll join him.

You quickly head back upstairs with them as John bounces Ronan in his arms, and you lean against the door frame and watch him love up on Ronan. He closes his eyes and leans his head against hers, then he smiles softly.

“Goodnight, bug.” he whispers, then he puts her in her crib and turns on the fan. He reaches down to rub her back, then he smiles at her before he walks over to you. “Let’s go talk.”

“Let’s clean those cuts.” you whisper, then you hold his hand and walk to your bedroom.

John sits down on the bed and watches as you open the first aid kit, then he looks up at you as you gently press the wipe to his cuts to clean them out. You know he won’t need any stitches so you close up the first aid kit and grab it to bring to the bathroom.

As soon as you come out of the bedroom, you look at John and smile a little before you walk over and fall into his arms as he lays down on the bed. He presses several kisses to your lips, then he sits up with you and exhales.

“How was she while I was gone? What did you two do?”

“We went out for pizza and ice cream with Tess and Finn yesterday,” you say, and John smiles, “Then Tess and I went to the store and got some activities for the kids since it’s supposed to storm for the next three days. And today we just hung out at home and did nothing, really. Ro was good, of course.”

John tucks your hair behind your ear and smiles, “And how about you? Were you good?”

“Of course,” you laugh quietly, then you look over at John, “I’m always good though.”

“Ooh, are you sure about that?”

You laugh as you look at him, then you slouch, “I’m sorry, I can’t move on until we talk about what happened.”

“What?” John laughs, then he shakes his head, “What do you mean?”

“Are you going back?”

John furrows his brow, “Going back where?”

“Back.” you say, gesturing to his face, “Back to that!”

“No,” he laughs as he shakes his head, “Why the hell would I go back? I have everything I want here.”

You slouch more, “Because you did go back.”

“Just to help someone who really needed help.” he says, reaching for your hand, “That’s it. He just brought me for…back-up essentially.”

“Well, not really. Look at your face.”

John laughs, “Some little shit got the jump on me.”

You shift on the bed so you’re facing John, then you reach for his hands, “So you have no intention on going back?”

“None,” he says, shaking his head again, “Baby, I mean it when I say I am done with that life. I really am. I only went back because he needed help because…he wants to get out. He told me that he sees what I have, and he wants that.”

“I don’t want to have to constantly look over my shoulder when I’m out or have to worry about Ronan when we go to the store.”

John reaches over and cups your face, “You won’t, I promise.”

“I thought maybe you’d want to go back or something, like you’d realize you missed it.”

“How many times have I told you that I’m done? A lot of times,” he says, and you let out a small laugh, “I mean it, I am done. I know I went back but it was only to help someone. But I’m here, I’m not going anywhere, and no one will ever hurt you and Ro.”

You nod, “The off-limits hit list.”

“Something like that,” he laughs, then he leans over to kiss you.

“Well, let’s see the rest of the damage.” you say, gesturing for John to take off his shirt. You move to sit behind him as he pulls it over his head, then you inspect his back for any injuries. None. You lean forward to look at his chest and find none, then you sit down behind him and wrap your arms around his waist as you kiss his back. “I love you, John.”

John leans back a little to look at you, and he smiles when you lean up to rest your chin on his shoulder, “I know.”

“Hey!”

“I love you too,” he laughs, and you lean down to kiss his shoulder.

You close your eyes for a moment as John reaches down to play with your fingers, then you inhale deeply, “You won’t make a habit of this, will you?”

“Absolutely not.”

“Good, because I need you more than other people do. Ronan and I need you here. I don’t want you running off every month because you have to help people.” you whisper, and John nods as he looks down, “I love that you want to help people, but this should be your priority; Ronan and me.”

John looks over his shoulder and shifts until he can see you, “And it is. You know that. You and her are the only things that truly matter to me.”

“We need you here and we need you alive.”

John chuckles a little, “I’m here and alive.”

“God, John!” you laugh as you lay back on the bed, “I want so bad to be mad at you but I can’t be!”

“Well, good!” he laughs as he crawls on top of you, and you wrap your arm around his neck, “I don’t want you to be mad at me.”

You exhale sharply and hold his gaze, “Please don’t break my heart by making this a habit. I’m putting my trust in you that this won’t be a thing.”

