#arvee

[rv005]

There are times when grief visits me in the middle of the night, when I'm on my way back home. And then it shatters me.

But again, I can feel it lingering long before I see it, on days when I need a chest to lie upon, or on days when my hands search for sweets to sneak under the table.

The only difference is, there is no one under the table. And you're gone.

I'll always regret not telling you I'll be back sooner.

[ssupersonic]

obligatory monthly art post

character design from my adventure time variant very original comic idea

(In order) Gravedigger, Gravedigger again, Mushroom person, and robot.

[acoupofowls]

A little bit cozy and a little bit creepy...

Our Autumn 2024 issue is now online, featuring:

The Nursing Home by Sarah Das Gupta

有緣無分 byEuan Lim

The Elegance of a Venus Flytrap by Christine Wolfram

The Sea Inside by TT Madden

One Condition by Arvee Fantilagan

The Nature of Nurture by Jenna Brook

Grieve for Us, O Gentry—We Are Skipped by Phillip E. Dixon

Cover Image by - Beatricenius Cover Design by - A Coup of Owls Press

Read or download here!

[peteinthegardent]

CAPTAIN GHAFA! (and there’s my little oc)

inej 🤝🏾 arvee being suli teenagers with trauma

[psychrodraws]

LOOK AT HIS REACTION TO BEING CALLED SWEET AHAHA ARVEE YOU’RE THE WORST I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🤎💚🤎💚🤎

[lesbx]

can we all talk about They’re in the woooods they’re in the ARVEE again. that was funny

[dirtylowdown2]

Greasy Novelty R&B Doo-Wop * THE MARATHONS - "TALKIN' TRASH" [Arvee 5027] 1961

"aka The Jayhawks/Vibrations TALKIN' TRASH - The Marathons [Arvee #5027] 1961 (Cooper - Barnum) Independent A&R & Little Darlin' Music. Co. BMI Hand Writing Matrix: A-5027-B-D2 / A-5027-A-D2"

[ditomunatayo]

Happiest birthday, mahal ko.

This is the fourth time that we'll be celebrating your birthday together. Thank you because you allowed me to stay in your life, I know that things can be heavy sometimes but thank you for confiding in me and for trusting me.

I am so proud of you for your milestones and for your achievements. Through ups and downs, you continue to thrive and to go through every stuff effortlessly, manghang mangha ako sa'yo for doing it all on your own and for fighting your silent battles.

Your presence in my life has dug a huge impact. You brought me lessons that I put to daily use now, I admire you for being so strong and for also choosing when to get some rest.

I enjoy every minute that I spend with you, I am happy that I am writing you this letter. Gusto ko man masabi lahat na naiisip ko, I had to take some time to gather my thoughts and tell you exactly how I feel.

Sa bawat yakap mo ay naiparamdam mo sa akin na ligtas ako, bawat yakap na nagdadala sa akin sa lugar na kumportable tayong dalawa. Sa bawat hawak mo sa aking kamay na tuwing tayo ay lumalabas, pinaramdam mo sa akin na mahal mo ako at handa ka pakita ito sa mga tao.

Sa bawat pagtawa at halakhak, wala tayong binibigay na pake sa mga tao. Sa pagtawa mo na binabalik ako sa realidad na to look forward how life can be beautiful, too. Sa ngiti mo na mas maganda pa ang kinang kesa sa mga bituin at mas masilaw pa ito kesa sa araw.

You would never expect that someone as beautiful as you are seen through my eyes in this kind of way, but that's how I've seen you. Before I grasped you with my fingertips, during the time I hugged you first, and the time I kissed you goodbye when I left you at the airport. You are still the same. You are still my girl. My Arvee.

Distance or not, my love grows for you every single day. You are so loved; I may not know how to edit stuff, but I can assure you that my thoughts are only filled by you and how to impress you more with what I can actually do, and that's writing.

Here's to more chicken, cake, pasta, and liempo na kakainin natin, baby. Sana hindi ka magsawa sa sinigang ko, hahanap talaga ako paraan kung paano magluto fried chicken gamit airfryer, hehe.

Happiest birthday, baby. I can't wait to wrap you in my arms once again and kiss your face as long as you like. Mahal na mahal kita, lagi't lagi.

[skylarkking]

So... you know how there's Arcee right? And it's a pun on RC? How the fuck is there not an Arvee? RV? As far as I am aware this isn't a thing.

Imma make it a thing.

[rv005]

I watch you watch her

[arsnof]

Junkid lives with Diz in the transtector they rent from a headmaster named Arvee

[theorist-influencer-untitled]

2.14.25 Friday-- Continuosly prayer vow for nana and sir Paez...

7:15 am

Still,have windblow...

