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shivroyslut · 1 year
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my life would’ve been fixed if any educator or caretaker in my early childhood just looked at my behaviour and went hmm maybe this child should get tested for something
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goldeunoias · 7 months
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Peaches Filled with Cream.
A/N: sooooooooooo a darlin asked for soemthing like caregiver heeseung (which i'm too lazy to find right now sowwy) but with jay and well *waves hands* for some reason when someone says jay my brain says POSSESSIVE JAY so well possessive jay stans RISE AND SHINE
WC: 1.7k
Warnings: um......pussyslapping, possessive jay, edging, somewhat exhibitionism bc they fuck in a bathroom at a party, sex without a condom (hence the cream), it's just possessive kinky jay idc what else to say ANYWAYYYYYYYY
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It was only because your lipstick was smudged.
That was the reason why he gently tugged you into the bathroom, glaring at any of the guys who dared to look at you.
Didn’t they know that you were his?
You were his soft little peach, and he had to protect you since that’s what good friends were supposed to do right?
“Here peaches, come sit on the counter so I can fix your lipstick for you,” Jongseong cooed at you gently, locking the door and fixing your skirt so it didn’t ride up when you did so.
“Mmhm, you spoil me as always,” you teased, letting out a happy giggle and kicking your feet as he went through your purse to pull out the lipstick.
“Yeah yeah, more like you’re such a ditz you need me to take care of you,” Jongseong retorted back, holding your face firmly in his hand as he wiped the areas that had smudged.
“I’m not a ditz,” you huffed, Jongseong smiling at you endearingly.
He was right, you were far from it and by all accounts one of the most hardworking people he’d ever met, which only made him want to spoil and coddle you more.
Jongseong hummed and reapplied gently, trying to keep his thoughts pure as he stared at your lipstick-laden lips.
God, he wanted to kiss you.
He’d worked so hard to keep men away from you since the day you guys had met, only considering himself the most viable option for you. After all, who was going to take care of you the way he was?
“Jongseongie~, you’re spacing out again,” you informed him, poking his shoulder.
He gave you a soft smile and a gentler “sorry”, his eyes falling on how your top was slowly sinking down.
Hesitantly he placed his hand on your upper thigh, squeezing it softly. “Hold still so I don’t smudge it any more than you already have,” Jongseong cooed at you. He watched you jump slightly then nod, smiling to himself.
Cute.
“Open your mouth some so I can make sure I didn’t get any on the inside of your mouth peaches.”
You gulped and let out a shaky “okay”, goosebumps rising on your skin as you felt his thumb circle your inner lips. You did your best not to whine, as you were beginning to feel your nipples poke through your tank top.
Jongseong picked up on your shifting body language and pushed it further, holding up the back of his hand.
“There’s nothing in here for you to blot it on so use the back of my hand,” Jongseong “innocently” offered.
“O-okay sure,” you nodded, grabbing his hand by his wrist and leaning in to blot off the excess.
You could smell the cologne on his wrist when you pulled back and by now your head felt dizzy, every part of your body that he’d touched tingling in a way you hadn’t felt before.
“What’s wrong peaches? Your skin feels warm,” Jongseong pushed, pressing his calloused hands against your throat.
You shook your head stubbornly, not wanting to speak. It only egged Jongseong on more, dragging his index finger down your sternum lightly.
Your breath hitched and you felt goosebumps rise onto your skin, grabbing Jongseong’s biceps and whimpering into his chest. You’d become a prey in a lion’s den, but he was still a wolf in sheep’s clothing nonetheless.
"You're normally not this skittish peaches. Did you fall down and bruise yourself somewhere?" Jongseong inquired, "checking" various spots of your body with light touches to find any bruising,
“n-no” you panted into his chest, shifting uncomfortably as you felt droplets of sticky arousal leak onto your underwear.
Jongseong was happy your head was in his chest so he couldn’t see his grin, one of his hands going to your lower back and rubbing small circles in it.
“Use your words peaches~”
You couldn’t take the teasing anymore and pushed him off of you gently, brazenly raising up your skirt. You were wearing rather scandalous underwear and it caught Jongseong off guard, a guttural “shit” leaving him as he bit down on his lower lip.
“Take care of it, please,” you whined, Jongseong chuckling and closing the distance between the two of you, yet not making a move.
