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isa-belle1367 · 20 days

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I don't ever talk about enders game on here, but I love the books so much, and I feel like you guys need to be aware of this

#ITS SO GOOD #i relate to ender a little too much #i grew up sharing a room with my sister who i thought hated me #“thank you peter #you taught me how to hide“#*instert my sobing here*#anyway yall should read the books bc im rereading the books again so im gonna start posting about it probably #enders game #books

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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days like today are so difficult for me to get through... i can feel the loneliness so sharply, it's not just the normal dull thing in the background. it hurts so bad, it's something cold and vicious squeezing my heart repeteadly. i just realize that i really am all alone, a deserted island with no one in sight. no one who would stop their ship at my shores and take me away from here. it is so hard to care about anything or make plans or find joy in literally anything when im always all alone and have no one to share anything with. do i even exist? if no one sees me or hears me, am i even here? or am i just a fragment of my own imagination lol?

#i cant explain this feeling and it frustrates me to no end #anyway im just so alone skksskksk #im in my room all day everyday.... whenever i go outside ppl are rude to me. making me feel like im bad just for existing #my sisters literally cant stand me and they keep making me know that #my mom doesnt wanna spend time with me even if i keep asking her to 💀#i need and want to talk but i have no one to talk to #i cant share any of the things i wanna share and idkkk #people who dont feel this type of loneliness have no fkn idea how much it hurts #'learn how to be alone' how abt u go kys....#when im all alone nothing matters #i dont care about anything!!!!!#yes im making plans for the future lmaooooo but i dont even wanna do those things bc i'll be completely alone #yes i'll finish high school and apply to a program maybe librarian program and then move and work blah blah #but i will live my entire life completely alone #honestlyyy i think the loneliness is what is gonna make me kms skkskskks #just the thought of having been this alone for so long and that it will only keep going forever #just let me die now i dont want it

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eggmeralda · 4 months

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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause #to like charities and gfms and anyone else #but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job #and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything #and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week #but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week #the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything #you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something #but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets #like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going #but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it #and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy #and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own #but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough #my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space #bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected #and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll #get everything going again #but at the same time i could easily just die #I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs #what else is there to do with my life honestly #(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed #but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience #idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't #but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it #ramble #suicide tw #weight loss mention

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 1 year

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why does everything have to be a hecking issue with my sister

#she keeps getting on my case about the Theatre Boy thing which I would just like to hecking leave in the past #she keeps getting on my case bc I wear short shorts and spaghetti strap tank tops AROUND THE HOUSE AS LOUNGE CLOTHES #she's like DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT MODESTY and I'm like YOU WALK AROUND IN SHORTS AND A SPORTS BRA ALL THE TIME #(possibly bc I thought I could get away with wearing lounge clothes with a long shawl thing overtop the other day to worship practice #but I did in fact change my trousers after my mama pointed out that it wasn't super modest)#she keeps making comments about how I do inappropriate stuff on my phone bc I... watch one(1) sitcom?????#shows like that are IRREVERENT AS HECK like come on of course I'm not going to be totally open with my kid sister about them #I am an ADULT I can make my own choices about what content I will put up with in media #I can make my own choices about clothing if I think my mom's idea of ''anything more than an inch above the knee #is immodest'' is silly and restrictive for my body shape and comfort level personally #like... why does she have to act so high and mighty around me? she's in MIDDLE SCHOOL and I know I haven't always been the nicest to her #but I'm making the effort. I'm trying to get along with her and what I get is disdain on the daily in return :/#our mom said it's probably bc she was hoping I wouldn't move back in so she'd have our room to herself and now she's mad #that I'm back bc she has to share a space again and like I KNOW middle school ages SUCK I've BEEN THERE #but still I just. want to get along. but she picks on me and then I get frustrated and then I snap at her and it just doesn't end well #it's a nasty cycle tbh. I'm praying about it.#Lu rambles #personal #delete later

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ryuseitai · 2 months

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ive missed my sister sm the past few days bc shes been at my grammas house and she came home today but i found out shes going to freaking ENGLAND at the end of the month. and only has a one way ticket to there. so itis like. indefinite how long she will be there. she said a couple months maybe. but nothing set in stone. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

#her bf lives there thats why shes going #he is nice he visited her here earlier this year for a couple weeks.. so i am happy for her #but :( i love my sister :( ive shared a room w her my whole life..#ive definitely gone a few months w.o seeing her often before but just bc like shed be staying at my grammas or whatever #not in a whole different country #But also to be fair i did this to my family when iwas 16. flew to a diff state alone and stayed there for 2 months.#BUT IHAD A RETURN TICKET ALREADY WHEN I LEFT obviously..#and also she is about to be 23..im 18.. it us normal for siblings to eventually go in more separate paths in life..but.......sniff #i love my sister so much #waaahhoouueooeuueueuueueuuuuu euuuu

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billymarvel · 6 days

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felt like letting yous all know that i apologise for being so inactive lately, my family needs to find a new place within a months time, so its v stressful rn!! i was actually reading PoS when i got the news, so now whenever i read it i get quite anxious and gotta put it down 😦. once everything is sorted, ill go back to filling up my queue and annoying yous all !!