“It won’t be.” he whispers, leaning down to kiss you. “I’m exactly where I want to be. I just wanted to help someone so he could get to where I am. It’s the best place to be.”

Your eyes soften as John smiles at you, and you pull him down to kiss you as you wrap your legs around his waist.

You could totally be mad at him if you really wanted to be, but you trust him! You trust that he’s telling the truth and that he’s really just wanting to be with you and Ronan. The fact that John had enough in his heart to even help someone like that is truly amazing in the first place. Not that you doubted it, he’s just a great guy.

John keeps his lips pressed to yours as he leans up a little to pull your shorts off, then he unbuttons his jeans and unzips them before pulling his cock free from his boxers. He leans up a little and holds your gaze as he slowly rubs himself between your legs, and you whimper softly as your eyes roll shut when you feel the tip of his cock slowly sliding deep between your legs.

“This is exactly where I want to be,” he whispers, and you laugh against his lips.

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Leaning against the door frame, you smile as you watch John laying on his stomach while he plays with Ronan’s newest toy. She’s giggling at just about everything he’s saying and hugging him nonstop. You didn’t realize how much she probably missed him last night. It’s not often that she spends the nights without you two, except for Wednesdays with she’s with your parents. You let out a small laugh when Ronan gets up and crawls onto John’s back, and he gets on his hands and knees and crawls around the floor with her on his back.

A warm tear slides down your cheek as you watch them playing in the living room, and you wipe it away when John looks up at you. He immediately sits up a little more, grabbing Ronan’s hands so she doesn’t fall, and you shake your head and put your hand out to stop him from coming over.

“Keep playing,” you smile, and he crawls over to you with Ronan on his back. You kneel down and smile at Ronan as she clings to John’s shirt, then you lean over to kiss her cheek, “Is daddy being a horsey?”

John laughs, “Oh, I thought I was a dog.”

You laugh as you shake your head, “Who rides a dog?”

“Emily Elizabeth from Clifford.” he says, and you laugh. He furrows his brow and lets out a small laugh, “I never in a million years would have thought I would know what Clifford The Big Red Dog is.”

“Yeah, it happens.” you nod as you sit on the floor, “I found myself doing laundry the other day and singing the theme song from Bubble Guppies. It really sneaks up on you.”

John laughs, “Yeah, it’s pretty catchy. The part with the clapping and the bubble puppy.”

You help Ronan off of John’s back and watch as she runs over to play with her toys, then you lean back against the wall with John and smile when he reaches for your hand. He smiles as he holds your gaze, then he leans over to kiss you a few times.

“This is the best,” he whispers, looking over at Ronan as she bangs two plastic toys together. “Even though a headache is inevitable.”

You let out laugh as you nod, “Yeah, definitely.”

“Just me and my girls.” he whispers, and you lean your head back against the wall and smile at him, “The best.”

“I agree.”

John wraps his arm around your shoulder to pull you closer to him, then he presses a kiss to the top of your head as the two of you watch your sweet little girl playing with her toys. Despite an impending headache, this moment couldn’t get any better.

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[rapunzelbro]

The amount of times I have refreshed the angel dust x reader tag----Anywayyyy, I dunno if you do hurt/comfort (if not that's okay please ignore this lol) but here is a idea for a oneshot! GN!reader x angel dust where they're in a secret relationship because he's trying to protect you at all cost from his boss (reader can know about his situation or not its up to you!) but Valentino somehow found out about it and is pissed about it. You can use creative freedom to fill in the angst parts and whatever happens next, but please make it have a happy ending ^^

Imagine being in a Secret Relationship with Angel

Omg yeah I can! I wish there were more too so haha I shall provide I suppose. This is uh. Super angst. But I promise it’ll be a happy ending lmao I promise. Thank you for requesting. Just a reminder yall my requests are still open! Just give as much details and I’ll make it happen. Anywho enjoy!

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Being in a relationship with Angel Dust wasn’t often easy, Well at first that is.

When you first met Angel he always had his guard up, on some sort of drug at all times, and pushed serious conversations aside with Sexual remarks to drop the conversation entirely

So when you were able to actually break his walls months later, it was honestly a shock to you. Because damn was he stubborn. Honestly you didn’t think it would be possible

He started telling you small things about himself after the first month of letting his walls down, introducing you to Fat nuggets, and watching movies with you.