“Aw, someone’s getting bold isn’t she?” Jongseong clucked with tongue, his hand sliding between your legs and lightly stroking your slit. The feeling of his callouses caused your legs to feel like jelly, your hands reaching onto his shoulders for stability.
“Please seongie, you’ve never been this mean to me,” you whimpered to him with eyes that normally would have made him melt, but instead it only made him chuckle.
It was true, he’d spoiled you and coddled you to the extreme and it was also true that he’d wanted you desperate for him for the longest time...
But that didn’t mean he was going to cave in that easily.
“You’re right peaches, I haven’t. But today I feel like doing so,” he said with a honey-sweet smile. Before you could question anything he turned you around and angled your body so the counter-top was directly pushing against your clothed-clit.
“Rut against it, give me a show that proves to me you really want it,” Jongseong whispered in your ear, his hands going to your hips to push against the surface.
The slight friction made you keen into the sensation and let out a shaky breath, your knees buckling as Jongseong tugged your nipples through your camisole harshly.
You bit down on your lip and started rutting into the counter’s corner, soon finding an angle that made your underwear more soiled than it already was.
Jongseong watched with a hint of sadistic pleasure as you desperately rutted into the countertop, heavy panting leaving you every time the edge pressed especially hard against your puffy clit.
“seongie it feels good but it’s not enough,” you pleaded with him, giving you tear-rimmed eyes through the mirror.
“Are you sure?” He questioned, pulling you back some and spreading your legs. “Look peaches, your juices leaked onto the counter because of how turned on you were. I bet if I left you here for any longer you’d make yourself cum.”
You rapidly shook your head and turned around, grabbing his hand and letting it rub your swollen bud, his name breathily falling from your lips.
“You’ve never so no to me so why do it to me when I need you the most?” you pleaded.
Jongseong’s chest rose sharply, unable to restrain his desire for you any longer.
“Turn around and bend over.”
You did so quickly and whimpered as Jongseong bunched your skirt at your waist and lowered your camisole, kissing your shoulder tenderly as his hands worked between your thighs.
“My peach is spilling out her pretty juices,” Jongseong teased, dragging a hand down your slit. You dropped your head down onto the counter and whined, ears burning at the obscenities falling from his mouth.
Jongseong tsked and placed a firm slap on your core, lifting up your chin so you could stare back at him through the mirror.
“I didn’t say you could lower your head down now did I peaches? You want me to take care of it you’re gonna have to be a good girl and take orders ‘mkay?”
You nodded and watched Jay raise a brow at your nonverbal gesture, a quick “yes sir” leaving you as he pushed his middle finger.
“You didn’t have to add the ‘sir’ in there after all, I’m your seongie aren’t I?” Jongseong cooed in your ear. You let out a shaky “yes” and your hands gripped the countertop as he pressed against your walls.
“Help me find your special spots peaches, talk to me,” he grinned sweetly, kissing your shoulder gently.
“Move a little bit lower, r-right there,” you gasped out, Jongseong immediately wasting no time with sliding another digit in.
The squelching noises coming from between your legs wanted to make you hide away in shame, Jongseong’s intense pace making your lower belly churn.
“You’re starting to grip down on my fingers, it seems like someone is close isn’t she?” Jongseong rasped in your ears. You fervently nodded and whimpered out for him to let you come and he almost let you, but his sadistic side got the better of him and he pulled his fingers out.
Before you could protest your arousal-soaked fingers were being stuffed into your mouth, Jongseong unbuckling his belt with his other hand and freeing his member.
“Try to stay quiet peaches, we’re gonna have to be quick,” he rasped, slicing into you with one thrust. You moaned against his fingers and reached out to press your hands against the mirror, your whole body shaking as you felt his tip press against your cervix.
“Such a good peach, taking every inch like a big girl,” he praised, grabbing one of your legs and placing it on the counter to go even deeper.
“w-wait you’re going too deep it’s pressing against something weird,” you shaked out, your body attempting to move away from his inches. It only made Jongseong chuckle and pull your hips back against him, causing you to bite down on his wrist to keep quiet.
“That just means you haven’t been fucked properly peaches, feel this spot I’m my tip is pressing up against? Right~ here,” he teased, bottoming out slowly so you could feel in detail where he was pressing. You nodded rapidly, face scrunching up as you tried to process the pleasure.
