#atleast like 80% of the convos i have had in there

[theartofmining]

all i know is make 404cord talk about dnp

[shadyteacup]

If you’re still doing requestsssssss how about a hcs of Dazai x fem! Reader who is like Midari from Kakegurui 😌

Ooh thats a nice one! Yes love, I'm still doing requestss

And I'm so sorry, this is so late... also it's very long n I'm not exaggerating. It's not even funny I'm so sorry

I'm Crazy, But I'm Free

Dazai x Fem!reader who is like Midari

• You and Dazai probably met during his days at the port mafia.

• I can imagine the mafia capturing you because of how much trouble you were causing in a casino.

• UK, when big businesses pay gangsters for security?? Yeah, similarly the casino you were playing at, has paid the mafia.

• You were already banned from many other casinos, as your games either end with you gaining a lot of money, or begin with a dangerous condition.

• Many people were quite afraid of you, and wanted to avoid even being in the same room as you, as they couldn't handle the severity of the danger you pose with every game.

• Anyways, so you were warned by a few members of the mafia twice, but you, being the fearless adventurer you are, flipped them off and continued to seek a life threatening game.

• So then the mafia decided to use violence, and cornered you in a dark alley. You pulled out your beloved gun.

"Well, well, well! Do you boys want a fight!?", you excitedly point the gun at them.

"Put your weapon down, Ms. L/N. We are here to warn you for the final time. Stay away from this casino. Further misbehavior will lead to dangerous consequences."

You hum, thinking up a plan.

"How about this. My revolver has 5 bullets. And there are five of us. How about we all take turns to shoot blindfolded!"

You excitedly shove them in a circular arrangement.

"I'll go first! The rules are that every person gets a chance to shoot from the center of the circle. If the bullet misses, everyone takes a step ahead, closer to the center."

You explain, grinning at the men clad in all black.

"If a bullet hits me, I'll agree to your terms. If it hits one of you lot, then you can't stop me anymore. What do you say?!"

The mafiosi were weirded out by this. What if you had a good aim, or an ability that allowed you to shoot them with your eyes closed? They didn't have much intel on you, and only knew you to be a girl from a rich background, who had come to Yokohama for higher studies.

"That's enough. Grab her-"

• Thats when our boy showed up. Dazai was curious when he overheard some of the men talk about some 'fearless girl that had flipped them off even after two rather threatening warnings.'

• So he had decided to tag along, staying in the shadows, until now.

• "I think it will be a wonderful idea. Play along, gentlemen. I want to see where this goes."

• You shot, and missed. So did the other guy. Then the other one. Now, the circle had shrunk really small. You were almost in the line of fire at this point. There was an 80% chance of getting shot.

• "That's enough." ,Dazai said, as he walked to stand in front of you.

• "You are daring, aren't you. You're not afraid of death."

• Staring into his eyes, you saw a reflection of yourself. A dark, lost soul stared back at you.

• "In fact, you arranged this little game to ensure that you got hurt. You perfectly planned it out, and ensured that as the circle gets smaller, you would be in the direct line of fire."

• "You missed the first shot on purpose, didn't you?"

• He had seen right through your game.

'What's this guy's deal?', you thought.

"Why would you stop the game when it was at its peak? Hah? Whats wrong with you, man?!", you angrily grab his collar. "I was just beginning to have fun, and here you are, ruinjng it!"

• Taken aback by your bravery, he just blinked at you.

"Do you know who I am?"

"Yes, obviously, idiot. But that doesn't give you any right to interrupt our game."

"Oh? So who do you think I am."

You give him a 'baka janiono?' look.

"You are their leader. Probably an executive of the mafia, judging by your expensive suit. Why?"

The thoughts running through Dazai's head were along the lines of :

'Just who is this girl? How does she know about the mafia? Surely my men weren't dumb enough to tell her who they work for. How does she know about my position? She surely didn't just guess that, right?? And why the fuck does a student have a gun? Does her family have connections within the underworld? She obviously doesn't fear death. Will she be a good addition to the mafia?'

• "What are you thinking about, baka? Answer me."

• He smiled sweetly at you, and firmly gripped your wrist, pushing it off his collar.

"There's someone who would like to meet you"

Before you can retort back, he continues,"You seek adventure, do you not? You want to feel something worthwhile. Something akin to facing death, something that will give you an adrenaline rush. I can give you all of that. If you come with me, that is."

• Mori was shocked when he heard about what had happened. He agreed with Dazai's decision to make you join the ranks. He needed such fearless crackheads in his organization.

• He paired you up with the double black, making you an executive too. You hadn't quite agreed to his terms, but he had offered you to just accompany the ginger and the brunette on a mission. And had let you make the final decision .