After the third month, he tells you his real name is Anthony. You said it suits him and you swear you see him blush

The fourth month is when you ask him out. He is super hesitant on accepting, but you don’t push him for an answer, he later comes in your room

“Y/N.. I.. I want to say yes, but I’m so terrified ya know? I just can’t I don’t know what would happen”

“Why would you be terrified?”

He tells you everything. Everything about the man who tears him apart, the man who hurts him on the daily.

He is trying to hard to explain how terrified he is of you getting hurt, and all you can do is gently take his hands as you look at him

“Angel, nothing will happen, no one needs to know but us. If you’re scared still, I get that, I’ve been there before. But I’m not scared of that prick, and he won’t find out okay?”

He finally makes eye contact with you and he begins to calm down, hugging you as you two just sit in silence before he quietly responds

“Then, I accept”

It’s months after that when he introduced you to his Best friend Cherri. You two are super hesitant about telling her, but you eventually decide to.

She’s super super happy for you two but don’t think she won’t get super protective

Will pull you aside at the club when Angel isn’t there

“If you hurt Angel you and I are going to have a problem okay? You break his heart I break you”

Yeah she scared the fuck out of you for that. Angel never did find out about your conversation.

It’s been almost a year of hiding your relationship when it suddenly begins to turn sour

The calls from Valentino, get more frequent, more violent on the phone.

Angel comes back to the hotel limping, bruised and bloody

You practically sprint and grab him, carrying him to his room take care of him the best you can, talk to him when he is ready, or be a shoulder to cry on.

Angel doesn’t know why Valentino is being more violent, he didn’t do anything wrong, he kept your relationship so quiet that it was basically impossible for him to know about you two

Except Valentino did find out. He heard Angel talking in his dressing room to you, he investigated throughly after Angel said I love you, to you.

Valentino got Vox to look at the cameras around Hell, he saw you two together. You don’t hold hands at all, not in public, if it wasn’t for that phone call, he wouldn’t of thought anything of it

“That little whore is going to fucking pay”

You and Angel are at Val’s bar after Angel reassured you he wouldn’t be there. You two are talking when Angel stands up to grab you more shots

That’s when Valentino appears, gun pressed up to the back of your head

“I Wouldn’t move an inch if you want to live perra tonta~”

You’re absolutely frozen as can be. You don’t move a bit as he leans closer to you

“I have all eyes on you, I know you’re with Angel Dust, you’re fucking with my property. Now here’s how things are going to go down tonight if you want your precious Angel Cakes to live. You’re going to break up with him, and stay the FUCK away from him. Do I make myself clear?”

You are silent visibly shaking as he presses the gun harder as he becomes impatient with you

“Do I make myself clear!”

He sounds absolutely pissed as you quickly nod your head frantically

“Perfect, now fucking leave”

You don’t have time to explain to Angel Dust but you leave before he makes it back with your shots, Valentino is no where to be found.

“Y/n? Where did you go” “Amore mio?”

You didn’t reply to his texts, you didn’t know what to do, you were trapping yourself in your room.

You were in a panicked state as the tears just didn’t seem to stop, nothing made sense, you two were so so careful? How did you fuck up?

Angel knocked at your door. No answer. He knocked again before he eventually used the spare key you gave him, which you forgot about

Angel instantly rushed over to you when he saw you crying, which caused you to flinch

He instantly froze in his tracks when he saw you flinch, concern building

“Y/N what happened.. why are you crying”

You are struggling through sobs as you explain what happened, Angel is so fucking pissed he can hardly contain it but has to for you, he just listens as he sits next to you

“Amore mio, i shouldn’t of I left you alone I’m so sorry. I don’t know how that asshole found out but I’m not fucking this relationship up because of him”

“But he will kill me”

“Sweetie, there’s a thing called acting you know, all we have to do is play the part, pretty easy for me, as you’ve seen.”

He takes your hands with a slight smirk

“I’m not letting him fuck this up okay? Who cares what he thinks? Val is literally blind as shit, I’m surprised he even knew it was you. Probably had to have someone point you out to him”

Yeah that made you laugh, which Angel was thankful for.

