Chapter Nine: Secrets
“What. Is. Your. Name?” The Fire Nation woman is back, looking and sounding aggrieved. Good. Sokka remains stubbornly silent, tied to a chair and staring at the metal floors of the ship. This cell sucks . She sighs. “Look, kid.” She pulls a chair out in front of him, sitting down. “I can appreciate your silence; it’s kinda commendable, if misguided. But do you really think that keeping silent about something like your name is gonna work out well for you? Commander Zhao can and will torture you for information if you don’t give it freely. The only reason he hasn’t already is because you’re a woman.” Right, still wearing the Kyoshi warrior gear. Maybe he should keep it on foreseeable future-- he’s not big on pain. “Choose your battles, kid.”
Sokka is surprised to find the compassion in her frown lines, to see the hesitance in her brown eyes. He remembers his father, telling him to always keep quiet in situations like these, saying that speaking is traitorous. He remembers his mother, who was sly and cunning and told him that a good strategy is the way to win any battle. He remembers, and he makes a decision.
He feels sick as he does it, he feels disgusted with himself. He feels proud.
He always has been more like his mother, hasn’t he?
“Sakura.” There’s an Earth Kingdom tradition of naming nonbending children after plants, something about bringing them closer to the earth. There was also a tradition like this among airbenders that he’d read about--
(Not many books make it to the Southern Water Tribe, but Sokka and Katara eat them up. Sokka wants to know the world, wants to see how things work and create something beautiful with that. Katara reads and loves sappy things, but she always gets so angry. “Look!” she screams. “Look at this! They’re STILL hurting people!”)
(A veil trickles down to her feet, surrounding the girl-child. A mist drifts in the wind, wafting and dancing around the Spirit and the girl. “Keep that anger,” the Spirit bides, “it will serve you well.” And it walks off, fizzling into the cold sea.)
--but Sokka shoves the thoughts of young airbenders away, because there’s only one now and he has to do this for him. For the whole world.
“And your last name?”
Shit. Sokka hadn’t thought that far. He barely managed to stop himself from saying “Earth” but it’s a close thing. By close thing he means, “Kun. My name is Sakura Kun.” Kun, which basically just means earth . He wants the ground to swallow him whole.
“Sakura Kun, huh?” The woman scoffs. “Well, at least your name is in the Fire Nation arrangement.” Sokka nearly choked on his next breath. The Water Tribe didn’t really do last names. You were the child of parents , and that was that. He’d forgotten that the Earth Kingdom usually arranged their names by family name and then the given name.
It’s an effort to keep his voice even and to pitch it slightly higher without quite reaching a falsetto to sound a bit more feminine, but it’s energy he’s willing to expend if it means getting information. He thinks he can work with this woman, somehow. She doesn’t seem as malicious as the others, and Sokka is more than willing to manipulate that to save his own hide from dirty Fire Nation soldiers. “And yours?”
The woman tilted her head. “My what?”
“Your name, lady. Jeez. What else would I be asking in this context?”
The woman looked surprised, but Sokka had to refrain from breaking out of the ropes and throttling himself. Don’t antagonize your captors, you idiot! The Katara in his head is wailing in agony at his stupidity. He scowls. He can’t escape her even when she isn’t there.
“My parents were hoping for a boy, so my name is Huojin Rong, I’m the Chief Engineer aboard this ship, but you may call me Chief Huo if you must shorten my given name.” She heaved a sigh, which drew Sokka’s attention to her armor: more leather than metal, far more flexible. He eyed the calluses on her hands. Yes, he’d been lucky fighting her once, he doubted the path of blunt force would treat him so well a second time. “ But ,” Sokka’s attention snapped right back to her eyes. (“Always look the enemy in the eyes, Sokka.” his father cautioned. A lone wolf-- a terrible tragedy, his tribe knew-- cried to the night sky, its howl ripping through the swaths of stars and begging to be found. White as snow and grey as an ash stain, eyes black as the void that sucked all things in, the Spirit of the wolf towered behind him, reminding him of his smallness, of his power, as he looked at the moon that sung through him the way its blue light sang through the waves.)
“But if you dare leave off my title, if you disrespect me…” She scowled and the heat in the room surged, and Sokka began to sweat not only from the humidity but also the raw fear . He felt like he was nine and his sister was screaming and there was blood and death and fire all around him . “I will show you what happens to those who dishonor me.”