Done,doing the prayer vow... It is early in the morning Uncle Jun is talking to Uncle DD about the camera... Uncle DD is just mentioning if everything will be thrown outside,the trash.... Uncle DD asked me if RV will throw it, I said I don't know then I asked Uncle Jun. I don't know what Uncle Jun said about the trash, that probably someone will get it and will be paid by Arvee. But not yet sure...

Uncle Jun character is weirdly changing,very intelligent that sometimes I don't like if not for the foodish that he gave us here with John...

Like what I said I have professionalism character in our family but not my ideal thing to be with Uncle Jun or anyone in the family...

Aside from nana if I get rich then will get her with me... I hope and pray...

I'm super self-pitying everyday that why am I stuck like this? Why am I not progressing for 18 years? Why other people as well are smashing me or interfering in my life that I can't get a job? I'm super frustrated and self-pitying...

It is Valentines day today and nothing to expect of course....

Uncle Jun is preparing to go to the hospital now... A bit of tantrums, that why we don't want to go to the hospital. First, the fundings is not enough,2nd my task is to wash and save nana's clothes and to arrange some of her stuff here and it is really tiring in a way 3rd I have anxiety who will look after on John's sake...

I used to celebrate Valentines day even alone but now with John coz I have no bf... The usual thing I'm buying cake usually Brazo De Mercedez and Egg Pie, sometimes I'm buying Pizza or cooking spaghetti but today and these days, nah! I'm totally broke! Heart breaking for 18 years...

8:06 am

Still,have windblow...

Windblow wave question. If Mitch will throw me a party for the opening of healing coz hating my old fakers friends. I feel hurt for 18 years....

Is it ohkay for Mitch to put Pauline Bardelosa on the list of my friends? Well, I should ask Mitch? Joke! Yeah! Though in a way Mitch did a crime on me... Pauline is my younger friend, I met in Cebu Pacific Air.

Pau is still a younger friend of mine... Why not! Party is not happy without pretty friends, I hope. I just don't like friends who took the word "MATURITY" just for themselves.... But Pau is so big and tall...

Hmm Next question if I want someone in the airport? I guess the airport police that I mentioned on Eman... The mestiso or american looking airport police just like my cousin-white on Dubious. Other than that, I couldn't think of anyone but I had a bf time that Pau and I were there in Cebu Pacific Air.

Hmm... The Alpha 5 thing it was just someone asked me or Pauline asked me if he is cute the chinky eyes, I just answered yeah! But I had a bf and it was just a question if the person is cute or not... But I preferred the airport police the mestiso one... or Sir Noli? hahah... But I had a bf that time...

Windblow questions, are Alpha 5 are my friends? Yeah! I had have? Good friends on Alpha 5 like I forgot the name, the girl who is always with the chinky eyes that Pau and I knew... Coz Alpha 5 were good people to us time that we were there as Passenger Assistant or Customer Care... Yeah! Why not, when you smile on them on Alpha 5 coz you asked a favour to guide your passenger to go inside or carry whatever, they prioritized you, I considered that friendship.

Alpha 5 in airline most specially in Cebu Pacific Air, they are on different department...

Another thing, time that we were in Cebu Pacific Air,Pauline had a bf as well before JV-Gravy... She became snobbish on me when I called JV as JV Gravy.... I don't know if she is jealous or what.. If she got my point of calling JV as JV Gravy....

The original X-bf of Pau was a tall guy as well like my x-Ryan and like the husband of baby Karen. Like the X-bf of Mayee as well... We had a trending of tall bf who looks like closer to each other... It just happened that time...

8:51 am

Still,have windblow...

Windblow wave questions. Who will I like in Biology during college? Hmm... If I got the right maturity way back, probably it is either Singson I forgot his name but we were Biology mates or my younger crush the 2 medium guy of Biology Chaos and his friend... Singson is a tall guy,mestiso and true blood lasalle....

10:19 am

Still,have windblow...

I feel bitterish and I just feel jealous that they all left me alone and no one told me... For my old fakers friends!!!

11:12 am

Still,have windblow...

Let's go inside the book:

"Something happened in the coffee shop. Someone made it black and fell in love accidentally. A slight delay, a crash and boom of the thunder hit. Power cut! It needs few minutes or hours until power was restored. Must be a blackout and it is so dark".

I wonder who are those, here and somewhere out there on that so called "coffee shop"!

"The darkness were so sudden everyone's eyes had not yet adapted, they were completely invisible to each other".

It is weird to explain this... This part is a bit linking on the upper phrase that I got from the book. But this means battle and trouble. It symbolize chaos and threat and hatred to each other.

