#atp after this semester i have nine classes until graduation but i don’t know if I can handle it
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#i haven’t been doing well tonight#these past few days—actually a lot longer—i haven’t been doing well because of school#i just hate my major so much—and I can keep going and get my degree but at what cost#i wish so badly that i had went into an English teaching degree#atp after this semester i have nine classes until graduation but i don’t know if I can handle it#My anxiety is so bad i can hardly work. this is the second time I’ve called out. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I threw up several times.#i’m feeling so much all at once i want to just stop existing#Everything is just coding and excel and work and appointments and tutoring and coding and excel and little breaks to watch YouTube to cope#my mom is supportive of me changing my major for the sake of my mental health#my dad will deal but he’s also just pissed because he thinks I dont try hard enough#I have a 3.8 gpa that’s not the issue the issue is the content#luckily money is not an issue in this situation but i don’t want to have to add on so much time by changing my major#but im also sick of feeling this way i won’t survive like this#tw vent#rose.txt
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