“Of course I won’t disrespect you uh, Chief Huojin.” He cleared his throat because no he had not squeaked, damnit, and then paused. Okay, he still had to build a rapport, gain some trust. Maybe a more original nickname would be endearing? He didn’t understand this whole espionage thing. Was this espionage? He was trying to make a soldier defect, so probably? Okay, focus, Sokka. Focus Sakura. “Would calling you Chief Jin be alright?”
There was a long period of silence where the woman just stared and Sokka tried desperately not to sweat.
“Very well.” Chief Jin stood up, placing the chair back in the corner. “I will be back to ask more questions later.”
“Wait, that was it?” He was expecting something more, like maybe how he had ended up with the Avatar. But. Well. What?
She smirked and her eyebrows quirked up, “As I said, more questions later. I think the General is trying to find out if you are related to anybody wealthy. With a last name like Kun and considering you lived on Kyoshi, probably not.”
㊌Hours of Being Tied Up And Bored Later㊏
“Ah, Miss Sakura. Lovely to see you again.” Zhao opens the metal door to Sokka’s cell. Okay, fine. It’s more of a really sparse room, but he’s trapped in it all the same.
It takes far too much effort for Sokka not to snap wish I could say the same . Instead, he chokes out, “What do you want, Zhao.”
“Ah, ah, ah.” The man tsks , walking forward with slow, heavy steps. Thunk. Thunk. Thunk. His right hand snaps out to grab Sokka by his chin. “That’s Commander Zhao to you. Though, I suppose a traitor like yourself wouldn’t have been taught many manners, would you?” The tone he uses is almost pitying, but there’s a malicious tilt to his smile and the grip of his fingers on Sokka’s chin becomes bruising.
Sokka averts his eyes, but he notices that Zhao’s left hand is heavily bandaged. He shoves down his smug expression. Pride can wait for safety. And then he’s gonna gloat.
“Now, here I heard you were back to talking.” He pushed Sokka’s face away, standing back. He put his arms on either side of Sokka’s chair, making sure they were both eye-to-eye and that he was above Sokka. Looming. “We speak when spoken to, clear.”
Sokka’s expression was flat. He wouldn’t be overly pushy with Zhao, would hold back the sarcasm. But he refused to be cowed. “Crystal.”
“Was that so hard?”
Excruciating.
“See,” the man straightened up, pacing idly a few feet in front of him. “I think a few things in your story don’t add up.”
You think? I’m surprised to hear that you’re capable of something so complex.
“For example,” he strutted closer, right hand hovering over Sokka’s face. “You have such exotic blue eyes. Dark skin, too. That doesn’t sound very Earthbender , does it. Sounds almost… water tribe. Care to explain.”
“My mother.” It all comes back to his mother. He channels her as best he can as he speaks. “I never got to meet her, or her side of the family. Dad refused to speak of her. And then…” He trails off. He makes sure to pull his brows in, to bite his lip, to curl his shoulders as much as he can while tied up. He looks confused. Lost. Pitiable. If Zhao is only refraining from outright torture because he believes Sokka is some fragile doll of a woman than Sokka figures it can’t hurt to play up to that.
“And then?” And oh, there is the interest Sokka wanted to get. Hook, line, sinker.
“Well, dad died when I was about eight. I was orphaned. I don’t remember much of the how, but a ship took me to Kyoshi because a bunch of other orphans were being taken there.”
“I’ve heard of something like that, but I didn’t realize the extent…” Sokka didn’t trust that gleam in his eyes. “You’re saying you might have water tribe blood in you?”
“I might.” He needed to spin this, needed to leave some sort of question. Something that would keep Zhao looking, but not looking too hard. “My last name wasn’t always Kun. It was never used when I was young, so I didn’t have an answer to give when the governor asked…”
“Interesting.” The man had sat down, directly across from him. His head was tilted and his right hand was grazing his jaw. Sokka hoped interesting was good for Sakura’s cover. Sokka hoped this pose was a type of curiosity that would save him until he could escape.
“Commander Zhao!”
“What is it?” And Sokka hated how poised the man sounded, how he lounged in the chair that looked like it was made to be uncomfortable. How at ease he was, like Sokka wasn’t a threat.
He weakly pulled against the bindings. He wasn’t a threat. At the moment. (The Wolf strikes under the cover of night, with only the Moon as guidance. Around him, his pack growls. Soon. They will strike soon.)
“We’ve arrived at port.”