For then on, you two had your ‘breakup’. You were never seen in public together, or not without disguises. You had most dates alone at the hotel together

You weren’t letting the one good thing to happen end because of a stupid fucking moth

And he wasn’t going to either.

Angel Dust tag list: @vendetta-ari @brithedemonspawn @satansmanager @storydays @saturnhas82moons @zamadness @fizziepopangel @saitisfied @the--rebel--fae @mcueveryday @rainbowbunny15 @molarloo

[thathorriblebitch]

BLOOD TW/CW

Also cussing :p

Click for better quality cause tumblr can't handle high quality ibspaint

Spoilers for ONLY chpt 18 of TAMN (but the drawing is already super spoilerly lmao)

AHHH GRIAN YOU WERE DA FECKIN MONSTER ALL ALONE YOU JERK!

I loveee grians screwed up lil charater, recently I read another fic ( https://archiveofourown.org/works/46371499/chapters/116752168 ) and it's so insane how he is the best at being a little shit to scar across universes

Has he actually said "scar, im sorry for cheating on you" yet?

Has he felt remorse without his selfishness seeping into his thoughts?

HAS HE AMITTED THAT HES A RUTHLESS MONSTER WHO DEPRIVES SCAR OF TRUE LOVE AND INSTEAD GIVES HIM FALSE HOPE AND DIVERSIONS INSTEAD OF APOLOGIES?!?!?

Anywayyyy I love the dsmp references in this, like the butcher apon and pickaxe slice on his eye, etc

Also I hope scar fucking DECKS grian at some point in this fic, he deserves it 😤 👏

Love yall, cya later (would rant more but I got hw to do oof 🤧)

@uhohbestie enjoy!!!

-THB <3

Ps, ignore the fact that there is no lantern light in the fanart, I love sunsets and its far too late to change now

[supercriminalbean]

Welcome Beanies.

Hello Bitchess!!! 

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Welcome to my page, this is going to be a weird and strange place. So if you are normal this isn't the place for you but I will still welcome you to this place. This little page is my safe place, no one knows me here and that's the best thing about tumblr. 

You may call me AL, my pronouns are still being figured out, I don't feel comfortable with any so 😂😂 y'all may just use anything also feminine or masculine pet names allowed prefer gender neutral but y'all go wild. Im 21 years old and trying to figure out what the hell Im doing in my life, so all aboard the ride of life. This page is going to be filled with my interests, things I love, some writing that I do and some weird stuff about my personal life and some silly issues that I may have.  So yall welcome to watch me go through my early 20s crisis please enjoy and if anyone wants to start a strange or awesome conversation please feel welcome too. 

Fandoms Im currently obsessed with are Criminals Minds (Take a quick look at my page might figure that out ya self) Also love 9-1-1 and Marvel. Those are my top three fandoms at the moment. I'm sure there's more that I just can not think of right now haha.

I have been completely and utterly obsessed with Criminal Minds for the past year which is so bad, my friends are over my crap so thats why im on here (kinda) Anywayyyy. I love Criminal Minds because all the characters have their own purpose and their own flaws. No one is perfect and that's why I like it. 

I am way too in love with Aaron Hotchner and David Rossi and I blame that on my daddy issues. Like please those men are 40+ years older than me but I would let them hit it without a second thought like damn sir please holy fuck me. Anywayyy I am a whore but not the point. All of the BAU team feels like a family and are my comfort characters depending on my type of mood and it's just..perfect. 

I have a huge writing ideas list on what Fics I want to write for everyone on the main team and some of the other team members in the later seasons. I won’t post a lot at the moment, maybe once every week or so but that's the best I can do with my schedule. With my writing I will mainly write Gender neutral Reader as I don’t think there are enough of them out there. I will write the odd Male and Female reader as well, I'm not the best writer and would love feedback thank you loves.

So ya enjoy the craziness and welcome to my weirdness called life. 

Love yas.

