#apathetic coding rebranding

[apatheticdev]

Apathetic Development

Well, I found that I would change my theme, though Apathetic Diary will be my main life diary (obviously not changing anything there) but Apathetic Dev will be more notes related and project related. There may be pictures eventually but probably not the same and may be more edited than Apathetic Diary. 

[apatheticdiary]

Rebranding

I am keeping the main diary here, but I’m going to do a little bit of rebranding, this is already evident with the change of name. Goal is to attempt to rebrand partially as Apathetic Development, I’m doing this so I can separate my coding projects from the main diary in case I decide to expand even more. It’s also to help push me to keep challenging myself. Development is more to reference a full development of myself, not just code, though that will be included. I’ve been unable to take time to develop myself and my skills because I have spent too much time wasting it looking at a phone and staring at movies. I’ve spent way to much browsing the Netflix catalog but I’m trying to redeem my time that I would usually waste and put it towards possibly enriching my education or maybe giving people something to help think about challenges people with mental challenges people face each day. As I have mentioned previously, it is very hard for people with ADHD to make plans and even harder to follow through. The brain doesn't respond and it has to be trained to literally fight itself to succeed in long term arrangements. So this is me fighting. Maybe you have had some challenges in goals, how did you manage to be persistent?

[apatheticdiary]

Time Goes By

I recently have come to a realization that I have been in a relationship with my wife for 9 years and my oldest is turning 5.  I have been listening to the song 85 lately and I’ve been trying hard to change my life to better enrich my life and my family. For this I have came into a lot of opposition, from my old habits and from my wife, what can seem to her like same-old same-old has been a change of habits, but to her a similar viewpoint. One is I’m on a computer more now because I’m attempting to redeem my phone time and put it to things that are productive for my development and for our family in the long run.  I’ve started coding and obviously blogging, but instead of scrolling my Google feed, I’ve started building a skillset and building a new brand. Apathetic Diary, maybe even Apathetic depending on a few possible windfalls. If everyone could report @apatheticdiary on twitter as claiming to be someone else (owner has multiple accounts and says they are associated with my website from 2009) and reporting @apathetic as a fake account (only friend is twitter support and only two followers), maybe I could change my twitter handle to something more associated with blog or rebrand. I just want to have things lined up. So, back to my original thought, so time has been passing by and I totally have felt like some days it drags on forever and other days like it’s the blink of an eye. How can it have been that long. I’m sure everyone feels this from time to time, but when your brain lives moment by moment, you often find it hard to figure out what the date is, let alone the passing of time like that. So I hope that as time progresses, I have a life that I can’t live without. Financially we are in a way better situation this year than previously, so hopefully we can change from a life of work to a life of joy with my family.