“Well, this spot peaches is where only a real man can reach, you should be thanking me for kissing your pretty cervix,” Jongseong said with a hint of malice, letting his possessive nature take over him. When you didn’t say thank you he landed another firm slap on your swollen clit, your nails scratching against the mirror.
“Didn’t I say to say thank you?” He clucked in your ear, speeding up his pace as his member rubbed against your slick walls.
“Tha-”, you let out a whimper, “thank you,” you rushed out, feeling your head get dizzy as tightness formed in your stomach.
“Thank you for?” he continued to tease in your ear, gently licking the shell of it.
“Thank you f-for touching my cervix,” you yelped out. You could feel Jongseong smile against your ear as he firmly gripped your hips to lead you to your release, his hand coming over your mouth firmly to muffle the moan that left it.
You shuddered as you felt hot warmth paint your walls, Jongseong groaning and giving you everything he had.
“You’re welcome peaches.”
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sokumotanaka · 5 years
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You alwyas talked about ficing rwby's villains, well you think you're so much better than the writers how would you fix them?
God don’t ask me this, but fine while I’m here!
It’s character and depth!
It’s not that hard to realize that rwby whole cast besides maria is lackluster, they lack drive and motivation I mean it says something that rwby isn’t a monster of the week show and yet barely anything in it happens! There’s so much space for characters to grow and change and it says something that the villain the foil to the hero doesn’t even brush shoulders with her until volume 3 and then when she finnaly has the drive to fight ruby what happens? She ignores her!
Salem has no restrictions that we’ve heard of we can speculate she might have some but as of yet nothing’s been stated (seems to be rwby’s mantra) and now she finally wants to pull the “If you want something done right?” Ass she’s done is sit in a chair for 6 seasons!
Look no all villains have to be in your face but salem doing nothing, her plans constantly failing and her poor backstory just make her seem like a child throwing a trantrum, I don’t fear or respect her or see her as intelligent.
Just look at the x-men villians, the resident evil villains (albert wesker was great till re africa) the S.U villains, DC (occasionally marvel black panther had a good one) etc etc there have villians of all different background that have a presence in their programs even if they show up late but unlike some of these salem’s doing nothing for no reason and we find out vol 6 she can do soemthing she was just too lazy to.
Drive
Charisma
Intellect
Cunning
Power
you can pick any of these and rwby villians looked at the sign and picked up a rock and said they choose that.
I can go on and on about this but I better not or I’ll get annoyed and transend to onmipotence again.
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bakugou-tm · 6 years
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Since you write for OC's could you write a scenario with my OC Amelia and Bakugou? Maybe soemthing cute and sweet, like baking together or just a lazy afternoon together? Thank u again and best of luck with the blog! :D
Of course I love your OC she’s the perfect mixture of badass and smol bean. 
BakugouxOC (Amelia)
All was tranquil in the UA dorms, which doesn’t happen very often. Most weekends are filled with rowdy students getting excited for the weekend ahead or stressed students freaking out over the difficult tests planned on Monday.
For once most students took advantage of the sunny day to go off campus for a day of fun. Since the springtime weather left a bitter sweet cold to the Japanese city; whenever the sun was out, so were the students of UA.
The maroon haired girl didn’t even awaken from her slumber— since the usual chaos of the building was absent— until the sweet smell of cinnamon overwhelmed senses causing her blue eyes to blink open.
“What on Earth is that.” Amelia whispered to herself, her voice still groggy from her deep sleep as she began to sit up in her bed stretching her back out.
Usually the mornings were evil to her but after long she couldn’t resist the sweet scent any longer and rolled from her bed to the cold floors beneath her. The young girl allowed a hiss to escape her lips as the floor melted against her warm feet; wasting no time to slip on some socks.
While normally she would’ve slipped on her white cloak before ever leaving the dorm, she figured this early in the morning it didn’t matter what she was wearing. Instead she remained in her blue pj pants and t-shirt as she stumbled out the door to the kitchen.
Once her foot reached the final step she blinked a bit to let her eyes dilate to the new light shining in her face before looking around the living room to find it empty, not a trace of anyone in sight. 