[dollfaceksj]

ok ima do this quick because im at work right now but it's okay cause i work an office job 😝anywayyyys, clover! why are you doing this to us!? yoongi is such a gem and ugh jk is just gross with the way he is acting... like yeah sure he's hot but c'mon people! we need to be focused! i need oc focused! man, i really needed jk to grovel more cause what he said to oc was uncalled for. i need this man to be knocked off his high horse.

after reading your answers, im second guessing my choice of oc telling yoongi that she likes him lol... i guess since i see how he is so sweet to her, it made me pick that choice like she deserves to be treated like a queen. but reading your answers how 'nothing serious' can mean casual then im switching my answer lol.

i was also annoyed by how the girls were giggling and jk looking at them. like hello? y'all need to calm down. but i also want oc and jk to have the filthiest, mouthwatering sex ever lmaoooo 😝 my thoughts are soooo contradicting each other but who cares? im living for this, cant wait for the next part!

hi !! im doing it to you because i love messing with yall <3

and yes i agree jk is an asshole but thats the *point* of this fic, the entire fic is named after toxic by britney spears for god’s sake!

jk had to get back to his usual self if i want the drabble series to last longer because had he just kept on being pathetic the story would’ve easily ended in 2 drabbles w reader giving into jk. the entire concept of the story is whether you will prove jk right or not, not whether he should change into a better human cause he wont

i’m glad u like it so much and i enjoyed reading ur thought process!

[nomemories]

Don't mention it.

ft - B. Katsuki x gn! reader

tw - none just pure fluff, unless there is any please let me know

wc - prob 600

a/n - ironic how I love angst but my first fic is a fluff one lmao, also sorry if it isn't great it my first time writing and posting on here (also english isn't my first language) 🗿

he took notice of how you like flowers but never have any for fear of it withering.

During your walk with Katsuki you stumble upon a newly opened Florist shop, your walking pace slowed down to a stop because you was enchanted with all the beautiful flowers design that was on display.

After awhile of looking at all of them your eyes direct to (favorite flower) near the shop’s window. Realizing your footsteps is no longer being heard he look back.

“Oi, what stopping you.” Katsuki grumbled.

“That flower is really pretty don't you think?” you answer as you point to the flower that you still keeping an eye on.

Katsuki’s eyes shift to the flower you pointed at, he look at it for awhile and scoff.

“If ya want it I can just get it for you dumbass.”

You look back at him with a slightly shock expression because you can't believe that he would do that for you, your face turn back to normal as you shake your head.

“No it’s okay, I don't have much time to look over it with all the training and beside it going wither one day and I don't like to see that.” you sighed.

As your eyes go back to looking at the flower, Katsuki is thinking of something to make it possible for you to enjoy your favorite flower without it withering away. An idea pop into his head as he grab your hand and dragged you away.

“Come on, let’s go back to the dorm it gettin' late already.” he said

“okay okay... bye pretty flowers...” you pout as you try to catch up to his pace while looking back at the shop.

The next day you stroll to his dorm and ask him to go on a walk again but after not hearing anything from the other side of the door even after you knock many times you sigh as you walk to the living area to hang out with your friends instead.

Time skip—

It was near curfew when you hear a knock at your door, you stood up from your bed as you walk to your door and open it. To your surprise it was Katsuki at the door with a hand holding something behind his back, his face looking somewhere else to avoid your face.

“Katsuki, hey I didn't see y-” you were cut off as he hold up a glass flower to your face, an exact duplicate of (favorite flower)

You gasp as you carefully grab the glass flower in his hand, your face still have a shock expression while you inspect it.

“Ye I know it isn't perfect, but blame the instructor at the glass workshop for shitty instruction, it took me hours to make one that meet my standard.” he mumbled while his eyes still avoiding you and his hands are tuck away in his pockets.

You squeal as you lunge at him and wrap your arms around his neck.

“Thank you so much Katsuki! you don't know how much this mean to me!” you laughed

He loosen up as he return the hug.

“Don't mention it.”

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a/n: anywayyyy what yall fav flower? mine is Magnolia bc it look cute and also bc of its meaning. also idk if glass workshop exist in Japan or nah but let just pretend there is for the shake of this fic, also ik nothing abt glass workshop other than a few vid I just watch on YT lmao. And yeah ik fake flower exist but that no fun >:[

shout out to this TT for the idea

[n-komas]

hey! for the matchups, im a sagittarius & hufflepuff! i really writing, and nothing in specific, i just really like being able to express myself with words! for hobbies, i’d say that besides writing, i like making skits and reading. i dont have any particular aesthetic or clothing style, but i like pastels and comfort clothing really 🥺 hoodies and leggings, but i also like wearing graphic tees with skirts. for my likes, i like gacha life, anime, my phone, pop music, & chocolate. (1/2)

Dear User, Thanks for waiting! We have found your perfect match! You’ve been paired with...