" A sound of clothes rustling and shoes clicking could be heard that belonged to someone other than themselves. Without anyone noticed, someone else had entered".

They didn't even know in the coffee shop someone else joined them that it will be a shocking thing for the coffee goers... Someone that is stranger on them...

" This clear presence meant only one thing - someone had travelled from the past or the future".

When they created boom and hit the thunder. Or soon to be thundered??? Someone arrived in the coffee shop? But weird, I wonder why that someone travelled from the past or for their future???

Still,inside the book:

" Again,the older became a younger sister or vice-versa. The older or younger sister was seated on the chair.But one of the sister's said you appeared like a deer caught by the headights. But the sister is happy"

"On the other angle the sister is happy coz she sipped the bitter coffee first from her sister".

Back to reality:

12:20 noon

Still,have windblow...

Uncle Jun is here and he will go to the hospital now...

Hmm... Me and John are thinking again of money. I need to ask or borrow from Uncle DD or on whoever... We don't have foodish... I don't have budget now... Where can I get a sudden bf thing? Just to be a deer... We need food and other stuff...

12:48 noon

Still,have windblow...

Reality:

Uncle Jun went out already going to the hospital..

Hmm... Successful plan of Uncle Jun???

1:23 pm

Still,have windblow...

Let's go iniside the book:

"Whether you would return something borrowed?".

My personal answers:

---If I have the ability to put someone's on wedding or for them to have a good life. I would probably borrow and return it.

--But the case of someone from the family getting my stuff for 18 years, it is not borrowed. It was something stolen.

" Whether you would cash in the 10-million en lottery ticket you won?."

My personal answer:

-- Hmm... Put in the bank not cash in coz there are hackers. For security...

" Whether you would go ahead and hold a wedding a ceremony."

-- Why,not if I have the means..

"There is a woman or man with whom you are very much in-love". "If the world would end tomorrow,which would you do?".

1. You propose to them?

2. You don't propose coz there is no point?

My personal answer:

Yeah! Why not telling that someone that you love him right?

3:23 pm

Still, in the book...

Inside the book:

"If I leave it at this,what was the point of coming?".

My personal answer:

--Somehow a double meaning for me... Is it fetching me from here or penetrating? Then not leaving me??? Is that it?

"You are in the womb if your mother who is in labour"

"If the world were to end tomorrow, which would you do?".

1. Go ahead and be born.

2. Don't be born coz there is no point.

My personal answer:

--Be born and die coz that is a fight in life.

Drink up your coffee, before it gets cold!

-- Yeah! You should enjoy while drinking it... Coffee meant to be hot and hotter!

End-- Before the coffee gets cold!

By: Toshikazu Kawaguchi

Go grab your coffee at the present,before your coffee gets cold!

5:30 pm

Still,have windblow...

Back to reality:

We still have eggs and noodles... hmm... Ingredients for porridge.... I'm thinking where to get or borrow money...

Need to stretch for awhile coz I still have sciatica.

7:45 pm

Still,have windblow...

Hmm... Now, I'm checking the "Before your memory fades",I'm having confusion on the 2 books though these are in sequel. Yeah! I believed I finished the novel titled "Before your coffee gets cold". I checked some of the reactions on the novels,I read someone's reaction, for that person this is basics book but for me it is not basics not even for beginner but it can be...

The book is a bit poetic and I love poetry... So, you still need to chew it for you to interpret and grasp the hidden meaning. It is like digging something deep or exploring the cave...

8:19 pm

Still,have windblow...

Thanks tita Joanne & Rouge for the rice mixed or budbod...

I want more healthy food, still self-pitying... There are some vitamins on that sprinkled flavored mixed.

11:40 pm

Still,have windblow...

20 minutes to go, Valentines day will say goodbye this year...

[archiveoftheodd]

Magic, Mass Hysteria, or Marketing Stunt? 4 found dead following bizarre circumstances last Thursday in Sampaloc, Manila.

For more at 11, in "‘Mass Hysteria’ in Sampaloc Kills 4" by Arvee Fantilagan, tune into Archive of the Odd, issue 4!

[camestrosfelapton]

Stochastic Shorts 0.31: Her Cute Little Hellspawn by Arvee Fantilagan

I don’t want this quasi-project to become a chore but I do need a degree of discipline to make sure that I don’t just read a story but also review it. The idea is to pull in a variety of stories from multiple sources but that process is undermind if I only review some of them. I’m pleased that I’m still finding at least one notable story each month. That’s a good sign. Her Cute Little…

[psychrodraws]

arven arven arbven armven arvem arvee arven a rrrrrveeeeennnn :3

[oursacredoasis]

'tis the damn season - taylor swift

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