#lets hope we can find a place with 4 bedrooms tho bc i do Not wanna share a room with my little sister. she is literally 6 #tho things r not looking up in that department but a home is a home #tomfoolery!

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sadgirlautumn · 1 month

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#the way my sister complains about having no games for her ds and switch when she let both of her exes keeps all of the games #like girl you could have took some of them and you didn’t!!! why is this suddenly my problem #my mom is telling me to be nice and share when switch games don’t work like that #and I don’t trust her to not mess stuff up in the game for me #like she threw away half of my nail polish today because I kept it in her room before she moved back in bc my room is very small and she #thought that gave her liberty to throw the ones she thought looked old away???#and then she got mad when I made her dig them out of the trash like!!!! you could have just brought them over to my room like a normal #person but you decided to start throwing shit out instead #anyway I’m sorry for complaining it’s just annoying having everyone tell me to be nice when I couldn’t be nicer #just because you’re going through a hard time doesn’t mean you can snap at mom when she asks a simple question #‘but it reminds me of my girlfriend and how she always fights with me 🥺’ but you knew mom for longer and you know she hates when people get #upset with her!!! and it sucks bc she doesn’t understand how hard it is to be the only person my parents can complain to because they #don’t have friends #she doesn’t understand why I’m the one always confronting her about stuff when my parents are scared of her getting mad at them bc every #time you say something simple like ‘hey don’t leave your shoes in the middle of the floor’ she gets upset and I’m the only one who doesn’t #let it actually get to me… at least it doesn’t bother me after I post a tumblr rant okay bye #it’s just the same childhood drama except she’s almost 30 and I’m almost 21 like be serious

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dizzybizz · 1 year

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More cat pictures please 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

omg yes ofc!!!! i love them all so muchxhdhsgsgsidkfk

i do already have a few posted under #mylittleguys

^ here are some really old, really blurry pictures that i excavated!!

i've made it a goal to take more pet pics this year <333

#the way i had to switch to pc bc mobile only allows 10 pics??????? 😭😭😭#should.#should i just make a whole post introducing them.#i. hmm.#i have been meaning to..... for months now 💀#mylittleguys #tysm for asking for cat pics #agens i am so sorry but therere only 2 pics of you here #u r just too elusive to get on cam girl its not my fault ok sorry #dont let all these pics of signe sleeping in my bed lead you astray #that girl will steal my chair any chance she gets.....#like it was cute at first but it gets to a point where i am entering my room after a 1m bathroom break and having to move her to the bed #i might share some pics ive gotten of one of my sisters cats #cause theyre so good i miss them ohughgh

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idontliketomatoesleavemealone · 1 year

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Hi people with more than 3 siblings do you have to share bedrooms. Like is that a thing people still do.

#I used to share a room with my sister but that doesn’t count #bc I don’t think I even remember it I was so little #it was mostly a convenience thing so mom could bring both of us to bed in one go

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collectate · 3 months

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why do men

#UGHHHHHHH. trying to sort out room allocations for my uni house next year and. hang on i need to set the scene #firstly there's 5 of us. secondly - and crucially - in that 5 there's only one guy. we'll refer to him as housemate M #now this guy is like a little brother to me. i love him. he's great. our sports club thinks we're either cousins or dating. great guy #apart from one tiny issue: he's got mad only child syndrome despite in fact having an older sister #so he doesn't want to share. he doesn't want to compromise. he especially doesn't want to take one for the team and have the small room #that no one wants bc it's small and doesn't have a mirror. this is where the guy thing comes in bc the rest of us are all girls #and we each Need Mirrors. we also just Have More Stuff. and not to be a misandrist but he's a man how much space does he really need #so this is already a problem bc we've taken months to even get to the point where we're actually figuring this out #and now!!!!!! housemate M is being obstreperous!!!!!!! he refuses to take said small room!!! he wants a big one!!!#he's forcing housemate Z to give up the room she originally wanted and making her take the small room!! he's being a dick!!#and i HATE THIS bc i KNOW what's going to happen #I'M going to have to take one for the team and take this miniscule room that won't fit my stuff and will doubtless trigger my claustrophobi #just so HE can be comfortable!!!#this is making me so mad. this is making housemate Z so mad. why are men like this. he's not even 19 yet get a GRIPPPP #BECAUSE ALSO!!!!! housemates M and H did JACK FUCKING SHIT for this house. they contributed ZERO to this whole process #me and Z and J did EVERYTHINGGG. so why are me and Z now being forced to compromise??????#I HATE LIVING WITH OTHER PEOPLE. SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD #uni life #<- if it doesn't KILL ME FIRST #2nd year

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daddy-ul · 3 months

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I can't say anything BC it's the same (almost) unit of measurement that I apply when I go to concerts.

Smsmksksa (not so much) joking aside, the mic unit of measurement is the most useful and obvious for the concert donut. I know they updated the number and positions of the mics,, so I am now kind of curious of the ratio drum riser/mics on the stage. Like there are 4 battle station on the donut, how many mics between every drum kit? This is a math problem due to monday

*coff* that said did they discussed it in tuning rooms etc bc lars asked James to stay in his line of site for the most of it?