Tadashi Yamaguchi!

i 100% see you being best friends with baby tadashi!

yams is an absolute sweetheart who matches your soft-type aesthetic really well

the scorpio x saggitarius dynamic works really well too

just two hufflepuff besties <3

yams would fascinated by how well you can write and your passion for it

sometimes when he doesnt know how to express himself, he finds himself thinking “oh what would y/n say in this situation?” or if he really needs to, he’d straight up just text you and ask for help

if you’re feeling particularly sappy and send him a random paragraph about how you’re happy to have him in your life or something along those lines, his crybaby water sign ass would be brought to tears immediately

tadashi isnt much of a reader himself, but having both you and tsukki, his two closest friends being bookworms, he would start asking for suggestions and slowly start getting engulfed by the books or stories you recommend

back to the style and aesthetics,

i think that outside of school, tadashi would probably have a softboy aesthetic lmaoo

the soft pastels with his dark green hair and the freckles are just *chefs kiss*

but because of your similar clothing choices, you two would for sure be one of those people you see walking down the street that catches your eye bc of how good they look

anime dates anime dates anime dates!

platonic ofc

a lot of the time, after school tadashi goes over to your house, or you go to his, and you just spend hours upon hours of watching whatever anime was on the brain that day

sometimes its just background noise when you’re studying or doing homework,

but other times, you have a whole buffet of snacks, a pillow fort, and you’re both sat at the edges of your seats, super into the show

tadashi just likes having you over in general bc he genuinely enjoys your presence, and in contrast to tsukki, you’re a lot nicer to him

he likes to call you over to help him finish his chores or cleanup his room, so he’ll turn on a speaker with radio hits playing and just vibe w you while yall clean 

maybe some 2010s pop hits throwbacks if he or you is in the mood for that

probably results in a sing or dance off tbh

since he knows you like chocolate he likes to stop by a convenience store on his way to school 

or on his way home from school when he knows you’re coming over

it’s his little token of love lol

since he’s not the best when it comes to words, especially compared to you, his love language is definitely gift-giving

mans is also willing to fight for you too

not physically really

but verbally if need be

you’ve come across people who make fun of others for liking things like anime,

and tadashi isnt someone who likes to start things unprovoked, but if it involves you, he’s willing to put in his 10 cents

in worst case scenarios, he could tsukki to come in and scare them away if he really needs to

which brings me to my next point

because you’d be close with yamaguchi, this means that you’d be around tsukishima a lot by default as well

so be prepared to get clowned as much as yams does

he wont admit it, but tsukki is really proud of yamaguchi for finding someone else to lean on and trust

v happy for him bc he knows yamaguchi deserves the world

anywayyyys

but yamaguchi is a big supporter of lowkey hangouts

with practice and training camps being brutal on the body,

he likes knowing that sometimes he’s able to just hang out and chill at the house or in some garden or something

basically, just anywhere where he doesnt have to be too mobile

yamaguchi is so comfortable around you because of your similarities

he’s convinced you’re the closest thing to a female version of him

but he loves you with his whole entire heart and he cherishes your friendship so deeply

Thank you for working with us! We hope you found satisfaction with your newfound bestie~ Honorary applicants we considered for the role were: TSUTOMU GOSHIKI & HITOKA YACHI. Thank you again for your time & we hope you enjoy your future lifelong friendship!~ Thank you for requesting!

[mocurlyshepard]

Dating | Curly Shepard

I was soooooo excited to do these omg!!!

