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[jeyuwuso]

Jimmy and KO energy

[iamyarnsquirrel]

Therapy on Monday, and she gently asked if I mayyyyyybe wanna return more frequently. Probably bc of all the crying.

Everything is heavy. Spouse seems distant, far away. Mom is needier than ever. Information on brother is scarce. Children are stage five clingers, and I get zero fucking downtime. Hey, Pandemic. I see you.

I dreamt about the friend who's ghosting me. It was weird and normal and whatever whatever. I wish I could just leave things behind, like for real for real. I feel the anger in my core, in my marrow, in my bones. I am wound up so tight I'm going to snap. There is not enough yoga or booze in the world for this.

My odlest kid just came over to give me a hug, and she fucking reads over my shoulder every time. Nothing makes me more furious than when people read over my shoulder. I HATE IT. JESUS CHRIST I NEED A VACATION.