Continuing on she shuffled her feet against the cold floor in her fuzzy socks to protect her from the ice like tile beneath her into the kitchen where she found a familiar spiky haired boy standing in front of the oven.
Amelia smiled softly at her boyfriend as he worked his magic in the kitchen, for such a rough boy nobody would expect his hobby to be cooking of all things, but here he was fixing breakfast better than Gordan Ramsay.
An intentional cough escaped her lips to catch the boy’s attention causing him to shift his head back and notice his girlfriend huddled up next to the door watching him.
“I knew these cinnamon roles would wake you up, you fucking cow.” Bakugou huffed in a raspy voice, still somewhat fresh from waking up.
To most people they would have been greatly offended or ran out in tears at his offensive comment, but Amelia was simply amused as she raised an eyebrow to the snappy boy and walked over to him.
“Good morning to you too my love.” Amelia muttered hugging him from behind as she buried her face into his toned back.
She felt the boy freeze up for a second before relaxing under her touch, letting out a quiet huff as he continued to cook the delicious pastries.
“Don’t fucking touch me shitty girl.” But even as he said this he made no move to push her away, secretly enjoying the warm embrace of his girlfriend.
Amelia laughed gingerly at his comment, kissing the nape of his neck before sliding off of him and over to the fridge where she opened it with a yawn.
“Are you making those delicious treats for little old me?” The small girl questioned as she grabbed the bottle of orange juice from the fridge and set it on the counter before opening up the cabinet.
Bakugou scoffed at her question before the timer went off, signaling that the delicious smelling buns were finally done.
“Well these fucking sacks of diabetes aren’t for me so take a damn guess.” 
Amelia glared to him as she reached up to grab a glass from the cabinet and began pouring herself some orange juice.
“Your loss, I’ll enjoy my diabetes fresh and sweet.” The girl replied tartly, her blue eyes gleaming to him as she hopped up on the counter next to the tray of warm cinnamon roles.
“Can you get off the damn counter, people make food on this they don’t need your fat ass all over it.” Bakugou hissed as he took the cups of icing from the microwave and walked next to you with a knife to spread the icing on the buns.
The comment was enough to leave Amelia’s mouth agape until a clever reply popped into her head just in time.
“I’m pretty sure most people would think this fat ass was… rather delicious.” Amelia purred as she dipped her finger into the icing with a devious grin.
The ashy blond’s eyes widened, face flushed, as he looked up to her devious grin in shock of her comment. Amelia just stuck the icing covered finger in her mouth and winked down to the embarrassed boy who let out a chorus of curse words that made her die of laughter.
“Just eat your damn breakfast before I fucking light your ass on fire.” Bakugou growled once he finished covering the cinnamon roles in icing and walked over to the sink to wash his hands.
For once the girl couldn’t argue with his words, excited to try his homemade sweets. She had to admit it had been awhile since she popped one of these babies in her mouth, even though her uncle gave off deadly vibes he made Pillsbury cinnamon roles like a god.
“Hm, lets see if your cooking skills live up to what I’ve been told…” Amelia said receiving a glare from the boy before lifting one up and taking a bite.
At first she received no reaction, but that was short lived. Once the warm bread sunk into her teeth and the glazed icing melted into her mouth a rather loud moan of pleasure escaped her lips that she wasn’t expecting at all.
“Oh my…” Amelia started, staring down to the roll before looking over to Bakugou who’s crimson eyes stared back at her awaiting the reaction.
Quickly she took another bite, and another bite until she finished the entire roll; her blue eyes rolling back to her head in delight.
“Katsuki, this is the best thing I have ever tasted in my life.” Amelia said licking the remaining icing from her fingers as the spiky haired boy walked over to her; a smirk dancing across his face as she fed his ego more. 
“Damn right they’re the best thing you’ve ever had, I fucking made them.” Bakugou responded as he moved himself in between her legs that rested lazily on the counter.
Amelia laughed at his sudden burst of confidence, pecking at his lips softly before grabbing another cinnamon role and took another much needed bite.
“Seriously you’ve got to have one of these, they’re just too good not to.” The blue eye girl told her boyfriend who stared up to her in admiration. 
The way her blue eyes lit up every time she took another bite made his heart skip a beat, making it worth getting up at the crack of dawn to make them.