• You three had to go to an abandoned warehouse, where some people were tampering with the mafia goods. There, you saw how sadistic Dazai was. How manipulative and bad he was. It made you fall for him. Hard. Plus, you realized the risk of being a mafiosi. It was quite thrilling.

• When you got back, you had screamed at mori to let you join. Quite literally begged. And he, ofcourse, agreed. You hadn't even given him a chance to threaten your life, which was the usual norm, when a valuable asset wasn't willing to join the ranks of the feared organization.

• You trained with dazai. And purposely got hit. It turned you on. But you never mentioned anything, in fear of being rejected.

• Dazai, ofcourse, noticed this, and one fine day, confronted you about it. You told him just how much you love him. He was always intrigued by your sadistic side. He saw a part of himself in you. The daring, brave, smart side of yours was something so similar to himself, yet unique. You were seeking the same thing that he was, that is to feel something. He felt sadness, and loneliness, and he never had a purpose in life. You, someone who had it all, a good family, a great marksheet, and a pre set goal in life, were willing to give it away, just to feel something. He, someone who was stripped off of a normal childhood, was never given the opportunity to choose. He used to think that maybe he was to blame. Maybe if he had had better luck, he would have gotten a good childhood, a purpose. But now that he knows you, a genius, smart person, who had it all, but threw it away, he realized that maybe life really is worthless. Maybe, he wasn't to be blamed. And that, oddly enough, made him feel better. To know that no matter how much lady luck favors him, life would still be fucked up, and that it wasn't his fault, made him hate himself less.

• And so, you two became a thing.

• Let's just say, that both of you are equally freaky.

• You want him to dom u, and he gladly accepts

• You guys try it all... I mean, especially with guns.

• I can imagine you both sitting at a boring meeting, when you decide to edge him on, and you're not even touching him. Your gun is.

• You both claim atleast one spare room on every floor of the building, for your.... activities.

• You are like his praise queen.

• He loves that.

• Always rough. Always. And you guys are into spicing it up.

• Anyways, you both never decide to commit double suicide.

• Thats because dazai wants a beautiful way out, while you want to feel the thrill of facing death. You don't really want to die, you just want to know the feeling of almost dying. You want to feel something exhilarating.

• When Dazai decides to leave the mafia, you are all for it. As long as you get to stay by his side, you were ok with it.

• Like Midari, you are a very perceptive person, and can easily guess what's going on in someone's mind. Dazai was easy to read for you, as his thoughts were pretty similar to your own.

• You were smart, cunning, and could read peoples mind with ease. So it was pretty easy for you to guess what's going on in Dazai's mind, sometimes even predicting his next moves.

• You really fit in with the ada, coz that place is filled with crackheads, and you and dazai are no exception lol

• Also, you get along with Yosano really well.

• Like, if you weren't so loyal to dazai, you would have become Yosanos slave. So would i ngl

• Anyways, you and dazai always mess with kunikida. You two prank him till the breaking point. You two are such a menace in the office. Always skipping work, slacking off, but really shining when it comes to actual detective work, like solving mysteries.

• You are a valuable asset to the ada, coz 1. You are smart and 2. You can intimidate the enemy into giving in, thanks to your sadistic games.

• You are also a very good companion. You can easily understand what the other is feeling, and end up comforting the gang.

• I can imagine you roasting Kunikida for being such a nerd, but at the same time giving him accurate and well needed advice .

• You do the same for your bf, and the two of you have many late night convos about topic that Dazai had never discussed with anyone before. Because no one had quite understood him the way you did.

• Midari is actually a pretty deep character, and just like her, you have many layers. There's the sadistic side, the goofy side, the careless side, the intelligent side and the insightful nature.

• You would be his perfect partner, as you'd support his crazy, reckless ideas, but at the same time keep him afloat, and prevent him from drowning in his own thoughts.

[survivorforestofhorrors]

Episode 1: My Own Personal Hell - Zach

Can’t wait to get first boot

Y’all. This cast has me SWEATING. I know like 80% of these players and you wanna know how I’m doing? Not well bitch! I feel like there’s so many tengaged people here that I had the unpleasant time of playing some celestial game or something like that. I know Nik and Livingston and tim from that. And according to Nik there’s a ton of people who have played together before with a ton of beef so I’m just scared! I’m hoping they all go after each other before me but knowing my luck I’ll be the hot one that does first.

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I haven’t played a game in a few months and honestly messaging 20 people trying to have a good first impression has me FATIGUED! 

