#bc he mentally stopped after geto left

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Do you ever think about just how absolutely depressed Gojo is and want to bash your fist into the brick wall

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❝ 𝐈𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐏 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄 ❞

Summary. You believed love will end up breaking your heart. But why did Suguru gave you such feelings?

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓. slight angst, fluffy fluff ofc, reader blacks out, not proofread bc im lazy

w/c. 0.8k

You weren’t really into relationship stuffs. You learned how it starts, and how it ends. Both will love each other then just stop everything after the other one loses feelings or interest. You knew the same thing would happen.

Your first love left you, second one cheated on you. You stopped dating since then. The more you give people chance, the more that’ll damage your heart. It burnt like hell. It hurt so much hearing your boyfriend say “I’m not feeling like it anymore I’m sorry”. Your heart froze when you saw your boyfriend kissing another girl, cackling and having fun with her. It always hurts. You were done with it. That’s why you stopped dating. Until you realized you were catching feelings for your roommate. Geto Suguru.

Well it was your word that love is twisted. Your promise saying you won’t fall in to its trap again. But he was somehow different. Besides attractive and intelligent he was also a gentleman. He would get on his knees to talk with little kids to match their heights. When your cousins came to visit you during your weekend, he was having fun with them, playing with them. You guys went bowling. He was such a gentleman. Teaching the kids how to play bowling. Lowering his power just to make the kids win. Your mom told you too. “Y/n, don’t you think Geto is a sweet man?” you were suprised. You mom rarely took likings to men. How was your father so lucky to even marry her. “Ah yes he is! Why?” your mom nodded slightly. “Are you still thinking love is not worth it?” You scoffed at her. “Yes, love is twisted, it’s not worth it.” Your mom looked down after smiling. “Geto is different. Look at him. When was your cousins this happy? I don’t remember.” True. You cousins weren’t exactly the cute and kind angels they’re acting like right now. They were evil. Messing up with your wardrobe and destroying your makeup palettes. Why did they have a soft spot for him? Perhaps kids loved him or he was just a gentleman, a good person. “Mom i will manage my love life on my own, don’t worry about it.” You pulled your mom into your embrace. “Don’t worry”.

You can’t blame your mom for saying that about Geto. Of course he was tender and mellow. But even if you wanted to provide a chance for love. You can’t say the same thing about Geto. He was a person on his own. Even if you had feelings for him, he didn’t. That was the disparity between you two. After your family left your dorm, you couldn’t help but wonder what Geto felt or thought about you. Geto also noticed the way you looked pallid and lurid. “You okay?” You were lost in your thoughts and snapped out of it when Geto cooed at you. “Oh sorry i was zoned out.” You can’t shrug off the hollow and low feeling in your heart. It hurt looking at him in worry, caring for your mental health. “Y/n seriously, do you need medicine? Are you feeling okay?”

How did he not notice that the reason you were feeling down was him? How would he? You’re not even saying a thing when you blacked out in front of him. Everything was dizzy as you saw his figure worrying and calling an ambulance.

When you woke up the first thing you saw was the doctor talking to Geto. After the doc discussed about conditions he left, leaving you alone in the room with Geto. Of course a generous person like him will notice that you’re awake. “Y/n? How are you feeling? Do you want to drink water? Do you wanna get u-“

“Geto.” Thats sounded aloof. You almost felt bad for saying it like that. He was kind of startled. “Yes?” He still held the caring expression not wanting to stress you even more. “How do you feel about me?” Was he out of words? Yes. Was he stunned at your sudden move? Yes. Was he shocked that you suddenly hugged him? Yes. But did he pull back? No. Because he feels that about you. He loves you. He didn’t tell you that he loved you. On the same problem as you. He also thought you didn’t feel this way. But now as your hugging him and sobbing into his chest, it might be alright now. “Loved you since the start. Felt like i was ready to give my all to you. But i wasn’t sure if you felt the same. I’m sorry Y/n” He was rethinking his confession because of the silence. Should he have said that? Was it the right move? If it wasn’t why were you kissing him? The tension between you two was soft, gentle and tender. Were you dreaming? “Took you long enough” soft chuckle came out from you. You looked into his cat-like eyes. It was so heartening. Maybe this was a real love after all.

“Promise me one thing Suguru. Tell me if you stop loving me”