“I told you I can’t eat those damn things, they are just too sweet for me.” Bakugou responded honestly, though his typical scowl was still plastered across his face.
His girlfriend’s lips formed into a frown of defeat, knowing the boy wasn’t a fan of sweets in general until she grinned, an idea forming into her head.
“No sweets at all? Are you sure?” Amelia questioned, taking a final bite out of the gooey role, allowing the icing to drip from her lips.
Bakugou already understood her devious plan, clicking his tongue before he forced his lips on her own, allowing her own soft lips to melt into his own chapped ones.
The ashy blond would never admit it but the sweet icing he was able to lick from her tender lips did make his senses go wild, he really did cook well.
Amelia scooted herself more towards the edge of the counter while her arms slid up his chest around his neck holding him close to herself while his own arms snaked around her waist.
Once broken up, the two’s foreheads rested against each other while their pants were the only sounds occupying the room.
“You’re so needy you know that?” Bakugou growled to her as she laughed, her warm breath dancing against his lips before she kissed his cheek softly and ran her fingers through his surprisingly soft hair.
“Thank you for the breakfast babe, it was very nice.” Amelia whispered with a genuine smile, making the boy scoff and dart his eyes away from her own mesmerizing blue ones.
“Yeah whatever, I knew you would just be complaining all fucking morning that you were hungry so I figured I would save myself the trouble.” The boy hissed trying to play it off as he moved away from her and grabbed a towel to start cleaning up.
Amelia hopped off the counter with a bright smile on her face as she grabbed a box to put the left over cinnamon roles in.
The mornings like these never ceased to remind Amelia how lucky she had been to find such an amazing boy to spend the rest of her life with.
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olive-angel-sweetie · 5 years
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10/26/19
god today was horrible ifeel so shitty. my life should be easy but its not and i need to get thesee miniscule problems out of my mind where the taunt me and haunt me foever and ever. I need them to leave. i need to see that they are just small.
Got my period. ugh
Sweetie needed to have a medicated bath today. Giving her a bath is so hard and messy i was dreading it. i woke up and ate and walked and fed the dogs and saw leo. leo kind of made me mad because whenever i ask him about things he just doesnt answer me and doesnt want to tell me and its so hurtful and i feel like hes hiding some thing from me which feels terrible. I just wanted to go to sleep after that and i slept for a long time. I wish i wouldnt just sleep when i had a problem.. i should just get some coffee or something to wake up. im going to take sweetie to petco to get bathed its jsut too much i cant take it here. 
Then i woke up the dogs were barking. I walked them. then i got prepared to give sweetie a bath.. my back hurt so fucking bad when i was doing it. she makes it so hard by running away and constantly trying to get out. i put coconut oil on her too and she kept trying to eat it. I love her but taking care of her is so difficult. then i tried to brush her and i saw that a bunch of hair was missing and the skin under was all red and moist and scabby and disgusting! The scabs are just spreading and getting worse.It looked so painful i just started crying i cant believe this. I dont want my dog to suffer i got her to give her a better life and now she is so miserable she would probably be happier with someone else. but i really cant give up. i dont know why this is happening its so scary im worried she going to be completley bald! i dont think it is mange because wouldnt the doctors have told me?I feel so bad for sweetie i jsut want her to be healthy again. and now babo is all itchy and has a scab on his back too. I dont know how to fix both of them this is just all too much! Im going to call the doctor tomorrow and tell them its jsut getting worse please help!!. 