But like, of course for stages like the one in Milan, it wasn't like that, even if it was smaller

#my sister at my first tallica concert: okay. we're do you wanna go? i swear i will get you there #me instantly: in front of the drums #and that has been my concert MO ever since sksksksksksks #and yeah. i am what i am of course i wanna see lars first and back then he was mostly in a static position #BUT!!!!!#i fucking know this band dynamics. like. in milan last month i was on the left side of the stage and i was great!!!#I'll start the concert with lars and rob!#and that's exactly what happened #to say. my dear duders. if you see the drummer? you're FOR SURE gonna see the rest of them one way or another #bc that's the eye of the cyclone babey! they will always end up... there (quote). they will inevitably circle back there #AND. ALSO. as you all know im a big fan of when they all four play close close together and all the little interactions the positions etc #if you cant see the drum riser... well you'll only get max 3. so.#but yeah snsksksksk i have a fucking lars blog since 2020. no shit i want to see him #*coff* that said #*coff* that said did they discussed it in tuning rooms etc bc lars asked James to stay in his line of site for the most of it?#or was it just spontaneous?#ask #the-mighty-het-speaks #ah. soph! say ty to your friend i love these reports from the front!!#jh and lu #jinn out #if this post doesnt have an ounce of sense or purpose or thesis or whatever... yeah probably snsnsjs i am tired so my thoughts are jumbled #.... is that the right word? well you get it *move hands*#thank you soph for sharing bc this is EXACTLY my kind of thing *grabby hands*

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aromantyczno-liryczna · 5 months

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I have my own bed in like 12 years it's the end of an era 😪

#lasar being incoherent #not my own room technically #my mum sleeps in the living room and my sister and i take up the upstairs #one room is small so there's only space for a sofa bed and wardrobe #and the other room is bigger so it has everything else plus my single bed #it feels weirdddd #can't cuddle now #the bed being a single isnt a problem bc even when we shared it was HUGE and she still took up all of the space so 💀

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persephoneflouwers · 2 years

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If you remember, tell me in tags what you were doing when Walls Spotify canvas happened two years ago

#i was studying for my neuro exam #i was sitting on my chouch with a pillow and the book over my legs #our living room was in progress #which means there was no tv nor a table yet #the door was close #my sister stormed in and said #‘è un pazzo è un pazzo’ (he’s crazy he’s crazy)#and im like who why are you interrupting me you know i hate it when I study’#and then she made me see and I was soooo excited lmao #i shared it on my ig stories and one of my friends said ‘you need to chill out about him’ and i was so offended #i realised I didn’t need people who don’t get excited for what excites me in life #especially bc she knew what a nightmare of a life I was living post lockdown #ANYWAY a lot of realisations just with some tattoos canvas lol #spotify canvas #walls anniversary is tomorrow right?#I don’t know what day today is lmao

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gay-jewish-bucky · 1 year

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why is it called a twin bed if it can't fit two people?

#personcole #i mean comfortably #i had to share a twin with a sister for a few years #bc laws about what gender siblings can share a room at what ages are like:#“it's better to pack kids in like sardines than let a brother and sister share a room”#3 of us in 2 twin beds 1 tiny room #while my brother got his own room with a full bed 🙄#my older sister eventually moved to the open basement space #then after family shit got fucked things got all mixed around

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lesbiheon · 1 year

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imagine being someone who snores and half your team members don’t want to share a room w you, live in the same dorm as you or when asked to choose who they wanna room w when away from home they don’t want you

#rewatching monmukgo and ck choosing kihyun as his no 1 & 2 option for sharing a room bc he didn't want to room w hyungheon... LMFAOOOOOO #PLS ITS STILL SO FUNNY THERES A WHOLE DORM OF SNORERS #how did shownu hyungwon & jooheon live in the same room for that long #as someone who snores no one has ever told me they don't wanna sleep next to me lmfaoooooooo #recently went back home and slept in my sisters room and she said she would kick me at night and throw pillows bc i would snore tho...

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c-130jsuperhercules · 10 months

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get me out this house man

#my sister is practicing her stupid fucking trombone #and apparently she can't do that without fucking losing her complete fucking shit and throwing a tantrum #bc she can't play notes or whatever #like. she is fucking screaming sobbing swearing at the dogs swearing at herself because she can't quite hit a note first or second try #and she does this all the fucking time!!!! she does this just about every week night and i can't take her throwing a bitch fit every night!!#and i refuse to feel bad for her in any way bc she is doing all this shit to herself ive seen her have a breakdown because she #VOLUNTARILY CHOSE to be in different bands and orchestras and chamber groups and then loses her shit bc she can't #be good at all the music she has to practice at once. and then every time after she finishes crying she chooses to keep doing this #and then i suffer for it!!! i have to share a house with them!!!!#every other night the upstairs living room is just off limits bc they'll scream at you #like. god. shut the fuck up!!!!!! please!!!!! shut the fucking fucking fuck up!!!!!!!!!!!

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