Also finding out from keaton that a 13 person friend group was all cast for this game is.... a mood

When everyone is random.orging their lists but I went through and evaluated each individual conversation with a fine toothed comb in order to make my list 🤡

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So I figured what better way to do my cast assessment but by going through each person based on my list that I made for the challenge. We love this big brain energy. 

1. Ryan - RTP is a legend. We have been in this community for such a long time. I think there's a common respect for one another and I would love to work closely with him this game. I think that we have a good rapport and all in all he's a great guy. 

2. Nik - I love Nik so much because he's 100% himself no matter the occasion. I played a trinity survivor game with him and we didn't always see eye to eye, but I really loved his spirit and getting to know him. I think we could do a lot of damage in this game together. 

3. Gavin - What a sweetie! He seems so kind and a gentle soul. In my mind we've hit it off and the messages haven't been just the normal get to know you messages. This might be too high of a ranking for now, but i'm just going with the vibes. 

4. Zac - Zac seems so cool! I think he's a pretty open book and is willing to talk game or about personal stuff. We both love food and honestly that's a connection I can work with. 

5. Savanna - We really hit it off talking about horror movies and life. I feel like her and I quickly started talking, but then the convo kinda dropped out. I am hopeful that her and I end up on a tribe together because I feel like she's someone I could trust long term. 

6. Livingston - Oh boy, I was a little nervous about seeing Livingston on this cast. I was like...wow 2020 really is doing me dirty.  BUT as we got talking, we really did have a good conversation about the past and how we will move forward from it. This is a hopeful placement for Livingston and I hope he sees it as an olive branch. 

7. Maynor - My boy Maynor is so nice and such a threat haha he's a good person to have on your side because he's very social and in most games i've seen him in, a late game threat. he's someone I want to work with but also watch out for. 

8. Keaton - Keaton, Keaton, Keaton. A mess. I love him so much, he has such a good spirit about him, but he's messy! He already spilled a 13 person friend group in the game, but then failed to give me any names... Sis, you were high on my list, but now! I dropped ya. 

9. Jessie - What a genuine nice person. I feel bad about lying and saying I've seen Silent Hill, but I'M JUST TRYING TO CONNECT WITH PEOPLE. 

10. Chips - Chips and I just don't vibe that well in games, so he's middle of the pack for me. 

11. Brandan - Brandan is a little chaotic and I know him from other games, I just want to keep an eye on him because he can be a little emotional. 

12. Daulton - He seems really nice, but we didn't really get past the get to know you questions and I kinda lead the convo

13. Liam - I wish I could have put him higher, but he only started talking to me now after 9 and I honestly love him, so rip. 

14. Zach - I'm afraid a bunch of people are gonna put zach high because of his popularity in the community and charisma, so i'm hoping this lowers him a little. 

15. Austin - He seems cool! Just didn't talk much. 

16. Grace - We really didn't talk, meh. 

17. Billy - I know he works at a gas station! 

18. Josh V. - Literally didn't talk

19. Duolingo - Hoping based on his name he can teach me Spanish. 

20. Tim - The only PERSONAL ranking on my list. I don't care for him. He's condescending and someone I was REALLY upset about being cast. He will 100% be my target if given the chance. He can go. 

THIS SUCKS BEING AT THE BOTTOM...BUT IM SAFE BITCHESSS...I god hope this is just a one round thing. I hope fkn ryan or dan goes, i just hope its not josh...btw when i say josh i mean duolingo fk the other josh lol

I think it's cool that I'm medium-liked even if a lot of the lists were randomed...

PLS LET ME DIE! WHY WHY WHY!!! this tribal is TOXIC!!! I'm working on Getting Billy out with Nik but there's some obstacles I think we can get 10 people but we need 1 more. Billy & I are friendly but I wouldn't say we're close friends so it's a lil bit confusing me. I'm trying to get Brandan to think he's coaching me because It's my 2nd ORG so I think it's working a lil but I'm out here to play HARD! 10x Harder than I did in my last ORG! I can't play the same way everytime so this is a new way of playing for me! I'm ready to play HARD

I have many thoughts but been busy so havemt been able to put stuff in confessionals. Ill try to do some after work. Right now i just hate the 21 person tribal but atleast (i hope) it isnt me to night.

I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place with this stupid vote!!! 21 votes at a tribal can choke!!! 

So on one hand, I have Billy. Who I have no connection with. And on the other hand I have Josh V, who I also have no connection with ahha. The only difference is, billy is a part of the big premade alliance. Nik is pissing me off a little because it seems like he wants me to do the majority of the leg work to make a billy vote happen, but I’m not comfortable throwing my name into conversations so Nik can play both sides. It may be better for me just to go with the friend group and vote Josh V