-Okay so when Curly was like 15-16 he dated girls but it was the kind of thing that lasted like a few weeks so it wasn't a serious relationship or anything

-in my mind curly starts maturing around 17 years old and starts to take it seriously. Like he's open with the person if he doesn't see it going anywhere and it's short term

-Anywayyyy, so he gets a s/o that he cares about. When he asked them out it wasnt really anything special. It was like "Hey you wanna go get a coke Friday." and they're all like "mhm yeah." and then they keep going on these little dates and before you know it he's like I've got a girlfriend

-he'd be a kind of cute boyfriend. But don't get me wrong this is curly Shepard and he's an asshole with a bad home life. That being said, he would definitely shut them out. He could go for a whole day without saying anything to them about what's going on

-he definitely is capable of snapping but not physically. Just say something like "God you're annoying" something like that

-his house was like completely off limits because he's highly embarrassed of it. It's not dirty or anything but messy, and if his parents are there they're most likely arguing

-it took him forever to feel comfortable enough to invite them over and when he did they stayed only in his room

-a good date for him would either be something extreme or low key. So one would be maybe like climbing buildings and dropping things off the side or just playing boardgames at home with a cartoon on.

-He's not the kind of person to do dinner and a movie because he thinks it's corny and that's just his personality

-His priorities are sometimes messed up when it comes to the gang and his s/o wants to spend time with him. The gang comes first

-He's very over protective. He needs to be walking with them all the time or knowing that they're safe and phone calls at payphones are a must

-he loves talking on the phone

-he isn't good on pda or anything. Like an arm around the shoulder or a kiss her and there. I could see him into pda when he's a young kid but as he gets older he doesn't really see a need to do it

-don't play my Boi, he's very good with making sure his s/o is comfortable bc he's got a sister and it makes him have a tiny bit of a softer side even if people don't see it

-if things are really special and going good. He'll give them his ring ❤️😩

-he enjoys cuddles. Like play in his hair and the kid is gone. Dead lol

-there's lots of kisses and making out and sexual things going on in this relationship lol

-his s/o is always upset when he gets arrested and has to go away. It's always a tough time for both of them bc they miss each other but he's "tough" so he's nonchalant about it

-or maybe he's just trying to keep his cool so he doesn't upset them

-arguments get heated let's just say this. And it's always bc his s/o will be like "you should be more careful" and he gets supeeeeer offended

Okay but like can you guys see Curly having a crush on girl for years but never persued it bc he thinks he's not good enough

-he gives a lot of compliments but they're quick like

"You look nice"

"Cool hair"

But he's always telling his friends he's got a hot s/o and he isn't sorry, 🤷🏽‍♀️

-anyway he's a decent boyfriend if he really likes them and enjoys his company. Might take a few weeks for him to warm up

Okay I should stop I could go on forever. Can yall tell Curly's my favorite 😂 anyway enjoy ❤️

[thathorriblebitch]

Click 4 better quality lol

AHHH CHAPTER 17 HURTTTT

Major spoilers below cut (just my thoughts on chpt 17 and 18 of TAMN)

AHHHHH I'm not going to lie, I think this is one of the best interpretations of grians charater, but specifically double life grian

He hurts people, his traps give him his original desire, but also result in horrible consequences that he didn't worry about before hand

Him denying that zombies are even sort of human and quackity litteraly being bit is so painful, especially after the second read through

I love how scar just CANT leave grian, like yes boo you're in the most toxic "relationship" ever and its beautiful

I especially loved the trio leaving (hint hints nudge nudge) and scar just refusing to acknowledge g until night time

Andddd that leads us to the drawing!

I'm a huge fan of aus and the idea of character's fate/destiny and the idea that some where out there grian is sitting looking at the same stars, with scar in a sleeping bag next to him, but they are happy, and on a camping trip together ❤️

ALSOO (spoilers for chpt 18)

I love how realistic grians fear (anxiety??) Leads him into some extreme self sabotage bc it's so relatable. Not staying that anything he did was right or reasonable, but it's so real! Saying things you might now even mean just because you can't stop yourself, not wanting to hurt someone by being with them, but being too jealous and selfish to let them go, DENYING A MURDER ATTEMPT AND SOMEONE'S HUMANITY JUST FOR YOUR OWN SATISFACTION!!! quackity and the trio shouldn't have hidden the bite, but grian should never have left him to die

Anywayyyy back to my little fan art, I love the tension and lack of connection we've circled back to and I don't doubt we won't see atleast a tiny relapse in grians character development later in this wonderful fanfic. Hope yall enjoy!! @uhohbestie

Alsoooo the caption is a small piece of the minecraft end poem, that originally is ment to sound hopeful, but also can be devastating to hear <3

Love yall!

-THB