The man grinned, malice in his dark eyes. His armor clink ed as he stood up. “Excellent. Now untie the prisoner. She comes with us. We must begin preparations at once.” He left the room, all smirks and arrogance that Sokka desperately wanted to throttle.
“Uh, hey. Guy.” The man untying him did not pause, nor make any other acknowledgement of his presence. “Um. Where are we? I just think it’d be neat to know and all and it’s not like I can use this information for nefarious purposes for anything considering the circumstances and--”
“Omashu. We’re stopped at Omashu.”
Sokka had no idea where that was or why they would be stopped here. “Neat,” Sokka said. Neat, neat, neat. Great. Well, new place, new escape attempts-- isn’t that how the saying goes?
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Zuko was holding Kryo so that they were back-to-chest, the boy’s legs dangled over his arms, and he stood by the edge of the ship. The sun was just rising and the sky was painted muzzy purples and pinks. Kryo was too weak to walk or stand for long, although physical therapy would help him recover from his muscle atrophy. Unfortunately, no full recovery could be met until he saw a proper Healer.
“Dad, set me down please? I can’t brood properly if you’re holding me like a baby.” Kryo might have been complaining, but he relaxed deeper into Zuko’s hold, facing his caretaker with a smile.
“It’s not brooding.”
“Right, right. It’s contemplative posturing , right?”
Zuko huffed. “Correct. I said what I meant and I meant what I said. You know that.” Cyrtanthus, in his uncle’s arms, flapped her unblemished left hand as she giggled. He scowled. “Anyway, what even am I?”
“Well, I don’t know if you’d like the answer I would give…”
“Oh, shut up, you small creature.” His lips twitched up and he forced them down at the laughter of his family. Family , and a warmth spread through him. “I meant you all keep switching up the terms. Am I your dad, your brother?”
“You’re our Zuko.”
Zuko clutched the boy just a bit tighter, breathing steady.
“And what am I to you, little spark?” His uncle’s voice was soothing, like the soft flickers of a candle flame. (And there was something monstrous flickering inside of him, wasn’t there? Iroh was not UnTouched by his travels. Flickers of autumn scales hissed along his consonants, cajoling his listeners. In his very Inner Flame, three legs with sharp talons flexed and black feathers ruffled, charcoal just waiting to burst. Iroh tamped these things down and smiled, but one set of the wings behind him stretched wide while the other wrapped around him, possessive.)
“You’re Uncle Iroh!”
Cyrtanthus burbled and cooed her agreement, smiling and nodding and flapping.
“I was, how did Kairos put it? The one about being born into something?”
“You were assigned uncle at birth!” The boy grinned, eyes crinkling. He was gold, gold, gold; the burnished kind, not the bronzed gaze of Zuko’s scarred eye or the guilty one that festered within his uncle’s laughter. “She’s right, you know. You’re the perfect uncle!” Sweet as honey, he continued, “You’re actually just perfect.”
“Oh, stop it.” Zuko’s uncle laughed, his cheeks stained a bashful red. He reached into Zuko’s arms to mercilessly tickle him, delighting in the shrieks of laughter and ignoring his pleas to stop, stop, I’m gonna bust a gut laughing! Cyrtanthus clicked her teeth twice in warning and, when no response was given, gave a final, decisive click of her teeth before yanking on her uncle’s beard. He yowled in pain, instantly halting his tickling assault. He looked at her frown, so obviously an expression borrowed from Zuko’s own repertoire, and was at a loss.
“Now why would you do something like that to poor old me, my precious Lily?”
“Can’t you tell? You’re the one who taught her manners.” Zuko was the one laughing now, shoulders shaking at the force it took to repress the uproarious sounds. When Iroh still clearly didn’t get it, he gave mercy. He owed his uncle that much, at least. “No means no, Uncle. Kryo said stop and you didn’t.”
“I did do that, didn’t I?” He ran his hand through the girl’s hair. “Thank you for correcting my behavior, dearest niece.”
“Prince Zuko, we’ve arrived.” It was Glim, her face set in determined lines. Suki was the one who pointed out the other Fire Nation ship already anchored by the harbor.
“Omashu… You remembered what I said about unexpected allies, yes, Prince Zuko?” It was not a question. (Scales and feathers and teeth and beak and claws. Coiling, curling, ready to spring. Not yet , Iroh cautioned , Not yet. )
(The gold burned into each step, and the blue prepared to wither and take.) “Of course.”
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