i wish i would just work and then come home do chores then go back to work but no i feel like i have to clean everything or it will nag at me all day. i would rather just sleep then not do the chores and go somewhere. so i could have worked today then bathe sweetie but of course i didnt. lazy shit. and there were so many high priced walks to day i couldnt believe it! there were tons and i wanted to take them but i wanted to finish this otherstuff! now i bet that there will be none tomorrow when im looking for some its jsut not fair! i also get worried for some reason that people will stop using wag! if nobody takes the walks! i want to help keep wag alive by taking these late walks. i hope people took them eventually.. i think i should just do some and come how and finsih stuff then do more but for somereason i have to finsih everything all at once. JUST GET OVER IT OMG. Ive been cleaning every single day now because im scared it will get out of control and make me su[per depressed again when the house is a diaster. even leaving one dish uncleaned starts the domino effect and then everything goes to hell. I am cleaning for myself not for leo.. I did the laundry, the dishes, cleaned the shower and the bathroom, walked the dogs again, fed them, got my meds, vacumed, cleaned the floor. im eating some food and then i made a lunch for tomorrow. when i buy some stuff i think i want to buy stuff i cant jsut grab quickly so i dont have to make a lunch all the time which i hate doing. if i get hungry then i can just eat that and then keep going. tomorrow i want to:dogs, eat, grab lunch, do walks, at 11 call doctor, come home at 1 maybe?, walk dogs, lunch, maybe have to go into vet?, do more walks.. i have 91.64 + 176.80 = 268.44. Possibly 160 + 268.44= 428.44 I need at least three hundred more for the rent and electric bill.. i technically have five - eight days left. if i can make $100 everyday for three days.. or $50 for 6 days... $70 for five days. i could get it covered. i jsut need to not be lazy and keep on going. THEN i REALLY need to start saving shit for taxes and gas mileage. i will literally be broke and have NO MONEY AT ALL. Its so hard not to spend money when im alwasy thinking about and seeing shit i wanna buy. i jsut need to fucking stop and i have to fucking save pleeease dont buy shit pleease only if its absoutley necassary and you would die without it. bitch. dear god. might jsut starve for a while. i feel dumb for buying the halloween costume and wasted all that money. i threw away the packaging i really hate returning things.. i dont know why im even gonna go to a party i cant drink and theres probably a cover fee. and i want to save money so icant even get like a coke or soemthing. when im sober i really feel comfortable enough to dance. i jsut hope we wil go trick or treatinjg with filepe and i can steal some of his candy or get some super cheap ones. thats good for me. 
vaccines sweetie has gotten:
Rabies, bordetella, parvo, leptospirosis, influenza H3N8, distemper, influenza H3N2
Core vaccines: rabies, distemper, parvo, hepatitus?, kennel cough?, 
so she dont need bordetella, leptospirosis, im not sure about the influenza, it says parainfluenza is noncore, 
she needs vaccines for hepatits and kennel cough which i thought bordatella was? 
so stop getting bordetlla, leptospirosis, the influenza ones, no lyme you fucking bitch
she does need adenovirus-2, and parainfluenza virus? ugh i dont know this is all so confuing and the doctors are just trying to make us spend so much money and then make you feel bad about not getting cause your dogs gona diee if you dont. and i legit have nofucking money to pay if they need me to pay for more meds for wsweetie which probably will becasue shes getting worse. then i really wont have any money for rent. i will probably have to ask mom to help pay and i really dont want to do that. i feel so bad im so helpless i jsut want to do things for myself...
why is everything so stressful i jsut want to stop..
1. take sweetie to petco to get bathed
2. call the doctor at 11. only get core vaccines. ask about babo too. get mom to help if needed
3. drink energy drinks so you can work 
4. you dont have to have all the chores done just do them eventually
5. work everyday and save money. dont buy any shit. 
im so tired. i want to be with my dog. mh body hurts. what is wrong with me
Leo is so unhappy and angry becasue he hates his job. hes always talking about what he wants to get in the FUTURE. Get a shiny new job with his work permit, then buy a shiny new car and get rid of the shitty one, he wants an eye surgery, he wants to travel he wants to buy a house, he wants a ps4 i cant keep up. its been pretty miserable around here lately becasue leo lost his job and hates this job. he works all day and then when he does get home hes mean and tiredand doesnt want to talk to me. and he hates his car becasue it doesnt heat and theres no radio. i told him to fix it but he doesnt.. we keep saying if we jsut go through this rough patch everything will be better soon! but i have a bad feeling nothing is going to change. its jsut going to shift to a new problem. maybe hell hate his new job and complains about it. maybe he dosnt have enough money yet for the car and the things he wants. then hell say when i get my car and my shoes and my eyes then i will be happy. no you want you will jsut move on to the next thing.Ive realized no matter where i go or work i will always be unhappy becasue the problem is inside me and the way i view the world. we need to appreciate what we have in the present or we will never be happy even if we are rich and have lots of stuff we will still be angry and empty inside. he doesnt get it. 
i feel so awkward with leo sometimes i feel so unsure about things. 
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